Bitchy post

Omg I feel so angry and bitchy now, okay maybe that's what I normally feel. LOL!

But come on la, life is now so mundane for me I have to feel angry and bitchy to even feel alive.

Cannot believe I make myself feel emo sometimes just to feel something, planned emo is so much easier to handle than emo-emo.

Whenever I look around, it's quite sians sometimes when it feels like everyone has their role, you know like this is the smart one, this is the quiet one, this is the gamer, this is the sporty one, and this is the one with NICE EYES (KNS), this is the (Feel in whatever you think you are) one!

Not to mention the flawless complexion one.

HAIX! But when I look at myself, I see the white one!

PUIIIII. LOL.

I think I'm gonna have an identity crisis if this goes on, it feels like this self-imposed identity of being a optimistic guy is actually really changing to what I force myself to become.

Not a bad thing right? :O

Oh ya, and btw everyone should go read xiaxue's blog!!! HAHA AND PLEASE ANALYSE THE GRAPH.

ITS THE ULTIMATE TRUTH HAHAHA! She's a genius to come up with that graph omggg!

Well, that's how life is! EAT THAT!

Haix I'm so bored my blog is my source of entertainment to bitch about my boring life at home. Whoever said attend C at home was enjoyable was someone who can walk around happily.

Please visit me! ANYONE! I need to talkkkk, IM NOT AN EXTROVERT IN ANYWAY K! :D

Sucks when all the guys are at army and free only on weekends, and this gets worse when the girls all attend uni now. KNSSSS!

That's how shitty life is for me! I'm gonna complete Harvest Moon Rune Factory 2 liao la. Can get married and have kids in the game liao la, and my leg still not okay la.

Luckily now can walk a little, but damn it, it's like with every step, I feel like I CLIMBED ANOTHER MOUNTAIN.

WOOO NO BOUNDARIES!

LOL. KRIS ALLEN ROCKS.

NRAONOSNFONAFDPNPAENLJABGOUTBVIRTNENONAOFNSNFPDNNP!

This week was made worse by fashion channel robbed from me suddenly! GRAH!

Luckily I have style network left or else I'm on the verge of breaking down! And thank you channel 855 for having shows to entertain me all day long!

Watched curious case of Benjamin buttons on HBO randomly, haha quite nice.

Grow backwards, really fresh storyline la. Can you imagine your lover becoming your caretaker, wow the show is so complex is so many ways its a nice love story!

CAN'T WAIT FOR NUS FASS! HECK CARE LIAO LA! I DON'T REALLY WANT TO CONSIDER MY UNI CHOICES LIAO. IN THE END JUST GET THAT DEGREE CAN LIAO.

I have to face the fact that I will not be hardworking at anything that doesn't interest me, so why bother forcing myself!

Need to go shopping soon to indulge in materialistic pleasures, money also cannot bring into grave, enjoy life while I can la.

Luckily I got rid of the freaking pimple on my forehead, or else I will be even more pissed!

Well, at least I learnt an important lesson today, I cannot live without people around.

Shall not think so much liao my brain doesn't work well at 6:48pm, it works better at 3am somehow.

Be optimistic all! :D

P.S If magic really exists, can our dear mages please come out and brighten my life, like heal my leg immediately, okay I'm officially sinking into an imaginary dreamworld. But I don't care, I shall believe in magic! Reading minds sounds sooo damn fun!

White?

OMG I just noticed I'm damn white.

No wonder everyone says the same thing to me: Eh you're still damn white leh I thought you go army sooo long liao.

DAMN maybe I should try the tanning lotion thingy PPPPPP bought me HAHA! But it's deep dark EW!

Maybe should go for some indoor tanning session, since outdoor tanning only makes me RED then EVEN WHITE-TER.

HAIX! But I still like being white, shall tan myself to white and not super white!

Omg what a random post -.-

Be optimistic alll~~~

Freedom

Never felt so free in my life, feel like I've been released from the last problem haunting my head!

Oh wait still got uni courses bothering me, but well that's nothing since I would get through it somehow! :)

Somehow my heart is still pumping real fast but I guess this is cause I'm elated? I have no idea.

Letting it go feels so good! :D

Be optimistic all!

Imaginary friends

Research shows that children who do have imaginary friends have excellent social skills, better language development and reading skills.

WTH! I HAVE NO IMAGINARY FRIENDS!!! EMO!

By the age of seven more than 60 percent of children have had at least one imaginary friend.

WTH AGAIN! I'm not even part of the 60 percent and I only know Hong Wen is!

Come on, are imaginary friends that normal? -.-

I rather watch Foster's Home for Imaginary friends -.-

And so, I'm watching this amazing show called psychic kids where adult mediums help these kids to cope with their ability to see ghosts etc etc!

