Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Dreaming!

OMG I finally had my first dream after 2 months!!! So amazing to finally dream! Guess army environment just doesn't induces dreaming, although I'm quite sure that psychology book mentioned about humans dreaming every night but we just cannot recall!

And like what Sigmund Freud said, your dreams are a reflection of your subconscious desire, but I beg to differ!!! Although my dream last night proved otherwise!

Dreamt that I was a ninja in Naruto world and knew how to use ninjutsu and genjutsu! Omg, too much manga, followed by me going back to army with recovered legs but I was so pissed off since my MC should be much longer. After much confusion in the dream, I amazingly awoke to realize it was all but a dream and my legs were still in bad condition. BOOO... Also vaguely recollect about me playing cards, and about someone killing bunnies... No link la. And the SOMEONE IS NOT ME.

OH YA, and I dreamt about having body acne with pus coming out! EW! The sight is too terrible to behold, some demonic visage la. Don't even want to bring back that image, but it was such a strong imprint despite it being only a dream...

But finally being able to dream is amazing enough! And to be able to recollect is even more amazing! :D Guess that's due to me waking up in the middle of my precious REM sleep to go to the toilet!

Shall drink more before I sleep from now on!

Shall go back to consuming my waking hours! Be optimistic all!!!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

I'm BACK!

LOL. Cannot believe I actually revived this fallen blog after like 9 months?! Absolute boredom from lying on my bed is hurting my brain badly, completed Final Fantasy Tactics Advanced 2 and now chionging Digimon World DS...

In other words, my life now consists of me, my DS, my PSP, my PS2, this laptop and my blog till my leg officially recovers! Which will take weeks, can't even watch inception la kns.

OMG, I should so continue from my last blog post and talk about what incurred in the past 9 months... Got average but considered horrible grades in my class for A-levels (Especially with people like Oh Mei Yun getting 7 A's and saying she has so many good choices for her university and she's having a hard time choosing which one to go too!) and so I got into NUS FASS. Not sure if this would be a permanent choice!!! Thinking of going into marketing, lol weird but somehow I know that marketing is the right thing for me!

And so the last paper was on 30 November I believe, had a great birthday party on 2nd December, Grad Day on 5th, Prom on 8th, enlist on 11th. Freaking 3 day intervals before I thought my hell would start!

And so I enlisted into army on 11/12/09 as a commando PTP trainee! Haha, omg miss those times, such good friends and nice instructors!!! And I got myself a twin haha!!! Proceeded to becoming a commando medic after my fabulous and fun BMT life, and finally went for my airborne course where I broke my left ankle haha!

Made tons of good friends during this period whom I promise I will keep in touch after my army life!!! Especially my dear medic buddy and my medic clique! Lol, thought I would go through the entire journey with them, but well, who knew I would go break my left ankle during airborne and could end up as a service medic now!

Hopefully my leg would recover soon... but don't think I will join them for combat training anymore... Which is good since it's slack but sad since you don't go through the tough times with your good friends!

7 months of army as a commando trainee, then now MC and have no idea what's gonna happen to me!!!

Oh and just something funny, I think Hong Wen and my maid asked me this, what did you think when you fell and injured your leg, and it brought me back to that exact scene when I landed on the tarmac...

First 3 seconds: OUCH DAMN FREAKING PAIN!!!!!! BREAK LIAO LA!!!
Next 3 seconds: What are the benefits I can gain from this injury? (Ponders over everything including the slack life that could possibly follow...)

Omg, I'm just an optimistic opportunist.

Oh and one of the reasons I'm back to blogging is cause I'm so bored I started blog surfing and chanced upon Sam Teo's blog (HAHA ITS DAMN FUNNY) and remembered the joy in simply blogging and expressing your feelings!!! :D

So many things, both happy and sad happened during the last 9 months, but damn it, I just cannot remember clearly any incident, now I understand why a blog has to be consistent and cannot suddenly die and be revived! Grrr!!! But reading my past posts really brought a sense of overwhelming reminiscence!!! Such good times!!!

Oh and I wonder if my fall is a result of my bad karma for my non-stop commenting aka bitching. But my mum said it was likely due to me going to a police station to record a statement for my family theft case and police stations are an unlucky place to be in!

But honestly, I usually don't bitch alot la, I only listen and engage in such conversations since it gives you new insights to situations and be able to make use of new information to your advantage in the future, and just for plain socialising and fun with friends. Bad karma should be given to people who bitch for the sake of finding a common enemy when there is actually nothing wrong with that person, but you know how it works... When you have a common enemy, you're friends.

Shall keep this post short and sweet then, after all I will be lying on this bed with absolutely no life whatsoever.

Be optimistic all! Coming from a physically disabled person who have to walk on clutches for now, yea you have to be more optimistic! No arguing with that!