Firstly, Merry Christmas to all!!! :) The season of giving, what a wonderful day this is. And the next thing we know, it's another brand new year!!! :)
Had a great outing with Pipipapipoopoo today!!! Well, mainly shopping but shopping at Haji Lane was fun! Although I couldn't afford to buy anything in the end, I learnt a lot from this shopping spree haha!!!
Although I'm really sorry since I wasn't really very enthusiastic today due to a serious deprivation of sleep, but I really had an enjoyable time still! :)
Oh and I finally changed my blog skin! Think this new blog skin looks fabulous, although Candice said why is it still anime! But I really like Katekyo Hitman Reborn anyways, so it's perfectly fine k!
Cut my hair before going home for the Christmas party with the nice and tasty Korean barbecue and just drinking from the steamboat!
Once again, I spent a long time on facebook, but it's really fun so it's okay! :)
Had fun reminiscing with my another DEAREST cousin Sindy too, haha Christmas is always fun with cousins around!!!
Feeling rather pissed now since I noticed no one barely takes the initiative to organize outings. Everyone can be so stubborn together, maybe that's the reason why such a group can be formed in the first place.
So if it's always up to the same person to organize a outing where everyone can have fun, why does the the blame still lie on the same person when bad or no activities are organized. Isn't outings enjoyable because we enjoy one another's company, why did it turn out to be something that is hopeless without games or other activities.
So now communication lies on one and the blame also lies on one, but usually it's worth it since everyone turns out happy in the end.
But for goodness sake, not showing temper doesn't mean no temper, warnings and advices are not for show, the task of communication doesn't lie on one alone, and it's just ain't nice to continue depending and not being in the least appreciative.
I don't usually comment on small things because they are not worth the effort to emphasize on and strain relations, but sometimes when things become so obvious, is it so hard to empathize just a little.
I'm really thankful to Candice and Hong Wen for always going through the trouble of organizing outings for PPPPPP since everyone is always so busy to even attend one outing!!! So really thanks lots!!! :)
Although I know this message will probably never go through to the other party, it lightens my mood to just post about this.
No one likes to blame themselves, and that results in everything.
I want to stop complaining about anything since that further strains relations, so I shan't continue no more.
From next year on, I shall try my best not to criticize, condemn and complain. :)
Just received several messages that are all very heartwarming, and that sort of calmed my mind to stop thinking about stuffs that dampen moods. Thanks a lot!!! :)
Talking about moods, was casually scanning through my live journal last night, and read a private post that told me I would be pissed off if I read the post 10 years later, and since it had already been two years, I happily read the whole post. And wow, everything suddenly came back to life and I remembered so many things that resulted in what things are now.
Everything happens for a reason, and even though the heart doesn't remember, the body remembers. That's what xxxHolic taught and well, it's true no matter how I look at it.
I have learnt my lesson that it is impossible to change others, both for the better or for the worse, that's why frequency is so important in the first place. Changing frequencies is easy, but the heart and the basis of it remains the same. And this rejection by the heart would finally be felt by the body, resulting in a not so happy ending.
But optimistically saying, this reaction can only be for the better, at least now I understand why people become how they are now.
Nobody adopts a personality by any chance, anything one does is always a result of another's actions and this in turn influences and shapes one's self. A happy person is not always the one who had happy encounters throughout his phase of life, just like a sad person did not become sad because wants to be so.
Putting one self in another person's shoes might sound really easy, but how many of us really does so in the first place. I have attempted to do so and found many reasons for another's behavior but is it so hard to have the positions switched once in awhile. I don't mind you being judgmental when doing so and change your opinion after sincerely doing so.
The last thing I would do is to throw away a treasured friendship, and that's also the last thing I would even attempt to think about. But why attempt to hold on, when you have tried to done so for so many times, but not once reciprocated.
Yes, maybe reciprocated once, but seriously, is it so hard to hard to ask for a little more empathy. Stop being so judgmental for goodness sake, so it's true, it's just easier to find faults than merits, but understand another's fault is more vital, is it not?
Guess I'm really tired at how things are going, it's true I can simply put everything behind and see how the new year turns out, but it's always good to reflect on the current situation.
Fortunately, there's always the good side to look upon, all these taught me another lesson in life, and allowed me to honestly appreciate others. And with all my lovely family and friends living healthily and probably happily around me, that's already the greatest fortune one can get.
Christmas day, in the season of giving, I can only hope for Santa Claus to put more empathy, compassion and understanding in all our hearts. That would really be the best gift for everyone around the world. :)
Finally, I truly wish everyone a merry Christmas and let's all put a little more optimism into the depths of our soul. Everything happens for a reason, and every reason results in everything that's going on around us. And since nothing can be changed in the blink of an eye, it wouldn't really hurt to simply view things more positively in the meantime.
Be optimistic and best wishes. :)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Inspiring
I have decided to name this post inspiring because I feel inspired truly by everything that's going on around me.
All of a sudden, everything appears to be so peaceful and in harmony and it feels really good. :) No bad memories appear out of nowhere, and forgiving never felt much easier.
Guess this is probably due to the working at Sentosa which taught me so much about service and understanding and the many outings I had with friends the past few days.
I love the smell of freedom, despite the fact that school might restrain me down the moment school starts due to the immense workload and stuffs but well, there goes the 'Ups and Downs of Life' :)
I'm so tired and happy that so many nice things happens to me. Instead of saying my life is so happening, I guess it's just the existence of precious friends that are irreplaceable. Even though there may have been conflicts, but somehow almost everything have been erased without me knowing, or should I say, it's just time to move on. :)
Yeah, it feels really unreal how our life is slowly ticking away, but I guess that's what make us appreciate life and for those living happily, the amount of courage required for that is something we don't appreciate until we desperately need that courage.
Family and friends, it truly seems our world revolves around them and ourselves, and yet appreciations are not as common as it appears.
I'm frightened at the probability of me forgetting about a old friend due to lack of communications cause of different schools and stuffs but it's just never so easy to bond together when we all have our own life to attend to.
Looking back at life now frightens me, not like I'm some person who is afraid of the past, but the fact that I have lost touch with so many friends whom I promised to meet up soon. Primary School friends, tuition friends, ex-classmates, and ex-ccamates, and even kindergarten friends, it seems I am no longer able to connect everything together like I used to. Now everything revolves around life in Dunman High and that's just too simple, or I just can't find a word for this, living in the now?
我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞
Haix, guess I really miss my old friends, but meeting up seems almost impossible since I didn't even get any email contacts.
Being optimistic, maybe we might just meet up on the streets or this arrangement is just for the better.
There's nothing worse than forgetting about a treasured friendship, and not realize it until you finally even try to remember about it.
站得太久
分岔口怎么去走
我够胆孤注一掷
完全没有颤抖
爱你那段时侯
简简单单经已足够
到任何东西应有尽有
谁还留力舐伤口
人生太短出手要更大
旁观者不需理解
赢得风光豪得精彩
自己偏偏感觉失败
自尊心都可以出卖
忘记我也是无坏
连幸福都输掉醉在长街
依然是我最大
奇迹太少这生人更大
受伤都不须悔改
垂手可得全个世界
自己的一生却失败
自尊心都可以出卖
忘记我也是无坏
连幸福都输掉醉在长街
依然是我最大
连梦想洒一地再任人踩
依然笑得爽快
Everyone's trying to think one step ahead, but it never appeared that one step backwards could be the best solution.
Weird, maybe I'm just tired.
Be optimistic. :) Just don't do something that you would regret. True magic lies in having the courage to do difficult things.
All of a sudden, everything appears to be so peaceful and in harmony and it feels really good. :) No bad memories appear out of nowhere, and forgiving never felt much easier.
Guess this is probably due to the working at Sentosa which taught me so much about service and understanding and the many outings I had with friends the past few days.
I love the smell of freedom, despite the fact that school might restrain me down the moment school starts due to the immense workload and stuffs but well, there goes the 'Ups and Downs of Life' :)
I'm so tired and happy that so many nice things happens to me. Instead of saying my life is so happening, I guess it's just the existence of precious friends that are irreplaceable. Even though there may have been conflicts, but somehow almost everything have been erased without me knowing, or should I say, it's just time to move on. :)
Yeah, it feels really unreal how our life is slowly ticking away, but I guess that's what make us appreciate life and for those living happily, the amount of courage required for that is something we don't appreciate until we desperately need that courage.
Family and friends, it truly seems our world revolves around them and ourselves, and yet appreciations are not as common as it appears.
I'm frightened at the probability of me forgetting about a old friend due to lack of communications cause of different schools and stuffs but it's just never so easy to bond together when we all have our own life to attend to.
Looking back at life now frightens me, not like I'm some person who is afraid of the past, but the fact that I have lost touch with so many friends whom I promised to meet up soon. Primary School friends, tuition friends, ex-classmates, and ex-ccamates, and even kindergarten friends, it seems I am no longer able to connect everything together like I used to. Now everything revolves around life in Dunman High and that's just too simple, or I just can't find a word for this, living in the now?
我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
眼泪是爱的火花
昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
我什么都没有
我摊开了双手你予取予求
直到你想自由
痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
只是简简单单的爱过
我还是我
简简单单的想过
就不算白活
简简单单的疯过
被梦带走
当故事结束之后
心也喜欢一个人寂寞
Haix, guess I really miss my old friends, but meeting up seems almost impossible since I didn't even get any email contacts.
Being optimistic, maybe we might just meet up on the streets or this arrangement is just for the better.
There's nothing worse than forgetting about a treasured friendship, and not realize it until you finally even try to remember about it.
站得太久
分岔口怎么去走
我够胆孤注一掷
完全没有颤抖
爱你那段时侯
简简单单经已足够
到任何东西应有尽有
谁还留力舐伤口
人生太短出手要更大
旁观者不需理解
赢得风光豪得精彩
自己偏偏感觉失败
自尊心都可以出卖
忘记我也是无坏
连幸福都输掉醉在长街
依然是我最大
奇迹太少这生人更大
受伤都不须悔改
垂手可得全个世界
自己的一生却失败
自尊心都可以出卖
忘记我也是无坏
连幸福都输掉醉在长街
依然是我最大
连梦想洒一地再任人踩
依然笑得爽快
Everyone's trying to think one step ahead, but it never appeared that one step backwards could be the best solution.
Weird, maybe I'm just tired.
Be optimistic. :) Just don't do something that you would regret. True magic lies in having the courage to do difficult things.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
BIRTHDAY SURPRISE ROCKS!!! WORK MADNESS!!! STAYOVERS!!! VIVO!!! TOPMAN!!! FACEBOOK!!!
