As promised...

As promised... It's the weekend and I shall post... Well... This week has been a truly reflective week... Learnt lots of stuff mentally... Understood myself better... Learnt that being realistic might be really better than being optimistic... I can help people more by being realistic...

Oh well... It's March now, and every year, when it reaches the horoscope Aries, my mood will go up... But this year is just not the same... Most of my good friends are Aries, but things always change... Oh well...

Felt really bored today... Haizzz...

Detest lack of freedom...

Detest choices made in primary school...

Detest teachers who don't respect choices...

Detest teachers who give alternative choices...

Okay enough of detesting... Anyways, I bought fullmetal alchemist book 15 today and read it... Truly thought-provoking!!! I am seriously impressed, its not a comic book that provides comic relief or teaching very superficial stuff... But more of a political book... What I refer to as a good book...

By the way, my geography test also made me super down... 11/25... Super sad... But after feeling sad for a moment... Jon Teo went mad and hit lots of people... :D Happy after that... Laughter is the true way of bringing joy to every living thing... :D

Oh well... Guess I should end this post... Big thanks to my daily readers! Be optimistic/realistic!!! Cya!

wah super boring

Whole day spent at home... Super bored... Should be giving tuition... But sort of cancelled hahas...

What a slacky day... No homework done cause I lost my news article for the jian bao... And I have no idea how to do LA cross-cultural essay...

Summarised - Boring day

Currently - Just chatting on msn with Greg... BORING!!!

Oh well... I should wash up and sleep before 10pm... This way, I would be super energetic and start a good day tomorrow...

Sometimes... You just hate life's problems... But its the problems that brings life to you...

How I wish I could just go into some fantasy world... Nice eh...

Cya... Be optimistic!

Nice movie

Mmm... Band was quite interesting today... Went for lan with candice, por yee and yi xiu after band... Fun... That's about all...

Nowadays I really don't get whos telling the truth or whos telling a lie, it might even be a conspiracy to lie together... Or just they are truth from different perspectives...

Don't feel like elaborating...

Anyways, watched a super nice movie on star movies... Flightplan...

Currently rated as my favourite movie... Far surpassed Eight Below...

Movie summary by Jon Teo

Woman, lost her daughter on plane... Husband died... Hospital send report say daughter died... No one believe she came up the plane with the daughter... She did many absurb things... Only to discover later that it was all a plan... And the hijacker was the one who killed his husband and hid her daughter... Inside a cabin...

Well... I can say its the best suspense movie I have watched as yet... Nice... I recommend it... That's all for today... Be optimistic...

Dong Hang is mad!

Hmmm... The last few days was really much better for me... Guess it just feels good to be surrounded by so many good friends... Friends are more important to me than family... Being always in a house with no communication...

But this doesn't represent any negative love in the family, I still love my family as much, just that friends take a more important role in my life...

Talking about family, I was reminded of wild discovery on discovery channel... It narrates the life of a wolf, and how it howled when his master died, and the whole mountain was filled with howls from all the wolves all over the place... Isn't it just so touching to see the wolves sing a memorial song for their passed away master?

They seem so much more unique than human beings... Or should I say primitive...

By the way, today was fun as maths quiz was postponed to Saturday! Went studying with Dong Hang for 2 hours and went hunting for albums and I bought the tank 2nd album wahaha!!!

Dong Hang is seriously MAD throughout the studying process... Guess what he did? He repeated: Deado, Deada, Lala, Lolo, Haha... NON-STOP!!!

Haha hes seriously the only person who can piss me off by making me unable to study and just wanna laugh LOL!

And so, I beared with the pain of not laughing and finished studying Maths. Heard that Miss Low was super angry when she knew I skipped maths remedial, but I went to Macs to study myself, isn't that even better? Better concentration ba... =D

Also, just watched the law show again, its just so intriguing, and always ends when I thought the show just started... That's what I call a nice show, at least better than Hana Kimi's shitty ending!

O well... Lazy to continue... Cya people! Be optimistic! Listen to zhuan shu tian shi ba :D

Mood swing?

