A-level in one month!

A-levels in one month time! And now I have no choice but to mug everyday! Boring life now but no choice lol!

If only something big could happen in my life now, but no everything's sooooo peaceful! Well maybe that's a good thing right!

Just chionged Moonlight Resonance 5 episodes at one go on channel 55! Haha damn nice! But Jian Zi Gong Lue is still nicer cause of nice vases over there haha!!!!!

Vases improves the show by a great deal can! :D

And so, I don't even have time to blog nowadays due to my need to study and watch many shows!!! Lol! Prelim results were quite okay considering my Sciences pulled me down and those are the subjects I can pull myself back up easily haha! :D

Shall work hard for my 5 As!!! GP might be hard but I shall work hard for it!!! Haha!!! :D Shall chiong finish modern physics today!

Happy birthday Dong Hang btw!!! Haha we bought him a new pair of jeans!!! :D SO NICE RIGHT! :D

The final run is FINALLY here! 2 more months and I promise myself I will go to the beach and scream my lungs out after having a picnic there!!! AHEMMMMM PPPPPP!!! LETS HAVE OUR LONG AWAITED AND PUSHED BACK PICNIC AFTER A-LEVELS K!!!

Feel like going back to zoo after A-levels to be a good conservation ambassador once more! :) Love animals so much despite the stupid animal rights AQ pissing me off haha!!!

Can see that everyone is mugging like mad, shall start to learn from them! Hong Wen is so stressing me out with his 80 articles wor!!! LOL!

Have been thinking alot the past week, maybe I really made a lot of wrong decisions in life, but who's to define right and wrong right! Haha without those wrong decisions, I wouldn't be as optimistic as I am now. After all, learning from mistakes are part of life (Although I'm still making mistakes every now and then!) but that's what makes life fun! Should stop thinking about small things in life that are not even that important! What's yours will eventually be yours :)

Oh and I thought that Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles ending really sucked! Don't know wth they were talking about! Such a nice comic with such a bad ending! Even the special chapter did not clear many things up!

Hate shows with bad endings since I love to predict the endings haha!

Have been missing out so much on life due to A-levels! Shall start to chiong like mad the moment A-levels are over! To go outings and to prom and to manyyyy other things! HAHA! This hard work will finally be worth it!!! LOL! :D Assuming I don't have to get into army early!!!

Shall go back to studying!!! Be optimistic all!!! :D

Prelims! Then A-levels!

A-levels is just around the corner and yet I'm like slacking around every corner!!!

Studying is fun! (That's the thought I'm trying to force my subconscious mind to accept! =.=''')

But well that's not working very well, and here I am coming back to this long forgotten blog! (which my hit counter mysteriously rose, wonder if it's Sam Teo making it so like how she did last time with some weird program!)

Anyways, its prelims period now and I believe everyone is mugging like mad except me! LOL! Been chionging tvb dramas! Shou shen zhuan and Jue Dai Shang Jiao!!! BOTH SUPERRRR FUNNY SHOWS!!!

And I'm addicted to my newwwww favourite song! You belong with me by Taylor Swift!!! :D

The video is cool lor! I never noticed both girls is she act de! HAHA!!! OOPS!!! IM NOT BLIND!!!

You Belong With Me Lyrics

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Nice lyrics and she won the VMA!!! :D So wth when Kanye West came to disrupt her speech, she won what what's their problem.

As of now, this is my favourite song! :D

Life have been kind of boring with studying having to be on the schedule but music really takes that extra stress off!

Go watch the video of you belong with me! She's a clarinetist there! HAHA!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!

Have been playing badminton with ee chow lately but my skills are not improving fast haha! damn why can't i have some sport genes in me! LOL!

Napfa next month, must pass or I risk going in 2 months early! Like wth lor!!! ZZZ!!! Must PASS PULL UPS!!!

Reading Angels and Demons now as a good pasttime! :D Maybe it's good for GP? Lol, who am I kidding I just wanna slack~

OMG! And now here's 3 jokes that will make you laugh your heads off:

Context: Gossip Girl

Jazreen: I thought her name is Serena Van Der Waals?

Context: Ghost

Anoynomous (I will get killed by I reveal the identity) : After watching Japanese ghosts videos, I woke up at 5.30am with a shock suddenly. I went to the toilet and looked into the mirror and got a shock.

LOL

Context: BGF

They are finally a couple! (Shall not reveal who go find out yourself!) And the HE thought I was a competitor!

LOLLLLL!!!! JOKE LOR!!!

Kk that's all!!! BE OPTIMISTIC OFF!!! SHALL GO OFF SLACKING!!! :D

A-levels soon

OMG! So damn long since I blogged, wanna change my blogskin too LOL! Looks so ugly now haha!!!

Okay to make things short: I'm pissed off now because I spent half an hour searching for an anime that is unavailable everywhere?! And here I thought we can watch every show online!!!

Anime: No No Chan ののちゃん Shan Tian Xiao Le Le!!! LOL!!! The only show which I thought was damnnnnn funny and cute and I still remember all the scenarios damn well now and I can't watch it again WTH!!! Can't even buy or even find the dvd anywhere THIS SUCKS!

Ok shall forget about the unproductive time wasted! Not worth it! LOL shall summarise all that has happened to me in the last few months!

-Studied for common test at fun overnight T3 studies
-Didn't score well for common test
-Many outings
-Zoo outings
-Received one of the best Conservation Ambassadors award
-Mugging everyday
-Trying to aim for 4 A's in A-levels
-Sang A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta for centrestage auditions
-Didn't get into centrestage
-Going to centrestage this Friday with a open heart
-Constant gossiping at school despite desire to mug
-Trying to forgive and forget
-Talking to NICE friends on the phone for more than two hours just to confide how bu shuang I felt at that particular time! Thanks!!!
-K-box outing with Mr Tan and half the class (And jintong lol)! :D
-Went for commando selection process
-Most probably failed
-Going for RSAF selection process next week!

Hope I become a pilot! :D

Omg I have wasted too much time! So unproductive! Gtg all! Sorry for the noob post!!! HAHA!!!

Be optimistic!!! :D

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Ain't having much progress for my mugging, don't even feel motivated yet, how weird and peculiar, blehs.

So many things on my mind now, just wanna rest and let everything clear itself out, trying to believe in destiny, and starting to wonder what my destiny is?

After watching so many shows and animes, it really makes me wonder about the meaning of destiny and what does mine entail? Or am I just doomed to remain as a part of society and work hard to fulfill my role of giving back to the society what I received by working in the workforce and desperately or easily trying to continue to maintain a certain standard of living and boost the economy at the same time. Like wow!

One word: BORING.

Playing computer games ain't that fun anymore, studying was never fun since it's never interesting and applicable (Except Arts subjects) and watching television is just another routine of life that must be fulfilled to complete the cycle of time that we are given which is so short.

Hoping for something to happen to my life, something interesting, fun, unique, special, heartwarming, touching, exciting, and most importantly unforgettable!

Looking at everyone around me now, life revolves around the same thing, going out with families or friends, clubbing, mugging, watching drama series, playing computer games...

Why must life be so short and yet there is still so little things that could be granted to us? All I want is an adventure! Making new friends, and just going on an adventure like in my dreams!

Yes, my dreams are full of adventures, and they're really fun! The latest one would be animals rampaging and I met the zebra king and blablabla! Haha sounds bullshit but it's fun! Why am I deriving my sense of adventure from my dreams!

Or am I really gonna end my life without any adventure of any sort or just another adventure in a corporation full of politics and waiting for me to figure my way through.

I wanna gain something in life, something fulfilling, something that would render my heart immune to feeling lost, and even more. Talk about being greedy :)

Okay this is becoming another Life post and I'm just feeling disappointed with the way my life is turning out, as one with not much adventures as before or as it should be. In the past, everything was so fun since I'm contented so easily, but now I'm really just asking for a little more.

Haha, maybe all I really want is just to sit at my backyard in my future house and invite some really close friends over and just start talking and talking and talking non-stop. Those would be the most memorable moments of my life since nothing beats talking to friends and barbecuing. LOL. (Maybe not barbecuing, not healthy!)

Talking about all these really make me miss many things. I'm really missing you a lot, even if I don't mention it much.

Haha, normally I would just post about the happenings in my life and get over with it for my blog but just feeling particularly emotional now.

It's true when they say to be aware of friends who does bad things to others since you could be the victim the next time.

But still I feel that I should have absolute trust in all my friends right? Or is that what is deluding me from proceeding further in my life? Should I just follow my feelings or my pragmatism?

But looking back now, if I had followed my feelings, my life would have been much better and cheerful than it is now. Missing out so much in life, no wonder I mentioned how boring my life is.

It's becoming harder to trust as you face more in life, and that's where the challenge is, to continue trusting no matter what.

