Life is all about patience

Back to army life!

2010-10-31T19:47:00.002+08:00

Haha army life has been generally smooth and nice! And my good old army pals are back from Brunei! Gtg watch Harry Potter later so I shall make this blog post shortttt and sweet!

To everyone who haven't watched Vampire Diaries: GO WATCH NOW!!! ITS ON CHANNEL 5 EVERY SATURDAY AT 10PM!!! HAHAHAHA!

The show is freaking good and the plot twists are amazing! Must watch!

Went to watch the social network and thought it sucked. Cannot believe it got 4.5 stars on 8 days and 97% on rotten tomatoes. Shall not trust their rating anymore!

The show is so monotonous la! And don't try to say I don't understand the show, because I know what they are talking about although they talk damn fast k! (Trained up from watching tons of America Drama! HAHA!)

Time to prepare to go back to army tml! And back to watching Harry Potter since it's on now!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

MC ENDED BACK TO CAMP LIFE!!!

2010-10-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

Woooo, finally my MC ended and so back in camp I am!

Guess I'm gonna become a service medic! Still trying to learn as many stuffs asap for now! Must become a great service medic! Lol!

Camp life wasn't bad at all this week, and instead makes me feel alive since I'm out there in the world doing something!

Which feels so good since the weekends become more enjoyable! Haha! :D

Gonna finish Vampire Diaries Season 1! Haha I totally rock!!! LOL!

Can't believe I managed to finish it in a week! :D

Next will be How I Met Your Mother Season 2-6! LOL! Once again... TED AND ROBIN FTW!

Why the hell they never end up together sia, sucks!

Shall stop grumbling about that! Happy to be finally home, although the sick bay wasn't such a bad place to sleep in for the last couple of nights!

Totally free for outings ALL THE WAY!!!

SMS ME TO BOOK MY WEEKENDS! :D

Kk be optimistic all! <--- Take this seriously k! Life will be so much better if everyone is optimistic! (Of course mix it with some pessimism for the best effect! But a little bit will do!)

Alright with me!

2010-10-16T00:27:00.000+08:00

KRIS ALLEN 3RD SINGLE IS OUT!!! WAHAHAHA!

HAHA WOOOOOO! LISTEN TO IT!!!! ITS NOT BAD WOR! HAHAHAHA! ALTHOUGH I THINK LIVE LIKE YOU'RE DYING AND NO BOUNDARIES ARE STILL BETTER BUT WHO CARE JUST SUPPORT ALSO LOR!

A little too repetitive, but it's ALRIGHT WITH ME!!! HAHAHAHA!

Finally moved into my new house today! Shall go try the swimming pool downstairs soon! :D

Unpack until want to die liao, at least I packed my room nicely somewhat! WOOTS!

No good internet for a few days, shall just try to survive with mobile broadband! -_-'''

Starting to get used to waking after 12pm nowadays, I'M SUCH A BUM! DAMN IT!

But oh well, life's a BUM, have been just chionging How I Met Your Mother! I TOTALLY SUPPORT TED AND ROBIN!!! Why they never end up together sia!!! That's just a total bummer! :(!!!

TED AND ROBIN FTW!

And to all those who haven't watched the show, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND IT! UNLESS YOU HAVE NO BRAIN CELLS TO APPRECIATE THE SHOW!!! :D:D:D But even I can understand what they're talking about, so for you bitches out there who think you're damn smart (even smarter than me?!) , GO WATCH THE SHOW!

THE PINEAPPLE INCIDENT IS STILL DAMN FUNNY AFTER I REWATCHED IT LOL.

Now that I'm not that fond of knowing who the real mother is since it won't be Robin... SO WHATEVER!!! Unless it's some awesome girl LOL! Alyson Hannigan is just AWESOME!!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY AWESOME!!! SHE'S NOW ONE OF MY FAVOURITE ACTRESS!!!

KK BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! LALALA!

Freaking retarded shit tries to argue with me

2010-10-14T01:10:00.012+08:00

Since I have absolutely nothing to do in my free time other than watching How I met your mother after I finished The Big Bang Theory, I proceeded to play yugioh LOL. And that's where I met this utterly disgusting retard who dares to argue with me. Firstly, we played a match and during the duel, he said my deck is lousy. And when it ended closely with me losing, I asked for a rematch and this is what he said!

Retard: na your deck is boring

Me: lol sure it is since its made for fun, your deck is boring too btw, typical synchro deck yawns

Retard: and you even dont see my trap so you cant say that only won for magical android
my deck is boring why ?
for have synchro ? (<---?!?!?!)
lol
or because you lost ?
lol
you have lucky i dont leave the duel, nobody wanna duel a burn deck (<--- WOW HAVE LUCKY)

Me: lol
oh please
synchro decks are so normal nowadays
is that the only deck you play
wow so you never leave the duel
how nice of you
ahem, burn decks are also an official deck
you got problem with burn decks?
or isit cause you lost to burn decks one too many times
synchro decks? oh please, isn't that what everyone is using
isn't it fun for a change and thats what playing yugioh is about, creating new variety and having fun

Retard: i told you nobody wanna duel burn decks
who lost the duel ?
for say something you have to prove something (<--- Seriously what's with his English, for say something?)
you did it (<--- HUH?) so be quiet didnt * (<--- A EVEN BIGGER HUH?)

Me: sorry your argument has no validity, and please what were your traps, you can say anything now since we closed the duel you didn't it? omg what kind of poor english is that and your sentence is full of grammatical and vocab error i feel ashamed for you and wow nobody wanna duel burn decks? ahem i have played several players with my burn deck and they found it fun to play against after all that's what a side deck is for and they could put cards to counter my burn deck every deck has a weakness, so why not you go play your own game instead of criticizing others that their deck is lousy just because its a burn deck? oh please, and by the way, correct your english first and your manners too while you're at it

Retard: you lost thats my english wanna see ? burn deck dont have habilities (Seriously wth is habilities? Did he mean abilities but that still doesn't make any sense?!)
you only search for who make damage
so you're a noob
^^
my trap was blinsoom
even if you activate a card who makes me take a lot of damage i would negate it
and dont need it
why ?
because youre noob

Me: omg once again
your lack of grasp of the english language is utterly revolting
and wow sure its easy for you to say what the trap is now
truly a wonder how one could bring a argument this far without valid proof
instead on my side, i have the basic idea that a burn deck is a deck that has been officially proven to be fun to use and could be countered accordingly
and wow all you could say is noob? do you even have the right to say that?
so you are assuming you are on a higher level?
pardon me but since you are so not, don't go ahead and make judgments without thinking and btw,
your manners do need some improvement, so please, refrain from going into arguments until you improved your character (<--- Okay I admit I'm the condescending one, but come on he's a total jerk to want to argue with me)

Retard: poor guy (<-- I like how he describes himself)
you understand very well
just relax
you lost (<--- Crazy like I care about the loss, losing is so normal in a card game, but his attitude is what made me want to continue arguing and just want to punch his face)
oh forgot
you lost everytime (<-- Once again I shall restrain from accusing him of his shitty English)
lol
a valid proof ?
search
for the decks player use in tournament
nobody use burn
why ?
because burn decks are noob
like you
lol
there is your prove (<--- Feel like telling him it's proof, but he's beyond hope)
lol
i'm pal lol
even if i dont use this deck
this deck is just fun for me
i have 3 account
full of decks (<--- OMG HES PROUD OF IT?)
lol
dont need synchro to won you
pardon but i have won a lot of tournys noob
lol

Me: lol poor thing
so you have won alot of tournys so you think you are all high and mighty
wow seriously? get a life dude
and 3 accounts full of decks
oh please get a life, and btw burn decks are still fun
before you go into games like yugioh, you could seriously consider reflecting on yourself first
going around calling others noob just because you won a few tourneys? and proceeding to going around to say other's burn deck is noob?
so what if burn decks are not used in tourney?
this is kcvds right
we all have a right to the deck we use
oh please i play with people here all the time who use mystical space typhoon to negate my spells
but do i call them noob? no but i correct their mistake and refer them to yugi wikia to teach them how to play the game properly
if you think you're that good, go ahead and play outside of kcvds cause no one here likes to tolerate your horrifying attitude (<---I'm being totally logical since I'm always nice to other online players while he's just a pathetic loser who thinks he's smart, poor soul)

Retard: you only talk and talk
dont say nothing
but i understand
you're furius because you lost (<--- Don't even make me start on furius)
lol
i got a life pal
i have gf (<--- What What What no gf = no life ar, screw him. This is for all the singles out there!)
i have studies (<--- WOW You sure don't sound like you have STUDIES)
i have money (<--- And you cannot afford to get a tuition teacher to teach you english? Seriously, or are you that beyond hope (AKA DUMB) that the teacher gave up?)
im good in all i do (<--- What a joke)
thats why
i felt sorry for you lol
dont need it i told you im good in all i do (<--- Where does his self-confidence come from? Seriously someone has to tell him the truth)
lol
dude
its not only me
its all
all people say burn decks are noob
i just told you for help you
you dont understand it
you wanna be a noob
lol
if you wanna check
we can talk in ham looby
and see what people think
lol
also you say my english is bad
at least i can talk in english and you understand very well (<--- Well I'm having great difficulty considering I have to stoop down to your lowly level but whatever -.-)
its not the only lenguages i talk
bad for you
lol
loooooooooooool
pal

Me: lol lenguages
after that word, everything you said just went down the drain
poor soul
oh please everyone lost once or twice
but saying someone else's deck is lousy is not the right thing to do

Retard:
go out ?

Me:
so what if everything you do in life is good? that's from your perspective and well from what you just did and said, i do not feel that whatever you do really matters
poor thing

Retard:
lol
here are very good players
not you
lol
im not gonna waste more time with you
you lost
cya

Me:
your lack of judgment is seriously appalling
poor thing
lose argument then leave
go on ahead and leave
we have no need for imbeciles like you, LENGUAGES

Freaking fool who wasted my time to argue with him, although luckily for him, I love a good argument but this one was so not challenging it was a utter waste of my time.

Well the main point is he lost, so I win. WAHAHAHA! What a fool! And oh please, what he have studies, have money, are those that rare for him?! And okay lor, so he have a girlfriend but I pity the girlfriend seriously for having to hang out with a guy like that.

And wow I still cannot believe he said he's good in everything he do, what a fool since that statement is self-defeating. Retarded shit, if he's online now, I sure continue to scold him until he die. And I cannot believe that I always consider my English to be lousy compared to my peers, since there are so many people out there like him whose English is worse than shit.

Can't wait for him to come online so I can continue scolding him, what a fool.

If you actually manage to finish reading the whole conversation, then don't waste time and just stand on my side since I'm right. I'm nice and all while he just acts pro and has no morals whatsoever.

What a POS.

Shall get back to How I Met Your Mother!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL! And remember, always argue till you're right, don't let such fools get the better of you!

Happy Birthday DH!

2010-10-10T00:04:00.003+08:00

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONG HANG! HAHA DAMN IT THIS YEAR CANNOT CELEBRATE WITH YOU CAUSE EVERYONE TOO BUSY AND YOU'RE FLYING OFF ON TUESDAY! SO YOUR BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WILL BE A FUN ONE NEXT MONTH K! :D

And also to my nice army friends who are flying off to Brunei in 20 minutes, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!!! :D BE SAFE! AND DON'T SINK INTO THE MUD IF YOU KNOW YOU'RE SHORT! AND DON'T DRINK COFFEE MILK AND WINE IF YOUR FACE IS FULL OF PIMPLES! (The facial person tell me de k! So must listen!)

Haix so bored now that my buddy and my bunk mates all fly off to Brunei liao, although this feeling is mixed with contentment that I don't have to fly there with them to face the scorpions and centipedes and blablabla (HORNETS TOO), but somehow will always have this wish deep within that I can go there too! It will be such an awesome experience and Brunei will be the 4th country I've been in after Singapore, Malaysia and Australia!!! :D And not to mention just going through all those shit with your friends... It will be such a memorable experience!

But damn, my leg is getting better but not fast enough! Lol! I need to get back to normal condition asap la! But with those 5 screws inside, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT WOULD GO BACK TO NORMAL! EW!

Haha guess the promise to run with Jazreen WILL BE LONG LONG AWAY HAHA!

And as usual, the sense of satisfaction never ceases to amaze as I completed another goal of finishing The Big Bang Theory till the LATEST EPISODE!!! HAHA! My goal was to finish it by 10/10/10 k! AND I DID IT! WOOTS!

TOTALLY LOVE SHELDON IN THE SHOW!!! HAHA WITHOUT HIM THE SHOW SUCKS LA!

And I'm really shocked that he and Barney in How I met your Mother are both gay in real life! So SHOCKING!

Listening to Kris Allen's No Boundaries and David Archuleta's A Little Too Not Over You!!!

JUST LOVE THEM! These two songs are so awesome! Haha although I keep telling myself to try new artistes and new songs, but the old favorites never cease to brighten my day!

And glee season 2 episode 3 was awesome! Although the songs were not really my favorite! (Never heard of most of them la!) Shall not give any spoiler here!!! HAHA! And FINN WAS REALLY FUNNY LOL!

But it's quite sad how episode 2 and 3 pales in comparison to episode 1! Since Charice performed! Omg can't wait for her to come back again ASAP!

Nowadays play games until sians liao, but luckily MC ending on 19th OCTOBER!!! Then I will be back in camp AGAIN! Haha not anything to be happy about, but still must BE OPTIMISTIC about it!!!

Unknowingly, I finished 10 months of army, with 2 months plus in bed LOL! But still these 2 months showed me that you will start to miss army after you leave it! Haha too many nice friends inside le la! :D

ONE YEAR TWO MONTHS TO GO!

And once again, I'M PISSED OFF THAT ICHIMARU GIN DIED! OMG IM SUCH A MANGA NERD! BUT I'M PROUD OF IT LOL!

Stupid bleach! Make my favorite character die! Now not nice liao la! Who gives a damn about Ichigo la! His existence only serves to irritate me in the manga! Die liao will suddenly revive after Inoue call out his name for one whole chapter! Then now no powers liao, later confirm get back. Lame.

I'm putting all my hopes into Mahou Sensei Negima, One Piece and Naruto! Those are my favorite mangas that have the best plots out there la! Especially Mahou Sensei Negima, the Love Hina author is a GENIUS LOL!

Oh and I'm starting to have fun starting arguments in dota! LOL. My favorite phrase now: SILENCE FOOLS. HAHA!

Somehow, getting into an argument is fun! :D No malice intended!

Oh and I went to my blog Stats and saw that alot of US people visit my blog!!! Haha I'm so shocked! LOL!

Leave a tag if you're from the US! :D SINGAPORE FRIENDS TOO! (Which made me think of Mei Yun who was so horrible as to exploit me and Justus!!! SO JIAN!)

KK BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! WILL BLOG SOON AGAIN!

Sex and the City!

2010-10-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

OMG, I never knew one could really live life to the fullest till now!

All this time, it has just been me going with the flow, you know being nonchalant to everything going on around me, okay not completely nonchalant, but not putting my emotions fully into stuffs. Somehow, I've been able to keep all my emotions within me, and it feels good to be empowered now to do all the things I've always wanted to do.

I guess this MC really brought something into my life that I've never tried to delve into. You know it's like keeping something within you, but you don't really know what is it. Haha I'm confusing myself!

Just a few months back, while I was still a fully able person free to walk around at the Yi Shun Mall (Okay I can't even remember the mall's name, Northpoint?!) and I watched this awesome movie Sex and the City 2 with my awesome army pals. The movie was just hilarious, and thought-provoking at the same time. It allowed me to ponder the question seriously, just what have I been doing with my life?

And at that point of time, I promised myself to watch Sex and the City movie 1! And I told myself that one day I would go home on a weekend to just watch the movie. But well things got in the way, unable to find the movie online, outings after outings, and just tons of activities (Like dota which I really enjoy playing with my friends as a form of recreational activity to tell myself I have not lost contact with them) I keep telling myself to take a break from.

It's like this identity I'm trying to impose onto myself, not that I would be sick of it. And also I know that I would die if all the outings were put on hold and I couldn't meet all my great friends. But it's just that I want to take a break sometimes, which would enable me to have the time to find myself, and yet I still want others to believe that I'm still the same old Jon Teo who is always there to go for outings/organize them and just fun to be around.

And as cruel a jest fates put it, the world turned on itself for me when I broke my leg during the fking parachute jump. But even then, I told myself not to wallow into despair since the optimistic me told me this could be a good break. Which unexpectedly, it was.

Firstly, without this breaking of my left ankle and hence a permanent scar there, I would never notice the love my parents had for me when they rushed down to the hospital multiple times to sign my anesthetic papers for my operation. As in, these were things I always took for granted and honestly, I felt that I have always been living by myself all these years. As in family love was not really a great part of me since I've always wanted to be independent asap. (I wonder why, maybe cause I have 4 nephews?) And hence the multiple part-time jobs I took so that I do not have to get pocket money from my parents at all, and I felt that that was a kind of repayment to them for their love of me all those years.

But honestly, could love ever be repaid?

Maybe that was a lack of insight on my part, but still, those jobs brought me countless experiences I could never hope that I never had them. :)

Next, this MC allowed me to do things I've always wanted to do since I'm at home 24/7. Simple things like watching series dramas which I told myself I could never finish since I never had the patience to during the weekend. Reliving the life of lying on the couch (Literally have to lie since I cannot sit) and just watching the television for the whole freaking day. Style network, fashion tv, tvb drama, series dramas, cartoons and animes, it's just so reminiscent and watching them felt like I was mending a hole in my heart by stuffing things back in! (OH AND TALKING TO ALL MY GREAT FRIENDS ON MSN :D)

And amazingly, I just finished watching Sex and the City movie 1! And that was when a week or two back, I was randomly flipping channels when I chanced upon the final season of Sex and the City! And also, the final few episodes!!! Call it fate or coincidence, but I felt it was really destiny. Although I did read a article somehow that there's a term for such things, like how 2 unrelated event can be connected to make it seem like a miracle. Aiya whatever la, anyways so that's really cool!

And so I just finished watching the movie and it was awesome, like seriously. And I actually fulfilled one goal which I set out to do a few months back. And this feeling of accomplishment of finally doing something that you always told yourself to do is really amazing!

And the feeling of just doing what you want to do instead of things you think people feel you should do rocks!

And crazily enough, I'm actually working out at home sometimes! I know the notion of Jon Teo working out sounds totally crazy but I am! Even I'm shocked myself! With a broken leg, its still possible to do push ups by putting one leg upon another lol! Haha I guess this is due to my nice army instructors who kept on pushing me on even when I was totally weak (Seriously fitness like shit la) when I first enlisted and could not do any chin-ups EVEN after one and a half months.

So thank you to all who have helped me live my life better! Haha it really feels good to be grateful, shall be more grateful in the future!

And well, I still have tons to post about but I guess that's all for now!

Be optimistic all! :D

P.S Don't watch Sex and the City unless you are over 18 LOL. Oh and I finally find that it's time to move on. :)

The Big Bang Theory!

2010-10-04T12:31:00.002+08:00

LOL, just started from pilot on Saturday... And yesterday I was finishing Season 2 WAHAHHAA!

Haha THE BIG BANG THEORY IS A TOTALLY AWESOME SHOW!

Sheldon is really freaking funny! THEREFORE EVERYONE HAS TO WATCH THIS AWESOME SHOW!

I'm so freaking addicted I'm gonna finish everything till the latest episode by the end of this week!

Haha, suddenly having MC doesn't sound so bad, at least can just lay back and watch tv :D

Getting not enough sleep nowadays due to talking on MSN till LATE AT NIGHT. LOL but I just love to talk on MSN to catch up with old pals hahaha!