HAHA! Sooo cooool... Maybe I'm psychic since I'm having the feeling of deja vu everywhere I go! Or it's probably just my good intuition! WAHAHA!

Oh and just wanted to thank Sam Teo for entertaining with her missing out on buying her macbook at some fair where its alot cheaper! HAHAHA!!!

Time to watch Emmy-winning south park episodes!!!

Be optimistic all!

DURIAN ROCKS

Haha got another 3 weeks MC! So I'm officially just stuck at home on the bed and my leg still cannot walk! Shouldn't it recover faster now that there's a screw inside?!?!?!

Doc told me they not gonna remove the screw which means it will be with me for life... OMG.

Operation scar is horrifyingly ugly, shall SPAM scar serum!!! GRRR!

Haha would have been dead due to depression of being stuck in the confines of my room if not for my dear 3rds FRIENDS (They refuse to let me use the word juniors) coming to visit me! Thank you Chloe and Yi Ling! Although you all scammed me of taxi fare!!! HAHA! Oh well at least you all bought me ice cream and strawberries! :D Had tons of HTHT as usual! Love you gals!

And so PPPPPP (With the exception of POR YEE) visited me last night with... DURIAN! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! :D Omg had soooo much fun just talking and playing monopoly deal!

While I'm undergoing such ups and downs in emotions, it appears my dear army friends are all gonna suffer from depression due to the tough training! Stay strong guys, for the red beret!!! :D And seriously, good luck, you all need it!

Being stuck at home, I finally learned how to enjoy my time with sitcoms like Everyone loves Raymond, Modern Family, and I gonna chiong gossip girl and desperate housewives!

Desperate Housewives Season 6 LOOKS GOOD!!! HAHA!

Shall not spend more time blogging and more time playing games and watching dramas!

Be optimistic!!! :D

Favourite quote from Gossip Girl!

Sometimes it takes what’s broken becoming whole again.

-Couldn't agree more.

EMOTION OVERWHELMING

OMG! I'm so HAPPY, SAD, EMO, PISSED AND ANGRY AT THE SAME TIME!

How to explain having all the emotions together, maybe there's something wrong with my brain liao LOL.

So happy that I had tons of HTHT and catching up with all my closeeeee friends yesterday! Thank you soooo much for visiting me! Haha did a lot of digging of everyone's secrets, and damn had to be embarrassed and humiliated too! Well that's the only con of such HTHT!

So sad my 3rd juniors couldn't make it in the morning, but still hahaha just seeing old friends like the 6c33 girls and my 4g friends makes me feel so alive! Oh well since its HTHT, I cannot reveal anything on this blog so that's it! WAHAHA! Will get killed if I say anything, after all they hold my secrets TOO.

Talked about my army life to Yi Ling till I dunno, 2am? HAHA crazy talking although I'm the one who's mostly talking and she's listening hahaha!!! There's soooo much to tell since army life is so fun since I'm missing out on it now so I can say that but I don't think I will say that when my MC is over! Memories are just soooo lovely, good or bad! THANK YOU YILING! My dear ENFP junior hahahaha! Omg same personality RULES.

And also talked to Cynthia on MSN till around that time hahaha! My dear old Culinary Club pal! LOL tons of funny stuff about manga and army stuffs as usual! So long never see you liao, should meet up soonnnn tooo!

And the coolest part was talking to Candice till like 5am in the morning! LOL. I was shocked when we talked on MSN for sooooo long! It was like a 6 hours conversation! Just couldn't fall asleep la, and I'm afraid to sleep alone in the dark, so I was super active on MSN. Hate the fact that I couldn't conquer my fear of sleeping alone in the dark, bad vibes always come in! -_-

Oh well, have to deal with it hahaha!

And now I'm officially addicted to Gossip Girl yet again! Just watched 2 episodes of season 2 and loading the next episode and so I'm blogging!!! HAHA!!! Waiting time=BLOGGING TIME!

Gonna see the doctor and physio tml! Wondering if my MC will be extended indefinitely! Stupid feet at 135 degrees makes it soooo difficult to walk la! And cannot put any weight on it! ARRGH!

But THE WORST PART TODAY THAT MAKE ME SO PISSED AND EMO AND ANGRY AND SAD IS WHEN MY BUDDY CALLED!

Buddy: Eh buddy are you coming back! Our new battalion det is same as our BMT det leh! Got Shivam, Jian Hui, Anthony... and you will still be my medic buddy!

Me: How I go back!!! I break my left ankle I still cannot walk!!!

EMOS! Now I know what they say by the fear of light and joy when you're about to lose it! And now I lost it before I even got it, but I know the light and joy involved just being around your close friends! Since I just started reading Lord of the Rings, I can emphathise with Gimli the dwarf now!!! LOL!