The past week has been totally madness and chaotic. Holidays are truly HOLIDAYS!!! Loved the birthday surprise by PIPIPAPIPOOPOO!!! Haha fake fake got quarrel cannot celebrate and in the end everyone was waiting at the swimming pool at top floor of vivo!!! LOL!!!
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! AND I LOVED THE BIRTHDAY PRESENTS ALTHOUGH ALL DAMN NIAO HAHA!!! :D
Have been working like mad too! Haha with work comes play too of course!!! Had a outing with Jin Wen, Ee Chow and Wei Li to vivo!!! WATCHED THE MOVIE BOLT!!! OMG IT WAS DAMN NICE!!!!!!! BOLT IS LIKE FREAKING CUTE?! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!! DOGS OWNS!!! :D
Went to Topman to get a shirt for $79, personally I think it looks marvelous!!! :D:D:D
And there was a promotion that second shirt gets 50% off and so I helped Por Yee bought the shirt he wanted. Wrong size though gonna replace it later since I go vivo almost everyday now. LOL.
Which reminds me of my eventful trip to Zara before my birthday surprise with Por Yee and how funny it was to try wearing the vests!!! HAHA!!! Soooo wanna get one!!! HAHA!!!
Hmm after that went to Ee Chow house for stayover to play dota and gunbound! LOL! Felt so bored gunbound seems fun! :D
So deprived of sleep nowadays!!! Shall make up for it this Friday when I don't have work!
By the way I'm working at Sentosa Songs of the Seas as an attraction host!!! :D Haha which means I get to see night sentosa almost everyday since I work at night LOL!!! :D
Oh yea, and I'm back to facebook! Haha, suddenly addicted to it LOL!!! And due to a sudden inspiration, I'm watching Zai Shen Yuan again LOL!!! If anyone knows what show is that, it's my favourite show that somehow I can still REMEMBER even after 6 years!!! LOL!!! Haha really funny show! Still trying desperately to watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!! BUT REALLY NO TIME TO SLOT IN!!! LOL!!!
And I finally got the song Crush in my phone to listen to!!! DAVID ARCHULETA ROCKS!!! :D
BE OPTIMISTIC!!! WORK HARD!!! PLAY HARD!!! REST HARD!!! :D:D:D
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! AND I LOVED THE BIRTHDAY PRESENTS ALTHOUGH ALL DAMN NIAO HAHA!!! :D
Have been working like mad too! Haha with work comes play too of course!!! Had a outing with Jin Wen, Ee Chow and Wei Li to vivo!!! WATCHED THE MOVIE BOLT!!! OMG IT WAS DAMN NICE!!!!!!! BOLT IS LIKE FREAKING CUTE?! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!! DOGS OWNS!!! :D
Went to Topman to get a shirt for $79, personally I think it looks marvelous!!! :D:D:D
And there was a promotion that second shirt gets 50% off and so I helped Por Yee bought the shirt he wanted. Wrong size though gonna replace it later since I go vivo almost everyday now. LOL.
Which reminds me of my eventful trip to Zara before my birthday surprise with Por Yee and how funny it was to try wearing the vests!!! HAHA!!! Soooo wanna get one!!! HAHA!!!
Hmm after that went to Ee Chow house for stayover to play dota and gunbound! LOL! Felt so bored gunbound seems fun! :D
So deprived of sleep nowadays!!! Shall make up for it this Friday when I don't have work!
By the way I'm working at Sentosa Songs of the Seas as an attraction host!!! :D Haha which means I get to see night sentosa almost everyday since I work at night LOL!!! :D
Oh yea, and I'm back to facebook! Haha, suddenly addicted to it LOL!!! And due to a sudden inspiration, I'm watching Zai Shen Yuan again LOL!!! If anyone knows what show is that, it's my favourite show that somehow I can still REMEMBER even after 6 years!!! LOL!!! Haha really funny show! Still trying desperately to watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!! BUT REALLY NO TIME TO SLOT IN!!! LOL!!!
And I finally got the song Crush in my phone to listen to!!! DAVID ARCHULETA ROCKS!!! :D
BE OPTIMISTIC!!! WORK HARD!!! PLAY HARD!!! REST HARD!!! :D:D:D
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
BIRTHDAY!!!
ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAD A GREAT OUTING TODAY!!! LOL BOWLING AND GAMBLING BUT OH WELL!!!
Thank you so much PPPPPP FOR EVERYONE CALLING ME AT MIDNIGHT HAHA!!!!!!! AND FROM MALAYSIA!!!! HAHA AGNES I KNOW ONLY YOU SMS BUT ITS ALRIGHT!!!
AND TO EE CHOW, WEILI, AND JIN WEN THANKS FOR SPENDING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!!
17TH NOW!!! :D:D:D FINALLY!!!
HAHA AND TO ALLL THOSE WHO SMSED ME TOO THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!! (ITS STILL NOT TOO LATE!)
Went to swensens ALONE to get the free ice cream haha so ps but oh well I'm plucked up all my courage just to get the ice cream LOL!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! AND BOUGHT NOTHING ELSE!!! :D:D:D
Made alot of wishes today!!! No birthday cake but still super happy heheh!!!
Had been working at Sentosa for soooo many days!!! SENTOSA ROCKS!!! I LOVE BEING AN ATTRACTIONS HOST!!! TALKING TO GUESTS ROCKS!!! :D EVERYONE'S JUST SO NICE!!! ESPECIALLY EVERYONE WORKING THERE TOO!!! :D
Working all the way till friday. Wah hope I don't get too tired haha! Gonna make balloons sculptures!!!
Being happy has no formula, just think happily, and the cloud of judgment floats away automatically!!!
Lol, have been going to PAGEONE to read up on many books!!! Haha read the 48 laws of power book but it's really not for me but at least now I'm more wary! Heheh!!!
BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! <--- AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO DO THAT?! HAHAAHAHAHA!!! :D:D:D:D:D
THANK YOU EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN!!! PLEASE TAG K! HAHA!!!
HAD A GREAT OUTING TODAY!!! LOL BOWLING AND GAMBLING BUT OH WELL!!!
Thank you so much PPPPPP FOR EVERYONE CALLING ME AT MIDNIGHT HAHA!!!!!!! AND FROM MALAYSIA!!!! HAHA AGNES I KNOW ONLY YOU SMS BUT ITS ALRIGHT!!!
AND TO EE CHOW, WEILI, AND JIN WEN THANKS FOR SPENDING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!!
17TH NOW!!! :D:D:D FINALLY!!!
HAHA AND TO ALLL THOSE WHO SMSED ME TOO THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!! (ITS STILL NOT TOO LATE!)
Went to swensens ALONE to get the free ice cream haha so ps but oh well I'm plucked up all my courage just to get the ice cream LOL!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! AND BOUGHT NOTHING ELSE!!! :D:D:D
Made alot of wishes today!!! No birthday cake but still super happy heheh!!!
Had been working at Sentosa for soooo many days!!! SENTOSA ROCKS!!! I LOVE BEING AN ATTRACTIONS HOST!!! TALKING TO GUESTS ROCKS!!! :D EVERYONE'S JUST SO NICE!!! ESPECIALLY EVERYONE WORKING THERE TOO!!! :D
Working all the way till friday. Wah hope I don't get too tired haha! Gonna make balloons sculptures!!!
Being happy has no formula, just think happily, and the cloud of judgment floats away automatically!!!
Lol, have been going to PAGEONE to read up on many books!!! Haha read the 48 laws of power book but it's really not for me but at least now I'm more wary! Heheh!!!
BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! <--- AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO DO THAT?! HAHAAHAHAHA!!! :D:D:D:D:D
THANK YOU EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN!!! PLEASE TAG K! HAHA!!!
Friday, November 21, 2008
WORKING DAYSSSSS
Has been a really long time since I blogged once again, been too damn busy with the work attachment programme at the zoo and now I'm still working at Sentosa!!!
Well PW OP was also over, so before I forget about this in the future, my legs actually shivered like mad while presenting lol!
Zoo attachment programme was really interesting! :D Was acquainted with my favourite pet Seng Seng!!! And he's a ferret!!! HAHA!!! YEP HES A CARNIVORE AND ITS DAMN COOL THAT HE BIT ME LIKE IM HIS FOOD LOL!!!
Saved him from licking battery oil and been loving it like mad! Haha ferrets leave their scent to mark territory and my hand was full of its smell and Hong Wen funnily said that I'm his now! HAHA LOL! WHATEVER!!! :D
Other than that, I guess my work at the zoo mostly involved feeding, cleaning, packing storerooms, facilitators for primary school excursions and throwing paper slips for the opening ceremony of the Rainforest Kidz world!!! Where Ms Ho Ching came too and I think I really threw the paper slips super stupidly lol!!! Like I didn't even wanna do that!!! :O!!!
Mr Ng came to visit us too and we talked alot! And speaking of him, a great farewell to him!!! OUR FAVOURITE AND BEST MATHS AND PW TEACHER!!!!! :D YOU ROCK!!! (Haha he smsed me this morning to transfer $50 for the zoo work lol, so nice :D) And the day he came to visit us was also the fateful day the white tiger killed someone. Was having lunch at the zoo canteen when that happened. Best wishes for his family.
And to think I was staring at the white tigers for four hours straight just two days before, looking at it eat sleep and shit, and this sad incident happened!!! :(:(:(!!!
Had a super nice farewell dinner with the zoo educational department staff! Heheh, wrote them tons of words in the farewell card!!!
Hmm, other than that I guess I only compiled feedback forms and attended a staff meeting over there. Well I learnt how a organization works at least! :D
And after the zoo began my training at Sentosa! Well the staff over there are really great people! All more extrovert than me, makes me feel so shy LOL! :D And now I'm posted to songs of the sea!!! :D SO FUN LA HAHA!!!!!!!
Had a pipipapipoopoo outing too last week was really fun haha although only me candice hong wen and justus!!! Tanning wasn't successful for me AGAIN but it's alright haha!!! HAD FUN!!! Karaoke party people!!!
Had another outing yesterday, the normal gang of us, and well I don't know about the rest but it was a meaningful outing for me and eventful too :) At least I understood things better!!! Weili got his PSLE results too!!! :)
No methods are wrong, but neither does that mean they are the perfect ones, its the conviction that counts. :)
Feel proud of a friend who wants to improve himself :) Maybe I could also start doing so and stop living in the shadows of the past! :) No it will not be a maybe, it will be a I will start and the could becomes WILLLLLLLL! :D BULLET OF DYING WILL!!!!!!!!!!!
Knowing about something is so easy, but its never easy to understand. But I will still walk down the path I believe in, even if the law of cause and effect exists, I will make my cause produce the effect I believe in. Don't ever think you're the right one :) Cause no one ever is!