At least that way I can tell myself I kept to my values no matter what throughout my entire life, and I'm contented with that. :)

Maybe I should just go out there and start looking at life as it is instead of posting my rambles here in my nice little blog. After all, no pain, no gain.

But still, what choice do we have now as JC students but to mug for A-levels like crazy? Sounds stupid but that's what it is, we give up our freedom for this just so we can get into a good university and take the courses we want and enjoy! And so for the sake of my future freedom, I don't really have much choice but to study hard!

And so, this is the path I'm leading down my life, but certainly I believe there are also other paths I can take down at the same time!

Shall be more pro-active from now on, no more slacking and more working! Including working out! :) After all, what's most important is your health!

Which brings me to the most irritating part of our current life. The stupid H1N1 virus! But since it's existing and spreading, why are we still reopening school as usual?! What if any of us got the disease and die as a result?! That would be too late for regrets at this choice to open school as usual! I rather start E-learning now since it would not affect my studies and at the same time give me more time to study for A-levels!

I am SUPER unwilling to risk myself to getting this disease and be quarantined when the chances of getting it in school is SO MUCH HIGHER! One person gets it and boommmmmmm!!! All will get it indirectly right?!

Imagine one student who has the disease touches the utensils at the canteen to get his or her utensil and someone else touches the same place! BOOM! And if anyone from everyone class bought from this store, it will be another BOOM! Spreading in class! Then to family! BOOOOOOMMMMM!!!

If we were to plot a graph, the cases are like EXPONENTIAL?! Which is like WTH!

Newest update

Singapore changes H1N1 strategy

Tue, Jun 23, 2009 my paper

Mr Khaw said: "There will be some deaths. We need to allow our hospitals to focus on the high-risk cases and not be distracted or overwhelmed by hundreds of mild cases."

Some deaths? Isn't that's HORRIBLE enough?! And if schools of student get the disease, imagine the health cost incurred! Talk about education increasing productivity for our LRAS curve to shift rightwards, we are ignoring the health of the students and shifting our productivity downwards even more drastically if anyone dies from this disease! Imagine the panic if this happens in your school!

And even if school really should be reopened and health measures are taken to ensure every student who comes in are clear of fever and blablabla, they can still get the disease from any public transport right?! And since we won't notice it by then, it will be boom boom boom boom boom again! Probability of getting the disease is much higher in school than anywhere else for students like us!

Plus for feeble students like me with a weak immune system and having a flu right now just from switching on the air-con, ITS EVEN MORE DANGEROUS!

One simple scenario:

Jon Teo happily goes and take his common test and omg he didn't notice the hall door he touched was sneezed onto by another student with the virus! He takes the test and started talking to friends regarding the test and started complaining about not completing the paper and how he needs more time! And so the virus spreads slowly and when he reaches home, he plays with his nephew who is still a baby and spreads the virus to almost everyone he knows.

AND BOOM! ALL QUARANTINED! And even his baby nephew could get the disease!

And all the other friends who got the disease, BOOM!

Soooo many booms for this topic as I'm really concerned with this issue since at anytime, my health will always be more important than education!

Luckily for me, I believe my luck will tide me through this crisis :) (Like seriously hope so)

But still, there will be unlucky cases and we can only feel sad for those people as they add on to the total number of cases and blame it on their horrible luck! (Seriously I honestly think its luck and not the hygiene part that matters, even if everyone washes their hand, one victim sneezes into your face and its gg!)

Personally, I don't want to spend 7 days in a resort if there's no mahjong pals to play with!

Oh well shall stop talking about this topic since school is certain to reopen and we are all depending on luck to not get the disease. :(

And so I shall summarize what has happened in my life for the past few days! Went for zoolympix and burnt out my weekends which is totally MADNESS. Like seriously madness. Super tiring and burnt out. And my weekends this week are gone once again, due to zoolympix!

Study session on Monday was fun! :) PIPIPAPIPOOPOO! My forever coolest gang! LOL! :D

Damn feeling tired now, shall stop blogging! Be optimistic all! And be careful not to get H1N1!!! Praying hard for H1N1 cases to stop appearing all around the world! And for everyone to be cured and life becoming peaceful once again! And for the stupid disease to not get mutated or whatever it can become!

HOLS~~~ TEO HENG~~~ SWIMMING~~~

LOL!!! One week since I last blogged and with my failure memory for events, why do I even bother blogging after such a long time!

LETS SEE!!!!! Went for Chem lecture last thursday followed by going to Kennard's house! Went swimming and it was fun haha!!! It made me realised how long I have been SLACKING AND BECOMING SO NOT FIT!!!

I CAN'T EVEN SWIM FOR LONG NOW!!! CONCLUSION: I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM SOON AFTER CTS!

And so it was me, Ee Chow, Kennard and Kenneth haha! What a unique outing instead of playing cards only or LAN HAHA!!! :D

Friday was CIP! AND IT WAS TIRING!!! As in seriously, after looking after him (I'm not supposed to reveal names right? =X) for 2 hours, I went up and lied on the table just to take an half an hour nap! Feel so horrible that I did that, but hey at least I did something that was tiring for me to deserve that nap!

Was discussing with Jazreen and gang about centrestage and its making me feel nervous! Now even Yi Chen is joining!!! OMG LA!!! (Strongly believes she sings well ever since hearing her sing 3 years ago!)

And Jazreen is contemplating to sing the shuang zi xing opening song that Ee Chow actually managed to memorise the whole lyrics -_- Wth.

And so CIP was quite fun and memorable! :) Had fun! Contemplating if I should really open a daycare centre now LOL! My Sec 3-4 dream HAHA!!! I think I will tire myself to death!

Unfortunately, I was awoken by a series of SMSES ON SATURDAY MORNING! Apparently it's some class incident which I'm unwilling to share on my blog since this post is open to the public! (Like I even know how to make it private! Or can blogspot even do that?!)

And so I shall not recap what happened on Saturday morning, HAHA OOPS!!! I'm so not refering to the OTHER INCIDENT!!! (Apparently, this one is so secretive only 5 other people know about it <--- What a nice number!) AND NOW THE BEST PART!!! SATURDAY EVENING!!! I WENT FOR THE FLASH MOB!!! Haha, was informed about it by Chloe, who was invited in turn by Yi Ling and Jamie went too! ALL MY NICEEEEE 3RD JUNIORS!!!~~~

AND SO WE WENT!!! AND WE SAW XIAXUE AND HER BF AND MANY OTHER FAMOUS BLOGGERS!!! LOL!!!

Quite a fun event but really not as random as it should be! So publicised la!

AND I DID NOT PARTICIPATE AND WHY? I HAVE NO P.JS!!! So proud of chloe they all! They actually really wore P.Js and started dancing there!!! HAHA!!! AND THEY GOT INTERVIEWED BY NEWPAPER LOL!

Pumpkin's really cute too haha! :D

Went shopping at Orchard after that too! And I BOUGHT A SCARF FOR $5.80!!! SUPER NICE!!!!!! SHALL WEAR IT OUT SOON!!! :D

Just wondering, what will everyone wear for prom night! Wondering if everyone is preparing already haha!

Ohhhhh and after Saturday I have no recollection for what happened except Sindy came my house stayover followed by I went her house stayover or something like that! LOL!

All I could remember: I lost my EZ LINK CARD!!! WTH LA!!! MY IC ALL INTACT ONLY EZ LINK CARD GONE! HECK SUI!!!

Well so Sindy came over my house for stayover and I remembered cursing them for disturbing my nice sleep!

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED!!! SUNDAY = WATCHING GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST!!!

HAHA I STRONGLY RECOMMEND THIS SHOW IF YOU LIKE CHEAP FLICK MOVIES!!! OMG IT'S REALLY QUITE FUNNY AND TOUCHING HAHA!!! (Oh and I secretly wore my scarf in the theatre since ITS COLD and to prove scarfs CAN be PRACTICAL IN SINGAPORE!!!)

Yeayea, now I remember things much clearer.

Saturday Night- Irritating Sindy and my brother and his friend talking throughout the night! WHILE I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!!!

Sunday Night- Sindy came for stayover once again! This time, I had to stay awake till 1am+++ for her to reach my house! Haha so horrible right! But I'm such a nice cousin and soo... I WAITED! But this the moment she reached, I started sleeping! (And I switched off my laptop beforehand so they could not use it wahaha!!!)

And next - Monday Night - Went to Sindy's house for stayover! Went arcade with her at Eastpoint where apparently she met TONS of friends. Even went to sit at a void deck while she talked to her friends! Ordered McDelivery after that and I can feel all the fats coming into me!