And to discuss about psychopaths with Sam Teo! LOL! Psychology is soooo interesting HAHA!

And after researching on psychopaths, which says that 1% of our population are psychopaths, hence theres actually a few psychopaths everywhere we go! LOL. But apparently the characteristics of psychopaths just means they are jerks with no empathy, that's all what.

From now on, I shall not judge psychopaths as psychopathic killers! Haha although it's still quite creepy to have a psychopathic friend, and I have to be ready to meet them when I become a psychologist o.O.

And hence, this research into psychopaths brought me into impression management and many other social psychology stuffs which are super interesting!!! LOL! It's like damn cool la, shows how manipulative so many people is!

BTW, lying/lying by omission to change another person's opinion is also MANIPULATION LOL.

Kk, shall go back to my normal life of eat sleep watch tv play.

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

BIG BANG THEORY OWNS!

2010-10-02T19:43:00.002+08:00

Finished 12 episodes of big bang theory in the afternoon! HAHA! AWESOME SHOW!!! :D

Omg other than that, I have nothing worthy of mention in my life! OMG I HAVE NO LIFE DAMN IT!

Dunno what to blog la, but OMG I just remembered something very important!

So recently, I have gone for facial treatments, which I find very weird why people of our modern age still think its inappropriate for guys to go for facial. I mean come on, so your face is full of pimple and so you squeeze them out yourselves and leave scars on your face forever which you will one day regret when your boss hires someone else instead of you since your face is full of holes which is based on the assumption that your boss is superficial, but as reality has shown, almost everybody is superficial to a certain extent, and hence that's where social psychology kick in to say that birds of the same feather flock together, and when you look at social groups around you, the appearance of the people in any particular social group are mostly the same, which goes to prove how superficial we are subconsciously without being aware of it.

That being said, I would like to make a point that facial is not gay whatsoever since it is an invaluable experience to allow your skin to be good, which for all we know most of our skin are not good unless we pay utmost attention to them, although it is true that some people just have better genes and don't ever have a single pimple on their face. But since we all know life is unfair, it is up to us to go for facial to protect ourselves before it's too late!

Hence, conclusion: SAVE YOUR FACE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE. And quoting from How do I look's stylist, in today's world, image is everything, so save yourself before its too late! And raise your self-confidence at the same time!

Be optimistic all! :D

OOOO ONE PIECE IS BACK!!!

2010-10-01T12:55:00.003+08:00

OMG One Piece is finally back!!! So happy!!! Haha!!! Wait super long liao la kns!

And btw to those who haven't listened to LISTEN BY CHARICE, ITS BELOW!!! HAHA!!!

Chionged glee season 2 episode 1&2 liao, waiting very patiently for episode 3! :D

O AND HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY ALL!

Glee season 2 is super amazing k, so everyone most definitely should watch it!!! Now I'm gonna chiong desperate housewives new season 2! :D

PAUL YOUNG IS back/BAD ON WISTERIA LANE!!! HAHA THIS SEASON IS GOING TO BE JUST AS AWESOME!!!

Lol, now that I finally got my new laptop and new internet, no more watching tv for me!!! :D Although it sucks when the laptop screen is so small (15.6 liao leh) compared to the tv!!!

Oh ya, and I dunno if I mentioned this but Ee Chow is in hospital liao! For Dengue!!!

And next is a conversation which you will be very lucky to see, since I will be asked to remove it asap.

This is how the conversation went on msn (From what I remember so there might be some discrepancies but the gist is there!)

Jon Teo: OMG MEI YUN EC GOT DENGUE FEVER!

MY: OMG JON TEO ARE YOU OKAY?

Jon Teo: WHY?

MY: Cause you ate his food what!!!

Jon Teo: OMG I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING YOU, WHERES YOUR COMMON SENSE?

MY: What la, you then dun have common sense, dengue can spread by saliva!!!

Jon Teo: WTHHHHH?! ITS ONLY SPREAD BY AEDES MOSQUITO LA, THAT MEANS THAT MOSQUITO BITE HIM THEN BITE ME THEN I TIO!

MY: (Accuses me blablbala)

Jon Teo:

How is dengue spread?

Dengue is spread by the bite of an Aedes mosquito. The mosquito transmits the disease by biting an infected person and then biting someone else.

Copy and paste from some website.

LOL! HAHA READ THIS WHILE IT LASTS! IT WILL NOT LAST LONG!!!

KK BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! kthxbai! <--- Apparently sam teo says everyone uses this, so I shall put it in once for fun! :D

Glee - Listen HD

2010-09-30T12:50:00.000+08:00

Oink...

2010-09-30T12:43:00.004+08:00

Damn feel like a pig. Slept at 12 wake up at 12... And still lazy to get off my bed!!! HAHA!

Currently still in sleep mode... So cannot think of what to blog... Yawns...

Downloaded tons of games to get me through my MC, but got tired of them easily! Except WOW haha! Its funnnn!

More memorable event of the week: Played Audition with Sam Teo when I'm lvl 4 and she's 20+ and I GOT PWNED!!! EMOS!!! I suck at Audition la! Who the hell fingers move so fast!!! I'm A HUMAN!!!

Oh and Ee Chow got dengue fever, so get well soon!!!

Haha army pals visiting me later! :D

Omg I just dozed off!!! Anyways, I'm packing my room since I'm moving house to Simei!!! Those who live near there can come visit me more often!!! HAHA! Moving there for one year probably then move to permanent house! :D

Stupid leg still cannot walk properly, so irritating! And I listened to the doctor and rest alot liao lor! SEE I SLEPT FOR 12 HOURS! And I will use my computer for the rest of the day! So practically my leg rest for 23.5/24 PER DAY!!!

Scar getting ugly, needdddd scarrrrr serummmmm desperately! What if it stays there forever?! OMG I cannot walk in shorts for the rest of my life in public le la! FAINTS!

BTW, LOVING GLEE SEASON 2!!! ESPECIALLY CHARICE PEMPENGCO!!! LOL!!! SHES AMAZING!!! NO DOUBT!!!!!!!

MUST LISTEN TO HER LISTEN K!!! She's an AMAZING LIVE SINGER!!! LOL!!! I'M HER FAN OFFICIALLY NOW!

Oh and breaking news from Yiling: Adam Lambert french kissed his guitarist! During the F1 thingy!

Aiya lazy to blog liao, I'm like some pig officially now. Although I want to be a white lighter, okay shall stop imagining stuff LOL.

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Ever more drama

2010-09-21T14:28:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I thought life would be more subtle and boring since I broke my leg and have to stay at home but well that is so not the case!

Isit a curse for watching too much tv dramas, and due to the concept of You attract what you think, hence dramas fly towards me, which can be so irritating but fun at times!

Unable to talk about such dramas on my blog since they are TOO SENSITIVE! And I guess these experiences are improving my skills to adapt to all sorts of situations! LIKE SERIOUSLY.

Just ordered my new inspiron 15R laptop last night!!! WOOTS! Finally, a new laptop to watch videos, now I can freely lie on my bed and watch How I met your Mother for the whole day! OMG THIS SHOW IS AWESOME TO THE MAX!!! Followed by Big Bang Theory, then accidentally on purpose!

By the way, I'm so pissed off at Star World for cheating my feelings! And to think I was waiting with anticipation for How I met your Mother season 4 premiere, and Agnes have to come over and burst my bubble of hope.

Jon Teo: OMG HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER SEASON 4 COMING OUT ON STAR WORLD LE!

Agnes: WHAT JON TEO, YOU ARE SO SLOW, NOW SEASON 6 LIAO LA!

Totally cheated by star world!

And I thought I could catch up to Charmed latest season, but apparently while I'm still at season 2, they season 8 finish liao la!

Furthermore, I was so looking forward to America's Next Top Model each week while still supporting Ren like crazy!

AND UNBELIEVABLY, Star World cheated my feelings again, they show one episode per week, allowing me to believe that it was quite up to date! But believe it or not, they are still at episode 3-4, when the real thing is like at the finals! And Ren got kicked out long ago! FAINTS.

Okay I'm gonna end this with a FEW last TV rants!

Firstly, what happened to the great disney channel shows?! Like seriously, why are they showing us Shawn the Sheep and UPIN AND IPIN (WTH?! SHOULDN'T THESE BE IN PLAYHOUSE DISNEY?!)

THEY ARE NOT EVEN FUNNY! What happened to Totally Spies, Martin Mysteries and Kim Possible and my FAV THAT'S SO RAVEN?!

The only good shows left are like Suite life on deck and (OMG I CANNOT THINK OF ANYTHING) OKAY MR BEAN PROBABLY AND PHINEAS AND FERB(OMG THIS SHOW IS GOOD!)! Even Camp Rock 2 didn't catch my attention at all! -.-

Next: Nickelodeon, for goodness sake, we are only left with fairy oddparents and spongebob squarepants and jimmy neutron!

Okay I cannot think of the what happened to the rest since these are the only good shows all along -.-

Next: For all Cartoon Network viewers, you have to agree that we all miss Dexter's Lab, Johnny Bravo, Cow and Chicken and tons of other random shows!

But wth is happening now?! Firstly let me criticise this whole new Cartoon Network Popcorn Gimmick!

You go to the channel and they say the show is called cartoon network popcorn, so you don't even know what the show is, then they tell you in the info bar, you can catch great shows back-to-back, but OMG those shows seriously suck! I mean who even chose them in the first place?!

The only good shows left are grim adventures of billy and mandy, foster's home for imaginary friends and I guess Tom and Jerry is still okay!

Faints, TV channels are starting to let me down! Is that why everyone is converting to watching videos online!

Luckily Channel 855 still have good shows from 8-9.43pm. Like seriously phew!

And everyone just have to watch CUPID STUPID!!! HAHA!!! OWNAGE HOROSCOPE SHOW THAT IS SUPER GOOD! LIKE SERIOUSLY AWESOME!!! :D

Oh and was watching Sex and the City last few episodes on HBO last night! Haha damn freaking funny!!!

LOL SORRY THAT MY WHOLE BLOG POST REVOLVES AROUND TV. THAT'S MY LIFE NOW! HAIX!

Tried to stop myself from watching too much tv by playing Professor Layton and the Curious Village on the DS, but I completed the game in one day. And that includes every single puzzle... LOL. Except some hidden ones... -.-

Here's a great question: I have 10 lighted candles in the room, the wind blew and extinguished 2 candles and later on, I walked into the room and blew out one more. How many candles are there left in the end?

HAHAHA! I took 3 tries when its so easy! FAINTS!

But at least the game was interesting although the plot was quite mundane -.- Like seriously -.-

Starting to appreciate life at home since I'm going to move house soon! Will miss this house lots!

But well, time to move on :)

Having conflicted feelings about my MC now since I'm so lazy at home, whereas everyone says that they want to be like me and just stay at home at slack, personally I cannot stand the thought of just being confined to the house everyday!

Kudos to the people who invented the telephone and the internet, I think I would have broken down if not for them. -.-

And as usual, supernatural stuffs are revolving around my life too recently which gets quite irritating. It's quite funny when things happen and logic cannot explain them. But I shall twist my beliefs to whatever suits my needs LOL!

Can you believe how I saw a hunched back guy standing outside my toilet door in the middle of the night -.- How nolstagic that was when it happened a few weeks back. Can still remember me hopping to the toilet in the middle of the night and was standing on one leg to pee when I saw and felt it but after I washed my hands and turned around, it was gone! Told my mum the next day and she said it was 7th month and told me to ignore it. -.- Lol, I didn't even notice!

Don't know how to reason that through science and logic, maybe I hallucinating sia since it was 3am -.-

Yawns shall leave more blogging for later after I finish reading tons of updated mangas -.-! Oh and to my niceeee commando friends: Good luck for exercise all-out! Not like you can see this now and by the time you see this, it will be all over so CONGRATS! HAHA!

Be optimistic all! OMG I ACTUALLY MISS BLOGGING LOL!

P.S The answer to the question is the first number you see after the question! :D SHOCKED THAT YOU'RE WRONG?! WAHAHA!

Bitchy post

2010-08-27T18:28:00.003+08:00

Omg I feel so angry and bitchy now, okay maybe that's what I normally feel. LOL!

But come on la, life is now so mundane for me I have to feel angry and bitchy to even feel alive.

Cannot believe I make myself feel emo sometimes just to feel something, planned emo is so much easier to handle than emo-emo.

Whenever I look around, it's quite sians sometimes when it feels like everyone has their role, you know like this is the smart one, this is the quiet one, this is the gamer, this is the sporty one, and this is the one with NICE EYES (KNS), this is the (Feel in whatever you think you are) one!

Not to mention the flawless complexion one.

HAIX! But when I look at myself, I see the white one!

PUIIIII. LOL.

I think I'm gonna have an identity crisis if this goes on, it feels like this self-imposed identity of being a optimistic guy is actually really changing to what I force myself to become.

Not a bad thing right? :O

Oh ya, and btw everyone should go read xiaxue's blog!!! HAHA AND PLEASE ANALYSE THE GRAPH.

ITS THE ULTIMATE TRUTH HAHAHA! She's a genius to come up with that graph omggg!

Well, that's how life is! EAT THAT!

Haix I'm so bored my blog is my source of entertainment to bitch about my boring life at home. Whoever said attend C at home was enjoyable was someone who can walk around happily.

Please visit me! ANYONE! I need to talkkkk, IM NOT AN EXTROVERT IN ANYWAY K! :D

Sucks when all the guys are at army and free only on weekends, and this gets worse when the girls all attend uni now. KNSSSS!

That's how shitty life is for me! I'm gonna complete Harvest Moon Rune Factory 2 liao la. Can get married and have kids in the game liao la, and my leg still not okay la.

Luckily now can walk a little, but damn it, it's like with every step, I feel like I CLIMBED ANOTHER MOUNTAIN.

WOOO NO BOUNDARIES!

LOL. KRIS ALLEN ROCKS.

NRAONOSNFONAFDPNPAENLJABGOUTBVIRTNENONAOFNSNFPDNNP!

This week was made worse by fashion channel robbed from me suddenly! GRAH!

Luckily I have style network left or else I'm on the verge of breaking down! And thank you channel 855 for having shows to entertain me all day long!

Watched curious case of Benjamin buttons on HBO randomly, haha quite nice.

Grow backwards, really fresh storyline la. Can you imagine your lover becoming your caretaker, wow the show is so complex is so many ways its a nice love story!

CAN'T WAIT FOR NUS FASS! HECK CARE LIAO LA! I DON'T REALLY WANT TO CONSIDER MY UNI CHOICES LIAO. IN THE END JUST GET THAT DEGREE CAN LIAO.

I have to face the fact that I will not be hardworking at anything that doesn't interest me, so why bother forcing myself!

Need to go shopping soon to indulge in materialistic pleasures, money also cannot bring into grave, enjoy life while I can la.

Luckily I got rid of the freaking pimple on my forehead, or else I will be even more pissed!

Well, at least I learnt an important lesson today, I cannot live without people around.

Shall not think so much liao my brain doesn't work well at 6:48pm, it works better at 3am somehow.

Be optimistic all! :D

P.S If magic really exists, can our dear mages please come out and brighten my life, like heal my leg immediately, okay I'm officially sinking into an imaginary dreamworld. But I don't care, I shall believe in magic! Reading minds sounds sooo damn fun!

White?

2010-08-26T01:24:00.003+08:00

OMG I just noticed I'm damn white.

No wonder everyone says the same thing to me: Eh you're still damn white leh I thought you go army sooo long liao.

DAMN maybe I should try the tanning lotion thingy PPPPPP bought me HAHA! But it's deep dark EW!

Maybe should go for some indoor tanning session, since outdoor tanning only makes me RED then EVEN WHITE-TER.

HAIX! But I still like being white, shall tan myself to white and not super white!

Omg what a random post -.-

Be optimistic alll~~~

Freedom

2010-08-17T13:59:00.003+08:00

Never felt so free in my life, feel like I've been released from the last problem haunting my head!

Oh wait still got uni courses bothering me, but well that's nothing since I would get through it somehow! :)

Somehow my heart is still pumping real fast but I guess this is cause I'm elated? I have no idea.

Letting it go feels so good! :D

Be optimistic all!

Imaginary friends

2010-08-15T18:16:00.002+08:00

Research shows that children who do have imaginary friends have excellent social skills, better language development and reading skills.

WTH! I HAVE NO IMAGINARY FRIENDS!!! EMO!

By the age of seven more than 60 percent of children have had at least one imaginary friend.

WTH AGAIN! I'm not even part of the 60 percent and I only know Hong Wen is!

Come on, are imaginary friends that normal? -.-

I rather watch Foster's Home for Imaginary friends -.-

And so, I'm watching this amazing show called psychic kids where adult mediums help these kids to cope with their ability to see ghosts etc etc!

HAHA! Sooo cooool... Maybe I'm psychic since I'm having the feeling of deja vu everywhere I go! Or it's probably just my good intuition! WAHAHA!

Oh and just wanted to thank Sam Teo for entertaining with her missing out on buying her macbook at some fair where its alot cheaper! HAHAHA!!!

Time to watch Emmy-winning south park episodes!!!

Be optimistic all!

DURIAN ROCKS

2010-08-15T14:22:00.002+08:00

Haha got another 3 weeks MC! So I'm officially just stuck at home on the bed and my leg still cannot walk! Shouldn't it recover faster now that there's a screw inside?!?!?!

Doc told me they not gonna remove the screw which means it will be with me for life... OMG.

Operation scar is horrifyingly ugly, shall SPAM scar serum!!! GRRR!

Haha would have been dead due to depression of being stuck in the confines of my room if not for my dear 3rds FRIENDS (They refuse to let me use the word juniors) coming to visit me! Thank you Chloe and Yi Ling! Although you all scammed me of taxi fare!!! HAHA! Oh well at least you all bought me ice cream and strawberries! :D Had tons of HTHT as usual! Love you gals!

And so PPPPPP (With the exception of POR YEE) visited me last night with... DURIAN! LOVE YOU GUYS!!! :D Omg had soooo much fun just talking and playing monopoly deal!

While I'm undergoing such ups and downs in emotions, it appears my dear army friends are all gonna suffer from depression due to the tough training! Stay strong guys, for the red beret!!! :D And seriously, good luck, you all need it!

Being stuck at home, I finally learned how to enjoy my time with sitcoms like Everyone loves Raymond, Modern Family, and I gonna chiong gossip girl and desperate housewives!

Desperate Housewives Season 6 LOOKS GOOD!!! HAHA!

Shall not spend more time blogging and more time playing games and watching dramas!

Be optimistic!!! :D

Favourite quote from Gossip Girl!

2010-08-11T21:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it takes what’s broken becoming whole again.

-Couldn't agree more.

EMOTION OVERWHELMING

2010-08-10T16:06:00.005+08:00

OMG! I'm so HAPPY, SAD, EMO, PISSED AND ANGRY AT THE SAME TIME!

How to explain having all the emotions together, maybe there's something wrong with my brain liao LOL.

So happy that I had tons of HTHT and catching up with all my closeeeee friends yesterday! Thank you soooo much for visiting me! Haha did a lot of digging of everyone's secrets, and damn had to be embarrassed and humiliated too! Well that's the only con of such HTHT!

So sad my 3rd juniors couldn't make it in the morning, but still hahaha just seeing old friends like the 6c33 girls and my 4g friends makes me feel so alive! Oh well since its HTHT, I cannot reveal anything on this blog so that's it! WAHAHA! Will get killed if I say anything, after all they hold my secrets TOO.