I guess working really makes one see the world better. That the world is a really nice place and we need to protect mother Earth with all our heart! Therefore I have volunteered as an SPH CONSERVATION AMBASSADOR TO HELP THE ZOO OUT!!!
It is indeed possible to have a Don't worry, be happy attitude in life. As long as you even believe its possible in the first place. Believe in the believe word, its the best word to believe in!
OPTIMISM ALL THE WAY!!! HEHEH!!! :D
CYA ALL!!!! BE OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!
Well PW OP was also over, so before I forget about this in the future, my legs actually shivered like mad while presenting lol!
Zoo attachment programme was really interesting! :D Was acquainted with my favourite pet Seng Seng!!! And he's a ferret!!! HAHA!!! YEP HES A CARNIVORE AND ITS DAMN COOL THAT HE BIT ME LIKE IM HIS FOOD LOL!!!
Saved him from licking battery oil and been loving it like mad! Haha ferrets leave their scent to mark territory and my hand was full of its smell and Hong Wen funnily said that I'm his now! HAHA LOL! WHATEVER!!! :D
Other than that, I guess my work at the zoo mostly involved feeding, cleaning, packing storerooms, facilitators for primary school excursions and throwing paper slips for the opening ceremony of the Rainforest Kidz world!!! Where Ms Ho Ching came too and I think I really threw the paper slips super stupidly lol!!! Like I didn't even wanna do that!!! :O!!!
Mr Ng came to visit us too and we talked alot! And speaking of him, a great farewell to him!!! OUR FAVOURITE AND BEST MATHS AND PW TEACHER!!!!! :D YOU ROCK!!! (Haha he smsed me this morning to transfer $50 for the zoo work lol, so nice :D) And the day he came to visit us was also the fateful day the white tiger killed someone. Was having lunch at the zoo canteen when that happened. Best wishes for his family.
And to think I was staring at the white tigers for four hours straight just two days before, looking at it eat sleep and shit, and this sad incident happened!!! :(:(:(!!!
Had a super nice farewell dinner with the zoo educational department staff! Heheh, wrote them tons of words in the farewell card!!!
Hmm, other than that I guess I only compiled feedback forms and attended a staff meeting over there. Well I learnt how a organization works at least! :D
And after the zoo began my training at Sentosa! Well the staff over there are really great people! All more extrovert than me, makes me feel so shy LOL! :D And now I'm posted to songs of the sea!!! :D SO FUN LA HAHA!!!!!!!
Had a pipipapipoopoo outing too last week was really fun haha although only me candice hong wen and justus!!! Tanning wasn't successful for me AGAIN but it's alright haha!!! HAD FUN!!! Karaoke party people!!!
Had another outing yesterday, the normal gang of us, and well I don't know about the rest but it was a meaningful outing for me and eventful too :) At least I understood things better!!! Weili got his PSLE results too!!! :)
No methods are wrong, but neither does that mean they are the perfect ones, its the conviction that counts. :)
Feel proud of a friend who wants to improve himself :) Maybe I could also start doing so and stop living in the shadows of the past! :) No it will not be a maybe, it will be a I will start and the could becomes WILLLLLLLL! :D BULLET OF DYING WILL!!!!!!!!!!!
Knowing about something is so easy, but its never easy to understand. But I will still walk down the path I believe in, even if the law of cause and effect exists, I will make my cause produce the effect I believe in. Don't ever think you're the right one :) Cause no one ever is!
I guess working really makes one see the world better. That the world is a really nice place and we need to protect mother Earth with all our heart! Therefore I have volunteered as an SPH CONSERVATION AMBASSADOR TO HELP THE ZOO OUT!!!
It is indeed possible to have a Don't worry, be happy attitude in life. As long as you even believe its possible in the first place. Believe in the believe word, its the best word to believe in!
OPTIMISM ALL THE WAY!!! HEHEH!!! :D
CYA ALL!!!! BE OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
NICE!
Lol, the past few days, I must say, are SUPER INTERESTING!!! HAHA!!!
So amazed at my ability to piss people off, haha so ps and sorry!!!!!!
School nowadays are totally going for a few lectures and nothing else, so there's not much to talk about in school.
WHEREAS, THINGS ARE REALLY FUN OUTSIDE SCHOOL!!! HAD STEAMBOAT BUFFET YESTERDAY NIGHT WITH PIPIPAPIPOOPOO AND HAD REALLLY NICE FOOD!!!
Haha, had stomachache this morning and decided to skip school. Lol, ate too much of the spicy stuff le haha!!! MA LA HUO GUO IS REALLY DAMNNNN SPICY!!!! Haha, Hong Wen cooked almost all the food and we were all busy eating. Hope I don't get fatter because of that and well, I had a great time just eating and chatting!!!
SHALL UPLOAD PICTURE OF US SOON!!!
Skipped school today but just chionged out the OP script. Haha PW is such a hassle but OP would be a breeze ba. How hard can presenting be? Lol, although my past experiences are not at all pleasant haha!!!
OHHH AND I GOT INTO THE WORK ATTACHMENT PROGRAMME!!!! HAHA SO HAPPY!!! GET TO WORK 5 DAYS AT THE ZOO!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!
OH AND BTW JIN WEN JUST INFORMED ME THAT HE PROMOTED TO YEAR 6 SO CONGRATULATIONS!!!! :D:D:D HAHA HOPE EVERYONE PROMOTES HAPPILY!!! :D!!!
Have been moody for the past couple days for reasons I do not really understand myself but it's alright lol!!! I guess it's always good to take a break in life once in awhile even if it means I have to stay at home and look at the tv/com all day long LOL!!!
Shall go on to do other stuffs now, omg when is the exercise regime coming, I REALLY NEED IT!!! HAHA!!!
KK ENDING NOW!!! BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!!! HAHA!!! :D!!!!!!!! HOPE EVERY MOODY PERSON WILL CHEER UP!!! :D
So amazed at my ability to piss people off, haha so ps and sorry!!!!!!
School nowadays are totally going for a few lectures and nothing else, so there's not much to talk about in school.
WHEREAS, THINGS ARE REALLY FUN OUTSIDE SCHOOL!!! HAD STEAMBOAT BUFFET YESTERDAY NIGHT WITH PIPIPAPIPOOPOO AND HAD REALLLY NICE FOOD!!!
Haha, had stomachache this morning and decided to skip school. Lol, ate too much of the spicy stuff le haha!!! MA LA HUO GUO IS REALLY DAMNNNN SPICY!!!! Haha, Hong Wen cooked almost all the food and we were all busy eating. Hope I don't get fatter because of that and well, I had a great time just eating and chatting!!!
SHALL UPLOAD PICTURE OF US SOON!!!
Skipped school today but just chionged out the OP script. Haha PW is such a hassle but OP would be a breeze ba. How hard can presenting be? Lol, although my past experiences are not at all pleasant haha!!!
OHHH AND I GOT INTO THE WORK ATTACHMENT PROGRAMME!!!! HAHA SO HAPPY!!! GET TO WORK 5 DAYS AT THE ZOO!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!
OH AND BTW JIN WEN JUST INFORMED ME THAT HE PROMOTED TO YEAR 6 SO CONGRATULATIONS!!!! :D:D:D HAHA HOPE EVERYONE PROMOTES HAPPILY!!! :D!!!
Have been moody for the past couple days for reasons I do not really understand myself but it's alright lol!!! I guess it's always good to take a break in life once in awhile even if it means I have to stay at home and look at the tv/com all day long LOL!!!
Shall go on to do other stuffs now, omg when is the exercise regime coming, I REALLY NEED IT!!! HAHA!!!
KK ENDING NOW!!! BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!!! HAHA!!! :D!!!!!!!! HOPE EVERY MOODY PERSON WILL CHEER UP!!! :D
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
PROMOS RETURNED!!!
WOOTS EVERY PROMOS RESULT EXCEPT MATHS GIVEN BACK TODAY!!! :D
For some reason, I am really feeling euphoric over my results! My GP and Physics and Chemistry IMPROVED LIKE MADDDDD!!!!!! HAHAA!!!!!
GP Common test-34/100
Physics Common test-20/100 - Lowest in class
Chemistry Common test 28/80 or 35%
GP Promos - 49/100 - !!!!!! HAHA!!! AND MY ESSAY GOT 27!!! Summary 1m la sians -_-
Physics Promos - 55/100 - !!!!!! 275% improvement!!! :D:D:D HAHA TOTALLY OWNAGE!!! ONLY JING HUAN WIN ME IN TERMS OF IMPROVEMENT!!!
Chemistry Promos - 47.7% - HEARD EVERYONE WAS SOOOO SHOCKED!!! LOL I'm not there as I was sleeping till 8+ so I didn't know what happened but supposedly, it was good results!!!
HAHA FEEL SO PROUD OF THE RESULTS!!! NOT VERY GOOD BUT DEFINITELY AN IMPROVEMENT!!! :D
LOL, those muggers out there, please do not laugh at my your so called LOW expectations HAHA!!! You don't get to improve THIS MUCH EVERYDAY!!!
Did the 'Don't worry, Be Happy' question. Got 27/50 but I felt I should have gotten 30+ la haha!!! It was done soooo nicely!!! This is the product of studying for GP haha!!! DID THE OPEN QUESTION!!! YEA!!! And apparently, the extent of my optimism won the extent of jing huan's pessimism!!! HAHAHAA!!!!
Cannot believe Mei Yun got 37 for her essay la, oh well, its the sports question, haha I will not understand anything those people who did this question could write about anyways lol!
LOL, thus today was made a VERY VERY VERY HIGH day for me!!!! HAHA!!! And once again, Ee Chow was shocked at how my Chem EOY results always win him suddenly!!! HAHA IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL, MY REPORT BOOK WOULD BE CEEEE OR BEEEE!!! :D:D:D (Please moderate Chemistry marks!!! LOL)
Haha, had a dream this morning from 7-8 that I was in school and saw someone's GP essay get 27! HAHA DREAMS DO COME TRUE LOL!!!
Oh well, better buck up even more!!! Must chiong my Physics and Chemistry and Maths to A ASAP!!! :D
Good luck to everyone out there for A-lvls lol!!! And hope no one gets retained!!! :D (Bad thoughts coming in)
BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!! The Don't Worry, Be Happy attitude is INDEED POSSIBLE IN OUR VERY LIFE!!! Don't ever overlook the efforts by others to resolve problems!!! :D
For some reason, I am really feeling euphoric over my results! My GP and Physics and Chemistry IMPROVED LIKE MADDDDD!!!!!! HAHAA!!!!!