Both today and yesterday was quite enjoyable. Season 11 of south park is super funny, Jurassic Park 2 : The lost world is super horrifying and twitches is just so inspiring. But the best is the That's so Raven episode last night on Disney channel :D

Truly... Television has made a great impact on my life. It has enabled me to view things in more perspectives... maybe I'm just being manipulated by the television, or just addicted to the new stuffs... But nevertheless, it has made my life more interesting...

Today Por Yee said many things to me... And I would feel that partly of what he had said is true, maybe I should really fight for my own rights, but won't that cause more trouble? This needs more courage for me to face than to confess my love for someone else... Its just, I don't understand myself enough... Do I really have the courage to do what I think I should...

Jon Teo = Does not practise what he preach

One motto: Its better to try than not do anything about it...

But Murphy's law: If something can go wrong, it will go wrong...

But am I being too afraid of the outcome... Currently all I need is just more confidence...

Really big thanks to the people who cheered me up on my tagboard =) My nice juniors good meimeis!!!

I should seriously stop procrastinating... That's what I should do to live up to my own expectations...

And to all the people who niao me of my bad singing: I will only say reflect on your singing first man! I just lack practise! People just don't dare to niao you (If I say your singing is bad, remember the fact that I don't lie.)

By the way, today is the first day our form teacher made some sense seriously... The first time I agree with half of the things she said (mostly is 0%).

*** *Zuan shu tian shi* by Tank is really a good song! *Playing it on Window Media Player*

Should be studying for my tests now but who cares... What's the point of good marks currently too anyways... True... It may affect my final year GPA which could affect my future... But I have better things to do than that...

Also quite bu shuang just now, wanted to eat mee swa but my father ignored me and went on with rice! This made me super pissed for 30s as hes the one who ask everyday what I want and I always say anything!

Owwwww... Really feel like eating nice mee swa haha! But nevertheless, I don't blame him.

Oh and the law show today is super nice! Unable to explain here... Ask anyone who watches channel 55!

Lastly, Hong Wen is a big fat idiot who daos people on the phone cause hes typing the law show storyline to Javier. Stupid KENNY! Cya people =) Guess I'm more optimistic today... Hate my mood swings...

P or AP or M

Well... Today wasn't really a nice day. I mean how could it be a nice day... If it is... I am way too optimistic for my own good...

Just this morning, I forced myself to get out of bed to rush to Eunos MRT to meet up with Candice and Yi Xiu to once again, make our way to the band camp.

It was the last day, and was also made a half-day to enable more time space for us in this busily scheduled week.

After 3 hours of full band, it was the lunchtime concert, certificate giving ceremony, thanks to Mr Davis and time for me to finally go home for a good afternoon nap.

Had a lot of emotional turmoils in that 2h nap... Too much information being processed in the mind. Felt really kind of sadistic for that period of time... Didn't really like it... Maybe I'm just so insignificant to myself...

Luckily for me... I paid a visit to my brother's house and played with my nephew Lucas... That really brought me back to life... =) Kids are the only humanic creatures that have simple thoughts, which is what I appreciate most... Their innocence is just the perfect way of living...

But oh well... Better not overprocess my mind... I might just go out of control... Guess I should really take a good break from this tiring life of mine...

Hope you will be optimistic, don't learn from me now... =)

Reflection

Today has been a really self-reflective day, cause today's the day I have grown to understand a lot of things I have previously missed.

Firstly, I shall start off my post with a story.

Once upon a time, there was a soldier who fell for a princess. The princess found out and told the soldier that if he would wait for her at the bottom of the tower for 100 days, she would reconsider him.

And so the soldier waited patiently for her answer... No matter how bad the weather is, he still waited patiently and determinedly for her. But unexpectedly, on the 99th day, the soldier backed out due to the fear of rejection.

Judging from this short story, what exactly is this story trying to tell us? How useless the soldier is in his fear of facing the answer? Or the soldier's courage to understand that he would not be happy no matter what the outcome is?

Truthfully, I will never figure out the answer unless I was the soldier myself...

Maybe this is how stories convey messages to us... Through life experiences... Through others...

I am just a 16 year old. And yet, I am able to accept others for who they are. Maybe this is what people deem as a rough life experience, as I have gone through just so much that I am willing to accept others for what they truly are. Every one's personal growth is different, no two person are ever the same... But the capacity to accept and understand people for who they are is never an easy feat.