ARRRGHHH!!! ALL THE CLOSE BMT FRIENDS THAT COULD HAVE STUCK WITH ME THROUGHOUT MY ARMY LIFE!!! Now I cannot join them cause of this dumb injury... JON TEO IS ANGRY AND PISSED AND SADDDDDD!!!

Haix! Shall get back to watching Gossip Girl. Looking into the scandals of Manhattan Elites might serve to be a good distraction! And come on, I just love Blake Lively (Serena) and Leighton Meester (Blair)!!! Love them as much as Avril Remona Lavigne!!! HAHAHA!!!

GTG CHIONG LIAO! BE OPTIMISTIC ALL! Shall put the emotion of optimism into my disarray of emotions. Wait, is that even an emotion? Oh well shan't bother!

Oh and P.S I finished angrylittlegirls comics! HAHA! Damn funny finished all the comics last night! www.angrylittlegirls.com LOL.

DREAM AGAIN.

OMG I FORGOT MY DREAM! BUT UPON WRITING THIS I REMEMBERED IT AGAIN!!!

Haha woooooo was on overseas trip, but was threatened to be sent back, can't remember what's going on but it's army stuff blehs. Haha and this time almost all my bunk mates including my buddy appeared in my dream! (I have no idea why, but it's super rare for people close to me to appear in my dreams, like seriously rare, those who normally appear are people whom I choose to dissociate with! And so I'm glad to have this super rare dream last night!)

And so I woke up at 11am again! Which is bad cause my MC ends soon!!! And I have to get used to waking up early again... YAWNS.

Spent the whole day yesterday completing Urbz: Sims in the City on the DS! Haha and I managed to complete all the missions!!! I must be crazy lol... But being stuck on my bed as it is, the game provides a very good distraction to my daily life routine and time passes as quickly as it does in the game! One day on the bed = 84 days in the game!

And so this whole week which I have been inactive on my blog, I was active on my DS! :D Nothing much to be expected except RARE visits from friends!

Firstly, thank you PPPPPP for taking out time to visit me on Friday night! Even though Agnes and Justus couldn't make it! In the end, it was just much chit-chatting, but it got so boring when Hong Wen and Por Yee started engaging in army talk! What a curse-in-disguise that they got sent to the same camp coincidentally! (So they get to bitch about the people there together -.-) Candice and me were totally bored until we all started online shopping after a failed attempt of playing Monopoly Deal! But I got bored after awhile since online shopping was not as fun as it seems since I don't get to try those clothes on immediately! (What's the point then!) Oh ya and thanks for the FEI FEI NOODLES! :D

And just when I thought I was gonna die from boredom on Saturday, thank you Kuang Nan for paying me an unexpected visit! HAHA! And I was shocked when he told me that he was about to leave when he saw me sleeping after he reached and didn't want to disturb me! Like wth, if I went to visit someone and saw that someone sleeping, I will just irritate that person till he wakes up to entertain me la! Luckily he only called my name once and I awoke from my 3-hour slumber immediately! Thanks for the big box of Ferrero Rocher! Although I didn't eat much and half was gone after I put it in the fridge for 3 days, knew I should have gobbled up everything on the first day I got it!

And so, he told me all the army happenings while I'm gone so I could catch up on everything! Haha army life is most definitely interesting! :D

After that, I have no clear memory of what I've done on Sunday and Monday, probably mundane stuff like playing the DS or my failed attempt to online shop but was overwhelmed by the variety of goods!

To my surprise, Mei Yun and Jing Huan visited me on Tuesday!!!

On Tuesday morning:

JH: Jon Teo, we visit you later k! Around 3! Which means a little later la haha!
ME: HAHA okay, which means you all coming around 4 la!

At 5pm...

MY: Jon Teo, I'm lost cycling to your house la!

At 5.15pm... Mei Yun reached and Jing Huan was nowhere in sight!

Called her...

JH: I will reach in half an hour's time k!

LOL. And so we just kept talking after they reached till 9+. Loads of HTHT and catching up on each other's life, and me and JH constantly discussed religious issues and JH scolded me and Mei Yun for not knowing anything about our own religion!

Haha, although I claim to be buddhist, according to JH, I'm like mostly Taoist. And so I'm confused and shall speak of it no more!

And thank you SAM TEO who constantly entertains me on MSN since I'm SO BORED. And she's the only person who's almost always online on MSN whom I'm close to and can talk to randomly! Haha!!!

Shall go back to reading that thick book of Lord of the Rings! I know I'm slow to only start reading it now, but I haven't even watched the movie la LOL! Fell asleep after the first 15 minutes of the first movie...

Be optimistic all! And please visit me more often! LOL if I could walk more readily I think I will just go around troubling everybody even if I'm in crutches!