GP Common test-34/100
Physics Common test-20/100 - Lowest in class
Chemistry Common test 28/80 or 35%
GP Promos - 49/100 - !!!!!! HAHA!!! AND MY ESSAY GOT 27!!! Summary 1m la sians -_-
Physics Promos - 55/100 - !!!!!! 275% improvement!!! :D:D:D HAHA TOTALLY OWNAGE!!! ONLY JING HUAN WIN ME IN TERMS OF IMPROVEMENT!!!
Chemistry Promos - 47.7% - HEARD EVERYONE WAS SOOOO SHOCKED!!! LOL I'm not there as I was sleeping till 8+ so I didn't know what happened but supposedly, it was good results!!!
HAHA FEEL SO PROUD OF THE RESULTS!!! NOT VERY GOOD BUT DEFINITELY AN IMPROVEMENT!!! :D
LOL, those muggers out there, please do not laugh at my your so called LOW expectations HAHA!!! You don't get to improve THIS MUCH EVERYDAY!!!
Did the 'Don't worry, Be Happy' question. Got 27/50 but I felt I should have gotten 30+ la haha!!! It was done soooo nicely!!! This is the product of studying for GP haha!!! DID THE OPEN QUESTION!!! YEA!!! And apparently, the extent of my optimism won the extent of jing huan's pessimism!!! HAHAHAA!!!!
Cannot believe Mei Yun got 37 for her essay la, oh well, its the sports question, haha I will not understand anything those people who did this question could write about anyways lol!
LOL, thus today was made a VERY VERY VERY HIGH day for me!!!! HAHA!!! And once again, Ee Chow was shocked at how my Chem EOY results always win him suddenly!!! HAHA IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL, MY REPORT BOOK WOULD BE CEEEE OR BEEEE!!! :D:D:D (Please moderate Chemistry marks!!! LOL)
Haha, had a dream this morning from 7-8 that I was in school and saw someone's GP essay get 27! HAHA DREAMS DO COME TRUE LOL!!!
Oh well, better buck up even more!!! Must chiong my Physics and Chemistry and Maths to A ASAP!!! :D
Good luck to everyone out there for A-lvls lol!!! And hope no one gets retained!!! :D (Bad thoughts coming in)
BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!! The Don't Worry, Be Happy attitude is INDEED POSSIBLE IN OUR VERY LIFE!!! Don't ever overlook the efforts by others to resolve problems!!! :D
Friday, October 10, 2008
FINALLY BACK!!! Heheh!
LOL!!! I'm finally back to blogging since promos are over haha!!!
Omg,really got so many things to blog, the past few months were full of happy and sad memories!!! Well, that's life right!
Hmm... where should I start!!!
Haha oh well, I guess I could first share the wondrous joy of PPPPPP outings!!! Haha!!! Can't really remember the outings we had, only remembered the recent house bunny LOL!!! PPPPPP ROCKS!!! GO VISIT OUR BLOG AT www.pipipapipoopoo.blogspot.com!!!
Hmm, kind of fun to actually recollect what has been going on. Shall just type what comes to my mind, heheh I'm not really good at remembering the past which makes it good since I forget bad things super easily haha!!! Lol feels like some sort of subconscious manifestation that wants me to remain happy after feeling sad!
OK... Let's see, made a very nice china pal, haha Ee Chow's buddy when he came over for exchange programme. Haha always told myself I needed to blog this since it's so possible that I would forget his existence in the distant future!!! Haha Kai Lun was really nice and even gave me farewell present LOL!!! Good luck over there!!!
Next would be... SMRT FAMILY!!! COMPRISING OF ME, MEI YUN, JAZREEN AND GENA!!! HAHA!!! Although we lost and got the 17th position team out of 150+++ schools... WE DID OUR BEST!!! Haha, although if we did not alight one wrong stop we would have won 2k but it's alright!!! :D SMRT FAMILY FOREVER!!!!!!!!! DURIAN!!! :D:D:D
Lol, next would be another fun outing to escape theme park with Mei Yun, Cynthia and Eunice haha!!! When we felt that the tickets were to EXPENSIVE and went to ask them from people booking chalets since they would get free tickets haha!!! Was a really fun day especially after we left and instead went to Mei Yun's house to celebrate her surprise birthday party lol!!!
Hmmm... can't really remember clearly still got what, well probably me almost playing the com everyday until promos started. Totally flopped Maths when I got 0 for the vector question... 13M LEH!!! Totally never touched vector!!! :(:(:(
Chem was a complete disaster, and Physics was alright. Did the ''Don't worry, be happy.' Is it possible to have such an attitude to life?' question for GP. Felt that I wrote really well, but guess it would still be borderline mark haha! Hilarious when I heard that Jing Huan did the same question but she totally disagreed while I fought for agreeing with the question haha!!! H1 Econs... not very confident but well, should be able to pass :D
Haha, unless I flop my physics, I would surely be promoted!!! YEA!!!
Damn, really cannot remember anything else that I wanna blog about... OH YEA!!! Today was dong hang's birthday and we celebrated at pizza hut and bought him a sling bag that is more expensive than the sling bag I got for my birthday present last year!!! UNFAIR FRENS!!! LOLLLLL JKJK!!!
Heheh, don't feel like writing anything that would sound disappointing to me, after all, there would only be two matters overall. But well, since they are considered resolved, I might as well go with it. :D
Wonder what I could do to add some style to my almost boring lifestyle... Haha! Finished reading all of the considered good mangas, and well love all of them as usual haha. xxxHolic is such a cool manga that seems underrated though lol, love the manga like mad too!
So many wishes, so many dreams, but it would only be Hitsuzen that all would come true!
Lol, have been having tons of inspiring dreams lately, or other scary dreams, but they seem to truly reflect my mood. Haha, dreams are cool!!! Shall learn to interpret them! :D
Sleeping is such en enjoyable act, and yet, the worst that could happen would be to lie on the bed for two hours and still see your mind going through meaningless stuffs. Or well, they may be meaningful but just to tiring to actually face them while going to sleep.
Shall go eat dinner now... BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!! Or even better, be as happy as you could be right now. SMILE and everything would be so much better!!! When it is impossible to feel happy, all we could do would be to wish for the best, that being the true meaning of optimism! :)
SEE YA! OH AND CAMP ROCK ROCKS!!! :D MUSIC'S IN MY SOUL!!!
Omg,really got so many things to blog, the past few months were full of happy and sad memories!!! Well, that's life right!
Hmm... where should I start!!!
Haha oh well, I guess I could first share the wondrous joy of PPPPPP outings!!! Haha!!! Can't really remember the outings we had, only remembered the recent house bunny LOL!!! PPPPPP ROCKS!!! GO VISIT OUR BLOG AT www.pipipapipoopoo.blogspot.com!!!
Hmm, kind of fun to actually recollect what has been going on. Shall just type what comes to my mind, heheh I'm not really good at remembering the past which makes it good since I forget bad things super easily haha!!! Lol feels like some sort of subconscious manifestation that wants me to remain happy after feeling sad!
OK... Let's see, made a very nice china pal, haha Ee Chow's buddy when he came over for exchange programme. Haha always told myself I needed to blog this since it's so possible that I would forget his existence in the distant future!!! Haha Kai Lun was really nice and even gave me farewell present LOL!!! Good luck over there!!!
Next would be... SMRT FAMILY!!! COMPRISING OF ME, MEI YUN, JAZREEN AND GENA!!! HAHA!!! Although we lost and got the 17th position team out of 150+++ schools... WE DID OUR BEST!!! Haha, although if we did not alight one wrong stop we would have won 2k but it's alright!!! :D SMRT FAMILY FOREVER!!!!!!!!! DURIAN!!! :D:D:D
Lol, next would be another fun outing to escape theme park with Mei Yun, Cynthia and Eunice haha!!! When we felt that the tickets were to EXPENSIVE and went to ask them from people booking chalets since they would get free tickets haha!!! Was a really fun day especially after we left and instead went to Mei Yun's house to celebrate her surprise birthday party lol!!!
Hmmm... can't really remember clearly still got what, well probably me almost playing the com everyday until promos started. Totally flopped Maths when I got 0 for the vector question... 13M LEH!!! Totally never touched vector!!! :(:(:(
Chem was a complete disaster, and Physics was alright. Did the ''Don't worry, be happy.' Is it possible to have such an attitude to life?' question for GP. Felt that I wrote really well, but guess it would still be borderline mark haha! Hilarious when I heard that Jing Huan did the same question but she totally disagreed while I fought for agreeing with the question haha!!! H1 Econs... not very confident but well, should be able to pass :D
Haha, unless I flop my physics, I would surely be promoted!!! YEA!!!
Damn, really cannot remember anything else that I wanna blog about... OH YEA!!! Today was dong hang's birthday and we celebrated at pizza hut and bought him a sling bag that is more expensive than the sling bag I got for my birthday present last year!!! UNFAIR FRENS!!! LOLLLLL JKJK!!!
Heheh, don't feel like writing anything that would sound disappointing to me, after all, there would only be two matters overall. But well, since they are considered resolved, I might as well go with it. :D
Wonder what I could do to add some style to my almost boring lifestyle... Haha! Finished reading all of the considered good mangas, and well love all of them as usual haha. xxxHolic is such a cool manga that seems underrated though lol, love the manga like mad too!
So many wishes, so many dreams, but it would only be Hitsuzen that all would come true!
Lol, have been having tons of inspiring dreams lately, or other scary dreams, but they seem to truly reflect my mood. Haha, dreams are cool!!! Shall learn to interpret them! :D
Sleeping is such en enjoyable act, and yet, the worst that could happen would be to lie on the bed for two hours and still see your mind going through meaningless stuffs. Or well, they may be meaningful but just to tiring to actually face them while going to sleep.
Shall go eat dinner now... BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!! Or even better, be as happy as you could be right now. SMILE and everything would be so much better!!! When it is impossible to feel happy, all we could do would be to wish for the best, that being the true meaning of optimism! :)
SEE YA! OH AND CAMP ROCK ROCKS!!! :D MUSIC'S IN MY SOUL!!!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
MIND SPORTS WEIQI COMPETITION
Wooooo!!! Finally... I got through the Battle of the Wits Weiqi competition at SP Concourse! Had to travel to dover every morning to fight and fight and it's just soooo tiring!
So shuang that I won 3 out of 7 matches! And our team got 2 wins!!! Considering Ee Chow won one and Jin Tong walked over another match haha!!! And I contributed to both of those so that the team could win haha!
Although I'm quite disappointed at some people (Or PERSON) for so easily breaking their promise, but well, why vex over it. :)
This competition was so similar to the tournament I was in last month. Meeting so many familiar faces, people I won and people I lost too, and we remember each other so clearly! But I guess I'm just too unlucky, facing the 2nd strongest player out of 128 players last month and yesterday, I was against the strongest player in the whole tournament.