If I am optimistic, I would accept people for who they are out of pure optimism, in thinking there are always some good in them. But if I am realistic, the only reason I would accept them is due to the fact that I have no reason in denying them.

Denying others is equivalent to denying one's own self. Why would you ever deny a person? It all boils down to one's true heart.

Today was one tiring day, maybe fun? Or I am just trying to derive some pleasure from this band camp. Truthfully speaking, I would never dream of becoming a good clarinetist, as it has been a known fact to myself that I have no interest in the clarinet. All my interests in it are just thrown to me out of optimism, in the thought of how fate has put me with the clarinet ever since Primary 2.

But I have to bear with this clarinet still... and to try my best to help the band in getting the gold with honours award. I have never truly understood why my friends always wanted to achieve this award... But as a friend or just a band member, it would be my responsibility to do my best, just that...

Guess this is the reason why optimism is only an excuse, never the solution... Maybe my optimism has brought me to many mistakes in my life. But nevertheless, it is my optimism who brought me lots of happiness in my small life. Thank you, my personality... :)

There was just this chance that I took a test, and the results were my personality as a person who would become strong as long as I find an aim in life. But I have never truly found my aim in life, but who knows? Maybe becoming a psychologist would just be my way of life...

And also by chance, I just found out how heavy my workload is. Maybe this is nothing compared to a working adult, but to complete 5 assignments and have 3 tests next week is just madness. Does any teacher truly believe that we have lots of time during March holidays to rest?!!!

Monday-Leadership training camp. Tuesday-Physics Project. Wed-Sat-Band Camp. Sunday-Chinese project.

Wow! One whole week gone... I SERIOUSLY have lots of free time man!

Maybe this is still not getting to the teachers, but we are not trying to ask you to reduce the workload, but to organize them properly. How hard would it be for all of you teachers to meet up and just have a chat on what assignments you are giving the class?

By placing 3 tests in one week, the best results I could get would be some average marks, never any better... So does this still spell out that we can still score well if we organize our time, even if we have lots of extra activities?

So please, help us out in this small favour. Studying for three tests is never an easy matter, as teachers, you should be the best in understanding what we are facing now... Or do you just want to wait for stress to overtake us before you take any serious actions?

By the way, just wanted to stress about how people should go home faster after band. Sorry to say this, but I personally hate to wait after an active day.

End of longest post. Be optimistic but realistic too - Jon Teo's way of life. See ya, please tag.

band camp

Wah... Band camp = super tiring... And its only the first day... THREE MORE DAYS TO GO!!!

Zzzzz.... But still must go on haha sound so cliche lol! Anyways, now watching some wang min quan lawyer show haha super nice =)

Btw, today is pi day!!! 3.14 LOL!!! And its a real official day haha! How lame is that-.- but so cool still XD

Today is also quite meaningful, I read mo tong xiao zi book 16... And watched how ba di go back demon world!!! Super sad!!! But also SUPER TOUCHING!!!

One best line: Da4 jia1 yi4 qi3 shou3 qian1 shou3...yi4 qi3...

=) Publicizing the best comic in the world : Mo Tong Xiao Zi =)

Be optimistic. And someone told me this today: Optimistic is only an excuse to the problem, not the solution.

And seriously, I totally agree =) Remember carefully =)

Wah super busy Class Com Camp

Yesterday was one of the best moments of life... Especially during the night star-gazing time...

It was the class committee camp yesterday, and everyone of our class came (shitong replaced yihui), and it was really fun! We had lotsa games and protected the egg we brought throughout the camp!

It was really a meaningful camp, and one sentence i loved the most is by our dear facilator Clemence: It is never too late or too early.

Guess this sentence really touched my heart, I can still make changes to my life... Changes to be a better person and lead a more meaningful life.

Although we, band members left at 9pm and did not stay overnight, we had a really great farewell...

Nevertheless, I love my camp group!!! The NOOBIES!!! =))) Love ya guys man!!!

Hahas and i guess this leadership training camp really allowed me to learn alot, not from books or anything, but from real experience! This camp is really the best camp I had in my entire life!