Talked about my army life to Yi Ling till I dunno, 2am? HAHA crazy talking although I'm the one who's mostly talking and she's listening hahaha!!! There's soooo much to tell since army life is so fun since I'm missing out on it now so I can say that but I don't think I will say that when my MC is over! Memories are just soooo lovely, good or bad! THANK YOU YILING! My dear ENFP junior hahahaha! Omg same personality RULES.

And also talked to Cynthia on MSN till around that time hahaha! My dear old Culinary Club pal! LOL tons of funny stuff about manga and army stuffs as usual! So long never see you liao, should meet up soonnnn tooo!

And the coolest part was talking to Candice till like 5am in the morning! LOL. I was shocked when we talked on MSN for sooooo long! It was like a 6 hours conversation! Just couldn't fall asleep la, and I'm afraid to sleep alone in the dark, so I was super active on MSN. Hate the fact that I couldn't conquer my fear of sleeping alone in the dark, bad vibes always come in! -_-

Oh well, have to deal with it hahaha!

And now I'm officially addicted to Gossip Girl yet again! Just watched 2 episodes of season 2 and loading the next episode and so I'm blogging!!! HAHA!!! Waiting time=BLOGGING TIME!

Gonna see the doctor and physio tml! Wondering if my MC will be extended indefinitely! Stupid feet at 135 degrees makes it soooo difficult to walk la! And cannot put any weight on it! ARRGH!

But THE WORST PART TODAY THAT MAKE ME SO PISSED AND EMO AND ANGRY AND SAD IS WHEN MY BUDDY CALLED!

Buddy: Eh buddy are you coming back! Our new battalion det is same as our BMT det leh! Got Shivam, Jian Hui, Anthony... and you will still be my medic buddy!

Me: How I go back!!! I break my left ankle I still cannot walk!!!

EMOS! Now I know what they say by the fear of light and joy when you're about to lose it! And now I lost it before I even got it, but I know the light and joy involved just being around your close friends! Since I just started reading Lord of the Rings, I can emphathise with Gimli the dwarf now!!! LOL!

ARRRGHHH!!! ALL THE CLOSE BMT FRIENDS THAT COULD HAVE STUCK WITH ME THROUGHOUT MY ARMY LIFE!!! Now I cannot join them cause of this dumb injury... JON TEO IS ANGRY AND PISSED AND SADDDDDD!!!

Haix! Shall get back to watching Gossip Girl. Looking into the scandals of Manhattan Elites might serve to be a good distraction! And come on, I just love Blake Lively (Serena) and Leighton Meester (Blair)!!! Love them as much as Avril Remona Lavigne!!! HAHAHA!!!

GTG CHIONG LIAO! BE OPTIMISTIC ALL! Shall put the emotion of optimism into my disarray of emotions. Wait, is that even an emotion? Oh well shan't bother!

Oh and P.S I finished angrylittlegirls comics! HAHA! Damn funny finished all the comics last night! www.angrylittlegirls.com LOL.

DREAM AGAIN.

2010-08-05T12:53:00.002+08:00

OMG I FORGOT MY DREAM! BUT UPON WRITING THIS I REMEMBERED IT AGAIN!!!

Haha woooooo was on overseas trip, but was threatened to be sent back, can't remember what's going on but it's army stuff blehs. Haha and this time almost all my bunk mates including my buddy appeared in my dream! (I have no idea why, but it's super rare for people close to me to appear in my dreams, like seriously rare, those who normally appear are people whom I choose to dissociate with! And so I'm glad to have this super rare dream last night!)

And so I woke up at 11am again! Which is bad cause my MC ends soon!!! And I have to get used to waking up early again... YAWNS.

Spent the whole day yesterday completing Urbz: Sims in the City on the DS! Haha and I managed to complete all the missions!!! I must be crazy lol... But being stuck on my bed as it is, the game provides a very good distraction to my daily life routine and time passes as quickly as it does in the game! One day on the bed = 84 days in the game!

And so this whole week which I have been inactive on my blog, I was active on my DS! :D Nothing much to be expected except RARE visits from friends!

Firstly, thank you PPPPPP for taking out time to visit me on Friday night! Even though Agnes and Justus couldn't make it! In the end, it was just much chit-chatting, but it got so boring when Hong Wen and Por Yee started engaging in army talk! What a curse-in-disguise that they got sent to the same camp coincidentally! (So they get to bitch about the people there together -.-) Candice and me were totally bored until we all started online shopping after a failed attempt of playing Monopoly Deal! But I got bored after awhile since online shopping was not as fun as it seems since I don't get to try those clothes on immediately! (What's the point then!) Oh ya and thanks for the FEI FEI NOODLES! :D

And just when I thought I was gonna die from boredom on Saturday, thank you Kuang Nan for paying me an unexpected visit! HAHA! And I was shocked when he told me that he was about to leave when he saw me sleeping after he reached and didn't want to disturb me! Like wth, if I went to visit someone and saw that someone sleeping, I will just irritate that person till he wakes up to entertain me la! Luckily he only called my name once and I awoke from my 3-hour slumber immediately! Thanks for the big box of Ferrero Rocher! Although I didn't eat much and half was gone after I put it in the fridge for 3 days, knew I should have gobbled up everything on the first day I got it!

And so, he told me all the army happenings while I'm gone so I could catch up on everything! Haha army life is most definitely interesting! :D

After that, I have no clear memory of what I've done on Sunday and Monday, probably mundane stuff like playing the DS or my failed attempt to online shop but was overwhelmed by the variety of goods!

To my surprise, Mei Yun and Jing Huan visited me on Tuesday!!!

On Tuesday morning:

JH: Jon Teo, we visit you later k! Around 3! Which means a little later la haha!
ME: HAHA okay, which means you all coming around 4 la!

At 5pm...

MY: Jon Teo, I'm lost cycling to your house la!

At 5.15pm... Mei Yun reached and Jing Huan was nowhere in sight!

Called her...

JH: I will reach in half an hour's time k!

LOL. And so we just kept talking after they reached till 9+. Loads of HTHT and catching up on each other's life, and me and JH constantly discussed religious issues and JH scolded me and Mei Yun for not knowing anything about our own religion!

Haha, although I claim to be buddhist, according to JH, I'm like mostly Taoist. And so I'm confused and shall speak of it no more!

And thank you SAM TEO who constantly entertains me on MSN since I'm SO BORED. And she's the only person who's almost always online on MSN whom I'm close to and can talk to randomly! Haha!!!

Shall go back to reading that thick book of Lord of the Rings! I know I'm slow to only start reading it now, but I haven't even watched the movie la LOL! Fell asleep after the first 15 minutes of the first movie...

Be optimistic all! And please visit me more often! LOL if I could walk more readily I think I will just go around troubling everybody even if I'm in crutches!

Dreaming!

2010-07-28T11:15:00.003+08:00

OMG I finally had my first dream after 2 months!!! So amazing to finally dream! Guess army environment just doesn't induces dreaming, although I'm quite sure that psychology book mentioned about humans dreaming every night but we just cannot recall!

And like what Sigmund Freud said, your dreams are a reflection of your subconscious desire, but I beg to differ!!! Although my dream last night proved otherwise!

Dreamt that I was a ninja in Naruto world and knew how to use ninjutsu and genjutsu! Omg, too much manga, followed by me going back to army with recovered legs but I was so pissed off since my MC should be much longer. After much confusion in the dream, I amazingly awoke to realize it was all but a dream and my legs were still in bad condition. BOOO... Also vaguely recollect about me playing cards, and about someone killing bunnies... No link la. And the SOMEONE IS NOT ME.

OH YA, and I dreamt about having body acne with pus coming out! EW! The sight is too terrible to behold, some demonic visage la. Don't even want to bring back that image, but it was such a strong imprint despite it being only a dream...

But finally being able to dream is amazing enough! And to be able to recollect is even more amazing! :D Guess that's due to me waking up in the middle of my precious REM sleep to go to the toilet!

Shall drink more before I sleep from now on!

Shall go back to consuming my waking hours! Be optimistic all!!!

I'm BACK!

2010-07-27T16:54:00.003+08:00

LOL. Cannot believe I actually revived this fallen blog after like 9 months?! Absolute boredom from lying on my bed is hurting my brain badly, completed Final Fantasy Tactics Advanced 2 and now chionging Digimon World DS...

In other words, my life now consists of me, my DS, my PSP, my PS2, this laptop and my blog till my leg officially recovers! Which will take weeks, can't even watch inception la kns.

OMG, I should so continue from my last blog post and talk about what incurred in the past 9 months... Got average but considered horrible grades in my class for A-levels (Especially with people like Oh Mei Yun getting 7 A's and saying she has so many good choices for her university and she's having a hard time choosing which one to go too!) and so I got into NUS FASS. Not sure if this would be a permanent choice!!! Thinking of going into marketing, lol weird but somehow I know that marketing is the right thing for me!

And so the last paper was on 30 November I believe, had a great birthday party on 2nd December, Grad Day on 5th, Prom on 8th, enlist on 11th. Freaking 3 day intervals before I thought my hell would start!

And so I enlisted into army on 11/12/09 as a commando PTP trainee! Haha, omg miss those times, such good friends and nice instructors!!! And I got myself a twin haha!!! Proceeded to becoming a commando medic after my fabulous and fun BMT life, and finally went for my airborne course where I broke my left ankle haha!

Made tons of good friends during this period whom I promise I will keep in touch after my army life!!! Especially my dear medic buddy and my medic clique! Lol, thought I would go through the entire journey with them, but well, who knew I would go break my left ankle during airborne and could end up as a service medic now!

Hopefully my leg would recover soon... but don't think I will join them for combat training anymore... Which is good since it's slack but sad since you don't go through the tough times with your good friends!

7 months of army as a commando trainee, then now MC and have no idea what's gonna happen to me!!!

Oh and just something funny, I think Hong Wen and my maid asked me this, what did you think when you fell and injured your leg, and it brought me back to that exact scene when I landed on the tarmac...

First 3 seconds: OUCH DAMN FREAKING PAIN!!!!!! BREAK LIAO LA!!!
Next 3 seconds: What are the benefits I can gain from this injury? (Ponders over everything including the slack life that could possibly follow...)

Omg, I'm just an optimistic opportunist.

Oh and one of the reasons I'm back to blogging is cause I'm so bored I started blog surfing and chanced upon Sam Teo's blog (HAHA ITS DAMN FUNNY) and remembered the joy in simply blogging and expressing your feelings!!! :D

So many things, both happy and sad happened during the last 9 months, but damn it, I just cannot remember clearly any incident, now I understand why a blog has to be consistent and cannot suddenly die and be revived! Grrr!!! But reading my past posts really brought a sense of overwhelming reminiscence!!! Such good times!!!

Oh and I wonder if my fall is a result of my bad karma for my non-stop commenting aka bitching. But my mum said it was likely due to me going to a police station to record a statement for my family theft case and police stations are an unlucky place to be in!

But honestly, I usually don't bitch alot la, I only listen and engage in such conversations since it gives you new insights to situations and be able to make use of new information to your advantage in the future, and just for plain socialising and fun with friends. Bad karma should be given to people who bitch for the sake of finding a common enemy when there is actually nothing wrong with that person, but you know how it works... When you have a common enemy, you're friends.

Shall keep this post short and sweet then, after all I will be lying on this bed with absolutely no life whatsoever.

Be optimistic all! Coming from a physically disabled person who have to walk on clutches for now, yea you have to be more optimistic! No arguing with that!

A-level in one month!

2009-10-11T13:31:00.002+08:00

A-levels in one month time! And now I have no choice but to mug everyday! Boring life now but no choice lol!

If only something big could happen in my life now, but no everything's sooooo peaceful! Well maybe that's a good thing right!

Just chionged Moonlight Resonance 5 episodes at one go on channel 55! Haha damn nice! But Jian Zi Gong Lue is still nicer cause of nice vases over there haha!!!!!

Vases improves the show by a great deal can! :D

And so, I don't even have time to blog nowadays due to my need to study and watch many shows!!! Lol! Prelim results were quite okay considering my Sciences pulled me down and those are the subjects I can pull myself back up easily haha! :D

Shall work hard for my 5 As!!! GP might be hard but I shall work hard for it!!! Haha!!! :D Shall chiong finish modern physics today!

Happy birthday Dong Hang btw!!! Haha we bought him a new pair of jeans!!! :D SO NICE RIGHT! :D

The final run is FINALLY here! 2 more months and I promise myself I will go to the beach and scream my lungs out after having a picnic there!!! AHEMMMMM PPPPPP!!! LETS HAVE OUR LONG AWAITED AND PUSHED BACK PICNIC AFTER A-LEVELS K!!!

Feel like going back to zoo after A-levels to be a good conservation ambassador once more! :) Love animals so much despite the stupid animal rights AQ pissing me off haha!!!

Can see that everyone is mugging like mad, shall start to learn from them! Hong Wen is so stressing me out with his 80 articles wor!!! LOL!

Have been thinking alot the past week, maybe I really made a lot of wrong decisions in life, but who's to define right and wrong right! Haha without those wrong decisions, I wouldn't be as optimistic as I am now. After all, learning from mistakes are part of life (Although I'm still making mistakes every now and then!) but that's what makes life fun! Should stop thinking about small things in life that are not even that important! What's yours will eventually be yours :)

Oh and I thought that Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles ending really sucked! Don't know wth they were talking about! Such a nice comic with such a bad ending! Even the special chapter did not clear many things up!

Hate shows with bad endings since I love to predict the endings haha!

Have been missing out so much on life due to A-levels! Shall start to chiong like mad the moment A-levels are over! To go outings and to prom and to manyyyy other things! HAHA! This hard work will finally be worth it!!! LOL! :D Assuming I don't have to get into army early!!!

Shall go back to studying!!! Be optimistic all!!! :D

Prelims! Then A-levels!

2009-09-19T20:38:00.003+08:00

A-levels is just around the corner and yet I'm like slacking around every corner!!!

Studying is fun! (That's the thought I'm trying to force my subconscious mind to accept! =.=''')

But well that's not working very well, and here I am coming back to this long forgotten blog! (which my hit counter mysteriously rose, wonder if it's Sam Teo making it so like how she did last time with some weird program!)

Anyways, its prelims period now and I believe everyone is mugging like mad except me! LOL! Been chionging tvb dramas! Shou shen zhuan and Jue Dai Shang Jiao!!! BOTH SUPERRRR FUNNY SHOWS!!!

And I'm addicted to my newwwww favourite song! You belong with me by Taylor Swift!!! :D

The video is cool lor! I never noticed both girls is she act de! HAHA!!! OOPS!!! IM NOT BLIND!!!

You Belong With Me Lyrics

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Nice lyrics and she won the VMA!!! :D So wth when Kanye West came to disrupt her speech, she won what what's their problem.

As of now, this is my favourite song! :D

Life have been kind of boring with studying having to be on the schedule but music really takes that extra stress off!

Go watch the video of you belong with me! She's a clarinetist there! HAHA!!! WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!!

Have been playing badminton with ee chow lately but my skills are not improving fast haha! damn why can't i have some sport genes in me! LOL!

Napfa next month, must pass or I risk going in 2 months early! Like wth lor!!! ZZZ!!! Must PASS PULL UPS!!!

Reading Angels and Demons now as a good pasttime! :D Maybe it's good for GP? Lol, who am I kidding I just wanna slack~

OMG! And now here's 3 jokes that will make you laugh your heads off:

Context: Gossip Girl

Jazreen: I thought her name is Serena Van Der Waals?

Context: Ghost

Anoynomous (I will get killed by I reveal the identity) : After watching Japanese ghosts videos, I woke up at 5.30am with a shock suddenly. I went to the toilet and looked into the mirror and got a shock.

LOL

Context: BGF

They are finally a couple! (Shall not reveal who go find out yourself!) And the HE thought I was a competitor!

LOLLLLL!!!! JOKE LOR!!!

Kk that's all!!! BE OPTIMISTIC OFF!!! SHALL GO OFF SLACKING!!! :D

A-levels soon

2009-08-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

OMG! So damn long since I blogged, wanna change my blogskin too LOL! Looks so ugly now haha!!!

Okay to make things short: I'm pissed off now because I spent half an hour searching for an anime that is unavailable everywhere?! And here I thought we can watch every show online!!!

Anime: No No Chan ののちゃん Shan Tian Xiao Le Le!!! LOL!!! The only show which I thought was damnnnnn funny and cute and I still remember all the scenarios damn well now and I can't watch it again WTH!!! Can't even buy or even find the dvd anywhere THIS SUCKS!

Ok shall forget about the unproductive time wasted! Not worth it! LOL shall summarise all that has happened to me in the last few months!

-Studied for common test at fun overnight T3 studies
-Didn't score well for common test
-Many outings
-Zoo outings
-Received one of the best Conservation Ambassadors award
-Mugging everyday
-Trying to aim for 4 A's in A-levels
-Sang A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta for centrestage auditions
-Didn't get into centrestage
-Going to centrestage this Friday with a open heart
-Constant gossiping at school despite desire to mug
-Trying to forgive and forget
-Talking to NICE friends on the phone for more than two hours just to confide how bu shuang I felt at that particular time! Thanks!!!
-K-box outing with Mr Tan and half the class (And jintong lol)! :D
-Went for commando selection process
-Most probably failed
-Going for RSAF selection process next week!

Hope I become a pilot! :D

Omg I have wasted too much time! So unproductive! Gtg all! Sorry for the noob post!!! HAHA!!!

Be optimistic!!! :D

?

2009-06-23T23:03:00.004+08:00

Ain't having much progress for my mugging, don't even feel motivated yet, how weird and peculiar, blehs.

So many things on my mind now, just wanna rest and let everything clear itself out, trying to believe in destiny, and starting to wonder what my destiny is?

After watching so many shows and animes, it really makes me wonder about the meaning of destiny and what does mine entail? Or am I just doomed to remain as a part of society and work hard to fulfill my role of giving back to the society what I received by working in the workforce and desperately or easily trying to continue to maintain a certain standard of living and boost the economy at the same time. Like wow!

One word: BORING.

Playing computer games ain't that fun anymore, studying was never fun since it's never interesting and applicable (Except Arts subjects) and watching television is just another routine of life that must be fulfilled to complete the cycle of time that we are given which is so short.

Hoping for something to happen to my life, something interesting, fun, unique, special, heartwarming, touching, exciting, and most importantly unforgettable!

Looking at everyone around me now, life revolves around the same thing, going out with families or friends, clubbing, mugging, watching drama series, playing computer games...

Why must life be so short and yet there is still so little things that could be granted to us? All I want is an adventure! Making new friends, and just going on an adventure like in my dreams!

Yes, my dreams are full of adventures, and they're really fun! The latest one would be animals rampaging and I met the zebra king and blablabla! Haha sounds bullshit but it's fun! Why am I deriving my sense of adventure from my dreams!

Or am I really gonna end my life without any adventure of any sort or just another adventure in a corporation full of politics and waiting for me to figure my way through.

I wanna gain something in life, something fulfilling, something that would render my heart immune to feeling lost, and even more. Talk about being greedy :)

Okay this is becoming another Life post and I'm just feeling disappointed with the way my life is turning out, as one with not much adventures as before or as it should be. In the past, everything was so fun since I'm contented so easily, but now I'm really just asking for a little more.

Haha, maybe all I really want is just to sit at my backyard in my future house and invite some really close friends over and just start talking and talking and talking non-stop. Those would be the most memorable moments of my life since nothing beats talking to friends and barbecuing. LOL. (Maybe not barbecuing, not healthy!)

Talking about all these really make me miss many things. I'm really missing you a lot, even if I don't mention it much.

Haha, normally I would just post about the happenings in my life and get over with it for my blog but just feeling particularly emotional now.

It's true when they say to be aware of friends who does bad things to others since you could be the victim the next time.

But still I feel that I should have absolute trust in all my friends right? Or is that what is deluding me from proceeding further in my life? Should I just follow my feelings or my pragmatism?