Like what the heck, I got thrashed :)
Although there were also some unfriendly teams in the competition, overall everyone was great and we get along really well haha! Really fun to walk to Macdonald's and see my previous opponent and we start saying hi to one another lol! So freaking cool haha!!!
My team position was 19th out of 24 teams! :) Soooo proud of that, considering Jin Tong played his first match yesterday for the first time during the competition and we had to depend on me and Ee Chow to win before we could win any round at all la haha! :D But we can see that Jin Tong is really improving from this competition haha! Same for me and Ee Chow too! Unlike someone who don't ever bother trying lalala
Oh, and mind sports juniors were really great too! Especially Gerald and Yang Shen for being so damn funny during the competition haha! Although my ex clarinet juniors were still great too LOL! When the hell would our 3rds outing come again though... -_- Chloe ORGANISE!
Oh and just for something extraordinary! On my way home, I walked past my void deck and there was a little boy walking there and a cat was trying to go near the little boy! And so the boy seemed a little afraid but went to sit down and the cat sat next to him and the boy patted the cat's head. Haha I didn't care if my lift came, I just had to look at the boy patting the stray cat :)
Haha and the boy seems to have strong spiritual power! LOL I can sense it when he stared at me when I was peeking at them haha!!! (And what was a little boy around 7 years old doing walking around in the void deck at 9.30?! WEIRD!)
How fun, but well I will only hope for a dog to come near me, not really fond of cats :)
Oh well be optimistic all! Learning from mistakes and not repeating them by changing one's self, shall learn to achieve that and apply it in life :) Hope everyone do so too.
In the mood for watching Digimon but I guess I will only watch the show after my promos. Shall start mugging and attain my goals! No more playing!!! :)
Shall get Digimon world 1 for PS1 from anyone who has it, and start raising a Digimon! After my promos, off I go into the digimon world haha!!!
Missed waff carnival today since my competition ended late, but well I had fun and no doubt gained alot of experience. And seriously, my experience refers to playing with players other people dream to play with, and I would be the FORTUNATE one who gets to play with them. (And get thrashed)
Shall be more enthusiastic in mind sports!!! After all, I only have mind sports and culinary club as my CCAs, shall put in more effort for both these CCAs!!!
BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!!
So shuang that I won 3 out of 7 matches! And our team got 2 wins!!! Considering Ee Chow won one and Jin Tong walked over another match haha!!! And I contributed to both of those so that the team could win haha!
Although I'm quite disappointed at some people (Or PERSON) for so easily breaking their promise, but well, why vex over it. :)
This competition was so similar to the tournament I was in last month. Meeting so many familiar faces, people I won and people I lost too, and we remember each other so clearly! But I guess I'm just too unlucky, facing the 2nd strongest player out of 128 players last month and yesterday, I was against the strongest player in the whole tournament.
Like what the heck, I got thrashed :)
Although there were also some unfriendly teams in the competition, overall everyone was great and we get along really well haha! Really fun to walk to Macdonald's and see my previous opponent and we start saying hi to one another lol! So freaking cool haha!!!
My team position was 19th out of 24 teams! :) Soooo proud of that, considering Jin Tong played his first match yesterday for the first time during the competition and we had to depend on me and Ee Chow to win before we could win any round at all la haha! :D But we can see that Jin Tong is really improving from this competition haha! Same for me and Ee Chow too! Unlike someone who don't ever bother trying lalala
Oh, and mind sports juniors were really great too! Especially Gerald and Yang Shen for being so damn funny during the competition haha! Although my ex clarinet juniors were still great too LOL! When the hell would our 3rds outing come again though... -_- Chloe ORGANISE!
Oh and just for something extraordinary! On my way home, I walked past my void deck and there was a little boy walking there and a cat was trying to go near the little boy! And so the boy seemed a little afraid but went to sit down and the cat sat next to him and the boy patted the cat's head. Haha I didn't care if my lift came, I just had to look at the boy patting the stray cat :)
Haha and the boy seems to have strong spiritual power! LOL I can sense it when he stared at me when I was peeking at them haha!!! (And what was a little boy around 7 years old doing walking around in the void deck at 9.30?! WEIRD!)
How fun, but well I will only hope for a dog to come near me, not really fond of cats :)
Oh well be optimistic all! Learning from mistakes and not repeating them by changing one's self, shall learn to achieve that and apply it in life :) Hope everyone do so too.
In the mood for watching Digimon but I guess I will only watch the show after my promos. Shall start mugging and attain my goals! No more playing!!! :)
Shall get Digimon world 1 for PS1 from anyone who has it, and start raising a Digimon! After my promos, off I go into the digimon world haha!!!
Missed waff carnival today since my competition ended late, but well I had fun and no doubt gained alot of experience. And seriously, my experience refers to playing with players other people dream to play with, and I would be the FORTUNATE one who gets to play with them. (And get thrashed)
Shall be more enthusiastic in mind sports!!! After all, I only have mind sports and culinary club as my CCAs, shall put in more effort for both these CCAs!!!
BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!!
Friday, July 11, 2008
Memories
This post shall be about memories.
Memories are really what presents life to us in the most lovely way. Be it sad memories, happy memories, lovely memories or bad memories, without them, we would be nothing.
Memories constitute who we are and makes me feel that no matter how down life can be, one simple memory would bring me to the right track again. People change, but memories don't. They are there for a lifetime, just like a scar, just that you are proud of this scar.
Now I'm reminiscing about this week. Everyday was just another normal day, maybe some gossips here and there, some laughter here and there and some ap-ness everywhere.
Well, I really like my class a lot, but I feel that there is just no time for interaction between everyone and there isn't even time for us to all sit down together and just chat. School is where you meet your friends, but the hectic schedule we're going through everyday is just not bringing about the common casual chat everyone should have everyday.
Fortunately, I always have friends to rely upon, although we don't talk much(Seriously), but we know deep in our heart that whenever anyone of us gets into trouble or needs help, we would be there for one another.
Really wanna have a PPPPPP/nEPLAY/Ex-Class/Class outing soon! Need a break from this crazy lifestyle of studying and doing homework. Although I'm still not mugging seriously yet, and is constantly trying to finish watching gossip girl, but I'm already very tired from what I call a mad life full of studying and lectures and tutorials.
Memories, I really had many kinds of memories in PPPPPP outings and other class outings. While walking past katong laksa just now, more memories jolted me, and that gave me happiness from within. While walking home to my house at bedok from another 12 Bus Stop, more memories jolted me once again, and that made me feel like a teenager who is so easily contented by simple memories that are just so amazing.
Wanna relive those moments again, but well people change, and I think that maybe I have changed too. How I wish everything would go back to what they were before easily :)
When you look back, you always wonder why everything couldn't remain the same, but when you look again, they have never been gone, since they will forever remain in your heart. And that is something nothing can erase. So let's create joyful memories as much as we can since we can't change the past, but we can create the future.
Really wanna post pictures on my blog but I never seem to be able to find the picture I want to put :( Haha, please send me pictures with me inside! Stupid samantha posting such a bad picture of me doing physics practical during sports carnival. I was forced to k! Zzz! -_-
Okay then. Be optimistic all!!! Have Wei Qi competition tomorrow! Hope I get the results I want haha!!! :D
Memories are really what presents life to us in the most lovely way. Be it sad memories, happy memories, lovely memories or bad memories, without them, we would be nothing.
Memories constitute who we are and makes me feel that no matter how down life can be, one simple memory would bring me to the right track again. People change, but memories don't. They are there for a lifetime, just like a scar, just that you are proud of this scar.
Now I'm reminiscing about this week. Everyday was just another normal day, maybe some gossips here and there, some laughter here and there and some ap-ness everywhere.
Well, I really like my class a lot, but I feel that there is just no time for interaction between everyone and there isn't even time for us to all sit down together and just chat. School is where you meet your friends, but the hectic schedule we're going through everyday is just not bringing about the common casual chat everyone should have everyday.
Fortunately, I always have friends to rely upon, although we don't talk much(Seriously), but we know deep in our heart that whenever anyone of us gets into trouble or needs help, we would be there for one another.
Really wanna have a PPPPPP/nEPLAY/Ex-Class/Class outing soon! Need a break from this crazy lifestyle of studying and doing homework. Although I'm still not mugging seriously yet, and is constantly trying to finish watching gossip girl, but I'm already very tired from what I call a mad life full of studying and lectures and tutorials.
Memories, I really had many kinds of memories in PPPPPP outings and other class outings. While walking past katong laksa just now, more memories jolted me, and that gave me happiness from within. While walking home to my house at bedok from another 12 Bus Stop, more memories jolted me once again, and that made me feel like a teenager who is so easily contented by simple memories that are just so amazing.
Wanna relive those moments again, but well people change, and I think that maybe I have changed too. How I wish everything would go back to what they were before easily :)
When you look back, you always wonder why everything couldn't remain the same, but when you look again, they have never been gone, since they will forever remain in your heart. And that is something nothing can erase. So let's create joyful memories as much as we can since we can't change the past, but we can create the future.
Really wanna post pictures on my blog but I never seem to be able to find the picture I want to put :( Haha, please send me pictures with me inside! Stupid samantha posting such a bad picture of me doing physics practical during sports carnival. I was forced to k! Zzz! -_-
Okay then. Be optimistic all!!! Have Wei Qi competition tomorrow! Hope I get the results I want haha!!! :D
Saturday, July 05, 2008
ORYX OWN!
Firstly, ORYX OWNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha thats my house!!! ORYX!!! THE UNICORNS LOL!
Feel so proud of my badge, the purple badge, 1st for round island!!!
Yesterday was the Dunman High Senior High Sports Carnival, and it was full of sports activities, which caused me to cheer so much I lost my voice somehow haha!
And it's really so cool that ORYX won the majority HAHA!!! And I feel so happy that our round island team did not disappoint the house by receiving first position! :D
Haha, my team in the afternoon included: Mei Yun, Jazreen, Jing Huan, Gena, Ying Xian and me! Haha, we really chiong like mad and didn't bother feeling embarrassed at all.
Overall, the sports carnival was really enjoyable!
Had lots of fun, haha thrown all my troubles behind me.
:D Smiling as always...
BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!
Haha thats my house!!! ORYX!!! THE UNICORNS LOL!
Feel so proud of my badge, the purple badge, 1st for round island!!!
Yesterday was the Dunman High Senior High Sports Carnival, and it was full of sports activities, which caused me to cheer so much I lost my voice somehow haha!
And it's really so cool that ORYX won the majority HAHA!!! And I feel so happy that our round island team did not disappoint the house by receiving first position! :D
Haha, my team in the afternoon included: Mei Yun, Jazreen, Jing Huan, Gena, Ying Xian and me! Haha, we really chiong like mad and didn't bother feeling embarrassed at all.