Last night, I slept 11.5 hours and woke up to go jin wen house to do physics project... And here I am, publishing this post to my daily readers =) Time to hand in Maths File to miss low now! Cya guys!

Remember: Being optimistic is the best way to solve any problem! (Not overdose though)

haha cool day

Lol... Yesterday was super not-tiring! Band in the morning was not tiring at all, and afternoon tutorial was cancelled!!!

Arrggghhh... Stupid tutor (not gonna type his name out), he last minute call and say he not free and changed tutorial from 2-4 to 1.30-2.30!!!

And when we rushed back... he called at 1.20 to say hes not coming too busy! what the heck! and he did this to YCK band oso la puipuipui!!!

But o well... we had part outing to RJC concert which was super nice! Although before that... it was a long trip to vivo city to read on horoscope!!!

But I hate to go past any alarm system since yesterday!!! Whenever I walk past any alarm system... the alarm rings! wthwthwth!!! After a long time of investigation... it was my wallet causin it LOL... haha forced wei jie and yuru to test everything in my bag... even the thermometer in my pocket!!!

o well...and so went to bishan to eat at yoshinoya and went to RJC... (took taxi la so ex-.-)... but it was worth it! thou we missed 2 performance... First is we are late... Second is we went toilet lol! But it was a last minute choice I went for the performance haha... suddenly called charlene and reserved one ticket...

But the concert was super good RJC band is seriously pro!!! Everything is planned so smoothly la lol! and all the songs made mi more interested in music again... How i wish our band would play more music like theirs!

But since we playing queen symphony which is 1h long and is a super sad piece, i think thats enuff le haha... Imagine!!! 6 MOVEMENTS NON STOP!!!

btw took 32 pictures in vivo using wei jie phone LOL! vivocity is cool! and so at the end of the 1st half of the concert we gave charlene flowers lol... (bought from mini toons at seriously cheap price!) and i forgot to pay her money for tickets =X

and to some ppl... stop saying i drool alot at the end of their performance!!! i only felt drowsy and slept thru their last piece and the encore k! i took my medicine b4hand la thats why k! And so I went back home with tons of juniors lol!

Today wake up watch tv until now LOL! Time to end =) See? So optimistic! Be OPTIMISTIC!!!

Blog back =)

Yo everyone! Jon Teo's back! In a whole new show!!! Jonnn Teoooo!!! (haha copied from scooby doo)

Anyways please feel free to tag in this newly furnished blog which I have editted to a really nice blogskin. The 3rd best anime in my heart after fullmetal alchemist and zatch-bell...D.GRAY-MAN!

The plot revolves around Allen Walker, an Exorcist, in the end of the 19th century Europe. Allen is a member of the Black Order, which contains Exorcists, connected with Vatican. The mission of the Black Order is to stop The Millennium Earl, an evil ghoul intending to cleanse the world by destroying all the humans in the manner of Noah's great flood.

The Exorcists themselves are special people gifted with the ability to control and use Innocence, a divine substance created in the ages past to combat the Earl's minions, the Akuma. It is said that there are exactly 109 units of Innocence scattered around the world. Once an Innocence finds its compatible person, it will evolve to become a weapon to fight the Akumas.

This plot might not sound interesting but it sure is!

And today was really interesting, we had a band exchange with catholic high and YCK. And wow...they played really well...but really sorry as I slept in the middle of their piece as I have just taken the medicine for my fractured hand and was feeling drowsy. (Although I'm not sure if this is the main reason oops.)

O and I super bu shuang some people today... Keep niaoing my new haircut! Its got its advantages k! There will be no need to cut my hair for at least 3 months you know! I can save lots of money! So please! Peel your eyes wide open!!! Especially someone!

And to clarinets people... You can get ultra large pocky tomorrow! A present from the other bands! How nice are they man! But we gave two cards with most of MY drawings anyways so its equilibrum haha!!!

Wah... So long no post liao... Use this blog as an insight for your optimism and look into the life of an eternal optimist... This does not represent happy-go-lucky, but instead, this represents the ability to look at the positive outlook of life. =)

Be optimistic and lead a meaningful life...follow your dreams and fulfill them...What more can a life be?