Oh well, just a point! I won her in arm wrestling WAHAHA!!! Although 2 years younger, she goes to the gym regularly while I'm just a slacker who plays chess at most to exercise my hands! HAHA SO ITS AN ACHIEVEMENT!!!

Went through a fashion show too, kept on trying new clothes and my nice cousin bought me a RALPH LAUREN SHIRT as advanced birthday present!!! (Shall not comment on what HW SAID SINCE IM GONNA WEAR THAT SHIRT OUT)

Talking about birthday, I forgot to wish YUN XIU, HUA XIN AND ZHEN WEI HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL! :D INCLUDING ALMOST ALL JUNE BABIES! (First time using bold so LOOK AT IT!)

Finally... TUESDAY!!! Went TEO HENG TO SING!!! (AND PRACTICE HAHA!!!) WITH HONG WEN AND CANDICE!!! JUSTUS PS US AT THE LAST MINUTE!!! :D

And so went shopping at PP again but nothing much blehs. Went to my house to study and I finished MICRO! LOL! :D

Ate Fei Fei Wanton Noodles :D

Following that, I played Harvest Moon like there's no tomorrow! WON CHICKEN FESTIVAL HAHAHA!!!!! OMG SO LOSERISH :D

With sooooo many happy events going on, what could go wrong except... CTS!!!

Not much time left must MUG EVEN HARDERRRRRRRR NOW!!!

JIA YOU ALL!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D (And sorry for the incoherency in this blog post!)

KRIS ALLEN FTW! <---Although he already won! WAHAHA!!! Just feel like typing this since I love No Boundaries so much!

Weird

Hmm, something weird is going on inside me but I have no idea what. Somehow I'm suddenly not so I dunno, myself?

And there's this heart pounding that tells me that something is happening to me, and I cannot grasp what it is, maybe I'm just gonna start chasing after my dreams finally?

And even more weirdly, this feeling only goes off and comforts my soul when I start singing, maybe my singing does have powers! :)

Oh maybe it's just stress of not studying enough for common test, either way, it's time to work hard.

Hope this change is for the better? That's optimistic of me haha.

Music is changing my life I guess, didn't got to appreciate it much in the past, haha singing is really different from playing the clarinet all day long :)

Went for econs lecture today, and everything sounded common sense to me :) Hope that's the case for common test wahaha!!!

Just wondering if a stranger came to my blog and has never watched American Idol, maybe he or she will think the guy in the video is me! HAHAHA!!! LOL!!!

Bored, shall go back to dota and harvest moon!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

The realization

Omg I better blog before this blog becomes stagnant like before and with so many things ongoing, it will not be long before I forget everything that happened!

FIRSTLY: SORRY SINDY FOR NOT MAKING IT TO YOUR BIRTHDAY CHALET!!! HOPE YOU HAD FUN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D

Haha Happy Birthday to Jazreen too! :D

Haha truthfully, I cannot remember what I wanted to blog about since it's the holidays and so it's just the normal things, play study and play?

Lol totally haven't studied actually, except a little physics and econs haha! Have to start working hard!

Let's see, the only events I remember now is GP common test, going to Zoo, celebrating Jazreen's birthday and dance concert!

-.- I just made myself depressed with the topic GP common test, so scared I out of point! Did the question Greed is good, and just spammed in all the information I learnt for last year PROMOS SOMEHOW!

Going to zoo is now a daily routine, must work hard for zoolympics! Haha everyone have fun k!

Jazreen's birthday celebration at my house was fun and at the same time retarded! Everyone got lost coming to my ULU house -_- Haha played mahjong ( Though I never played ), and I sort of gave bad luck to others -_- HAHA! Better to use my luck on exams!!! :D (And some skills la okay lol)

Went for dance concert too haha to support Justus LOL!!! GOOD JOB!!! :D

Omg what a nice and summarised blog post! :D

Oh and I totally completed Final Fantasy Tactics War of the Lions on the PSP!!! Super happy! Love how Final Fantasy comes up with controversies of religion and stuffs like that haha!!!

Now going on to Harvest Moon! LOL!!! To me, it will always be one of the BEST GAMES EVER!!! FARMING ROCKS!

So not into school life nowadays since it's the holidays! Omg what am I crapping -.-

But honestly, I go to school just to talk to friends and learn some subjects I like -_- So WOOO ITS THE HOLS!!!

Shall finally be able to fulfill all the outings we promised one another HAHA!!!

Once again, I'm in a very good mood and very happy with the company I have during the holidays!

To all my nice friends: YOU ALL ROCK!!!

Started listening to Kris Allen's No Boundaries and I fell in love with the song! SUPER DUPER NICE! Haha it's my dream song to sing now! :)

Haha with so many happy things going on, I really don't understand why is it that for the past few months, I actually brood on unhappy matters that sought to make my life meaningless which are consequences of others' actions that are infantile and totally meaningless in their own way.

But running away is not an option, shall start confronting matters head on, after all I like to achieve my best in both my ambitions and my interpersonal relationships.

So sorry to all the people I may have backstabbed (Well if you consider just talking about you behind your back e.g. Laughing at HW's hair OOPS), haha and let's forgive and forget k!

Lol, I think Justus will be really happy that I'm finally taking his advice! :)

Shall start to always consider the matter from another's perspective.

Oh and did I mention I cannot stand Adam Lambert's version of No Boundaries at all, SORRY CANDICE!!!

He's a good singer though haha! :)

Omg and I really wanna join centrestage for the fun of it! Probablity of winning might be like 0.1 or even lower but it will be such a good experience! Haha, so Justus, Jazreen and Candice we all join solo hor! DUN PANG SEH!!!!

Shall really start revising my homework too soon while practicing singing HAHA!!!

Oh and nowadays, my dreams are getting ever more sophisticated, and the me in my dreams are using words where I don't even understand when I wake up. Although I'm super sure they are my common language in my dream, like totally CHIMP LA!!! How my subconscious know all these words without letting me use them in my GP ESSAYS!!! ZZZ!!!

Maybe it's just my subconscious or my future self or my alter ego or my alternate dimension me talking to me through my dreams! Feel like I'm on a quest to save the world or something HAHA!!! (NOT DESTROY IT)

KKKK THATS ALL BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!! I SHALL TRY TO BLOG MORE BBB!!!!!! :D

Another MAD and SUPER FUNNNNNN WEEKEND!!! WWW AND STAYOVER!!!

Haha totally MADNESS WEEKEND!

I feel so fascinated that I manage to have so much fun when common test is next week!

Firstly, UBER tiring week! 4 tests in a row leh! Econs Test, Physics Test, Chemistry SPA, Maths Test!

I cannot believe I got through all of them! Only damn pissed I didn't get full marks for Maths Test!

Like wth lor, I really put in the effort but in the end I failed to attain full marks because of language error! SOOOOO PISSED!!!

Cannot really remember the events of the week, just a typical chiong mug week where I couldn't play on the computer AT ALL!

But I think I learnt something from these tests, haha it's really a lot more efficient when you relax yourself before a test!

Kk before I FORGET, WHICH IS SO EASY TO FORGET SINCE ITS DREAMS!!!

Day before CHEM SPA, I DREAMT I TOOK THE EXAM AND I FAILED CAUSE I TOOK THE 1995 PAPER!!! I WAS LIKE SO SHOCKED AND UPSET I LOOKED UP EVERY SINGLE TEACHER AND TRIED TO GET MY MARKS BACK!

Talk about stress, just before maths exam, I dreamt I failed horribly too!!!

Oh well, dreams are the opposite of reality! :D

Still vaguely remember one of me talking to superstars about my singing talents! LOL!!!

What an anomaly of the previous statement!

Went to return my Sentosa inventories on Friday, and had to go all the way back there! All the good and bad experiences just overflowed into me! AND I CANNOT WAIT TO GET MY PAY!

But what I have mentioned is only the bottom of Mount Everest!

The best part was Friday night when we went to Jazreen's house for yet another MAHJONG STAYOVER with Mei Yun, Chun Ying and Jing Huan!!! (Though Jing Huan went to the zoo the next day haha!)

HAHA, IT WAS UBER FUN!!!! AND THINGS BECAME SOOO SAD WHEN I FANG PAO TO JING HUAN AND JAZREEN!!!

They SHI SAN YAO!!!!!!!!!

AND I HAD TO PAY LIKE SIAO!!! THEN BECAME ULTIMATE LOSING SPREE HAHA!!!

ALL TSUKI'S FAULT!!! (JAZREEN'S DOG)

I'M 100% SURE IT WAS CURSING ME HAHAHA!!!

AND WE WENT WILD WILD WET THE NEXT DAY HAHAHA!!! SUPER DUPER FUN!!!

Now we can finally say that we all went there before! Or else so pai seh next time hahah!!!

Dunno what to post about there, there's only one fun ride? LOL!