Overall, the sports carnival was really enjoyable!
Had lots of fun, haha thrown all my troubles behind me.
:D Smiling as always...
BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!
Thursday, July 03, 2008
Weirdified DREAMS
Just one short week, and it has passed so suddenly. Still owe my homework which I'm so not willing to do. So much to study, if only I had a time machine :D
Shall sleep earlier nowadays, haha just got this from dreammoods.com.
To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.
Dreams of death often occur as a result of great stress caused by relationships, school, career changes, depression or by the approach of death itself. Death in dreams may also be viewed as a metaphor - as a new beginning or a time of renewal.
Well, I have no idea whom I saw dying, but it sure alarmed me greatly. After I woke up, I felt so relieved that none of my close one passed away that I felt that like wtf? All the troubles I'm facing now are like so damn minor compared to that! Haha maybe this is truly a new beginning or a time of renewal for me.
Had personal grooming lessons today in school followed by an mock interview. Blehs, I cannot believe I did not get any excellent haha! And worse I got one average and one needs improvement and thats in pacing. I felt that I was talking at normal speed haha! And for the handshake which I got average, I just felt it weird to shake hands so tightly when her grip was so soft obviously.
But well, it was a really great experience and I must say I was quite nervous. :)
Interviewer was Ms Sarah haha! Our class was so fortunate :D
Time Travel
To dream about time travel, indicates your wish to escape from your present reality. You want to go back into the past or jump forward to the future to a period where your hopes are realized. This type also represents your romantic nature or your desire to romanticize everything.
LOL, I had a time travel dream two days ago too. Only remembered it to be interesting and fun. Haha my subconscious is getting sooo messy dreams are coming back to me again.
Shall start to learn to enjoy sleeping, and the fun it brings me. Compared to playing dota late into the night, why not enjoy a quiet and nice night. :)
Everyone is becoming complicated, expected that, but still don't like the way things are going.
Hope tomorrow will be fun. Haha participating in the round island thingy. I had better get ready for tomorrow soon before starting my lovely sleeps.
Shall not get pissed off easily, since I'm so wasting my energy being pissed off. Shall be a happy person once again! :)
Good night all! (This statement can bring back much memories)
Be optimistic! Hope everyone get sweet dreams!!! :D
Shall sleep earlier nowadays, haha just got this from dreammoods.com.
To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.
To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.
Dreams of death often occur as a result of great stress caused by relationships, school, career changes, depression or by the approach of death itself. Death in dreams may also be viewed as a metaphor - as a new beginning or a time of renewal.
Well, I have no idea whom I saw dying, but it sure alarmed me greatly. After I woke up, I felt so relieved that none of my close one passed away that I felt that like wtf? All the troubles I'm facing now are like so damn minor compared to that! Haha maybe this is truly a new beginning or a time of renewal for me.
Had personal grooming lessons today in school followed by an mock interview. Blehs, I cannot believe I did not get any excellent haha! And worse I got one average and one needs improvement and thats in pacing. I felt that I was talking at normal speed haha! And for the handshake which I got average, I just felt it weird to shake hands so tightly when her grip was so soft obviously.
But well, it was a really great experience and I must say I was quite nervous. :)
Interviewer was Ms Sarah haha! Our class was so fortunate :D
Time Travel
To dream about time travel, indicates your wish to escape from your present reality. You want to go back into the past or jump forward to the future to a period where your hopes are realized. This type also represents your romantic nature or your desire to romanticize everything.
LOL, I had a time travel dream two days ago too. Only remembered it to be interesting and fun. Haha my subconscious is getting sooo messy dreams are coming back to me again.
Shall start to learn to enjoy sleeping, and the fun it brings me. Compared to playing dota late into the night, why not enjoy a quiet and nice night. :)
Everyone is becoming complicated, expected that, but still don't like the way things are going.
Hope tomorrow will be fun. Haha participating in the round island thingy. I had better get ready for tomorrow soon before starting my lovely sleeps.
Shall not get pissed off easily, since I'm so wasting my energy being pissed off. Shall be a happy person once again! :)
Good night all! (This statement can bring back much memories)
Be optimistic! Hope everyone get sweet dreams!!! :D
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Hard.
It is always after the happiest moment that sadness arrives, and when you are so caught up in it, the happiness that came before will never be reflected upon again. But every time the sadness arrives, the memories of them are never washed away.
One of my best friends told me to ask myself: what am I fighting for? Seriously, I seem to have no idea and it feels like I'm fighting for nothing, which makes everything meaningless. When you don't have a goal, things become so much harder to tackle and it's even harder to just get a better view of things.
Promised myself not to feel this way, and I remember occasions of this promise throughout my past blog posts, but sadness seems to always supersede happiness.
I know you know, since I don't believe in my inability to express myself so openly. A fake smile is hard, but a true smile is even harder. That's what I meant by the truth gets in the way of lies. Sometimes, you just want to continuing lying to yourself since the truth just hurts more than it seems.
Either I'm being emotionally immature, or I'm thinking into things too deeply to blind myself from the truth. Whatever it is, this is considered another lesson learnt, and however hard it is, I will not be convinced that life sucks, life goes on and I shall await the surprises it brings me.
No matter how hard the going can be, I know I'm not walking through all these alone. Compared to many others, I'm the fortunate one. If I still fail to learn from my mistake, I will not only be disappointing myself but also many around me.
Thanks lots for all the support I received during my times of need from most of my friends and allowing myself to express my innermost thoughts to the people I trust is all I need to feel somehow better.
Although I don't really know if anyone truly understand my feelings, but if they truly do understand, I hope they can also express it to me and don't feel shy about it. I want quality in terms of friendship, not quantity, and I'm so fortunate I found quality in quantities.
If you truly think you're the one I'm referring to, please take the initiative to clarify matters. I don't want all action and no talk since actions might not reflect the truth. Although I always act like I don't notice small issues, the fact is that they get to me as much as they can get to you. Not pointing them out doesn't mean I'm ignoring whatever is happening. I just hope someone would take the initiative and I don't want to be the one to do so, since when has it not been my job to do so every time something goes wrong?
So happy that there was no school today, and we had interview lessons and dining etiquette lessons. Everything was quite fun, although I can only enjoy them on the surface during this phase.
Life can really be so hard that you find it hard to breath in, and that gives me the urge to want to merge with nature somehow and begin my meditation. It feels really good to be alone at times and just communing with nature seems to cure all wounds, just as how time heal all wounds.
In 10 years time, this incident would certainly not be within my everyday attention, but I do know the scar left behind will forever be there. And whenever a wound near the scar is found, everything comes back to haunt you somehow. Getting that feeling currently, seriously, why is my subconscious making me withstand such emotional trauma again and again.
Maybe this is truly the quest to the truth, and in order to carry on in my life, I have to understand the truth and walk through it.
Somehow, while I'm at home, the only joy I receive currently is by looking at my birthday presents. They mean so much to me seriously and I love every single one of them especially my favorite pink pooh. :)
Somehow, I would love to be optimistic this time, but there's nothing to be optimistic about other than the fact that I learnt another good lesson in life. I might not seem to appreciate the small efforts put in, but in truth I do, and with this, I'm giving much gratitude and apologies to the people around me. Love you all. :)
Hope tomorrow will be the start of something new, and please don't let fate keep me chained in the past. I need to move on, and I know I will. With your support, nothing is impossible for me. :) I believe in trust and I believe trust constitutes all my ideals. After all, being idealistic is my forte. :) Love you forever. :)
To Zanarkand is such a cool song. In case you have no idea, you're listening to it right now. Heheh, I love the song so much, seems to me that I can now relate to this song even better. :) Maybe I have moved on in life after all.
Be optimistic all! :)
One of my best friends told me to ask myself: what am I fighting for? Seriously, I seem to have no idea and it feels like I'm fighting for nothing, which makes everything meaningless. When you don't have a goal, things become so much harder to tackle and it's even harder to just get a better view of things.
Promised myself not to feel this way, and I remember occasions of this promise throughout my past blog posts, but sadness seems to always supersede happiness.
I know you know, since I don't believe in my inability to express myself so openly. A fake smile is hard, but a true smile is even harder. That's what I meant by the truth gets in the way of lies. Sometimes, you just want to continuing lying to yourself since the truth just hurts more than it seems.
Either I'm being emotionally immature, or I'm thinking into things too deeply to blind myself from the truth. Whatever it is, this is considered another lesson learnt, and however hard it is, I will not be convinced that life sucks, life goes on and I shall await the surprises it brings me.
No matter how hard the going can be, I know I'm not walking through all these alone. Compared to many others, I'm the fortunate one. If I still fail to learn from my mistake, I will not only be disappointing myself but also many around me.
Thanks lots for all the support I received during my times of need from most of my friends and allowing myself to express my innermost thoughts to the people I trust is all I need to feel somehow better.
Although I don't really know if anyone truly understand my feelings, but if they truly do understand, I hope they can also express it to me and don't feel shy about it. I want quality in terms of friendship, not quantity, and I'm so fortunate I found quality in quantities.
If you truly think you're the one I'm referring to, please take the initiative to clarify matters. I don't want all action and no talk since actions might not reflect the truth. Although I always act like I don't notice small issues, the fact is that they get to me as much as they can get to you. Not pointing them out doesn't mean I'm ignoring whatever is happening. I just hope someone would take the initiative and I don't want to be the one to do so, since when has it not been my job to do so every time something goes wrong?
So happy that there was no school today, and we had interview lessons and dining etiquette lessons. Everything was quite fun, although I can only enjoy them on the surface during this phase.
Life can really be so hard that you find it hard to breath in, and that gives me the urge to want to merge with nature somehow and begin my meditation. It feels really good to be alone at times and just communing with nature seems to cure all wounds, just as how time heal all wounds.
In 10 years time, this incident would certainly not be within my everyday attention, but I do know the scar left behind will forever be there. And whenever a wound near the scar is found, everything comes back to haunt you somehow. Getting that feeling currently, seriously, why is my subconscious making me withstand such emotional trauma again and again.
Maybe this is truly the quest to the truth, and in order to carry on in my life, I have to understand the truth and walk through it.
Somehow, while I'm at home, the only joy I receive currently is by looking at my birthday presents. They mean so much to me seriously and I love every single one of them especially my favorite pink pooh. :)
Somehow, I would love to be optimistic this time, but there's nothing to be optimistic about other than the fact that I learnt another good lesson in life. I might not seem to appreciate the small efforts put in, but in truth I do, and with this, I'm giving much gratitude and apologies to the people around me. Love you all. :)
Hope tomorrow will be the start of something new, and please don't let fate keep me chained in the past. I need to move on, and I know I will. With your support, nothing is impossible for me. :) I believe in trust and I believe trust constitutes all my ideals. After all, being idealistic is my forte. :) Love you forever. :)
To Zanarkand is such a cool song. In case you have no idea, you're listening to it right now. Heheh, I love the song so much, seems to me that I can now relate to this song even better. :) Maybe I have moved on in life after all.