But looking back now, if I had followed my feelings, my life would have been much better and cheerful than it is now. Missing out so much in life, no wonder I mentioned how boring my life is.

It's becoming harder to trust as you face more in life, and that's where the challenge is, to continue trusting no matter what.

At least that way I can tell myself I kept to my values no matter what throughout my entire life, and I'm contented with that. :)

Maybe I should just go out there and start looking at life as it is instead of posting my rambles here in my nice little blog. After all, no pain, no gain.

But still, what choice do we have now as JC students but to mug for A-levels like crazy? Sounds stupid but that's what it is, we give up our freedom for this just so we can get into a good university and take the courses we want and enjoy! And so for the sake of my future freedom, I don't really have much choice but to study hard!

And so, this is the path I'm leading down my life, but certainly I believe there are also other paths I can take down at the same time!

Shall be more pro-active from now on, no more slacking and more working! Including working out! :) After all, what's most important is your health!

Which brings me to the most irritating part of our current life. The stupid H1N1 virus! But since it's existing and spreading, why are we still reopening school as usual?! What if any of us got the disease and die as a result?! That would be too late for regrets at this choice to open school as usual! I rather start E-learning now since it would not affect my studies and at the same time give me more time to study for A-levels!

I am SUPER unwilling to risk myself to getting this disease and be quarantined when the chances of getting it in school is SO MUCH HIGHER! One person gets it and boommmmmmm!!! All will get it indirectly right?!

Imagine one student who has the disease touches the utensils at the canteen to get his or her utensil and someone else touches the same place! BOOM! And if anyone from everyone class bought from this store, it will be another BOOM! Spreading in class! Then to family! BOOOOOOMMMMM!!!

If we were to plot a graph, the cases are like EXPONENTIAL?! Which is like WTH!

Newest update

Singapore changes H1N1 strategy

Tue, Jun 23, 2009
my paper

Mr Khaw said: "There will be some deaths. We need to allow our hospitals to focus on the high-risk cases and not be distracted or overwhelmed by hundreds of mild cases."

Some deaths? Isn't that's HORRIBLE enough?! And if schools of student get the disease, imagine the health cost incurred! Talk about education increasing productivity for our LRAS curve to shift rightwards, we are ignoring the health of the students and shifting our productivity downwards even more drastically if anyone dies from this disease! Imagine the panic if this happens in your school!

And even if school really should be reopened and health measures are taken to ensure every student who comes in are clear of fever and blablabla, they can still get the disease from any public transport right?! And since we won't notice it by then, it will be boom boom boom boom boom again! Probability of getting the disease is much higher in school than anywhere else for students like us!

Plus for feeble students like me with a weak immune system and having a flu right now just from switching on the air-con, ITS EVEN MORE DANGEROUS!

One simple scenario:

Jon Teo happily goes and take his common test and omg he didn't notice the hall door he touched was sneezed onto by another student with the virus! He takes the test and started talking to friends regarding the test and started complaining about not completing the paper and how he needs more time! And so the virus spreads slowly and when he reaches home, he plays with his nephew who is still a baby and spreads the virus to almost everyone he knows.

AND BOOM! ALL QUARANTINED! And even his baby nephew could get the disease!

And all the other friends who got the disease, BOOM!

Soooo many booms for this topic as I'm really concerned with this issue since at anytime, my health will always be more important than education!

Luckily for me, I believe my luck will tide me through this crisis :) (Like seriously hope so)

But still, there will be unlucky cases and we can only feel sad for those people as they add on to the total number of cases and blame it on their horrible luck! (Seriously I honestly think its luck and not the hygiene part that matters, even if everyone washes their hand, one victim sneezes into your face and its gg!)

Personally, I don't want to spend 7 days in a resort if there's no mahjong pals to play with!

Oh well shall stop talking about this topic since school is certain to reopen and we are all depending on luck to not get the disease. :(

And so I shall summarize what has happened in my life for the past few days! Went for zoolympix and burnt out my weekends which is totally MADNESS. Like seriously madness. Super tiring and burnt out. And my weekends this week are gone once again, due to zoolympix!

Study session on Monday was fun! :) PIPIPAPIPOOPOO! My forever coolest gang! LOL! :D

Damn feeling tired now, shall stop blogging! Be optimistic all! And be careful not to get H1N1!!! Praying hard for H1N1 cases to stop appearing all around the world! And for everyone to be cured and life becoming peaceful once again! And for the stupid disease to not get mutated or whatever it can become!

HOLS~ TEO HENG~ SWIMMING~~~

2009-06-17T00:11:00.004+08:00

LOL!!! One week since I last blogged and with my failure memory for events, why do I even bother blogging after such a long time!

LETS SEE!!!!! Went for Chem lecture last thursday followed by going to Kennard's house! Went swimming and it was fun haha!!! It made me realised how long I have been SLACKING AND BECOMING SO NOT FIT!!!

I CAN'T EVEN SWIM FOR LONG NOW!!! CONCLUSION: I NEED TO GO TO THE GYM SOON AFTER CTS!

And so it was me, Ee Chow, Kennard and Kenneth haha! What a unique outing instead of playing cards only or LAN HAHA!!! :D

Friday was CIP! AND IT WAS TIRING!!! As in seriously, after looking after him (I'm not supposed to reveal names right? =X) for 2 hours, I went up and lied on the table just to take an half an hour nap! Feel so horrible that I did that, but hey at least I did something that was tiring for me to deserve that nap!

Was discussing with Jazreen and gang about centrestage and its making me feel nervous! Now even Yi Chen is joining!!! OMG LA!!! (Strongly believes she sings well ever since hearing her sing 3 years ago!)

And Jazreen is contemplating to sing the shuang zi xing opening song that Ee Chow actually managed to memorise the whole lyrics -_- Wth.

And so CIP was quite fun and memorable! :) Had fun! Contemplating if I should really open a daycare centre now LOL! My Sec 3-4 dream HAHA!!! I think I will tire myself to death!

Unfortunately, I was awoken by a series of SMSES ON SATURDAY MORNING! Apparently it's some class incident which I'm unwilling to share on my blog since this post is open to the public! (Like I even know how to make it private! Or can blogspot even do that?!)

And so I shall not recap what happened on Saturday morning, HAHA OOPS!!! I'm so not refering to the OTHER INCIDENT!!! (Apparently, this one is so secretive only 5 other people know about it <--- What a nice number!) AND NOW THE BEST PART!!! SATURDAY EVENING!!! I WENT FOR THE FLASH MOB!!! Haha, was informed about it by Chloe, who was invited in turn by Yi Ling and Jamie went too! ALL MY NICEEEEE 3RD JUNIORS!!!~~~

AND SO WE WENT!!! AND WE SAW XIAXUE AND HER BF AND MANY OTHER FAMOUS BLOGGERS!!! LOL!!!

Quite a fun event but really not as random as it should be! So publicised la!

AND I DID NOT PARTICIPATE AND WHY? I HAVE NO P.JS!!! So proud of chloe they all! They actually really wore P.Js and started dancing there!!! HAHA!!! AND THEY GOT INTERVIEWED BY NEWPAPER LOL!

Pumpkin's really cute too haha! :D

Went shopping at Orchard after that too! And I BOUGHT A SCARF FOR $5.80!!! SUPER NICE!!!!!! SHALL WEAR IT OUT SOON!!! :D

Just wondering, what will everyone wear for prom night! Wondering if everyone is preparing already haha!

Ohhhhh and after Saturday I have no recollection for what happened except Sindy came my house stayover followed by I went her house stayover or something like that! LOL!

All I could remember: I lost my EZ LINK CARD!!! WTH LA!!! MY IC ALL INTACT ONLY EZ LINK CARD GONE! HECK SUI!!!

Well so Sindy came over my house for stayover and I remembered cursing them for disturbing my nice sleep!

OMG I JUST REMEMBERED!!! SUNDAY = WATCHING GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST!!!

HAHA I STRONGLY RECOMMEND THIS SHOW IF YOU LIKE CHEAP FLICK MOVIES!!! OMG IT'S REALLY QUITE FUNNY AND TOUCHING HAHA!!! (Oh and I secretly wore my scarf in the theatre since ITS COLD and to prove scarfs CAN be PRACTICAL IN SINGAPORE!!!)

Yeayea, now I remember things much clearer.

Saturday Night- Irritating Sindy and my brother and his friend talking throughout the night! WHILE I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!!!

Sunday Night- Sindy came for stayover once again! This time, I had to stay awake till 1am+++ for her to reach my house! Haha so horrible right! But I'm such a nice cousin and soo... I WAITED! But this the moment she reached, I started sleeping! (And I switched off my laptop beforehand so they could not use it wahaha!!!)

And next - Monday Night - Went to Sindy's house for stayover! Went arcade with her at Eastpoint where apparently she met TONS of friends. Even went to sit at a void deck while she talked to her friends! Ordered McDelivery after that and I can feel all the fats coming into me!

Oh well, just a point! I won her in arm wrestling WAHAHA!!! Although 2 years younger, she goes to the gym regularly while I'm just a slacker who plays chess at most to exercise my hands! HAHA SO ITS AN ACHIEVEMENT!!!

Went through a fashion show too, kept on trying new clothes and my nice cousin bought me a RALPH LAUREN SHIRT as advanced birthday present!!! (Shall not comment on what HW SAID SINCE IM GONNA WEAR THAT SHIRT OUT)

Talking about birthday, I forgot to wish YUN XIU, HUA XIN AND ZHEN WEI HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL! :D INCLUDING ALMOST ALL JUNE BABIES! (First time using bold so LOOK AT IT!)

Finally... TUESDAY!!! Went TEO HENG TO SING!!! (AND PRACTICE HAHA!!!) WITH HONG WEN AND CANDICE!!! JUSTUS PS US AT THE LAST MINUTE!!! :D

And so went shopping at PP again but nothing much blehs. Went to my house to study and I finished MICRO! LOL! :D

Ate Fei Fei Wanton Noodles :D

Following that, I played Harvest Moon like there's no tomorrow! WON CHICKEN FESTIVAL HAHAHA!!!!! OMG SO LOSERISH :D

With sooooo many happy events going on, what could go wrong except... CTS!!!

Not much time left must MUG EVEN HARDERRRRRRRR NOW!!!

JIA YOU ALL!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D (And sorry for the incoherency in this blog post!)

KRIS ALLEN FTW! <---Although he already won! WAHAHA!!! Just feel like typing this since I love No Boundaries so much!

Weird

2009-06-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hmm, something weird is going on inside me but I have no idea what. Somehow I'm suddenly not so I dunno, myself?

And there's this heart pounding that tells me that something is happening to me, and I cannot grasp what it is, maybe I'm just gonna start chasing after my dreams finally?

And even more weirdly, this feeling only goes off and comforts my soul when I start singing, maybe my singing does have powers! :)

Oh maybe it's just stress of not studying enough for common test, either way, it's time to work hard.

Hope this change is for the better? That's optimistic of me haha.

Music is changing my life I guess, didn't got to appreciate it much in the past, haha singing is really different from playing the clarinet all day long :)

Went for econs lecture today, and everything sounded common sense to me :) Hope that's the case for common test wahaha!!!

Just wondering if a stranger came to my blog and has never watched American Idol, maybe he or she will think the guy in the video is me! HAHAHA!!! LOL!!!

Bored, shall go back to dota and harvest moon!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

The realization

2009-06-09T00:10:00.003+08:00

Omg I better blog before this blog becomes stagnant like before and with so many things ongoing, it will not be long before I forget everything that happened!

FIRSTLY: SORRY SINDY FOR NOT MAKING IT TO YOUR BIRTHDAY CHALET!!! HOPE YOU HAD FUN!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D

Haha Happy Birthday to Jazreen too! :D

Haha truthfully, I cannot remember what I wanted to blog about since it's the holidays and so it's just the normal things, play study and play?

Lol totally haven't studied actually, except a little physics and econs haha! Have to start working hard!

Let's see, the only events I remember now is GP common test, going to Zoo, celebrating Jazreen's birthday and dance concert!

-.- I just made myself depressed with the topic GP common test, so scared I out of point! Did the question Greed is good, and just spammed in all the information I learnt for last year PROMOS SOMEHOW!

Going to zoo is now a daily routine, must work hard for zoolympics! Haha everyone have fun k!

Jazreen's birthday celebration at my house was fun and at the same time retarded! Everyone got lost coming to my ULU house -_- Haha played mahjong ( Though I never played ), and I sort of gave bad luck to others -_- HAHA! Better to use my luck on exams!!! :D (And some skills la okay lol)

Went for dance concert too haha to support Justus LOL!!! GOOD JOB!!! :D

Omg what a nice and summarised blog post! :D

Oh and I totally completed Final Fantasy Tactics War of the Lions on the PSP!!! Super happy! Love how Final Fantasy comes up with controversies of religion and stuffs like that haha!!!

Now going on to Harvest Moon! LOL!!! To me, it will always be one of the BEST GAMES EVER!!! FARMING ROCKS!

So not into school life nowadays since it's the holidays! Omg what am I crapping -.-

But honestly, I go to school just to talk to friends and learn some subjects I like -_- So WOOO ITS THE HOLS!!!

Shall finally be able to fulfill all the outings we promised one another HAHA!!!

Once again, I'm in a very good mood and very happy with the company I have during the holidays!

To all my nice friends: YOU ALL ROCK!!!

Started listening to Kris Allen's No Boundaries and I fell in love with the song! SUPER DUPER NICE! Haha it's my dream song to sing now! :)

Haha with so many happy things going on, I really don't understand why is it that for the past few months, I actually brood on unhappy matters that sought to make my life meaningless which are consequences of others' actions that are infantile and totally meaningless in their own way.

But running away is not an option, shall start confronting matters head on, after all I like to achieve my best in both my ambitions and my interpersonal relationships.

So sorry to all the people I may have backstabbed (Well if you consider just talking about you behind your back e.g. Laughing at HW's hair OOPS), haha and let's forgive and forget k!

Lol, I think Justus will be really happy that I'm finally taking his advice! :)

Shall start to always consider the matter from another's perspective.

Oh and did I mention I cannot stand Adam Lambert's version of No Boundaries at all, SORRY CANDICE!!!

He's a good singer though haha! :)

Omg and I really wanna join centrestage for the fun of it! Probablity of winning might be like 0.1 or even lower but it will be such a good experience! Haha, so Justus, Jazreen and Candice we all join solo hor! DUN PANG SEH!!!!

Shall really start revising my homework too soon while practicing singing HAHA!!!

Oh and nowadays, my dreams are getting ever more sophisticated, and the me in my dreams are using words where I don't even understand when I wake up. Although I'm super sure they are my common language in my dream, like totally CHIMP LA!!! How my subconscious know all these words without letting me use them in my GP ESSAYS!!! ZZZ!!!

Maybe it's just my subconscious or my future self or my alter ego or my alternate dimension me talking to me through my dreams! Feel like I'm on a quest to save the world or something HAHA!!! (NOT DESTROY IT)

KKKK THATS ALL BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!! I SHALL TRY TO BLOG MORE BBB!!!!!! :D

Another MAD and SUPER FUNNNNNN WEEKEND!!! WWW AND STAYOVER!!!

2009-05-24T13:46:00.002+08:00

Haha totally MADNESS WEEKEND!

I feel so fascinated that I manage to have so much fun when common test is next week!

Firstly, UBER tiring week! 4 tests in a row leh! Econs Test, Physics Test, Chemistry SPA, Maths Test!

I cannot believe I got through all of them! Only damn pissed I didn't get full marks for Maths Test!

Like wth lor, I really put in the effort but in the end I failed to attain full marks because of language error! SOOOOO PISSED!!!

Cannot really remember the events of the week, just a typical chiong mug week where I couldn't play on the computer AT ALL!

But I think I learnt something from these tests, haha it's really a lot more efficient when you relax yourself before a test!

Kk before I FORGET, WHICH IS SO EASY TO FORGET SINCE ITS DREAMS!!!

Day before CHEM SPA, I DREAMT I TOOK THE EXAM AND I FAILED CAUSE I TOOK THE 1995 PAPER!!! I WAS LIKE SO SHOCKED AND UPSET I LOOKED UP EVERY SINGLE TEACHER AND TRIED TO GET MY MARKS BACK!

Talk about stress, just before maths exam, I dreamt I failed horribly too!!!

Oh well, dreams are the opposite of reality! :D

Still vaguely remember one of me talking to superstars about my singing talents! LOL!!!

What an anomaly of the previous statement!

Went to return my Sentosa inventories on Friday, and had to go all the way back there! All the good and bad experiences just overflowed into me! AND I CANNOT WAIT TO GET MY PAY!

But what I have mentioned is only the bottom of Mount Everest!

The best part was Friday night when we went to Jazreen's house for yet another MAHJONG STAYOVER with Mei Yun, Chun Ying and Jing Huan!!! (Though Jing Huan went to the zoo the next day haha!)

HAHA, IT WAS UBER FUN!!!! AND THINGS BECAME SOOO SAD WHEN I FANG PAO TO JING HUAN AND JAZREEN!!!

They SHI SAN YAO!!!!!!!!!

AND I HAD TO PAY LIKE SIAO!!! THEN BECAME ULTIMATE LOSING SPREE HAHA!!!

ALL TSUKI'S FAULT!!! (JAZREEN'S DOG)

I'M 100% SURE IT WAS CURSING ME HAHAHA!!!

AND WE WENT WILD WILD WET THE NEXT DAY HAHAHA!!! SUPER DUPER FUN!!!

Now we can finally say that we all went there before! Or else so pai seh next time hahah!!!

Dunno what to post about there, there's only one fun ride? LOL!

Went home yesterday to try to watch bleach movie, but only feel asleep to wake up this morning! Slept for 14 hours!!! LOL!!!

KK BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! LIFE'S FUN!!!!!!

AND KRIS ALLEN WON!!!! WAHAHA!!! So disappointed I cannot watch the show at home and just scream when they announce it! Stupid Agnes spoiler!!! LOL!!!

Haha although I was super convinced that Adam Lambert would win but this was a pleasant surprise after all!!!

Just wondering if it would be better that Kris Allen lost, and he would become like the next David Archuleta that I would support! After all, their singing sounds the same!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDICE!!!

2009-05-16T00:53:00.002+08:00

HAHA TODAY (Okay la yesterday) WAS A SUPER EVENTFUL DAY!!!

BUT FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANTLY!!!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CANDICE!!!

Thanks for always being such a great friend and you rock!!! :D

Today was such a meaningful day! But I should always start from where I left off and leave the EXCITING PART BEHIND!!!

Let's see, Tuesday: Nothing much except I got pissed off once again by shitty people, I need some friends to just agree with me! LOL! Even though I could be wrong (Which I HONESTLY don't think so) , but when you talk to your friend about things, THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO AGREE LOL!!!

Being too straightforward sucks k haha!!! But well at least that's true friends!!! (Please FAKE a little next time k!)

Wednesday: I FINISHED MY SGC DRAFT AND I AM SUPER PROUD OF IT!!! ITS LIKE OMG! DAMN NICE!

So many mind sports competitions (All lose la), SPH conservation ambassador, EX-treasurer, Work experience programme at the ZOO and MAYBE MAYBE SENTOSA BUT PROBABLY NOT HAHA!!!

Oh ya and wednesday was a very meaningful day for me! Haha I did 10 push ups continuously for the first time in my life! I never tried before though haha! But it was truly a great achievement, at least now I won't say I cannot do any push-ups LOL!!!

(Despo for fitness!)