Went home yesterday to try to watch bleach movie, but only feel asleep to wake up this morning! Slept for 14 hours!!! LOL!!!

KK BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! LIFE'S FUN!!!!!!

AND KRIS ALLEN WON!!!! WAHAHA!!! So disappointed I cannot watch the show at home and just scream when they announce it! Stupid Agnes spoiler!!! LOL!!!

Haha although I was super convinced that Adam Lambert would win but this was a pleasant surprise after all!!!

Just wondering if it would be better that Kris Allen lost, and he would become like the next David Archuleta that I would support! After all, their singing sounds the same!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE!!!

HAHA TODAY (Okay la yesterday) WAS A SUPER EVENTFUL DAY!!!

BUT FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CANDICE!!!

Thanks for always being such a great friend and you rock!!! :D

Today was such a meaningful day! But I should always start from where I left off and leave the EXCITING PART BEHIND!!!

Let's see, Tuesday: Nothing much except I got pissed off once again by shitty people, I need some friends to just agree with me! LOL! Even though I could be wrong (Which I HONESTLY don't think so) , but when you talk to your friend about things, THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO AGREE LOL!!!

Being too straightforward sucks k haha!!! But well at least that's true friends!!! (Please FAKE a little next time k!)

Wednesday: I FINISHED MY SGC DRAFT AND I AM SUPER PROUD OF IT!!! ITS LIKE OMG! DAMN NICE!

So many mind sports competitions (All lose la), SPH conservation ambassador, EX-treasurer, Work experience programme at the ZOO and MAYBE MAYBE SENTOSA BUT PROBABLY NOT HAHA!!!

Oh ya and wednesday was a very meaningful day for me! Haha I did 10 push ups continuously for the first time in my life! I never tried before though haha! But it was truly a great achievement, at least now I won't say I cannot do any push-ups LOL!!!

(Despo for fitness!)

Thursday: CAN ONLY REMEMBER PHYSICS SPA HAHA!!! BUT IM NOT ALLOWED TO COMMENT I THINK SO NVM!!! WENT HOME TO STUDY CHEMISTRY BUT INSTEAD WATCHED AI AND KRIS ALLEN GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!

ALTHOUGH EVERYONE SOMEHOW KNOWS THAT HE'S GONNA LOSE IN THE FINAL ROUND, I WILL SUPPORT HIM NEVERTHELESS, HIS ONE SONG TOUCHED ME AND THAT'S ALL THAT I NEED!

DON'T NEED EVERYTHING NICE LA PLEASE, NOT AS IF YOU CAN STAND LISTENING TO THE SAME KIND OF SONGS EVERYDAY.

Song that touched me: To make you feel my love

And he sang APOLOGIZE on Tuesday! Not such a fascinating perfomance since he sang while playing on the piano (Guitar would be so much nicer!)!

But still, he rocks haha!

His next song Heartless was amazing! :D

Somehow I know that Adam Lambert is a good singer but his songs just don't touch me, good vocals but somehow I don't get the emotions that you get from other singers you like.

Maybe he's not my genre at all lol! I'm like the POP kind haha! Did I mention I watch Hannah Montana movie LOL! Good movie k! LOL!

AND FINALLY TODAY I BELIEVE I FAILED MY CHEMISTRY TEST! Last minute really cannot memorise everything, consistency is so important yet so hard to achieve :(

But today's main point is CANDICE'S BIRTHDAY!!! And while I was rushing to school, she sort of knew we are going over to surprise her at night due to...

AGNES!!! HAHA!!! Holding the photo frame while going to the third storey and Candice was just going to the toilet! LOL!!!

And I shouldn't laugh since I failed next! HAHA!!! Was given the photo frame to bring it out of the school and while saying goodbye to my classmates and walking out of the classroom, CANDICE WALKED BY TO GO TO THE TOILET AGAIN! AND I NEVER NOTICED UNTIL SHE SAID HI AND ME AND JUSTUS SCREAMED OH SHIT LOL!!!

It is just fate or is her frequency to the toilet too high? LOL!

Total failure! (We should always blame it on the organiser Hong Wen THEN HAHAHA!!!!)

Went all the way to bugis to buy the TOTE BAG!!! AND ITS SOOOO NICE!!! :D

But that wasn't the best part. Read the following story but please do not laugh too hard. WARNING!

Jon Teo, Hong Wen and Por Yee crosses an overhead bridge to go to Parkway Parade.

Jon Teo: OI so slippery la later I fall down I die la!

Hong Wen and Por Yee IGNORES.

Jon Teo miraculously survived going up the overhead bridge and while going down the overhead bridge.

Por Yee: Many people think I look like BRAD PITT LEH!

Jon Teo: Many people's blind.

Por Yee in an attempt to salvage his ego.

Por Yee: Jon Teo, you look like David Archuleta leh!

Jon Teo laughs!!!

Jon Teo: Okay la you look like BRAD PITT LOL!!!

And the best part comes now, while laughing, I SLIPPED!!!

And so, I threw the charles and keith bag I was holding and started sliding down the overhead bridge stairs!

WAS LIKE BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM!!! And I managed to scratch onto Hong Wen's hand to prevent myself from going down even more!

And after I finally stopped and managed to stand up to see THREE PEOPLE BEHND US, Por Yee STOOD THERE LAUGHING.

YES!!! LAUGHING AFTER I ALMOST DIED!!! LOL!!!

IM SO LUCKY I FELL ON MY BACK INSTEAD OF ON MY FRONT OR ELSE IN HOSPITAL LE LAH!!!

EVIL POR YEE!!!

And so, after designing the photo frame and putting our FANTASTIC photos on the photo frame, we went to Candice's house to surprise her!

Okay not that much of a surprise!

And we ate the birthday cake together and had lots of fun just talking!

So happy PPPPPP managed to convert from just a chi he wan le group to a group which can talk about anything like true friends!!! :D All of PPPPPP are like my closest friends now! :)

It's hard to imagine that in such a realistic world, true friendship actually truly exists. I sort of truly gave up after a few setbacks in the past but life has taught me much more. Giving up is never an option especially just because of one or two anomalies. Truly big thanks to all my good friends who are always there for me to listen to my grumbles of life. :) I am truly grateful and I never know what to do without all of your good advices.

Need to have more confidence in myself! (NOT OVERCONFIDENT THOUGH HINT HINT)

Oh ya and I had a dream of chemistry test where I was in a rpg game and had to react chemicals to go to the next stage and I sort of released kyogre (the legendary pokemon) to help me. Wth right.

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :) And once again, to my dear friends and relatives who are struggling, do not hesitate to sms me or just call me! I will always be there to talk and cheer you up with my random statements LOL!!!

OH AND PLEASE LEAVE A TAG! HAHA!!! It's UBER WEIRD TO SEE YOU COUNTER RISE AND NO1 TAGS!!! LIKE ONCE IN A RAINBOW MOON LA! LOL!!!

TAG!!! HAHA!!! I want my tag board to be colourful! LOL!!!

Pissed off once again

So pissed off when you hear someone backstabbing you, and yet when you look into that person's eyes, they just look away guiltily.

Piece of shit.

Oh well, shall not talk about those losers! Haha! Life is sooo not about them, haha! Although everyone has backstabbed another person somehow before, at least you should face it and dare to say it in their face!

Last week was a super fun week haha! Mainly cause of great friends around me who totally rocked! Went to zoo for volunteer last Saturday and managed to talk to a few guests about the banded mongoose! Haha, their unique scent is sooooo nice! (Some says smells like shit but anyways!)

Went for Exercise and Study outing at Justus's (<---is this considered gramatically wrong?) house!!! Well I didn't study at all and was focusing on finishing the Sidney Sheldon book where the ending was so boring! It's like such a minor twist la yawns! And so Hong Wen finished his Nitrogen compound assignment haha and we went for a super fun tennis session after that!

Oh and Justus's mum pwned me in doing push ups and pull ups! Omg madness la! I neeeeed to exercise more!!!

Went to Expo to have dinner and I ate the WORST food ever produced at expo foodcourt! Omg the hor fun tastes like shit! No taste whatsoever and the sauce is horrible like siao!

Luckily, we managed to go for the book fair afterwards where I found tons of cooool books! Haha went to read on Barrack Obama so that at least I know a little about him before people like Mei Yun and Justus laugh at me and says I didn't know his wife came from princeton or something!

Went to buy mother's day present yesterday after waking up at 2pm LOL.

Bought uber nice durian puffs with the plan of my mum giving them to me but it failed! DAMN!

Oh and south park is taking up a large portion of my life LOL! It's like UBER FUNNY! HAHA!!!