Be optimistic all! :)
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Sick.
Down with bad flu today. Bad stomachache and slept till 12pm lol.
And while visiting the doctor, received a bad sms. Received news that my PW presentation was totally screwed or something.
Haix, I really have no idea what to do about this project, if only some people can put in more effort...
Is it really that hard to contribute, I don't want to be pissed off and go all serious about it...
Maybe I should really go serious :)
Shall finish the rest of Gossip Girl episodes tonight lol. Don't judge the show by the name :) It's a really cool and fun and dramatic show haha! Plus they have really great and new songs in every episode like Apologize? Come Home? Haha the show rocks.
Anyways, be optimistic everyone. I shall not get held back by such minor problems in my life :) Shall sleep earlier today, after all, I'm really sick :)
And while visiting the doctor, received a bad sms. Received news that my PW presentation was totally screwed or something.
Haix, I really have no idea what to do about this project, if only some people can put in more effort...
Is it really that hard to contribute, I don't want to be pissed off and go all serious about it...
Maybe I should really go serious :)
Shall finish the rest of Gossip Girl episodes tonight lol. Don't judge the show by the name :) It's a really cool and fun and dramatic show haha! Plus they have really great and new songs in every episode like Apologize? Come Home? Haha the show rocks.
Anyways, be optimistic everyone. I shall not get held back by such minor problems in my life :) Shall sleep earlier today, after all, I'm really sick :)
Monday, June 30, 2008
Happy :)
Haha I wonder if it's a effect of a new week, but I feel really happy today.
Indescribable feeling... :)
Felt really motivated suddenly! :)
Wow talk about the UPS and DOWNS of life... Haha I'm so impressed by how things change, but seriously, I appreciate efforts put by others. :)
LOL and my new bag got insulted by every single person I saw haha! Shall change back tomorrow LOL.
Just read through my MBTI profile haha... ENFP sounds so fun :)
But I really think I should start reflecting both before and after I act, and not only after I act :) Shall be more sensitive to other's feelings haha :)
Love you forever :)
BE OPTIMISTIC ALL. Haha there's always something out there that is waiting for you.
Indescribable feeling... :)
Felt really motivated suddenly! :)
Wow talk about the UPS and DOWNS of life... Haha I'm so impressed by how things change, but seriously, I appreciate efforts put by others. :)
LOL and my new bag got insulted by every single person I saw haha! Shall change back tomorrow LOL.
Just read through my MBTI profile haha... ENFP sounds so fun :)
But I really think I should start reflecting both before and after I act, and not only after I act :) Shall be more sensitive to other's feelings haha :)
Love you forever :)
BE OPTIMISTIC ALL. Haha there's always something out there that is waiting for you.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
An emotional week
This week has been particularly emotional for me. Emotional as in I have experienced almost every kind of emotion one could ever get. That includes happiness, sadness, disappointment, anger, enlightenment, excitement, touched, curiousness, resentment, betrayal, surprises and love.
Sometimes you just treasure something so much, letting go is akin to denying one's own existence.
Maybe being overly concerned is just a flaw of mine, and my ideals are too idealistic, but isn't it better than a world that I have to tackle with trickery everyday?
Felt really disappointed when I understood the situation, but maybe I should feel grateful. If not for one disappoint, I could never have understood that there are many others out there to support me. Big thanks :)
When someone says that they are disappointed by their common test results, it seems to get to me that why should someone feel that way? Maybe it's due to the fact that so much time has been spent on their results and they did not get what they anticipated, thus resulting in utter disappointment. Whereas, on the other hand, I am not disappointed by my bad results since I did not put in any effort, but to be hit by another strong blow when I have put in all my effort, the feeling is not a good one.
Maybe we should all just take a step back and look at the overall situation, not everything goes as planned, but also not everything fails in its way.
Either I think too much, or my adversity quotient is really low, as this is one incident that I find it particularly hard to bounce back.
The more the hope and expectations one harbor... the greater the disappointment one can suffer.
But it's always better to understand the situation earlier, and the first week of a start of a new term, yup that's rather early and fortunate for me. :)
Friends should not keep the truth from one another, especially when the truth gets in the way of lies. - Jon Teo
Not everyone agrees, I'm sure, but its better than compromising all the way.
Anyways, I joined the culinary club and I'm really glad to do so! Well everything was fun and enjoyable and I made a few new friends! Everyone was really friendly and I really enjoyed learning about culinary as I have always had interest in culinary, especially after learning that my dad was a really great chef! :)
I wonder if it's fate, but if I had not been disappointed by the troubles I had and stayed in school with Mei Yun to do project work, I would never have taken the culinary bus and would never have gotten to make new friends like Cynthia, Hui Wen, Guo Xiang, Jochebed, Yao Lu and many others haha! (Sorry, I cannot remember everyone in two short hours!) Everyone was so friendly and fun and all I had to do was watch the teacher cook while I appreciate the aftermath and maybe do some washing up. Heheh, I kept all the recipes just in case my hands get itchy LOL.
Didn't manage to make it to the stay over at Justus's house on Friday night but well, I made it to the fun day yesterday morning. Felt so fortunate to have such great friends in PPPPPP to cheer me up haha! :) Went for swimming and sun-tanning, but can just skip the sun-tanning part. A few hours of tanning and I'm still as white as ever while Justus and Candice are like so tanned. Feel so bu shuang haha!
And last night was TOTAL MADNESS for me!!! Met up with Sindy to just have a chat, but it was certainly more that that haha! Since we know that we tell each other almost EVERYTHING, truth or dare would not be fun if we played truth and so it was a DARE or DOUBLE DARE GAME!
It was certainly madness at Mcdonalds as I was forced to drink one whole packet of curry sauce, while I dared Sindy to go collect 50 packets of garlic chilly from the counter. HAHA the expression of the person-in-charge was so damn funny and he asked the manager over and we got around 30 packets I think LOL. Following that, I was dared to do a standing broad jump in the middle of the road, and well I did and I tripped LOL. And we just ran away as fast as we could as everyone was looking at us. And this was yet followed by my dare of asking Sindy to go outside a hawker centre and scream WTF.
LOL it was so hiong all the uncles and aunties were staring at us as we ran away AGAIN. Made many calls to say I love you to random people and made me feel so pai seh! Haha shall not mention names :)
Really, I'm so glad to have friends like Hong Wen, Por Yee, Justus, Candice, Mei Yun, Ee Chow and Sindy whom could truly understand my feelings fully and allow me to confide in them. Love you guys.
-I never felt happier when I smsed you, but your reply certainly brought me to a new level of happiness. Love you forever :)- To the one I have not forgotten :)
Shall not be emotional and brood over stuffs that are over, since we never know what tomorrow brings. Be optimistic all :) Even if it's really hard to do so at times.
As much as a BFF can make you go WTF, theres no denying we would all be a little less rich without them.
Sometimes you just treasure something so much, letting go is akin to denying one's own existence.
Maybe being overly concerned is just a flaw of mine, and my ideals are too idealistic, but isn't it better than a world that I have to tackle with trickery everyday?
Felt really disappointed when I understood the situation, but maybe I should feel grateful. If not for one disappoint, I could never have understood that there are many others out there to support me. Big thanks :)
When someone says that they are disappointed by their common test results, it seems to get to me that why should someone feel that way? Maybe it's due to the fact that so much time has been spent on their results and they did not get what they anticipated, thus resulting in utter disappointment. Whereas, on the other hand, I am not disappointed by my bad results since I did not put in any effort, but to be hit by another strong blow when I have put in all my effort, the feeling is not a good one.
Maybe we should all just take a step back and look at the overall situation, not everything goes as planned, but also not everything fails in its way.
Either I think too much, or my adversity quotient is really low, as this is one incident that I find it particularly hard to bounce back.
The more the hope and expectations one harbor... the greater the disappointment one can suffer.
But it's always better to understand the situation earlier, and the first week of a start of a new term, yup that's rather early and fortunate for me. :)
Friends should not keep the truth from one another, especially when the truth gets in the way of lies. - Jon Teo
Not everyone agrees, I'm sure, but its better than compromising all the way.
Anyways, I joined the culinary club and I'm really glad to do so! Well everything was fun and enjoyable and I made a few new friends! Everyone was really friendly and I really enjoyed learning about culinary as I have always had interest in culinary, especially after learning that my dad was a really great chef! :)
I wonder if it's fate, but if I had not been disappointed by the troubles I had and stayed in school with Mei Yun to do project work, I would never have taken the culinary bus and would never have gotten to make new friends like Cynthia, Hui Wen, Guo Xiang, Jochebed, Yao Lu and many others haha! (Sorry, I cannot remember everyone in two short hours!) Everyone was so friendly and fun and all I had to do was watch the teacher cook while I appreciate the aftermath and maybe do some washing up. Heheh, I kept all the recipes just in case my hands get itchy LOL.
Didn't manage to make it to the stay over at Justus's house on Friday night but well, I made it to the fun day yesterday morning. Felt so fortunate to have such great friends in PPPPPP to cheer me up haha! :) Went for swimming and sun-tanning, but can just skip the sun-tanning part. A few hours of tanning and I'm still as white as ever while Justus and Candice are like so tanned. Feel so bu shuang haha!
And last night was TOTAL MADNESS for me!!! Met up with Sindy to just have a chat, but it was certainly more that that haha! Since we know that we tell each other almost EVERYTHING, truth or dare would not be fun if we played truth and so it was a DARE or DOUBLE DARE GAME!
It was certainly madness at Mcdonalds as I was forced to drink one whole packet of curry sauce, while I dared Sindy to go collect 50 packets of garlic chilly from the counter. HAHA the expression of the person-in-charge was so damn funny and he asked the manager over and we got around 30 packets I think LOL. Following that, I was dared to do a standing broad jump in the middle of the road, and well I did and I tripped LOL. And we just ran away as fast as we could as everyone was looking at us. And this was yet followed by my dare of asking Sindy to go outside a hawker centre and scream WTF.
LOL it was so hiong all the uncles and aunties were staring at us as we ran away AGAIN. Made many calls to say I love you to random people and made me feel so pai seh! Haha shall not mention names :)
Really, I'm so glad to have friends like Hong Wen, Por Yee, Justus, Candice, Mei Yun, Ee Chow and Sindy whom could truly understand my feelings fully and allow me to confide in them. Love you guys.