Thursday: CAN ONLY REMEMBER PHYSICS SPA HAHA!!! BUT IM NOT ALLOWED TO COMMENT I THINK SO NVM!!! WENT HOME TO STUDY CHEMISTRY BUT INSTEAD WATCHED AI AND KRIS ALLEN GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!

ALTHOUGH EVERYONE SOMEHOW KNOWS THAT HE'S GONNA LOSE IN THE FINAL ROUND, I WILL SUPPORT HIM NEVERTHELESS, HIS ONE SONG TOUCHED ME AND THAT'S ALL THAT I NEED!

DON'T NEED EVERYTHING NICE LA PLEASE, NOT AS IF YOU CAN STAND LISTENING TO THE SAME KIND OF SONGS EVERYDAY.

Song that touched me: To make you feel my love

And he sang APOLOGIZE on Tuesday! Not such a fascinating perfomance since he sang while playing on the piano (Guitar would be so much nicer!)!

But still, he rocks haha!

His next song Heartless was amazing! :D

Somehow I know that Adam Lambert is a good singer but his songs just don't touch me, good vocals but somehow I don't get the emotions that you get from other singers you like.

Maybe he's not my genre at all lol! I'm like the POP kind haha! Did I mention I watch Hannah Montana movie LOL! Good movie k! LOL!

AND FINALLY TODAY I BELIEVE I FAILED MY CHEMISTRY TEST! Last minute really cannot memorise everything, consistency is so important yet so hard to achieve :(

But today's main point is CANDICE'S BIRTHDAY!!! And while I was rushing to school, she sort of knew we are going over to surprise her at night due to...

AGNES!!! HAHA!!! Holding the photo frame while going to the third storey and Candice was just going to the toilet! LOL!!!

And I shouldn't laugh since I failed next! HAHA!!! Was given the photo frame to bring it out of the school and while saying goodbye to my classmates and walking out of the classroom, CANDICE WALKED BY TO GO TO THE TOILET AGAIN! AND I NEVER NOTICED UNTIL SHE SAID HI AND ME AND JUSTUS SCREAMED OH SHIT LOL!!!

It is just fate or is her frequency to the toilet too high? LOL!

Total failure! (We should always blame it on the organiser Hong Wen THEN HAHAHA!!!!)

Went all the way to bugis to buy the TOTE BAG!!! AND ITS SOOOO NICE!!! :D

But that wasn't the best part. Read the following story but please do not laugh too hard. WARNING!

Jon Teo, Hong Wen and Por Yee crosses an overhead bridge to go to Parkway Parade.

Jon Teo: OI so slippery la later I fall down I die la!

Hong Wen and Por Yee IGNORES.

Jon Teo miraculously survived going up the overhead bridge and while going down the overhead bridge.

Por Yee: Many people think I look like BRAD PITT LEH!

Jon Teo: Many people's blind.

Por Yee in an attempt to salvage his ego.

Por Yee: Jon Teo, you look like David Archuleta leh!

Jon Teo laughs!!!

Jon Teo: Okay la you look like BRAD PITT LOL!!!

And the best part comes now, while laughing, I SLIPPED!!!

And so, I threw the charles and keith bag I was holding and started sliding down the overhead bridge stairs!

WAS LIKE BOM BOM BOM BOM BOM!!! And I managed to scratch onto Hong Wen's hand to prevent myself from going down even more!

And after I finally stopped and managed to stand up to see THREE PEOPLE BEHND US, Por Yee STOOD THERE LAUGHING.

YES!!! LAUGHING AFTER I ALMOST DIED!!! LOL!!!

IM SO LUCKY I FELL ON MY BACK INSTEAD OF ON MY FRONT OR ELSE IN HOSPITAL LE LAH!!!

EVIL POR YEE!!!

And so, after designing the photo frame and putting our FANTASTIC photos on the photo frame, we went to Candice's house to surprise her!

Okay not that much of a surprise!

And we ate the birthday cake together and had lots of fun just talking!

So happy PPPPPP managed to convert from just a chi he wan le group to a group which can talk about anything like true friends!!! :D All of PPPPPP are like my closest friends now! :)

It's hard to imagine that in such a realistic world, true friendship actually truly exists. I sort of truly gave up after a few setbacks in the past but life has taught me much more. Giving up is never an option especially just because of one or two anomalies. Truly big thanks to all my good friends who are always there for me to listen to my grumbles of life. :) I am truly grateful and I never know what to do without all of your good advices.

Need to have more confidence in myself! (NOT OVERCONFIDENT THOUGH HINT HINT)

Oh ya and I had a dream of chemistry test where I was in a rpg game and had to react chemicals to go to the next stage and I sort of released kyogre (the legendary pokemon) to help me. Wth right.

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :) And once again, to my dear friends and relatives who are struggling, do not hesitate to sms me or just call me! I will always be there to talk and cheer you up with my random statements LOL!!!

OH AND PLEASE LEAVE A TAG! HAHA!!! It's UBER WEIRD TO SEE YOU COUNTER RISE AND NO1 TAGS!!! LIKE ONCE IN A RAINBOW MOON LA! LOL!!!

TAG!!! HAHA!!! I want my tag board to be colourful! LOL!!!

Pissed off once again

2009-05-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

So pissed off when you hear someone backstabbing you, and yet when you look into that person's eyes, they just look away guiltily.

Piece of shit.

Oh well, shall not talk about those losers! Haha! Life is sooo not about them, haha! Although everyone has backstabbed another person somehow before, at least you should face it and dare to say it in their face!

Last week was a super fun week haha! Mainly cause of great friends around me who totally rocked! Went to zoo for volunteer last Saturday and managed to talk to a few guests about the banded mongoose! Haha, their unique scent is sooooo nice! (Some says smells like shit but anyways!)

Went for Exercise and Study outing at Justus's (<---is this considered gramatically wrong?) house!!! Well I didn't study at all and was focusing on finishing the Sidney Sheldon book where the ending was so boring! It's like such a minor twist la yawns! And so Hong Wen finished his Nitrogen compound assignment haha and we went for a super fun tennis session after that!

Oh and Justus's mum pwned me in doing push ups and pull ups! Omg madness la! I neeeeed to exercise more!!!

Went to Expo to have dinner and I ate the WORST food ever produced at expo foodcourt! Omg the hor fun tastes like shit! No taste whatsoever and the sauce is horrible like siao!

Luckily, we managed to go for the book fair afterwards where I found tons of cooool books! Haha went to read on Barrack Obama so that at least I know a little about him before people like Mei Yun and Justus laugh at me and says I didn't know his wife came from princeton or something!

Went to buy mother's day present yesterday after waking up at 2pm LOL.

Bought uber nice durian puffs with the plan of my mum giving them to me but it failed! DAMN!

Oh and south park is taking up a large portion of my life LOL! It's like UBER FUNNY! HAHA!!!

The list is still one of my FAVOURITES! (About the class girls making up a list to rate every boy's looks in the class and the first place was an unpopular boy whose father owns a shoe shop but the committee placed him as first place even though he should have been 10+ to get him to buy shoes for them now that he's popular and they can date him! And so the journey goes on to find out who's the one changing the list and to fight the political turmoil!)

HAHA!!! PPPPPP's gonna come up with such a list too! HAHA!

Omg super tired now and have LOTS of homework to finish! Damn!

Be optimistic all! :D Shall finish up all my homework! YEAH!

So much to say about that evil shit and Hamster die!

2009-05-05T19:28:00.005+08:00

Everything has been so peaceful and nice until TODAY. So freaking pissed off that I spewed a vulgarity for the first time in my whole school life, now I'm not disappointed with that person who resulted in this, but in myself.

Bleh, that's bullshit, I'm pissed at that person more lol! Jazreen keeps reminding me about the 90/10 principle and yet I was unable to control my reaction. DAMN!!!

Oh well, shall not talk about things that totally RUIN my mood! Let's see, went shopping last Saturday, bought a few shirts at Springfield, and I think they look totally awesome on me!

Mum commented and criticized it looking too small on me but it's so not my fault it's an S size and that's the only one left! Guess I'm just too tall damn!

And so, went to celebrate Mother's Day at Vienna for a seafood buffet dinner! It's the international seafood buffet restaurant! Haha, their oreo cheesecake is certainly comparable to the one we made for Hong Wen for his birthday!!! HAHA!!! :D

Oh and I tried fried durian for the first time in my life, not really that nice blehs. And there were these glass tubes with all sorts of flavourings and I knew I just had to try almost all of them!

But the best is still... MARSHMALLOW WITH CHOCOLATE FONDUE!!! WAHAHA!!!

Did not really have a great time since I was having jaw pains due to bad sleeping posture and could not open half my mouth fully.

But last Sunday was really a meaningful day for me since I watched 4 episodes of Desperate Housewives!!! Still at season 2 but the show is just totally AWESOME!

I could almost felt my tears flow out (Or maybe it did) when Gabrielle finally confronts the loss of her baby and releases the balloon into the sky. That part was just classic when she said she wanted to name the child something and something. DAMN NICE!!!

This scene is even cooler since she tried to act as though nothing happened after the miscarriage and just kept on shopping until some weird guy told her to see the balloon as the child and see if she dared to let go of the loss.

She's my favourite character! :D

Oh and once again, I went on my South Park spree last weekend. Watched tons of episodes and I still like the episode 'Scott Tenorman MUST DIE' the most! Haha Eric Cartmen rocks in that episode!

Oh my god, I almost forgot to typed the horror of what happened last Friday, when I felt death in my very own hands!

Went to Ee Chow's house to play cards, and two of his hamsters died a horrible death that night.

Okay, firstly, this is not my fault they died! (Stop inferring so fast!)

Apparently, Ee Chow's younger brother bought two new hamsters and placed them together and they fought and most probably both broke their legs and got the disease 'Wet Tail' where it is fatal and they will most certainly die soon.

Tried my best to save the hamster from dying at night but it was just too late! Was touching the hamster while it was in my hand and finally I soothed it into not struggling anymore and it died a few minutes later peacefully.

The other hamster was not as fortunate and had to suffer a more torturous death, after excreting a yellowish liquid, this was what happened.

Jon Teo: Hears shrieking sound. Throws a card and forgot to say Uno.

Ee Chow: Catch, draw two cards now.

Jon Teo: Damn you I going to say le I don't want to take! (And so he wins the battle of not drawing the card)

Ee Chow: Is the hamster shrieking?

Jon Teo: I thought it was you!

Haha okay so not interesting, and so we rushed to look at the hamster and it was giving its last shrieks before finally giving in to death.

And yet, despite knowing it was going to die, it was unbearable to perform euthanasia since there was a probability of 0.0000001 that it could survive.

This lesson taught me about the perspective of family members of victims who could undergo euthanasia to relieve their pain once and for all.

But the most important part of my story is still... I FELT DEATH IN MY HANDS!!!!!!!

After the incident, I proposed throwing the hamster so that it might miraculously awaken, but my idea was immediately overturned since it would just destroy all hopes of the hamster surviving. If only we had tried, who knows, it might just awaken. :(

Shall not talk about these events of loss and death, shall not dampen the mood any further!

Reached home yesterday to be damn pissed that I could not find my AC Grayling, I'm super convinced my brother took it to his army camp!

IF ANYONE SEES IT PLEASE CONTACT ME IMMEDIATELY!

Oh and not forgetting, the H1N1 disease seems to be taking up a lot of curriculum time, just yesterday, I missed out my whole Chemistry tutorial when I actually DID the Chemistry tutorial. And so now we're going to lag behind once more! Zzz...

Seriously, isn't it our responsibility to take our temperature ourselves and ensure we don't come to school when we're sick!

And yet, so many people did not bring their thermometers and wasted so much precious time!

Came home to be shocked at the fact that my nephew got a fever and was sent home. My dad concluded it was just because he ate too many chocolate cake servings the night before.

And furthermore, now that they want us to go back to the classroom after flag raising, we are forsaking even more lecture time or any other curriculum time!

(Wanna just take our temperature at the flag raising area, I don't like to walk up and down.)

Still, hope the problem of H1N1 is resolved asap, and much condolences to the victims and their family and friends.

Was quite shocked to hear from the radio that it was not the swine's fault since it was the human who spread the disease to the swine, so no more calling it 'Swine Flu'!

New disease: Swine Flu
Symptons: You start to act like a swine and start sneezing every now and then and make snorting sounds.

And so since I lost my AC Grayling, I had to finish the presentation during my 5 free periods today. What a waste zzz! Thanks lots to Justus who helped me a lot for the presentation!

Did on morality, and Ms Huda commented that I'm cynical when I kept on disagreeing that morality is prevalent in human nature lol!

Have to disagree with the author somehow you know!

Oh and last but not least, to my dear friend who's having troubles lately, JIA YOU!!!! WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!! BE OPTIMISTIC K!!! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! And to Mei Yun: YOU DID INDEED SAY THAT YOU CHEERED WHEN YOU HEARD I GOT A FOR PW SINCE THAT MEANS YOU SURE GET A TOO!!! EVIL!!! :D

Just got this HAHA!!!!! I DID NOT CHEAT!

Failed Napfa LOL!!! AND AGNES BIRTHDAY!!! And yet another mahjong session!

2009-04-29T23:06:00.004+08:00

Firstly... I failed NAPFA! :(

Damn it zero pull up!!! When last year I can do 3 and this year 2 and now 0!!! And why... CAUSE I JUMPED SO MUCH YESTERDAY AND HAD MUSCLE ACHES ON BOTH LEGS!!!

Okay that sounds STUPID, since legs and pull ups don't link at all right! But it will affect your confidence level okay! And with your legs becoming SOOO DAMN PAINFUL whenever you are walking up stairs (or even down), your confidence level goes BOOM!

And with that I still cannot believe my shuttle run improved from 10.6s first try to 10.3s second try!!! The teacher was so shocked haha!!From D to B!!!

And I got an E for standing broad jump with my injured legs!!! Super duper improvement, I knew the time for my legs to develop will come when the real test is here!!!

However, overall still fail la haha, but it's alright to me since I was like super off-form!!! Stomachache coupled with leg aches!!! And I still managed to finish my 2.4km run! Felt convulsions in my stomach during the run and I could just die!

Felt proud of myself since I finished my NAPFA and did not try to push it away by using my leg injury as an excuse! :)

Even worse, I was in the toilet when Ee Chow came to tell me that everyone is walking to the park for the freaking run. And I had no choice but to come out and go with them! With my stomachache still a constant. ZZZ.

Oh well, what's done is done!!!

I shall train harder from now on!!! (Although harder should not even be used in this case considering I have never even started training!)

NEXT...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AGNES!!! :D (28.4)

Managed to surprise Agnes at her house!!! :D LOL!!! Went to her house at night with her cake and presents! And we had a really fun truth or dare session! HAHA!!! :D

Hope she likes the books we bought her LOL!!! Books as birthday gifts, now that's totally COOL! LOL!!!

Agnes you're the best!!! :D

Oh and before I forget, happy birthday to my bro too. (30.4) :)

Thanks for always teaching me stuffs about the life in the army! :)

And last but not least, I just had much enjoyable outings!!! Mahjong session and Karaoke singing to celebrate Pin Hui's LONG OVERDUE birthday! HAHA!!! And in the evening, rushing to Jazreen's house to continue!

And we watch FREAKY FRIDAY!!! OMG THE SHOW IS TOTALLY AWESOME!!! HAHA!!! :D

JUST LOVE THE SONGS!!!

Still think Lindsay Lohan is great! :D (Despite so many rumours going on about her, she's still an awesome actor and singer!)

Despite having so much fun, my greatest trouble now is still my physique! Like damn it, why do I still have a belly!

The answer is obvious: I don't exercise enough.

But I don't really have many friends who are willing to go exercise with me since I guess they are just as slack! LOL.

And yet, this is my greatest drawback for now and I really want to get rid of this problem and become a fit man for the rest of my life.

Haha, okay I admit, it's also for the sake of having the qualities to wear nicer shirts! LOL!

Therefore, the rewards for being fit include becoming more healthy, suffer lesser in NS, lifting moods, look better and you can wear the shirts you have always wanted to!

And since there is always a price to pay, I shall work hard from now on!

Oh and I found this online and I could categorize myself immediately LOL! Keyword: Optimistic.
Haha, try it on yourself! :D

Introvert personality traits

Introverts are usually energized by being alone, private, and quiet. Introverts are more sensitive to social rejection, and don't always see the world as a safe place.

Emotionally stable introverts are:

Careful
Thoughtful
Controlled
Reliable
Even-tempered
Calm

Emotionally unstable introverts can be:

Quiet
Pessimistic
Unsociable
Sober
Rigid
Moody
Anxious
Reserved

Extrovert personality traits

Extroverts tend to be energized by groups of people, conversation, and activity. Extroverts are less sensitive to rejection, and see the world as a safer place.

Emotionally stable extroverts are:

Sociable
Outgoing
Talkative
Responsive
Easygoing
Lively
Carefree
Leaderlike

Emotionally unstable extroverts can be:

Active
Optimistic
Impulsive
Changeable
Excitable
Aggressive
Restless
Touchy

Oh and last but not least, I finally revamped my blog totally! Destroyed useless links and got a new blogskin! Personally I think it's still not perfect yet but I shall fix it soon!

Be optimistic all! :D

Blehs.

2009-04-23T20:27:00.002+08:00

Oh man, this feels like one of the down periods of my life, failing tests after tests!

Tried to study but nothing gets in, haha you really need to have interest first for such things, so damn it for now!

Furthermore, my life seems to be becoming more boring and evil looking, lol, hope something major happens soon!

Anyways, before I forget, I wanna post about my eventful trip to Ee Chow's house for stayover WHERE HE LOST HIS HAMSTER!!!

Apparently, he placed it in a shoe box and it got out and eventually I used my P.S.I to get it back!!!

Used all my powers of telepathy to summon the cute little hamster back, and at 12 midnight while we were mugging Maths test like mad, IT APPEARED!!! And before we managed to catch it, it ran back to the back of the table where I told Ee Chow specifically it was there all along but he chose not to believe me!!!!!!!!

Haix, what strong psychic powers I have! :P

And so, eventually as the kind and great one, I sacrificed injuring my hand to get the hamster back, and went on to research about hamsters and gave him bedding, foods and chewy toys!

Feel so lazy to upload the pictures! Next time then! HAHA!!!

Oh well, apparently I think the hamster is gonna be tortured to death soon since it don't even have properly HAMSTER living conditions!

And so, that's the AWESOME STORY ABOUT JON TEO THE HERO SAVING THE HAMSTER!!!!!!!!

Also before I forget...

Have been mugging nowadays, trying to drill information into my brain and it's working slightly!

But I decided to pull back finally when I got a severe headache from studying, consequence of not studying for TOO LONG.

Kind advice to all: Start letting your brain get used to studying now!

Nevertheless, despite all these happenings, I'm still feeling kind of down within, how peculiar.

Maybe the reason is obvious, but what I can say in such circumstances?

It's so hard to even start talking to friends nowadays, which is so weird since normally everything comes along naturally.

Maybe I'm becoming more introverted? Or am I just getting detached from all my friends with all this mugging, competition and the unfriendly aura I'm generating.

But really sorry for this unfriendly aura, since it comes naturally when I'm not in a good mood, which is so apparently now!

So to the person who asked me if I disliked him/her, haha the answer is NO! I'm just not in my usual ultra high mood to even bother talking.

Even worse, when I'm mugging, I tend to make rude comments only to reflect on them a few days later. Zzz.

Hope things start to change for the better, before I start to distrust humans too much. :/ Apparently, after going through so much, you start to understand why this world is so corrupt. It feels good to be trusted and when you can trust others anytime, but as time goes by, you just start regretting.

Maybe that's the reason why I'm keeping everything to my tiny self, and just want to get over this phase without even working towards it. I'm so scared I'm starting to lose my moral and spiritual side and go on to the material pursuits of life. That is not I want but that seems to be what society is drilling people into.