The list is still one of my FAVOURITES! (About the class girls making up a list to rate every boy's looks in the class and the first place was an unpopular boy whose father owns a shoe shop but the committee placed him as first place even though he should have been 10+ to get him to buy shoes for them now that he's popular and they can date him! And so the journey goes on to find out who's the one changing the list and to fight the political turmoil!)

HAHA!!! PPPPPP's gonna come up with such a list too! HAHA!

Omg super tired now and have LOTS of homework to finish! Damn!

Be optimistic all! :D Shall finish up all my homework! YEAH!

So much to say about that evil shit and Hamster die!

Everything has been so peaceful and nice until TODAY. So freaking pissed off that I spewed a vulgarity for the first time in my whole school life, now I'm not disappointed with that person who resulted in this, but in myself.

Bleh, that's bullshit, I'm pissed at that person more lol! Jazreen keeps reminding me about the 90/10 principle and yet I was unable to control my reaction. DAMN!!!

Oh well, shall not talk about things that totally RUIN my mood! Let's see, went shopping last Saturday, bought a few shirts at Springfield, and I think they look totally awesome on me!

Mum commented and criticized it looking too small on me but it's so not my fault it's an S size and that's the only one left! Guess I'm just too tall damn!

And so, went to celebrate Mother's Day at Vienna for a seafood buffet dinner! It's the international seafood buffet restaurant! Haha, their oreo cheesecake is certainly comparable to the one we made for Hong Wen for his birthday!!! HAHA!!! :D

Oh and I tried fried durian for the first time in my life, not really that nice blehs. And there were these glass tubes with all sorts of flavourings and I knew I just had to try almost all of them!

But the best is still... MARSHMALLOW WITH CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!! WAHAHA!!!

Did not really have a great time since I was having jaw pains due to bad sleeping posture and could not open half my mouth fully.

But last Sunday was really a meaningful day for me since I watched 4 episodes of Desperate Housewives!!! Still at season 2 but the show is just totally AWESOME!

I could almost felt my tears flow out (Or maybe it did) when Gabrielle finally confronts the loss of her baby and releases the balloon into the sky. That part was just classic when she said she wanted to name the child something and something. DAMN NICE!!!

This scene is even cooler since she tried to act as though nothing happened after the miscarriage and just kept on shopping until some weird guy told her to see the balloon as the child and see if she dared to let go of the loss.

She's my favourite character! :D

Oh and once again, I went on my South Park spree last weekend. Watched tons of episodes and I still like the episode 'Scott Tenorman MUST DIE' the most! Haha Eric Cartmen rocks in that episode!

Oh my god, I almost forgot to typed the horror of what happened last Friday, when I felt death in my very own hands!

Went to Ee Chow's house to play cards, and two of his hamsters died a horrible death that night.

Okay, firstly, this is not my fault they died! (Stop inferring so fast!)

Apparently, Ee Chow's younger brother bought two new hamsters and placed them together and they fought and most probably both broke their legs and got the disease 'Wet Tail' where it is fatal and they will most certainly die soon.

Tried my best to save the hamster from dying at night but it was just too late! Was touching the hamster while it was in my hand and finally I soothed it into not struggling anymore and it died a few minutes later peacefully.

The other hamster was not as fortunate and had to suffer a more torturous death, after excreting a yellowish liquid, this was what happened.

Jon Teo: Hears shrieking sound. Throws a card and forgot to say Uno.

Ee Chow: Catch, draw two cards now.

Jon Teo: Damn you I going to say le I don't want to take! (And so he wins the battle of not drawing the card)

Ee Chow: Is the hamster shrieking?

Jon Teo: I thought it was you!

Haha okay so not interesting, and so we rushed to look at the hamster and it was giving its last shrieks before finally giving in to death.

And yet, despite knowing it was going to die, it was unbearable to perform euthanasia since there was a probability of 0.0000001 that it could survive.

This lesson taught me about the perspective of family members of victims who could undergo euthanasia to relieve their pain once and for all.

But the most important part of my story is still... I FELT DEATH IN MY HANDS!!!!!!!

After the incident, I proposed throwing the hamster so that it might miraculously awaken, but my idea was immediately overturned since it would just destroy all hopes of the hamster surviving. If only we had tried, who knows, it might just awaken. :(

Shall not talk about these events of loss and death, shall not dampen the mood any further!

Reached home yesterday to be damn pissed that I could not find my AC Grayling, I'm super convinced my brother took it to his army camp!

IF ANYONE SEES IT PLEASE CONTACT ME IMMEDIATELY!

Oh and not forgetting, the H1N1 disease seems to be taking up a lot of curriculum time, just yesterday, I missed out my whole Chemistry tutorial when I actually DID the Chemistry tutorial. And so now we're going to lag behind once more! Zzz...

Seriously, isn't it our responsibility to take our temperature ourselves and ensure we don't come to school when we're sick!

And yet, so many people did not bring their thermometers and wasted so much precious time!

Came home to be shocked at the fact that my nephew got a fever and was sent home. My dad concluded it was just because he ate too many chocolate cake servings the night before.

And furthermore, now that they want us to go back to the classroom after flag raising, we are forsaking even more lecture time or any other curriculum time!

(Wanna just take our temperature at the flag raising area, I don't like to walk up and down.)

Still, hope the problem of H1N1 is resolved asap, and much condolences to the victims and their family and friends.

Was quite shocked to hear from the radio that it was not the swine's fault since it was the human who spread the disease to the swine, so no more calling it 'Swine Flu'!

New disease: Swine Flu
Symptons: You start to act like a swine and start sneezing every now and then and make snorting sounds.

And so since I lost my AC Grayling, I had to finish the presentation during my 5 free periods today. What a waste zzz! Thanks lots to Justus who helped me a lot for the presentation!

Did on morality, and Ms Huda commented that I'm cynical when I kept on disagreeing that morality is prevalent in human nature lol!

Have to disagree with the author somehow you know!

Oh and last but not least, to my dear friend who's having troubles lately, JIA YOU!!!! WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!! BE OPTIMISTIC K!!! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! And to Mei Yun: YOU DID INDEED SAY THAT YOU CHEERED WHEN YOU HEARD I GOT A FOR PW SINCE THAT MEANS YOU SURE GET A TOO!!! EVIL!!! :D



Just got this HAHA!!!!! I DID NOT CHEAT!

Failed Napfa LOL!!! AND AGNES BIRTHDAY!!! And yet another mahjong session!

Firstly... I failed NAPFA! :(

Damn it zero pull up!!! When last year I can do 3 and this year 2 and now 0!!! And why... CAUSE I JUMPED SO MUCH YESTERDAY AND HAD MUSCLE ACHES ON BOTH LEGS!!!

Okay that sounds STUPID, since legs and pull ups don't link at all right! But it will affect your confidence level okay! And with your legs becoming SOOO DAMN PAINFUL whenever you are walking up stairs (or even down), your confidence level goes BOOM!

And with that I still cannot believe my shuttle run improved from 10.6s first try to 10.3s second try!!! The teacher was so shocked haha!!From D to B!!!

And I got an E for standing broad jump with my injured legs!!! Super duper improvement, I knew the time for my legs to develop will come when the real test is here!!!

However, overall still fail la haha, but it's alright to me since I was like super off-form!!! Stomachache coupled with leg aches!!! And I still managed to finish my 2.4km run! Felt convulsions in my stomach during the run and I could just die!

Felt proud of myself since I finished my NAPFA and did not try to push it away by using my leg injury as an excuse! :)

Even worse, I was in the toilet when Ee Chow came to tell me that everyone is walking to the park for the freaking run. And I had no choice but to come out and go with them! With my stomachache still a constant. ZZZ.

Oh well, what's done is done!!!

I shall train harder from now on!!! (Although harder should not even be used in this case considering I have never even started training!)

NEXT...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AGNES!!! :D (28.4)

Managed to surprise Agnes at her house!!! :D LOL!!! Went to her house at night with her cake and presents! And we had a really fun truth or dare session! HAHA!!! :D

Hope she likes the books we bought her LOL!!! Books as birthday gifts, now that's totally COOL! LOL!!!

Agnes you're the best!!! :D

Oh and before I forget, happy birthday to my bro too. (30.4) :)

Thanks for always teaching me stuffs about the life in the army! :)

And last but not least, I just had much enjoyable outings!!! Mahjong session and Karaoke singing to celebrate Pin Hui's LONG OVERDUE birthday! HAHA!!! And in the evening, rushing to Jazreen's house to continue!

And we watch FREAKY FRIDAY!!! OMG THE SHOW IS TOTALLY AWESOME!!! HAHA!!! :D

JUST LOVE THE SONGS!!!

Still think Lindsay Lohan is great! :D (Despite so many rumours going on about her, she's still an awesome actor and singer!)

Despite having so much fun, my greatest trouble now is still my physique! Like damn it, why do I still have a belly!