-I never felt happier when I smsed you, but your reply certainly brought me to a new level of happiness. Love you forever :)- To the one I have not forgotten :)
Shall not be emotional and brood over stuffs that are over, since we never know what tomorrow brings. Be optimistic all :) Even if it's really hard to do so at times.
As much as a BFF can make you go WTF, theres no denying we would all be a little less rich without them.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
So Close
Woke up this morning with a really bad headache and decided to give school a miss. Must be due to the over-excessive playing over the weekend followed by an irritating night causing me unable to sleep. Can't people quarrel softly and not disturb my sleep? Oh well.
Woke up at 12pm today and felt fantastic and went on to watching tv. Watched Blood Diamond and felt really inspired by it. It was really quite a good movie and I absolutely loved it. Isn't it sad how we view diamonds as something so precious yet we don't really understand how precious they truly are that people give up their lives for them and they made child labour so popular just to get more of it. Diamonds are just a bunch of carbon that can withstand great heat due to their giant molecular structure and they are shiny lol.
Went on to do a personality test on swirve.com before playing utopia haha.
Lol, I am a champion haha! And they said I am ENFP too lol. And now I cannot stop listening to So Close on youtube lol. It's such a nice song on Enchanted and I just love the song so much. Brings back good memories that I know will come back to me again soon :)
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
As life goes by
Romantic dreams will start
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
Lovely. :) Love the song as much as I love you. :)
Woke up at 12pm today and felt fantastic and went on to watching tv. Watched Blood Diamond and felt really inspired by it. It was really quite a good movie and I absolutely loved it. Isn't it sad how we view diamonds as something so precious yet we don't really understand how precious they truly are that people give up their lives for them and they made child labour so popular just to get more of it. Diamonds are just a bunch of carbon that can withstand great heat due to their giant molecular structure and they are shiny lol.
Went on to do a personality test on swirve.com before playing utopia haha.
| On the Swirve Personality Test, I am a Champion. My Characteristics Chart:
Read more about Champions or take the Test yourself! |
Lol, I am a champion haha! And they said I am ENFP too lol. And now I cannot stop listening to So Close on youtube lol. It's such a nice song on Enchanted and I just love the song so much. Brings back good memories that I know will come back to me again soon :)
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
As life goes by
Romantic dreams will start
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
Lovely. :) Love the song as much as I love you. :)
Monday, May 19, 2008
Super fun stayover! :D
Watched american idol marathon last night all the way from 6pm to 9pm as I watch all the contestants from the top 7 to the top 3!
Enjoyed good music for three hours and it was really worth it because David Archuleta rocks! Joining American Idol at an age of 17 is really such a great feat and his singing really shows his talent! This Wednesday shall be the finals between him and David Cook and I will never miss it for anything! Not even for studying! Shall start studying Econs soon for the test lol.
Went Candice's house last night for stayover with the whole of PPPPPP with the exception of Agnes as she cannot make it which is so sad lol! Played bleach on the wii and we played it throughout the night follow by watching A Cinderella Story! And after the stayover, I had 2 hours of rest before organising another last minute outing to Justus's house to play the PS2 with Ee Chow, his brother Wei Li and Jin Tong. Well, I don't really think we did anything meaningful since I was too restless for tennis and the only interesting activity is... Jenga LOL.
The psychological trauma we go through each time someone takes a block out is so stressful that I almost fainted lol. Fortunately Wei Li lost after around 6 rounds!
Too lazy to post the picture of the scary Jenga.
However, it's still quite weird our friendship are maintained by games and fun. Can't seem to find that element of trust very evident but hope it improves in time. :)
And by the way, Happy birthday Yi Chen lol, birthday on Vesak Day haha.
Might be getting back Common Test results tml. Cannot imagine my reaction on receiving them seriously lol. Must be optimistic about the results no matter what!!!
Hope everyone will be optimistic about their results :) Shall try my best not to break down at the results since I have tried my best except Physics! :) Don't think I would be disappointed if I see a single digit for my Physics results.
After all, it's just a common test. Worrying about the results is so not important. Shall concentrate on promos from now on!
Shall go back to watching tv! Be optimistic all! :)
Enjoyed good music for three hours and it was really worth it because David Archuleta rocks! Joining American Idol at an age of 17 is really such a great feat and his singing really shows his talent! This Wednesday shall be the finals between him and David Cook and I will never miss it for anything! Not even for studying! Shall start studying Econs soon for the test lol.
Went Candice's house last night for stayover with the whole of PPPPPP with the exception of Agnes as she cannot make it which is so sad lol! Played bleach on the wii and we played it throughout the night follow by watching A Cinderella Story! And after the stayover, I had 2 hours of rest before organising another last minute outing to Justus's house to play the PS2 with Ee Chow, his brother Wei Li and Jin Tong. Well, I don't really think we did anything meaningful since I was too restless for tennis and the only interesting activity is... Jenga LOL.
The psychological trauma we go through each time someone takes a block out is so stressful that I almost fainted lol. Fortunately Wei Li lost after around 6 rounds!
Too lazy to post the picture of the scary Jenga.
However, it's still quite weird our friendship are maintained by games and fun. Can't seem to find that element of trust very evident but hope it improves in time. :)
And by the way, Happy birthday Yi Chen lol, birthday on Vesak Day haha.
Might be getting back Common Test results tml. Cannot imagine my reaction on receiving them seriously lol. Must be optimistic about the results no matter what!!!
Hope everyone will be optimistic about their results :) Shall try my best not to break down at the results since I have tried my best except Physics! :) Don't think I would be disappointed if I see a single digit for my Physics results.
After all, it's just a common test. Worrying about the results is so not important. Shall concentrate on promos from now on!
Shall go back to watching tv! Be optimistic all! :)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
100th Post :)
After 5 months of contemplating, well I decided to come back to blog. This was most certainly inspired by a feeling that I have not felt for months, a feeling of satisfaction and pure acknowledgement that I have not been living in a world of my own? Or should I say a world of my own beliefs only?
Well, I guessed that everyone expected my 100th post to be really extravagant, but wouldn't that be too superficial for Jon Teo? When it comes to expressing yourself, it will always be quality and not quantity, and that's what I feel about everything and I seriously mean everything including relationships.
Just had a very interesting conversation with PPPPPP, that it really came to my mind that this is what exactly I am looking for. It's really hard to find inner happiness nowadays, with everything being so superficial, which kind of make things really meaningless. I really miss the times when me and my friends could just sit down and have a heart-felt conversation, those times just slipped by me without my notice. And well, I really missed it.
When Por Yee asked me earlier who is my close friend now, I was stumped by this particular question immediately. If anyone asked this question a year earlier or a few years back, I could give an answer immediately. But as time goes on, it seems that I could never find a secure answer for this question which was something really weird for myself. Have I been living in a world of delusion all this while or have circumstances just changed so much that I cannot help finding myself lost in my own pace.
You live a lifetime, be it 60, 70 or 80 years, but do you really want to spend your entire life working hard and stressing yourself out, even if it entails sacrificing other more important things? Wouldn't it be better if we could just find a balance in all things? After all, what is life if we don't even learn how to appreciate it.
It is quite scary to see how life can end so abruptly, and yet we are not making a change in our lives. So when is that change going to come? When we are going to leave this world? When we feel that the time is finally here? Or when we have finally realised what kind of a person we have evolved into? Not to say that it is always negative, but hasn't that always been the case?
Really love to be simple, but wasn't everyone once simple? But the case now seems to be that being simple is equivalent to being naive, and being naive is one quality that seems to be condemned, especially when matters start to become complicated. Have we been so caught up in current matters that we are blinded from the truth behind all these? The truth that things can actually be so simple but yet complicating matters just seems to derive more.
How I wish I could just look at things simply, but some things are just meant not to be simple. I just need to understand what I want more clearly and to stick to my beliefs no matter how the external environment could influence me. But doesn't beliefs always seem to meet much conflicts and it seems just too idealistic to stick to them no matter how tough the going gets.
But well, it would still be possible to achieve a balance between beliefs and being practical. But I just don't feel good doing so. Maybe I'm just not realistic enough to understand that this is the only choice out.
Fortunately, being optimistic represents being able to view the positive side of life. And by being optimistic, it seems that despite all the problems that are going on, there is still hope. And well, it is always this hope that I'm looking forward to and when it finally arrives, everything seems to be worth it suddenly and that... is what I love about life. :)
End of 100th post! :)
Well, I guessed that everyone expected my 100th post to be really extravagant, but wouldn't that be too superficial for Jon Teo? When it comes to expressing yourself, it will always be quality and not quantity, and that's what I feel about everything and I seriously mean everything including relationships.
Just had a very interesting conversation with PPPPPP, that it really came to my mind that this is what exactly I am looking for. It's really hard to find inner happiness nowadays, with everything being so superficial, which kind of make things really meaningless. I really miss the times when me and my friends could just sit down and have a heart-felt conversation, those times just slipped by me without my notice. And well, I really missed it.
When Por Yee asked me earlier who is my close friend now, I was stumped by this particular question immediately. If anyone asked this question a year earlier or a few years back, I could give an answer immediately. But as time goes on, it seems that I could never find a secure answer for this question which was something really weird for myself. Have I been living in a world of delusion all this while or have circumstances just changed so much that I cannot help finding myself lost in my own pace.
You live a lifetime, be it 60, 70 or 80 years, but do you really want to spend your entire life working hard and stressing yourself out, even if it entails sacrificing other more important things? Wouldn't it be better if we could just find a balance in all things? After all, what is life if we don't even learn how to appreciate it.
It is quite scary to see how life can end so abruptly, and yet we are not making a change in our lives. So when is that change going to come? When we are going to leave this world? When we feel that the time is finally here? Or when we have finally realised what kind of a person we have evolved into? Not to say that it is always negative, but hasn't that always been the case?
Really love to be simple, but wasn't everyone once simple? But the case now seems to be that being simple is equivalent to being naive, and being naive is one quality that seems to be condemned, especially when matters start to become complicated. Have we been so caught up in current matters that we are blinded from the truth behind all these? The truth that things can actually be so simple but yet complicating matters just seems to derive more.
How I wish I could just look at things simply, but some things are just meant not to be simple. I just need to understand what I want more clearly and to stick to my beliefs no matter how the external environment could influence me. But doesn't beliefs always seem to meet much conflicts and it seems just too idealistic to stick to them no matter how tough the going gets.
But well, it would still be possible to achieve a balance between beliefs and being practical. But I just don't feel good doing so. Maybe I'm just not realistic enough to understand that this is the only choice out.
Fortunately, being optimistic represents being able to view the positive side of life. And by being optimistic, it seems that despite all the problems that are going on, there is still hope. And well, it is always this hope that I'm looking forward to and when it finally arrives, everything seems to be worth it suddenly and that... is what I love about life. :)
End of 100th post! :)
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