Going to school now seems so mandatory which it is and which makes it even more boring, when the only subject I look forward to is GP. Haha sound really weird but I really like GP lessons alot! Maybe that's why I really took the time and effort to read through the reason of things.

Super interesting book, although I have to search on the internet what sooo many things mean! But it's worth it since I gain a new insight to an issue each time!

Haha, I think I'm really into philosophy and stuffs like that, but my final job scope will still be an environmental engineer psychologist!!! :D

Shall work towards that goal since 4 As for A levels is a requirement!!! :D

Shall start to memorize and understand all the content knowledge required asap and finish up all my tutorials!

Oh well, nothing gets better without a positive mindset! Shall be more eager to participate and be less harsh in my statements!

SHALL BE MORE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D:D:D:D:D

Things will eventually get better! Even if the probability of that is low!!! But that only shows that the possibility exists! What a nice way of looking at things! SMILE!!! :D

Finally back! MANY STUFFS!

2009-04-16T23:14:00.002+08:00

Finally back to blog at the moment when I'm NOT SUPPOSED TO BLOG!!! SINCE THERE'S A PHYSICS TEST TOMORROW!!!

But well, good reason to just slack a little!!! WAHAHA!!!

Physics can be soooo interesting when you understand a little of what it talks about, which makes it so un-interesting. -_-

WELL!!! Just blog about what I have missed out over the past month!!!

K-BOX SESSION WAS THE MOST RECENT EVENT THAT TOOK PLACE AND IT WAS SOOOOOO FUN!!!

Went with Mei Yun, Jazreen, Jing Huan, Chun Ying and Kuei Fu to SING!!! HAHA!!!

Complete madness, Mei Yun with her 'I AM WHO I AM' , Jazreen with her 'LOVE STORY', Jing Huan with her sleeping, Chun Ying with her cool rap songs and Kuei Fu singing 'FEI NI MO SHU'!!! HAHA!!!

And... Jon Teo becoming so high I danced and broke a glass!!! HAHA!!! The straw just so coincidentally slipped in between my 3rd and 4th finger and boom!!!

Went to Old Airport Road market there to eat after that! NICE!!!

Hmm, and let's see bridge competition was quite fun, since it's seldom you get to play cards with professionals who only play cards! LOL NL!

And I went for my NS MEDICAL CHECKUP YESTERDAY AND I HAVE POOR PHYSIQUE!!! DAMN IT LA!!! JUST CAUSE IM UNDERWEIGHT!!! SIANS!!!

And now they must think I'm a retard since during the long mental assessment, I was simply slacking through the first part without knowing got time limit and never even finished HALF!!! DAMN IT LA!!! Oh well, I scored almost full mark for everything else, except physics category :/ , which explains my dilemma now. -_-

And let's see omg I don't think much more is going on in my life, not that I remember things well which is why I should blog regularly!

OH YA! PW RESULTS!!! WELL I GOT A!!! SUPER HAPPY AND DELIGHTED!!! (And curses to Mei Yun who was so happy when I was the first to get my results and when I said I got A, she screamed with joy cause now she surely get A too!)

WHAT KIND OF FRIEND RIGHT!!! LOL!!! :D

Haha shall not bother to think of what has been happening lately since there are both ups and downs. Regular patterns shall be ignored even though they piss me off!

Lastly!!!

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love by Kris Allen is one of the best songs EVER!!!

JUST SOOOOO NICE!!! HAHA!!! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! LOL!!! CAN'T WAIT TILL WEEKENDS!!! :D

Overnight mahjong and dealing with evil people! LOL.

2009-02-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

Omg without noticing I have not blogged for two weeks!!! Well that's to be expected since I'm such a busy person, any free time have to be spent for computer games or mahjong! :D

And so I'm back in order to remind myself of my first ever overnight mahjong at Jazreen's house!!! Haha, not really my first (go justus house so many times le) but still considered since we played all the way till 8am!!!

And I lost! Damn it! LOL! Rushed there after work, so tired lor! And my stomach was like full of shit -_-. Sorry to those eating lol!

Shit brings bad luck!

Well, in the end Ee Chow and Jazreen won while me and Chun Ying lost! SAD!!!

Luckily, my past winnings will always cover all these small losses!!! WAHAHA!!!

All our camwhore pictures are with Jazreen so I shall try to get them soon haha!!!

But seriously, if your tiles sucks, it takes like 20 rounds before they start out good. Lol, if I take a picture of all my starting tiles, you will get the meaning haha! :D

Since life have been so hectic recently, I don't really have the feeling to blog haha! The most I could remember is another mahjong session at my house with Ee Chow, Jin Wen and Jin Tong. Lol.

Speaking of Jin Tong, Happy belated birthday!!! :D You will get your present on time this year!!! :D

And Happy Birthday to Xiao You! :D

And I would be almost the last to get any birthday wishes and become 18 since I'm born in December! Damn!

Getting addicted to final fantasy songs recently, time for me to change my playlist finally. :D

Mind Sports and Culinary Club are still as fun, but Weiqi is becoming more of a challenge to me than just a simple game for fun. Winning is always fun! :D But we still learn more from losing! :D

Oh yea, and I think everyone's waiting for this part: Dealing with evil people.

Lol, evil sounds so extreme, but what can I say, that's how you describe extremists.

So disappointed with how things are turning out, seriously, start reflecting on yourself before it's too late.

In conclusion, dealing with evil people requires patience and a tint of trick to it.

Always plan ahead. :D

I feel so proud that I ended that part so fast, I could have written one whole essay, but that would be too revealing.

And to my friends that are feeling stressed out now due to other stupid incidents: JIA YOU AND FORGET ABOUT THOSE IDIOTS!!! THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT!!!

Oh yea, and I flopped maths test, and to those who think this is normal: NO ITS NOT!

Cannot believe this is due to low confidence that I didn't dare to do the test quickly. I need to improve on my self-confidence level to help my studies too.

Negative things and incidents that repeat themselves over a period of time don't make one even more sad, but only serve to make one even stronger.

Be optimistic all!!! :D

Signing up for NS o,O and pissed yet again!

2009-02-11T22:24:00.003+08:00

Today was such a bad day since the supposedly hard (I supposed de) maths test was actually a 12 marks quiz and was damn freaking easy.

Like omg wth?! After I finished my late-night blogging yesterday I mugged from 11.17pm-1.10am and I didn't even know I spent so much time on mugging!!! (Basically just read through but I did my tutorials de k!)

And so I was like wth the maths quiz so easy and yet I couldn't get full marks due to one stupid careless mistake.

SO FREAKING SAD DUE TO THAT!!! I WAS SINCERELY AIMING FOR FULL MARKS LA!!! I WAS SO EXCITED DURING THE TEST MY HAND WAS SHAKING AND I WAS CHIONGING THROUGH EVERYTHING LIKE MAD AND THIS IS WHAT I GET!!!

But well, at least I got an A, better than nothing. (At this point of time, the test may not even be marked yet. :D)

Fortunately, chemistry lecture just went a great upturn and I understood the lecture completely today. Shall do my tutorials later!!! HOHOHO!!! :D

Noticed the fact that I'm such a procrastinator I slacked for one whole day to just chiong my homework at night. :P

Went shopping again in the afternoon and ended up buying facial toner at body shop for myself. No more spending on presents!!! :D

Came home to submit my NS registration but for some reason the letter they sent me did not give me my ID and Pass and I had to call them. (Ee Chow also never get the ID and Pass so it's not my fault la!)

And since I'm moving back and stuffs, I cannot get my new ID and Pass in time! ZZZ LA!!! Now I have to deal with address issues, YAWNS.

Luckily Singpass, another kind of login way exists, and Bedok community centre is less then 20s walk from my current house for me to type my new password! :D

So forgetting about signing up for NS, since it reminds me of all the PTs in army so I shall go on to how I'm pissed since I'm HUNGRY.

A hungry man is an angry man.

Being hungry makes you angry and according to AC. Grayling, anger is the worst kind of emotion even if it spurs you on. Anger makes me view things with a straight mind, and makes me self-centered! (Okay la I am in the first place but who the heck is not lol!)

And so, when I'm angry, I point out whatever mistake that piss me off, and go along to being mad and frenzy.

But you cannot blame my brain for telling me to act this way because I'm HUNGRY.

And heck la don't act like you know everything, I just don't bother explaining. So don't force me to and make me judge you. (And I'm not talking about you, just another incident :D LOL!)

LALALA oh well shall forget about what happened. Sam Teo is currently being nice and asking me to sign up for the MOE scholarship networking session! YEA!!! And so I'm going too!!! HAHA!!!

And speaking of AC. Grayling, it reminds me of capital punishment. And no matter how I think of it, I'm still against capital punishment. Isn't it weird how we're making criminals face the death penalty because they have committed murder? Yes, the law is now judging them and there is no wrong in that, they have hurt hearts beyond their victims and seemingly, they deserve to face capital punishment especially if its pre-meditated murder.

But I'm not hereby sympathizing with these criminals just because they have to face death for their actions, but why are we ending human lives so readily? An eye for an eye, that appears fair, and so since you killed, you have to die. But is that really the case?

Nothing in life is really fair in the first place (I do not sing as well as David Archuleta!!!!!!), and so we want to make things fair. So now it's I help you, so you have to help me back. I help you do this, I help you do that, so in return you must...

Heck la, we should just face the fact that life is unfair but that does not mean we must become freaking realistic right?

I know I'm have no say in this since I'm not the victim's or criminal's direct relatives but for the criminal facing capital punishment, does that really dissipate the anger, grief and terror in the heart of the victim's family and friends. I know the answer is obviously no, and so why are we yet allowing the death of a criminal to represent the morally justified punishment for a criminal when it seems no amount of punishment can ever justify such a crime.

And so they are being judged fairly through a trial for committing murder or drug-trafficking, fair enough, but what about the family members of the criminal? By applying capital punishment, the criminal's closed one suffers too, and so are we just ignoring these people's feelings? It does not mean that just because we care about the criminal's closed ones feeling, and so we ignore those of the victim's, the feeling exists for both parties and should be understood and sympathized upon.

Everyone is subjected to death in the end, and so since lifetime imprisonment is expensive, it seems capital punishment is the best choice since it also serves as a warning for all criminals.

I saw this online from http://www.capitalpunishmentuk.org/thoughts.html.

Conclusion.
At the end of the debate, we would seem to be left with three options.

1) Not to have the death penalty and the genuine problems it causes and continue to accept the relatively high levels of murder and other serious crimes that we presently have.

2) Reintroduce capital punishment for just the "worst" murderers which would at least be some retribution for the terrible crimes they have committed and would permanently incapacitate them. It would also save a small amount of money each year which could, perhaps, be spent on the more genuinely needy. This option is unlikely to reduce overall crime levels.

3) Reintroduce the death penalty in the really strict format outlined above and see a corresponding drop in serious crime whilst accepting that there will be a lot of human misery caused to the innocent families of criminals and that there will be the occasional, if inevitable, mistakes.

Even though I'm against capital punishment, I am unable to make a choice. Heheh, you can think about your choice slowly!

Looking at the life of the parties involved, I'm against capital punishment since the pain felt by the victim's closed ones is surely equivalent to that felt by the criminals' closed ones and we must never be biased against the feelings felt by the latter. However, looking at how capital punishment helps the country as a whole by decreasing crime rate, I'm for capital punishment since that also serve to decrease the amount of hurt parties.

Therefore, for me, I have no conclusion since feelings cannot be measured.

Just hope the idealistic world, the real utopia would arrive and no one would even bother debating about capital punishment since there would be no crime. :D (If the world doesn't end in 2012!)

Maybe I'm just weird but I don't feel that much fear for death somehow as how others say so. I simply view it as an end and therefore we must live our lives to the fullest everyday now or simply because I'm not emotionally matured enough to understand the implications of death. It would be terrible to lose contact with loved ones, but since it has to come, why fear or even waste the effort to fear when you could spend more efforts and time on these relationships?

And so, I don't know to what extent does death as a punishment actually serve to stop people from actually committing a crime. So my ultimate stand would be too hard to accept and weird I suppose! And since circumstances are always different, this makes it even harder to view in another's point of view with a set of values imbued in the mind.

Omg I spent too much time on blogging today le!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC MORE!!! AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!! :D

Valentine Day's presents!!!

2009-02-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Omg I know I shouldn't blog now since Maths Vectors IV test is tomorrow but well... Too much to blog since last Saturday!!!

Went on a frenzied mahjong outing at Mei Yun's house!!!

Took taxi there, thinking that I COULD win back my taxi fare but I FAILED!!!

Lol, but Jazreen failed even more! :D Both of us lost like mad haha!!! We concluded it's Justus's fault since he brought all his books, and both me and Jazreen brought The Reason of Things and her whole bunch of guitar books respectively!

And there was a comb in my pocket LOL! SHU1 DAO SIANS!!! :D (<--- I know this should be :( but I was very happy with the outing heheh!)

This fabulous outing comprised of me, the ultimate camwhore Jazreen, our LATE host Mei Yun, Chun Ying the pro, Jin Wen the lucky mascot and Justus the mugger who was doing his homework!!!

Mugger can also mean water monster in some foreign language I have no idea.

And so... wanted to stay longer to win back everything but well, have to go work! Haha!!!

And I have officially changed my school bag to my Crumpler bag which I obviously think it's fake but Eugene say it's real. o.O LOL. My official work bag would be the Yak Pak since I want to bring it to places where people APPRECIATE IT!!!

And seriously, the crumpler is ugly. LOL. The Yak Pak was so much nicer! :D

Shall upload the pictures of them to compare soon! (This was supposed to be a short post!)

And so yesterday was also madness since there was so much going on after school when Ee Chow and Jin Tong went to buy presents for their angels and mortals and their FABULOUS friends like The Prince and his birthday present!!! <--- Does not need explanation. :D (Actually do since the prince's birthday was on 2/12 <-- that's December not February, so wth lol)

And finally... Today arrives!!!

Not the newspaper but the real today! Where I spent more than $70 totalled up on presents! But before that, we had a spelling test today and I got 10/15!!! HAHA!!! Second lowest in class!!! (OH MEI YUN WAS THE LOWEST WITH A SCORE OF 9, I SUPPOSE!)

Oh and to those who don't know me, I'm a JC2 in Dunman High HAHA!!! And this spelling test was given to us for the first time after 6 years since we did not know how to spell entrepreneurial (I KNOW HOW!), do not know the word machineries doesn't exist, and simple words like embarrassed and privilege and pronunciation! (I spelled embarassed, priviledge and pronounciation.) LOL DAMN!

And so after school, we went to TM followed by whitesands followed by me going to Bedok alone to get all the presents I require.

SO SAD I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY BUT I KNOW IT'S WORTH IT!!!

Bought for PPPPPP, NEPLAY, SMRT FAMILY, AND MANY MORE!!! :D

Even Por Yee has a share. Wanted to cancel out his name since I won't see him but oh well!!! HAHA!!! CHEONG POR YEE IF YOU ARE READING THIS I WANT SOMETHING BACK!!! :D

Now I have 20 notes to write to give out slowly (Or quickly during that day where there is also PHYSICS TEST) omg... SOOOO TIRING!!!

Lol, shall take picture of everything when I'm done tearing price tags and writing notes. The latter would not be that IMPORTANT! HAHA!!!

Oh yea, and I went to a temple last night to pray for my A-levels!!! And many many other things lol!!! And...

I WENT BACK TO MY OLD HOUSE WHICH IS GOING TO BE MY NEW HOUSE SINCE I'M MOVING BACK AGAIN AFTER 1.75 YEARS!!! I HOPE I'M MAKING SENSE!!!

Feels like the house became smaller like SERIOUSLY!

Small living room, small rooms, and I don't understand why. Now it feels like not more than 10 people can stand in the living room! LOL, maybe it's just that the chandeliers are not up. :/

(Yea, I know no link.)

Omg, 11.14pm le! HAVEN'T CHIONGED VECTORS FOR THE LAST TIME!!! :D

Shall end now! :D BE OPTIMISTIC!!! And one big valentine's hug for all!!! You can sms me back lol! I got 12+ le :D

Slept on the sofa GRAH!

2009-02-06T21:42:00.020+08:00

Was mugging till late 3am last night and wanted to get my beauty sleep when I noticed I was locked out of the room. Like OMG?! Wth la I finally finished my vectors tutorial leh!

And considering how I supposedly sucked at vectors when I got 0/14 for last year promos vectors question, I really had a hard time understanding and doing the tutorial la. And what do I get... A night's rest on the SOFA!

And so this was what happened. My brother's friend moved in and so I started sleeping in my nephew's room since it's a double decker bed. (Aiyo, I dunno call what la) But below can pull out de so I will sleep there.

This made my dear nephew, Lucas very happy since he won't have to sleep alone at night! Haha, like how he always say got monsters at night to me very seriously makes me laugh LOL! (Okay I have to confess I have an even greater phobia of sleeping alone at night even now LOL)

And so, my moving in helped both of us since we get to sleep in the same room together and help each other's phobia out lol! Btw, he's 10 years old younger haha!!! An average P2 kid who is a camwhore, loves naruto and ben 10, full of mischief and is a big brother of my other nephew Lincoln! :D

Omg I digressed like mad, okay back to the point I was like mugging. And he went to sleep at 11 after naruto finished on cartoon network at 10.30. And without any of us knowing, he went to lock the door.

And apparently, both my maids cannot find the damn room key!!! And finally, she concluded that she left the key in the room. And so, I was forced to sleep on the sofa, just because my nephew locked the freaking door and it was 3am and I don't want to wake him up by knocking furiously on the door.

LOL, okay I confessed I tried knocking furiously HAHAHA!!! But he sleeps like a pig LOL!

And due to the law of cause and effect, I screwed up my GP essay today -_-. Total brainfreeze, no idea wth I'm writing about at all. I hate content based questions, cannot apply go haywire de. Open questions are the best! (Since the marker cannot say you go out of point haha!!!)

Angel and mortal is now the latest craze in the class and everyone's talking about it. Lol, and I don't understand why I keep forgetting who is who's angel even though the angel only told me about it one day before!

Oh well, and I'm trying my very best to not guess who my nice angel is, and in case my last year class angel was reading this, could you please tell me that you were my angel last year? (Leave a tag or something la) Latest speculations says its Mei Yun, but I keep thinking that it's Su Yun and I feel too pai seh to even ask LOL.

Oh and before I forget, I'm really super scared I will screw up chemistry this year. Having such a bad basis and all, I don't understand the lecture at all la. And when I'm trying to decipher what she's talking about, she go to next point liao. Eh, I'm not a genius in Chemistry la, ZZZ.

Luckily my 5 free periods were enjoyable today. Played Chowdian (I'm not allowed to reveal any information about this game***) that was invented by Ee Chow LOL! Super fun game that I just cannot lose, too smart liao hohoho!!!

As usual, physics tutorial are more entertaining as ever as I start to enjoy myself by just staring at the doll hanging on the projector and looking at it spin. Um, the Qing Tian Wa Wa that Chun Ying gave the few of us! :D

It's the ultimate guardian to the doors of dreams!!! Come to 6c33 homeroom to have a look at this fabulous doll!!!

Shall upload a picture of this cute doll here soon haha!!!

And oh look at the time its 10pm. Lim Ee Chow is now officially glued to his sofa watching shui shi hou ming!!! Haha he's now even more addicted to tvb shows than me LOL. (We still get owned by Chun Ying I think she watch every single popular tvb show le -_-)

Feel like watching zui mei li de di qi tian. Candice strongly recommended this show!!! :D Shall try to find some free time lol! After finishing my whole bunch of homework. Don't understand how hardcore muggers like Kuei Fu and Jazreen manage to even finish their whole maths vectors revision package OMG la -_-.