The answer is obvious: I don't exercise enough.

But I don't really have many friends who are willing to go exercise with me since I guess they are just as slack! LOL.

And yet, this is my greatest drawback for now and I really want to get rid of this problem and become a fit man for the rest of my life.

Haha, okay I admit, it's also for the sake of having the qualities to wear nicer shirts! LOL!

Therefore, the rewards for being fit include becoming more healthy, suffer lesser in NS, lifting moods, look better and you can wear the shirts you have always wanted to!

And since there is always a price to pay, I shall work hard from now on!

Oh and I found this online and I could categorize myself immediately LOL! Keyword: Optimistic.
Haha, try it on yourself! :D

Introvert personality traits

Introverts are usually energized by being alone, private, and quiet. Introverts are more sensitive to social rejection, and don't always see the world as a safe place.

Emotionally stable introverts are:

• Careful
• Thoughtful
• Controlled
• Reliable
• Even-tempered
• Calm

Emotionally unstable introverts can be:

• Quiet
• Pessimistic
• Unsociable
• Sober
• Rigid
• Moody
• Anxious
• Reserved

Extrovert personality traits

Extroverts tend to be energized by groups of people, conversation, and activity. Extroverts are less sensitive to rejection, and see the world as a safer place.

Emotionally stable extroverts are:

• Sociable
• Outgoing
• Talkative
• Responsive
• Easygoing
• Lively
• Carefree
• Leaderlike

Emotionally unstable extroverts can be:

• Active
• Optimistic
• Impulsive
• Changeable
• Excitable
• Aggressive
• Restless
• Touchy

Oh and last but not least, I finally revamped my blog totally! Destroyed useless links and got a new blogskin! Personally I think it's still not perfect yet but I shall fix it soon!

Be optimistic all! :D

Blehs.

Oh man, this feels like one of the down periods of my life, failing tests after tests!

Tried to study but nothing gets in, haha you really need to have interest first for such things, so damn it for now!

Furthermore, my life seems to be becoming more boring and evil looking, lol, hope something major happens soon!

Anyways, before I forget, I wanna post about my eventful trip to Ee Chow's house for stayover WHERE HE LOST HIS HAMSTER!!!

Apparently, he placed it in a shoe box and it got out and eventually I used my P.S.I to get it back!!!

Used all my powers of telepathy to summon the cute little hamster back, and at 12 midnight while we were mugging Maths test like mad, IT APPEARED!!! And before we managed to catch it, it ran back to the back of the table where I told Ee Chow specifically it was there all along but he chose not to believe me!!!!!!!!

Haix, what strong psychic powers I have! :P

And so, eventually as the kind and great one, I sacrificed injuring my hand to get the hamster back, and went on to research about hamsters and gave him bedding, foods and chewy toys!

Feel so lazy to upload the pictures! Next time then! HAHA!!!

Oh well, apparently I think the hamster is gonna be tortured to death soon since it don't even have properly HAMSTER living conditions!

And so, that's the AWESOME STORY ABOUT JON TEO THE HERO SAVING THE HAMSTER!!!!!!!!

Also before I forget...

Have been mugging nowadays, trying to drill information into my brain and it's working slightly!

But I decided to pull back finally when I got a severe headache from studying, consequence of not studying for TOO LONG.

Kind advice to all: Start letting your brain get used to studying now!

Nevertheless, despite all these happenings, I'm still feeling kind of down within, how peculiar.

Maybe the reason is obvious, but what I can say in such circumstances?

It's so hard to even start talking to friends nowadays, which is so weird since normally everything comes along naturally.

Maybe I'm becoming more introverted? Or am I just getting detached from all my friends with all this mugging, competition and the unfriendly aura I'm generating.

But really sorry for this unfriendly aura, since it comes naturally when I'm not in a good mood, which is so apparently now!

So to the person who asked me if I disliked him/her, haha the answer is NO! I'm just not in my usual ultra high mood to even bother talking.

Even worse, when I'm mugging, I tend to make rude comments only to reflect on them a few days later. Zzz.

Hope things start to change for the better, before I start to distrust humans too much. :/ Apparently, after going through so much, you start to understand why this world is so corrupt. It feels good to be trusted and when you can trust others anytime, but as time goes by, you just start regretting.

Maybe that's the reason why I'm keeping everything to my tiny self, and just want to get over this phase without even working towards it. I'm so scared I'm starting to lose my moral and spiritual side and go on to the material pursuits of life. That is not I want but that seems to be what society is drilling people into.

Going to school now seems so mandatory which it is and which makes it even more boring, when the only subject I look forward to is GP. Haha sound really weird but I really like GP lessons alot! Maybe that's why I really took the time and effort to read through the reason of things.

Super interesting book, although I have to search on the internet what sooo many things mean! But it's worth it since I gain a new insight to an issue each time!

Haha, I think I'm really into philosophy and stuffs like that, but my final job scope will still be an environmental engineer psychologist!!! :D

Shall work towards that goal since 4 As for A levels is a requirement!!! :D

Shall start to memorize and understand all the content knowledge required asap and finish up all my tutorials!

Oh well, nothing gets better without a positive mindset! Shall be more eager to participate and be less harsh in my statements!

SHALL BE MORE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D:D:D:D:D

Things will eventually get better! Even if the probability of that is low!!! But that only shows that the possibility exists! What a nice way of looking at things! SMILE!!! :D

Finally back! MANY STUFFS!

Finally back to blog at the moment when I'm NOT SUPPOSED TO BLOG!!! SINCE THERE'S A PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW!!!

But well, good reason to just slack a little!!! WAHAHA!!!

Physics can be soooo interesting when you understand a little of what it talks about, which makes it so un-interesting. -_-

WELL!!! Just blog about what I have missed out over the past month!!!

K-BOX SESSION WAS THE MOST RECENT EVENT THAT TOOK PLACE AND IT WAS SOOOOOO FUN!!!

Went with Mei Yun, Jazreen, Jing Huan, Chun Ying and Kuei Fu to SING!!! HAHA!!!

Complete madness, Mei Yun with her 'I AM WHO I AM' , Jazreen with her 'LOVE STORY', Jing Huan with her sleeping, Chun Ying with her cool rap songs and Kuei Fu singing 'FEI NI MO SHU'!!! HAHA!!!

And... Jon Teo becoming so high I danced and broke a glass!!! HAHA!!! The straw just so coincidentally slipped in between my 3rd and 4th finger and boom!!!

Went to Old Airport Road market there to eat after that! NICE!!!

Hmm, and let's see bridge competition was quite fun, since it's seldom you get to play cards with professionals who only play cards! LOL NL!

And I went for my NS MEDICAL CHECKUP YESTERDAY AND I HAVE POOR PHYSIQUE!!! DAMN IT LA!!! JUST CAUSE IM UNDERWEIGHT!!! SIANS!!!

And now they must think I'm a retard since during the long mental assessment, I was simply slacking through the first part without knowing got time limit and never even finished HALF!!! DAMN IT LA!!! Oh well, I scored almost full mark for everything else, except physics category :/ , which explains my dilemma now. -_-

And let's see omg I don't think much more is going on in my life, not that I remember things well which is why I should blog regularly!

OH YA! PW RESULTS!!! WELL I GOT A!!! SUPER HAPPY AND DELIGHTED!!! (And curses to Mei Yun who was so happy when I was the first to get my results and when I said I got A, she screamed with joy cause now she surely get A too!)

WHAT KIND OF FRIEND RIGHT!!! LOL!!! :D

Haha shall not bother to think of what has been happening lately since there are both ups and downs. Regular patterns shall be ignored even though they piss me off!

Lastly!!!

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love by Kris Allen is one of the best songs EVER!!!

JUST SOOOOO NICE!!! HAHA!!! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! LOL!!! CAN'T WAIT TILL WEEKENDS!!! :D

Overnight mahjong and dealing with evil people! LOL.

Omg without noticing I have not blogged for two weeks!!! Well that's to be expected since I'm such a busy person, any free time have to be spent for computer games or mahjong! :D

And so I'm back in order to remind myself of my first ever overnight mahjong at Jazreen's house!!! Haha, not really my first (go justus house so many times le) but still considered since we played all the way till 8am!!!

And I lost! Damn it! LOL! Rushed there after work, so tired lor! And my stomach was like full of shit -_-. Sorry to those eating lol!

Shit brings bad luck!

Well, in the end Ee Chow and Jazreen won while me and Chun Ying lost! SAD!!!

Luckily, my past winnings will always cover all these small losses!!! WAHAHA!!!

All our camwhore pictures are with Jazreen so I shall try to get them soon haha!!!

But seriously, if your tiles sucks, it takes like 20 rounds before they start out good. Lol, if I take a picture of all my starting tiles, you will get the meaning haha! :D

Since life have been so hectic recently, I don't really have the feeling to blog haha! The most I could remember is another mahjong session at my house with Ee Chow, Jin Wen and Jin Tong. Lol.

Speaking of Jin Tong, Happy belated birthday!!! :D You will get your present on time this year!!! :D

And Happy Birthday to Xiao You! :D

And I would be almost the last to get any birthday wishes and become 18 since I'm born in December! Damn!

Getting addicted to final fantasy songs recently, time for me to change my playlist finally. :D

Mind Sports and Culinary Club are still as fun, but Weiqi is becoming more of a challenge to me than just a simple game for fun. Winning is always fun! :D But we still learn more from losing! :D

Oh yea, and I think everyone's waiting for this part: Dealing with evil people.

Lol, evil sounds so extreme, but what can I say, that's how you describe extremists.

So disappointed with how things are turning out, seriously, start reflecting on yourself before it's too late.

In conclusion, dealing with evil people requires patience and a tint of trick to it.

Always plan ahead. :D

I feel so proud that I ended that part so fast, I could have written one whole essay, but that would be too revealing.

And to my friends that are feeling stressed out now due to other stupid incidents: JIA YOU AND FORGET ABOUT THOSE IDIOTS!!! THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT!!!

Oh yea, and I flopped maths test, and to those who think this is normal: NO ITS NOT!

Cannot believe this is due to low confidence that I didn't dare to do the test quickly. I need to improve on my self-confidence level to help my studies too.

Negative things and incidents that repeat themselves over a period of time don't make one even more sad, but only serve to make one even stronger.

Be optimistic all!!! :D

Signing up for NS o,O and pissed yet again!

Today was such a bad day since the supposedly hard (I supposed de) maths test was actually a 12 marks quiz and was damn freaking easy.

Like omg wth?! After I finished my late-night blogging yesterday I mugged from 11.17pm-1.10am and I didn't even know I spent so much time on mugging!!! (Basically just read through but I did my tutorials de k!)

And so I was like wth the maths quiz so easy and yet I couldn't get full marks due to one stupid careless mistake.

SO FREAKING SAD DUE TO THAT!!! I WAS SINCERELY AIMING FOR FULL MARKS LA!!! I WAS SO EXCITED DURING THE TEST MY HAND WAS SHAKING AND I WAS CHIONGING THROUGH EVERYTHING LIKE MAD AND THIS IS WHAT I GET!!!

But well, at least I got an A, better than nothing. (At this point of time, the test may not even be marked yet. :D)

Fortunately, chemistry lecture just went a great upturn and I understood the lecture completely today. Shall do my tutorials later!!! HOHOHO!!! :D

Noticed the fact that I'm such a procrastinator I slacked for one whole day to just chiong my homework at night. :P

Went shopping again in the afternoon and ended up buying facial toner at body shop for myself. No more spending on presents!!! :D

Came home to submit my NS registration but for some reason the letter they sent me did not give me my ID and Pass and I had to call them. (Ee Chow also never get the ID and Pass so it's not my fault la!)

And since I'm moving back and stuffs, I cannot get my new ID and Pass in time! ZZZ LA!!! Now I have to deal with address issues, YAWNS.

Luckily Singpass, another kind of login way exists, and Bedok community centre is less then 20s walk from my current house for me to type my new password! :D

So forgetting about signing up for NS, since it reminds me of all the PTs in army so I shall go on to how I'm pissed since I'm HUNGRY.

A hungry man is an angry man.

Being hungry makes you angry and according to AC. Grayling, anger is the worst kind of emotion even if it spurs you on. Anger makes me view things with a straight mind, and makes me self-centered! (Okay la I am in the first place but who the heck is not lol!)

And so, when I'm angry, I point out whatever mistake that piss me off, and go along to being mad and frenzy.

But you cannot blame my brain for telling me to act this way because I'm HUNGRY.

And heck la don't act like you know everything, I just don't bother explaining. So don't force me to and make me judge you. (And I'm not talking about you, just another incident :D LOL!)

LALALA oh well shall forget about what happened. Sam Teo is currently being nice and asking me to sign up for the MOE scholarship networking session! YEA!!! And so I'm going too!!! HAHA!!!

And speaking of AC. Grayling, it reminds me of capital punishment. And no matter how I think of it, I'm still against capital punishment. Isn't it weird how we're making criminals face the death penalty because they have committed murder? Yes, the law is now judging them and there is no wrong in that, they have hurt hearts beyond their victims and seemingly, they deserve to face capital punishment especially if its pre-meditated murder.

But I'm not hereby sympathizing with these criminals just because they have to face death for their actions, but why are we ending human lives so readily? An eye for an eye, that appears fair, and so since you killed, you have to die. But is that really the case?

Nothing in life is really fair in the first place (I do not sing as well as David Archuleta!!!!!!), and so we want to make things fair. So now it's I help you, so you have to help me back. I help you do this, I help you do that, so in return you must...

Heck la, we should just face the fact that life is unfair but that does not mean we must become freaking realistic right?

I know I'm have no say in this since I'm not the victim's or criminal's direct relatives but for the criminal facing capital punishment, does that really dissipate the anger, grief and terror in the heart of the victim's family and friends. I know the answer is obviously no, and so why are we yet allowing the death of a criminal to represent the morally justified punishment for a criminal when it seems no amount of punishment can ever justify such a crime.

And so they are being judged fairly through a trial for committing murder or drug-trafficking, fair enough, but what about the family members of the criminal? By applying capital punishment, the criminal's closed one suffers too, and so are we just ignoring these people's feelings? It does not mean that just because we care about the criminal's closed ones feeling, and so we ignore those of the victim's, the feeling exists for both parties and should be understood and sympathized upon.

Everyone is subjected to death in the end, and so since lifetime imprisonment is expensive, it seems capital punishment is the best choice since it also serves as a warning for all criminals.

I saw this online from http://www.capitalpunishmentuk.org/thoughts.html.

Conclusion.
At the end of the debate, we would seem to be left with three options.

1) Not to have the death penalty and the genuine problems it causes and continue to accept the relatively high levels of murder and other serious crimes that we presently have.

2) Reintroduce capital punishment for just the "worst" murderers which would at least be some retribution for the terrible crimes they have committed and would permanently incapacitate them. It would also save a small amount of money each year which could, perhaps, be spent on the more genuinely needy. This option is unlikely to reduce overall crime levels.

3) Reintroduce the death penalty in the really strict format outlined above and see a corresponding drop in serious crime whilst accepting that there will be a lot of human misery caused to the innocent families of criminals and that there will be the occasional, if inevitable, mistakes.

Even though I'm against capital punishment, I am unable to make a choice. Heheh, you can think about your choice slowly!

Looking at the life of the parties involved, I'm against capital punishment since the pain felt by the victim's closed ones is surely equivalent to that felt by the criminals' closed ones and we must never be biased against the feelings felt by the latter. However, looking at how capital punishment helps the country as a whole by decreasing crime rate, I'm for capital punishment since that also serve to decrease the amount of hurt parties.

Therefore, for me, I have no conclusion since feelings cannot be measured.

Just hope the idealistic world, the real utopia would arrive and no one would even bother debating about capital punishment since there would be no crime. :D (If the world doesn't end in 2012!)

Maybe I'm just weird but I don't feel that much fear for death somehow as how others say so. I simply view it as an end and therefore we must live our lives to the fullest everyday now or simply because I'm not emotionally matured enough to understand the implications of death. It would be terrible to lose contact with loved ones, but since it has to come, why fear or even waste the effort to fear when you could spend more efforts and time on these relationships?

And so, I don't know to what extent does death as a punishment actually serve to stop people from actually committing a crime. So my ultimate stand would be too hard to accept and weird I suppose! And since circumstances are always different, this makes it even harder to view in another's point of view with a set of values imbued in the mind.

Omg I spent too much time on blogging today le!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC MORE!!! AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!! :D

Valentine Day's presents!!!

Omg I know I shouldn't blog now since Maths Vectors IV test is tomorrow but well... Too much to blog since last Saturday!!!

Went on a frenzied mahjong outing at Mei Yun's house!!!

Took taxi there, thinking that I COULD win back my taxi fare but I FAILED!!!

Lol, but Jazreen failed even more! :D Both of us lost like mad haha!!! We concluded it's Justus's fault since he brought all his books, and both me and Jazreen brought The Reason of Things and her whole bunch of guitar books respectively!

And there was a comb in my pocket LOL! SHU1 DAO SIANS!!! :D (<--- I know this should be :( but I was very happy with the outing heheh!)

This fabulous outing comprised of me, the ultimate camwhore Jazreen, our LATE host Mei Yun, Chun Ying the pro, Jin Wen the lucky mascot and Justus the mugger who was doing his homework!!!

Mugger can also mean water monster in some foreign language I have no idea.

And so... wanted to stay longer to win back everything but well, have to go work! Haha!!!

And I have officially changed my school bag to my Crumpler bag which I obviously think it's fake but Eugene say it's real. o.O LOL. My official work bag would be the Yak Pak since I want to bring it to places where people APPRECIATE IT!!!

And seriously, the crumpler is ugly. LOL. The Yak Pak was so much nicer! :D

Shall upload the pictures of them to compare soon! (This was supposed to be a short post!)

And so yesterday was also madness since there was so much going on after school when Ee Chow and Jin Tong went to buy presents for their angels and mortals and their FABULOUS friends like The Prince and his birthday present!!! <--- Does not need explanation. :D (Actually do since the prince's birthday was on 2/12 <-- that's December not February, so wth lol)

And finally... Today arrives!!!

Not the newspaper but the real today! Where I spent more than $70 totalled up on presents! But before that, we had a spelling test today and I got 10/15!!! HAHA!!! Second lowest in class!!! (OH MEI YUN WAS THE LOWEST WITH A SCORE OF 9, I SUPPOSE!)

Oh and to those who don't know me, I'm a JC2 in Dunman High HAHA!!! And this spelling test was given to us for the first time after 6 years since we did not know how to spell entrepreneurial (I KNOW HOW!), do not know the word machineries doesn't exist, and simple words like embarrassed and privilege and pronunciation! (I spelled embarassed, priviledge and pronounciation.) LOL DAMN!

And so after school, we went to TM followed by whitesands followed by me going to Bedok alone to get all the presents I require.

SO SAD I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY BUT I KNOW IT'S WORTH IT!!!

Bought for PPPPPP, NEPLAY, SMRT FAMILY, AND MANY MORE!!! :D

Even Por Yee has a share. Wanted to cancel out his name since I won't see him but oh well!!! HAHA!!! CHEONG POR YEE IF YOU ARE READING THIS I WANT SOMETHING BACK!!! :D

Now I have 20 notes to write to give out slowly (Or quickly during that day where there is also PHYSICS TEST) omg... SOOOO TIRING!!!

Lol, shall take picture of everything when I'm done tearing price tags and writing notes. The latter would not be that IMPORTANT! HAHA!!!

Oh yea, and I went to a temple last night to pray for my A-levels!!! And many many other things lol!!! And...

I WENT BACK TO MY OLD HOUSE WHICH IS GOING TO BE MY NEW HOUSE SINCE I'M MOVING BACK AGAIN AFTER 1.75 YEARS!!! I HOPE I'M MAKING SENSE!!!

Feels like the house became smaller like SERIOUSLY!

Small living room, small rooms, and I don't understand why. Now it feels like not more than 10 people can stand in the living room! LOL, maybe it's just that the chandeliers are not up. :/

(Yea, I know no link.)

Omg, 11.14pm le! HAVEN'T CHIONGED VECTORS FOR THE LAST TIME!!! :D

Shall end now! :D BE OPTIMISTIC!!! And one big valentine's hug for all!!! You can sms me back lol! I got 12+ le :D

Slept on the sofa GRAH!

Was mugging till late 3am last night and wanted to get my beauty sleep when I noticed I was locked out of the room. Like OMG?! Wth la I finally finished my vectors tutorial leh!

And considering how I supposedly sucked at vectors when I got 0/14 for last year promos vectors question, I really had a hard time understanding and doing the tutorial la. And what do I get... A night's rest on the SOFA!

And so this was what happened. My brother's friend moved in and so I started sleeping in my nephew's room since it's a double decker bed. (Aiyo, I dunno call what la) But below can pull out de so I will sleep there.

This made my dear nephew, Lucas very happy since he won't have to sleep alone at night! Haha, like how he always say got monsters at night to me very seriously makes me laugh LOL! (Okay I have to confess I have an even greater phobia of sleeping alone at night even now LOL)

And so, my moving in helped both of us since we get to sleep in the same room together and help each other's phobia out lol! Btw, he's 10 years old younger haha!!! An average P2 kid who is a camwhore, loves naruto and ben 10, full of mischief and is a big brother of my other nephew Lincoln! :D

Omg I digressed like mad, okay back to the point I was like mugging. And he went to sleep at 11 after naruto finished on cartoon network at 10.30. And without any of us knowing, he went to lock the door.

And apparently, both my maids cannot find the damn room key!!! And finally, she concluded that she left the key in the room. And so, I was forced to sleep on the sofa, just because my nephew locked the freaking door and it was 3am and I don't want to wake him up by knocking furiously on the door.

LOL, okay I confessed I tried knocking furiously HAHAHA!!! But he sleeps like a pig LOL!

And due to the law of cause and effect, I screwed up my GP essay today -_-. Total brainfreeze, no idea wth I'm writing about at all. I hate content based questions, cannot apply go haywire de. Open questions are the best! (Since the marker cannot say you go out of point haha!!!)

Angel and mortal is now the latest craze in the class and everyone's talking about it. Lol, and I don't understand why I keep forgetting who is who's angel even though the angel only told me about it one day before!

Oh well, and I'm trying my very best to not guess who my nice angel is, and in case my last year class angel was reading this, could you please tell me that you were my angel last year? (Leave a tag or something la) Latest speculations says its Mei Yun, but I keep thinking that it's Su Yun and I feel too pai seh to even ask LOL.

Oh and before I forget, I'm really super scared I will screw up chemistry this year. Having such a bad basis and all, I don't understand the lecture at all la. And when I'm trying to decipher what she's talking about, she go to next point liao. Eh, I'm not a genius in Chemistry la, ZZZ.

Luckily my 5 free periods were enjoyable today. Played Chowdian (I'm not allowed to reveal any information about this game***) that was invented by Ee Chow LOL! Super fun game that I just cannot lose, too smart liao hohoho!!!

As usual, physics tutorial are more entertaining as ever as I start to enjoy myself by just staring at the doll hanging on the projector and looking at it spin. Um, the Qing Tian Wa Wa that Chun Ying gave the few of us! :D

It's the ultimate guardian to the doors of dreams!!! Come to 6c33 homeroom to have a look at this fabulous doll!!!

Shall upload a picture of this cute doll here soon haha!!!

And oh look at the time its 10pm. Lim Ee Chow is now officially glued to his sofa watching shui shi hou ming!!! Haha he's now even more addicted to tvb shows than me LOL. (We still get owned by Chun Ying I think she watch every single popular tvb show le -_-)

Feel like watching zui mei li de di qi tian. Candice strongly recommended this show!!! :D Shall try to find some free time lol! After finishing my whole bunch of homework. Don't understand how hardcore muggers like Kuei Fu and Jazreen manage to even finish their whole maths vectors revision package OMG la -_-.

Yea, it looks like I should not waste my time blogging but I have a need to since my memory is getting old!!! LOL!!!

Listening to David Archuleta's crush now. Niceeeee!!! A Little Too Not Over You IS NICER THOUGH!!! Haha I was so bored waiting for mind sports to start, I actually wrote out the whole lyrics while listening to the song. Blehs I'm not no life k HAHA!!!

Just in case you were wondering why Lucas is a camwhore...



Look at how he's trying to get more of the his face on the picture than me!



Haha, I know he's cute LOL!!!

Lol, I finally know how to upload pictures properly!!! :D


Songs of the Sea!!! Where I'm working now!!! :D Catch me there on weekend nights marking tickets or shouting madly probably LOL!!!


Me at Haji Lane shopping with...


Sindy!!! My DEARRRR cousin on CNY eve!!! (When my parents left me at home to rot while they have fun overseas LOL!!!)


Randomly scanning through phone pictures and I found a kangaroo!!! LOL!!! BEWARE HES GOING TO LEAP!!!


Please do not reveal this picture to outside sources. I might die anytime. LOL!!!


Was feeling bored, so why not camwhore!!! :D Hope my complexion improve soon or I will be off to a dermatologist anytime now!!!


I'm a good kid.


Random act cool shot HAHA!!! I know I'm contradicting, Hong wen is soooo not cool haha!!! MAA MEE MOO!!!


Me and Jazreen camwhoring spree at Ee Chow's house during Tuan Bai session LOL!!!


How sad that the MIDDLE picture below is a little blocked out. (Refer to facebook for clearer view. :D)


Hong Wen House's stayover!!! LOL I DID NOT TERRORISE HIM!!! SHALL SUE HIM FOR SLANDER SOON!!! (AND I JUST NOTICED!!! LOOK AT THE LIGHT SHINE ON ME!!!)

How better to sum up my post than with a optimistic prince picture. HAHAHA!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D