Yea, it looks like I should not waste my time blogging but I have a need to since my memory is getting old!!! LOL!!!

Listening to David Archuleta's crush now. Niceeeee!!! A Little Too Not Over You IS NICER THOUGH!!! Haha I was so bored waiting for mind sports to start, I actually wrote out the whole lyrics while listening to the song. Blehs I'm not no life k HAHA!!!

Just in case you were wondering why Lucas is a camwhore...

Look at how he's trying to get more of the his face on the picture than me!

Haha, I know he's cute LOL!!!

Lol, I finally know how to upload pictures properly!!! :D

Songs of the Sea!!! Where I'm working now!!! :D Catch me there on weekend nights marking tickets or shouting madly probably LOL!!!

Me at Haji Lane shopping with...

Sindy!!! My DEARRRR cousin on CNY eve!!! (When my parents left me at home to rot while they have fun overseas LOL!!!)

Randomly scanning through phone pictures and I found a kangaroo!!! LOL!!! BEWARE HES GOING TO LEAP!!!

Please do not reveal this picture to outside sources. I might die anytime. LOL!!!

Was feeling bored, so why not camwhore!!! :D Hope my complexion improve soon or I will be off to a dermatologist anytime now!!!

I'm a good kid.

Random act cool shot HAHA!!! I know I'm contradicting, Hong wen is soooo not cool haha!!! MAA MEE MOO!!!

Me and Jazreen camwhoring spree at Ee Chow's house during Tuan Bai session LOL!!!

How sad that the MIDDLE picture below is a little blocked out. (Refer to facebook for clearer view. :D)

Hong Wen House's stayover!!! LOL I DID NOT TERRORISE HIM!!! SHALL SUE HIM FOR SLANDER SOON!!! (AND I JUST NOTICED!!! LOOK AT THE LIGHT SHINE ON ME!!!)

How better to sum up my post than with a optimistic prince picture. HAHAHA!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Sadness and Sorrow

2009-02-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, I feel a gush of sadness and sorrow go over me, feel a sense of emptiness within me as I became the epitome of darkness and despair.

Fortunately, that lasted for less than an hour. :)

Feeling a lot better now, I think all the mugging stress is starting to get to me, and things are not going as smoothly as I want them to be.

Everyone can see the big actions you do, but the small matters are the ones that represents who you truly are.

It always feels better to be pissed, at the very least you are still concerned.

But when disappointment sets in, it's a whole different story.

Have been facing problems with a smiling face for too long now, trying to be understanding, be more objective, and trying to think that things would go well in the end.

However, I'm not gonna say that things would never go well in the end, I do not believe in that and never will. :)

Guess I have no choice but to face the matter with a cold heart. Maybe the ending will then be different, and I get to see the happy ending that I have always been wishing for.

Life is so short and yet I have to spend so much of this time on studying. Felt so angry at myself when I got 13.5/20 for my chemistry quiz, really expected more and I have to make things worse by changing my correct answers to wrong ones due to my lack of confidence.

Econs test today was quite a failure too, felt so unsure of my answers and that's the worse thing that can happen in a test.

Fortunately, the first half of our physics period was truly interesting! The class committee votes are finally out, and we got a new chair and vice chair! (Kuei Fu and Dong Hang) Although most of us felt dubious about the system, there is nothing we can do about it! AWW!!! :(

And we were laughing about stupid lame jokes and I got super high and kept laughing on non-stop lol!!! Chiong-ed to culinary club after that and CCA just ended :(

This totally sucks la, culinary club from 4.30-6.30, and I end school at 5.45 on Thursdays! And Japanese food lessons are starting and I will be missing an hour or so of the lesson, and if the lessons are one hour per session, hohoho!!! -_-

And poor Mei Yun lost her Ferrero Rocher that she got from Mr Lim!!! And we were so sure it was with her when she left the classroom, and thereby concluding that it disappeared within the campus.

What an unlikely coincidence, considering what happened to all 3 of my Nike water bottles!

I so hate it when the history of my life repeats itself, can't life be more creative? Maybe this is my destiny lol!

Got another physics test next week and I haven't started studying. And I'm still going for work on weekend nights which fortunately is an activity I enjoy greatly. :) Everyone is just so nice and friendly! :D

Shall go and mug now! Think I shan't sleep tonight and just finish everything in one big go. :D

Oh and by the way, BIG THANKS to my 6C33 angel! HAHA!!! SOOO NICE OF YOU LOL TO GIVE ME SO MANY NICE GIFTS! (Hershey and clorets). I promise to pass you your present by 12pm tomorrow and I will! :D

Shall start mugging now, maybe that will make me forget painful memories and become happier a little. Shall face matters positively and be ever more optimistic! ( And rational at the same time! :) )

Be happy and optimistic all!!! Shall start preparing gifts for my pipipapipoopoo angel mortal too! (Lol por yee is not included. Too troublesome lol!)

Mahjong, cards, FUN!!!

2009-02-01T12:31:00.003+08:00

Lol, A-levels are coming, but that doesn't mean gambling is not allowed during CNY!!!

Haha had so much fun yesterday playing MAHJONG and CARDS at Ee Chow and Nicole's house!!!

Kept winning hohoho!!! Although I keep feeding the rest and let Jazreen Man Tai!!! LOL!!! And I kept that tile for the whole game le!!! HAHA PS NICOLE!!! Lol, in the end she was the only one who lost money in mahjong at her house.

Super long day yesterday, woke up to rush to whitesands to meet Justus, Mei Yun, Chun Ying and Jazreen and rushed over to Ee Chow's house to play and camwhore!!! Haha this time even Ee Chow joined in LOL!!! (Forced though! LOL)

Following that we rushed over to Nicole's house to play like mad once again! Haha!!! And that was when we noticed Jazreen and Nicole live at opposite blocks! Haha and Jazreen's dog is really noisy haha!!!

Yi Chen came along to do her chemistry tutorial which was a failure since we were having SO MUCH FUN and distracting her!!! HOHOHO!!!

After going mad till 10+, Nicole and I decided to chiong over to Ee Chow's house to continue playing like mad!!! Haha!!! This time Wei li joined in and we played till 4am!!! LOL!!! Haha poker, mahjong, blackjack and alot more! LOL and after Ee Chow's cursed hands touched our cards we starting getting 14 15 16 for blackjack and Nicole won like mad!!!

Haha I fell on the floor twice laughing. The curse of imperial and 6 and another 6! HAHA!!!

Played poker with Ee Chow, and I sort of showhand for no reason when I thought I got nothing and he got a double 6, and all of a sudden my hidden card was 10 and I got double 10! HAHA!!!

And I lost all those to nicole when she show hand with double 10 -_-, and I thought my double 9 would win!!! DAMN!!! HAHA!!! (Although I caught up in the end, so only Ee Chow lost! Heheh!!!)

Woke up this morning to watch A Cinderella story! HAHA!!! FUNNY SHOW!!!

WELL SHOULDN'T GAMBLE THAT MUCH LE! Must go mug!!!

Optimism wins all! :D

天幕下的戀人

2009-01-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

Just finished watching 天幕下的戀人! And it's episode 18 already!

Although I have already finished watching the whole show, the emotions it brings back are still so heartwarming and nice and really beautiful! :D

Super long time since I last blogged, too lazy to do so. :P Let's see, have been mugging, left at home during Chinese New Year while family goes overseas and made me felt the home alone boy!

Also had many nice outings with my fantastic friends and Mahjong outings and have also been working hard as a good attraction host at Sentosa, Songs of the Seas! :D

Cannot really remember every single outing I had the past few weeks, haha! But I had fun though.

It's nice to have good friends to rely and depend and trust on! :)

Oh yeah and I bought my new shoes and a new bag!!! Haha think it's really nice! (Despite outsiders' comments!) LOL!!! :D

Came back home yesterday to hear from my mum she bought me a Crumpler sling bag that cost $200? LOL! Haha now I can have more choices!

Tons of emotions flow back into me while clearing my email inbox. 800 plus new messages due to facebook lol, but only one email got my notice.

I'm surprised at my optimism to go on after what happened, but I guess that's what matters, to go on no matter what life gives you. I guess I had really mishandled the situation and I really regretted my choice of doing things.

Feel really bad for what I've done or what I've unconsciously done, maybe I'm not as sensitive as I thought I could be. I have tried the best I could and I apologize for not being able to be fully understanding till now.

Have been trying to keep up my positive attitude in school, and I think I have achieved that and things have certainly turned for the better. It's fortunate that I have learnt my lesson of keeping things to myself and can now fully express myself to a friend when I have to.

Sometimes emotions just overwhelm me so much that my heart aches really badly. If I could turn back time, I would have gladly chose to do nothing at all. Not really a man who like to look to the past and dream about changing how things are now, but if that could prevent the heartache that attacks me every now and then, maybe that could really help.

What I have gained and lost from this incident is something that I would never forget.

Feeling really weird with some friends nowadays, it's like the mutual trust is no longer there and I have no idea why. My mind tells me something have gone wrong in the process but I have no answer to it. This makes me feel like everything is all my fault, but I have no idea why.

Being as forthcoming as I could be, I just don't have the courage to truly ask what's going on. Everything goes haywire every now and then, and sometimes I just hope that life can be as simple as it is in the past. Or maybe life has never been that simple, and trust is something that can disappear overnight for whatever reason I could think of.

Do unto others what you want others to do unto you. This is the statement almost every great person in the world understands but I don't really see the relation of that sometimes.

I guess I have truly changed a lot since lower secondary, but that certainly did not happen overnight. It's fortunate that I was able to find some self-improvement books at home that taught me how to lead life in a better way and I'm not ashamed to admit it and I'm really glad these books found their way into my life.

Here and now, I would like to give a SUPER big thank you to my dear PPPPPP friends for being so ever understanding and NIAO-ing at the same time haha! Thank you Ee Chow and Hong Wen especially for listening to my never-ending grumbles about life and Mei Yun for always being so busybody! Big thanks to all my great friends! :D

Without you all, I really have no idea if I could have the courage to go on in life happily.

Shall work harder from now on! :D And be ever more optimistic and narcissistic (As what Hong Wen says) haha!!!

Be optimistic all!!! :) And stop niao-ing my bag, I think it's nice and it suits me! :D

MADNESS SHOPPING SPREE

2009-01-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAA HAD LOTS OF FUN MAN!!!!!!! MAKEOVER FOR JUSTUS TURNED OUT UBER DUPER FUN!!! :D

For more references, go join facebook now! HAHA!!!

EXTREME MAKEOVER X OUTING

Members: Jonathan Teo (Fashion advisor and camwhore), Justus (Poor kid that needs help and camwhore), Candice (Fashion advisor and camwhore), Hong Wen (Fashion advisor and ultimate camwhore), Eugene Ng (BAD fashion advisor and camwhore)and Jin Wen (Fashion advisor and a SECRET CAMWHORE)

Location: EVERYWHERE FROM HAJI LANE TO MARINA SQUARE!!!

Description: MADNESS!!! A PICTURES SPEAKS A THOUSAND WORDS!!!

Emotions: ULTRA SUPER DUPER UBER FUN!!!

Food: STEAMBOAT BUFFET FOR DINNER!!!

LAZY TO BLOG, BACK TO FACEBOOK, BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Merry Christmas :)

2008-12-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

Firstly, Merry Christmas to all!!! :) The season of giving, what a wonderful day this is. And the next thing we know, it's another brand new year!!! :)

Had a great outing with Pipipapipoopoo today!!! Well, mainly shopping but shopping at Haji Lane was fun! Although I couldn't afford to buy anything in the end, I learnt a lot from this shopping spree haha!!!

Although I'm really sorry since I wasn't really very enthusiastic today due to a serious deprivation of sleep, but I really had an enjoyable time still! :)

Oh and I finally changed my blog skin! Think this new blog skin looks fabulous, although Candice said why is it still anime! But I really like Katekyo Hitman Reborn anyways, so it's perfectly fine k!

Cut my hair before going home for the Christmas party with the nice and tasty Korean barbecue and just drinking from the steamboat!

Once again, I spent a long time on facebook, but it's really fun so it's okay! :)

Had fun reminiscing with my another DEAREST cousin Sindy too, haha Christmas is always fun with cousins around!!!

Feeling rather pissed now since I noticed no one barely takes the initiative to organize outings. Everyone can be so stubborn together, maybe that's the reason why such a group can be formed in the first place.

So if it's always up to the same person to organize a outing where everyone can have fun, why does the the blame still lie on the same person when bad or no activities are organized. Isn't outings enjoyable because we enjoy one another's company, why did it turn out to be something that is hopeless without games or other activities.

So now communication lies on one and the blame also lies on one, but usually it's worth it since everyone turns out happy in the end.

But for goodness sake, not showing temper doesn't mean no temper, warnings and advices are not for show, the task of communication doesn't lie on one alone, and it's just ain't nice to continue depending and not being in the least appreciative.

I don't usually comment on small things because they are not worth the effort to emphasize on and strain relations, but sometimes when things become so obvious, is it so hard to empathize just a little.

I'm really thankful to Candice and Hong Wen for always going through the trouble of organizing outings for PPPPPP since everyone is always so busy to even attend one outing!!! So really thanks lots!!! :)

Although I know this message will probably never go through to the other party, it lightens my mood to just post about this.

No one likes to blame themselves, and that results in everything.

I want to stop complaining about anything since that further strains relations, so I shan't continue no more.

From next year on, I shall try my best not to criticize, condemn and complain. :)

Just received several messages that are all very heartwarming, and that sort of calmed my mind to stop thinking about stuffs that dampen moods. Thanks a lot!!! :)

Talking about moods, was casually scanning through my live journal last night, and read a private post that told me I would be pissed off if I read the post 10 years later, and since it had already been two years, I happily read the whole post. And wow, everything suddenly came back to life and I remembered so many things that resulted in what things are now.

Everything happens for a reason, and even though the heart doesn't remember, the body remembers. That's what xxxHolic taught and well, it's true no matter how I look at it.

I have learnt my lesson that it is impossible to change others, both for the better or for the worse, that's why frequency is so important in the first place. Changing frequencies is easy, but the heart and the basis of it remains the same. And this rejection by the heart would finally be felt by the body, resulting in a not so happy ending.

But optimistically saying, this reaction can only be for the better, at least now I understand why people become how they are now.

Nobody adopts a personality by any chance, anything one does is always a result of another's actions and this in turn influences and shapes one's self. A happy person is not always the one who had happy encounters throughout his phase of life, just like a sad person did not become sad because wants to be so.

Putting one self in another person's shoes might sound really easy, but how many of us really does so in the first place. I have attempted to do so and found many reasons for another's behavior but is it so hard to have the positions switched once in awhile. I don't mind you being judgmental when doing so and change your opinion after sincerely doing so.

The last thing I would do is to throw away a treasured friendship, and that's also the last thing I would even attempt to think about. But why attempt to hold on, when you have tried to done so for so many times, but not once reciprocated.

Yes, maybe reciprocated once, but seriously, is it so hard to hard to ask for a little more empathy. Stop being so judgmental for goodness sake, so it's true, it's just easier to find faults than merits, but understand another's fault is more vital, is it not?

Guess I'm really tired at how things are going, it's true I can simply put everything behind and see how the new year turns out, but it's always good to reflect on the current situation.

Fortunately, there's always the good side to look upon, all these taught me another lesson in life, and allowed me to honestly appreciate others. And with all my lovely family and friends living healthily and probably happily around me, that's already the greatest fortune one can get.

Christmas day, in the season of giving, I can only hope for Santa Claus to put more empathy, compassion and understanding in all our hearts. That would really be the best gift for everyone around the world. :)

Finally, I truly wish everyone a merry Christmas and let's all put a little more optimism into the depths of our soul. Everything happens for a reason, and every reason results in everything that's going on around us. And since nothing can be changed in the blink of an eye, it wouldn't really hurt to simply view things more positively in the meantime.

Be optimistic and best wishes. :)

Inspiring

2008-12-24T01:13:00.002+08:00

I have decided to name this post inspiring because I feel inspired truly by everything that's going on around me.

All of a sudden, everything appears to be so peaceful and in harmony and it feels really good. :) No bad memories appear out of nowhere, and forgiving never felt much easier.

Guess this is probably due to the working at Sentosa which taught me so much about service and understanding and the many outings I had with friends the past few days.

I love the smell of freedom, despite the fact that school might restrain me down the moment school starts due to the immense workload and stuffs but well, there goes the 'Ups and Downs of Life' :)

I'm so tired and happy that so many nice things happens to me. Instead of saying my life is so happening, I guess it's just the existence of precious friends that are irreplaceable. Even though there may have been conflicts, but somehow almost everything have been erased without me knowing, or should I say, it's just time to move on. :)

Yeah, it feels really unreal how our life is slowly ticking away, but I guess that's what make us appreciate life and for those living happily, the amount of courage required for that is something we don't appreciate until we desperately need that courage.

Family and friends, it truly seems our world revolves around them and ourselves, and yet appreciations are not as common as it appears.

I'm frightened at the probability of me forgetting about a old friend due to lack of communications cause of different schools and stuffs but it's just never so easy to bond together when we all have our own life to attend to.

Looking back at life now frightens me, not like I'm some person who is afraid of the past, but the fact that I have lost touch with so many friends whom I promised to meet up soon. Primary School friends, tuition friends, ex-classmates, and ex-ccamates, and even kindergarten friends, it seems I am no longer able to connect everything together like I used to. Now everything revolves around life in Dunman High and that's just too simple, or I just can't find a word for this, living in the now?

我们都是泡沫轻轻一碰就破
　　眼泪是爱的火花
　　昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
　　我什么都没有
　　我摊开了双手你予取予求
　　直到你想自由
　　痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
　　就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
　　只是简简单单的爱过
　　我还是我
　　简简单单的想过
　　就不算白活
　　简简单单的疯过
　　被梦带走
　　当故事结束之后
　　心也喜欢一个人寂寞

Haix, guess I really miss my old friends, but meeting up seems almost impossible since I didn't even get any email contacts.

Being optimistic, maybe we might just meet up on the streets or this arrangement is just for the better.

There's nothing worse than forgetting about a treasured friendship, and not realize it until you finally even try to remember about it.

站得太久
　　分岔口怎么去走
　　我够胆孤注一掷
　　完全没有颤抖
　　爱你那段时侯
　　简简单单经已足够
　　到任何东西应有尽有
　　谁还留力舐伤口

　　人生太短出手要更大
　　旁观者不需理解
　　赢得风光豪得精彩
　　自己偏偏感觉失败
　　自尊心都可以出卖
　　忘记我也是无坏
　　连幸福都输掉醉在长街
　　依然是我最大

奇迹太少这生人更大
受伤都不须悔改
垂手可得全个世界
自己的一生却失败
自尊心都可以出卖
　　忘记我也是无坏
　　连幸福都输掉醉在长街
依然是我最大
　　连梦想洒一地再任人踩
　　依然笑得爽快

Everyone's trying to think one step ahead, but it never appeared that one step backwards could be the best solution.

Weird, maybe I'm just tired.

Be optimistic. :) Just don't do something that you would regret. True magic lies in having the courage to do difficult things.

BIRTHDAY SURPRISE ROCKS!!! WORK MADNESS!!! STAYOVERS!!! VIVO!!! TOPMAN!!! FACEBOOK!!!

2008-12-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

The past week has been totally madness and chaotic. Holidays are truly HOLIDAYS!!! Loved the birthday surprise by PIPIPAPIPOOPOO!!! Haha fake fake got quarrel cannot celebrate and in the end everyone was waiting at the swimming pool at top floor of vivo!!! LOL!!!

THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! AND I LOVED THE BIRTHDAY PRESENTS ALTHOUGH ALL DAMN NIAO HAHA!!! :D

Have been working like mad too! Haha with work comes play too of course!!! Had a outing with Jin Wen, Ee Chow and Wei Li to vivo!!! WATCHED THE MOVIE BOLT!!! OMG IT WAS DAMN NICE!!!!!!! BOLT IS LIKE FREAKING CUTE?! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!! DOGS OWNS!!! :D

Went to Topman to get a shirt for $79, personally I think it looks marvelous!!! :D:D:D

And there was a promotion that second shirt gets 50% off and so I helped Por Yee bought the shirt he wanted. Wrong size though gonna replace it later since I go vivo almost everyday now. LOL.

Which reminds me of my eventful trip to Zara before my birthday surprise with Por Yee and how funny it was to try wearing the vests!!! HAHA!!! Soooo wanna get one!!! HAHA!!!

Hmm after that went to Ee Chow house for stayover to play dota and gunbound! LOL! Felt so bored gunbound seems fun! :D

So deprived of sleep nowadays!!! Shall make up for it this Friday when I don't have work!

By the way I'm working at Sentosa Songs of the Seas as an attraction host!!! :D Haha which means I get to see night sentosa almost everyday since I work at night LOL!!! :D

Oh yea, and I'm back to facebook! Haha, suddenly addicted to it LOL!!! And due to a sudden inspiration, I'm watching Zai Shen Yuan again LOL!!! If anyone knows what show is that, it's my favourite show that somehow I can still REMEMBER even after 6 years!!! LOL!!! Haha really funny show! Still trying desperately to watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!! BUT REALLY NO TIME TO SLOT IN!!! LOL!!!

And I finally got the song Crush in my phone to listen to!!! DAVID ARCHULETA ROCKS!!! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! WORK HARD!!! PLAY HARD!!! REST HARD!!! :D:D:D

BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-12-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAD A GREAT OUTING TODAY!!! LOL BOWLING AND GAMBLING BUT OH WELL!!!

Thank you so much PPPPPP FOR EVERYONE CALLING ME AT MIDNIGHT HAHA!!!!!!! AND FROM MALAYSIA!!!! HAHA AGNES I KNOW ONLY YOU SMS BUT ITS ALRIGHT!!!

AND TO EE CHOW, WEILI, AND JIN WEN THANKS FOR SPENDING MY BIRTHDAY WITH ME!!!

17TH NOW!!! :D:D:D FINALLY!!!

HAHA AND TO ALLL THOSE WHO SMSED ME TOO THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!! (ITS STILL NOT TOO LATE!)

Went to swensens ALONE to get the free ice cream haha so ps but oh well I'm plucked up all my courage just to get the ice cream LOL!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!! AND BOUGHT NOTHING ELSE!!! :D:D:D

Made alot of wishes today!!! No birthday cake but still super happy heheh!!!

Had been working at Sentosa for soooo many days!!! SENTOSA ROCKS!!! I LOVE BEING AN ATTRACTIONS HOST!!! TALKING TO GUESTS ROCKS!!! :D EVERYONE'S JUST SO NICE!!! ESPECIALLY EVERYONE WORKING THERE TOO!!! :D

Working all the way till friday. Wah hope I don't get too tired haha! Gonna make balloons sculptures!!!

Being happy has no formula, just think happily, and the cloud of judgment floats away automatically!!!

Lol, have been going to PAGEONE to read up on many books!!! Haha read the 48 laws of power book but it's really not for me but at least now I'm more wary! Heheh!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!! <--- AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO DO THAT?! HAHAAHAHAHA!!! :D:D:D:D:D

THANK YOU EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN!!! PLEASE TAG K! HAHA!!!

WORKING DAYSSSSS

2008-11-21T20:19:00.002+08:00

Has been a really long time since I blogged once again, been too damn busy with the work attachment programme at the zoo and now I'm still working at Sentosa!!!

Well PW OP was also over, so before I forget about this in the future, my legs actually shivered like mad while presenting lol!

Zoo attachment programme was really interesting! :D Was acquainted with my favourite pet Seng Seng!!! And he's a ferret!!! HAHA!!! YEP HES A CARNIVORE AND ITS DAMN COOL THAT HE BIT ME LIKE IM HIS FOOD LOL!!!

Saved him from licking battery oil and been loving it like mad! Haha ferrets leave their scent to mark territory and my hand was full of its smell and Hong Wen funnily said that I'm his now! HAHA LOL! WHATEVER!!! :D

Other than that, I guess my work at the zoo mostly involved feeding, cleaning, packing storerooms, facilitators for primary school excursions and throwing paper slips for the opening ceremony of the Rainforest Kidz world!!! Where Ms Ho Ching came too and I think I really threw the paper slips super stupidly lol!!! Like I didn't even wanna do that!!! :O!!!

Mr Ng came to visit us too and we talked alot! And speaking of him, a great farewell to him!!! OUR FAVOURITE AND BEST MATHS AND PW TEACHER!!!!! :D YOU ROCK!!! (Haha he smsed me this morning to transfer $50 for the zoo work lol, so nice :D) And the day he came to visit us was also the fateful day the white tiger killed someone. Was having lunch at the zoo canteen when that happened. Best wishes for his family.

And to think I was staring at the white tigers for four hours straight just two days before, looking at it eat sleep and shit, and this sad incident happened!!! :(:(:(!!!

Had a super nice farewell dinner with the zoo educational department staff! Heheh, wrote them tons of words in the farewell card!!!

Hmm, other than that I guess I only compiled feedback forms and attended a staff meeting over there. Well I learnt how a organization works at least! :D

And after the zoo began my training at Sentosa! Well the staff over there are really great people! All more extrovert than me, makes me feel so shy LOL! :D And now I'm posted to songs of the sea!!! :D SO FUN LA HAHA!!!!!!!

Had a pipipapipoopoo outing too last week was really fun haha although only me candice hong wen and justus!!! Tanning wasn't successful for me AGAIN but it's alright haha!!! HAD FUN!!! Karaoke party people!!!

Had another outing yesterday, the normal gang of us, and well I don't know about the rest but it was a meaningful outing for me and eventful too :) At least I understood things better!!! Weili got his PSLE results too!!! :)

No methods are wrong, but neither does that mean they are the perfect ones, its the conviction that counts. :)

Feel proud of a friend who wants to improve himself :) Maybe I could also start doing so and stop living in the shadows of the past! :) No it will not be a maybe, it will be a I will start and the could becomes WILLLLLLLL! :D BULLET OF DYING WILL!!!!!!!!!!!

Knowing about something is so easy, but its never easy to understand. But I will still walk down the path I believe in, even if the law of cause and effect exists, I will make my cause produce the effect I believe in. Don't ever think you're the right one :) Cause no one ever is!

I guess working really makes one see the world better. That the world is a really nice place and we need to protect mother Earth with all our heart! Therefore I have volunteered as an SPH CONSERVATION AMBASSADOR TO HELP THE ZOO OUT!!!

It is indeed possible to have a Don't worry, be happy attitude in life. As long as you even believe its possible in the first place. Believe in the believe word, its the best word to believe in!

OPTIMISM ALL THE WAY!!! HEHEH!!! :D

CYA ALL!!!! BE OPTIMISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!

NICE!

2008-10-21T19:40:00.002+08:00

Lol, the past few days, I must say, are SUPER INTERESTING!!! HAHA!!!

So amazed at my ability to piss people off, haha so ps and sorry!!!!!!

School nowadays are totally going for a few lectures and nothing else, so there's not much to talk about in school.

WHEREAS, THINGS ARE REALLY FUN OUTSIDE SCHOOL!!! HAD STEAMBOAT BUFFET YESTERDAY NIGHT WITH PIPIPAPIPOOPOO AND HAD REALLLY NICE FOOD!!!

Haha, had stomachache this morning and decided to skip school. Lol, ate too much of the spicy stuff le haha!!! MA LA HUO GUO IS REALLY DAMNNNN SPICY!!!! Haha, Hong Wen cooked almost all the food and we were all busy eating. Hope I don't get fatter because of that and well, I had a great time just eating and chatting!!!

SHALL UPLOAD PICTURE OF US SOON!!!

Skipped school today but just chionged out the OP script. Haha PW is such a hassle but OP would be a breeze ba. How hard can presenting be? Lol, although my past experiences are not at all pleasant haha!!!

OHHH AND I GOT INTO THE WORK ATTACHMENT PROGRAMME!!!! HAHA SO HAPPY!!! GET TO WORK 5 DAYS AT THE ZOO!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!

OH AND BTW JIN WEN JUST INFORMED ME THAT HE PROMOTED TO YEAR 6 SO CONGRATULATIONS!!!! :D:D:D HAHA HOPE EVERYONE PROMOTES HAPPILY!!! :D!!!

Have been moody for the past couple days for reasons I do not really understand myself but it's alright lol!!! I guess it's always good to take a break in life once in awhile even if it means I have to stay at home and look at the tv/com all day long LOL!!!

Shall go on to do other stuffs now, omg when is the exercise regime coming, I REALLY NEED IT!!! HAHA!!!

KK ENDING NOW!!! BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!!! HAHA!!! :D!!!!!!!! HOPE EVERY MOODY PERSON WILL CHEER UP!!! :D

PROMOS RETURNED!!!

2008-10-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

WOOTS EVERY PROMOS RESULT EXCEPT MATHS GIVEN BACK TODAY!!! :D

For some reason, I am really feeling euphoric over my results! My GP and Physics and Chemistry IMPROVED LIKE MADDDDD!!!!!! HAHAA!!!!!

GP Common test-34/100
Physics Common test-20/100 - Lowest in class
Chemistry Common test 28/80 or 35%

GP Promos - 49/100 - !!!!!! HAHA!!! AND MY ESSAY GOT 27!!! Summary 1m la sians -_-
Physics Promos - 55/100 - !!!!!! 275% improvement!!! :D:D:D HAHA TOTALLY OWNAGE!!! ONLY JING HUAN WIN ME IN TERMS OF IMPROVEMENT!!!
Chemistry Promos - 47.7% - HEARD EVERYONE WAS SOOOO SHOCKED!!! LOL I'm not there as I was sleeping till 8+ so I didn't know what happened but supposedly, it was good results!!!

HAHA FEEL SO PROUD OF THE RESULTS!!! NOT VERY GOOD BUT DEFINITELY AN IMPROVEMENT!!! :D

LOL, those muggers out there, please do not laugh at my your so called LOW expectations HAHA!!! You don't get to improve THIS MUCH EVERYDAY!!!

Did the 'Don't worry, Be Happy' question. Got 27/50 but I felt I should have gotten 30+ la haha!!! It was done soooo nicely!!! This is the product of studying for GP haha!!! DID THE OPEN QUESTION!!! YEA!!! And apparently, the extent of my optimism won the extent of jing huan's pessimism!!! HAHAHAA!!!!

Cannot believe Mei Yun got 37 for her essay la, oh well, its the sports question, haha I will not understand anything those people who did this question could write about anyways lol!

LOL, thus today was made a VERY VERY VERY HIGH day for me!!!! HAHA!!! And once again, Ee Chow was shocked at how my Chem EOY results always win him suddenly!!! HAHA IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL, MY REPORT BOOK WOULD BE CEEEE OR BEEEE!!! :D:D:D (Please moderate Chemistry marks!!! LOL)

Haha, had a dream this morning from 7-8 that I was in school and saw someone's GP essay get 27! HAHA DREAMS DO COME TRUE LOL!!!

Oh well, better buck up even more!!! Must chiong my Physics and Chemistry and Maths to A ASAP!!! :D

Good luck to everyone out there for A-lvls lol!!! And hope no one gets retained!!! :D (Bad thoughts coming in)

BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!! The Don't Worry, Be Happy attitude is INDEED POSSIBLE IN OUR VERY LIFE!!! Don't ever overlook the efforts by others to resolve problems!!! :D

FINALLY BACK!!! Heheh!

2008-10-10T18:32:00.003+08:00

LOL!!! I'm finally back to blogging since promos are over haha!!!

Omg,really got so many things to blog, the past few months were full of happy and sad memories!!! Well, that's life right!

Hmm... where should I start!!!

Haha oh well, I guess I could first share the wondrous joy of PPPPPP outings!!! Haha!!! Can't really remember the outings we had, only remembered the recent house bunny LOL!!! PPPPPP ROCKS!!! GO VISIT OUR BLOG AT www.pipipapipoopoo.blogspot.com!!!

Hmm, kind of fun to actually recollect what has been going on. Shall just type what comes to my mind, heheh I'm not really good at remembering the past which makes it good since I forget bad things super easily haha!!! Lol feels like some sort of subconscious manifestation that wants me to remain happy after feeling sad!

OK... Let's see, made a very nice china pal, haha Ee Chow's buddy when he came over for exchange programme. Haha always told myself I needed to blog this since it's so possible that I would forget his existence in the distant future!!! Haha Kai Lun was really nice and even gave me farewell present LOL!!! Good luck over there!!!

Next would be... SMRT FAMILY!!! COMPRISING OF ME, MEI YUN, JAZREEN AND GENA!!! HAHA!!! Although we lost and got the 17th position team out of 150+++ schools... WE DID OUR BEST!!! Haha, although if we did not alight one wrong stop we would have won 2k but it's alright!!! :D SMRT FAMILY FOREVER!!!!!!!!! DURIAN!!! :D:D:D

Lol, next would be another fun outing to escape theme park with Mei Yun, Cynthia and Eunice haha!!! When we felt that the tickets were to EXPENSIVE and went to ask them from people booking chalets since they would get free tickets haha!!! Was a really fun day especially after we left and instead went to Mei Yun's house to celebrate her surprise birthday party lol!!!

Hmmm... can't really remember clearly still got what, well probably me almost playing the com everyday until promos started. Totally flopped Maths when I got 0 for the vector question... 13M LEH!!! Totally never touched vector!!! :(:(:(

Chem was a complete disaster, and Physics was alright. Did the ''Don't worry, be happy.' Is it possible to have such an attitude to life?' question for GP. Felt that I wrote really well, but guess it would still be borderline mark haha! Hilarious when I heard that Jing Huan did the same question but she totally disagreed while I fought for agreeing with the question haha!!! H1 Econs... not very confident but well, should be able to pass :D

Haha, unless I flop my physics, I would surely be promoted!!! YEA!!!

Damn, really cannot remember anything else that I wanna blog about... OH YEA!!! Today was dong hang's birthday and we celebrated at pizza hut and bought him a sling bag that is more expensive than the sling bag I got for my birthday present last year!!! UNFAIR FRENS!!! LOLLLLL JKJK!!!

Heheh, don't feel like writing anything that would sound disappointing to me, after all, there would only be two matters overall. But well, since they are considered resolved, I might as well go with it. :D

Wonder what I could do to add some style to my almost boring lifestyle... Haha! Finished reading all of the considered good mangas, and well love all of them as usual haha. xxxHolic is such a cool manga that seems underrated though lol, love the manga like mad too!

So many wishes, so many dreams, but it would only be Hitsuzen that all would come true!

Lol, have been having tons of inspiring dreams lately, or other scary dreams, but they seem to truly reflect my mood. Haha, dreams are cool!!! Shall learn to interpret them! :D

Sleeping is such en enjoyable act, and yet, the worst that could happen would be to lie on the bed for two hours and still see your mind going through meaningless stuffs. Or well, they may be meaningful but just to tiring to actually face them while going to sleep.

Shall go eat dinner now... BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!! Or even better, be as happy as you could be right now. SMILE and everything would be so much better!!! When it is impossible to feel happy, all we could do would be to wish for the best, that being the true meaning of optimism! :)

SEE YA! OH AND CAMP ROCK ROCKS!!! :D MUSIC'S IN MY SOUL!!!

MIND SPORTS WEIQI COMPETITION

2008-07-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

Wooooo!!! Finally... I got through the Battle of the Wits Weiqi competition at SP Concourse! Had to travel to dover every morning to fight and fight and it's just soooo tiring!

So shuang that I won 3 out of 7 matches! And our team got 2 wins!!! Considering Ee Chow won one and Jin Tong walked over another match haha!!! And I contributed to both of those so that the team could win haha!

Although I'm quite disappointed at some people (Or PERSON) for so easily breaking their promise, but well, why vex over it. :)

This competition was so similar to the tournament I was in last month. Meeting so many familiar faces, people I won and people I lost too, and we remember each other so clearly! But I guess I'm just too unlucky, facing the 2nd strongest player out of 128 players last month and yesterday, I was against the strongest player in the whole tournament.

Like what the heck, I got thrashed :)

Although there were also some unfriendly teams in the competition, overall everyone was great and we get along really well haha! Really fun to walk to Macdonald's and see my previous opponent and we start saying hi to one another lol! So freaking cool haha!!!

My team position was 19th out of 24 teams! :) Soooo proud of that, considering Jin Tong played his first match yesterday for the first time during the competition and we had to depend on me and Ee Chow to win before we could win any round at all la haha! :D But we can see that Jin Tong is really improving from this competition haha! Same for me and Ee Chow too! Unlike someone who don't ever bother trying lalala

Oh, and mind sports juniors were really great too! Especially Gerald and Yang Shen for being so damn funny during the competition haha! Although my ex clarinet juniors were still great too LOL! When the hell would our 3rds outing come again though... -_- Chloe ORGANISE!

Oh and just for something extraordinary! On my way home, I walked past my void deck and there was a little boy walking there and a cat was trying to go near the little boy! And so the boy seemed a little afraid but went to sit down and the cat sat next to him and the boy patted the cat's head. Haha I didn't care if my lift came, I just had to look at the boy patting the stray cat :)

Haha and the boy seems to have strong spiritual power! LOL I can sense it when he stared at me when I was peeking at them haha!!! (And what was a little boy around 7 years old doing walking around in the void deck at 9.30?! WEIRD!)

How fun, but well I will only hope for a dog to come near me, not really fond of cats :)

Oh well be optimistic all! Learning from mistakes and not repeating them by changing one's self, shall learn to achieve that and apply it in life :) Hope everyone do so too.

In the mood for watching Digimon but I guess I will only watch the show after my promos. Shall start mugging and attain my goals! No more playing!!! :)

Shall get Digimon world 1 for PS1 from anyone who has it, and start raising a Digimon! After my promos, off I go into the digimon world haha!!!

Missed waff carnival today since my competition ended late, but well I had fun and no doubt gained alot of experience. And seriously, my experience refers to playing with players other people dream to play with, and I would be the FORTUNATE one who gets to play with them. (And get thrashed)

Shall be more enthusiastic in mind sports!!! After all, I only have mind sports and culinary club as my CCAs, shall put in more effort for both these CCAs!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!!

Memories

2008-07-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

This post shall be about memories.

Memories are really what presents life to us in the most lovely way. Be it sad memories, happy memories, lovely memories or bad memories, without them, we would be nothing.

Memories constitute who we are and makes me feel that no matter how down life can be, one simple memory would bring me to the right track again. People change, but memories don't. They are there for a lifetime, just like a scar, just that you are proud of this scar.

Now I'm reminiscing about this week. Everyday was just another normal day, maybe some gossips here and there, some laughter here and there and some ap-ness everywhere.

Well, I really like my class a lot, but I feel that there is just no time for interaction between everyone and there isn't even time for us to all sit down together and just chat. School is where you meet your friends, but the hectic schedule we're going through everyday is just not bringing about the common casual chat everyone should have everyday.

Fortunately, I always have friends to rely upon, although we don't talk much(Seriously), but we know deep in our heart that whenever anyone of us gets into trouble or needs help, we would be there for one another.

Really wanna have a PPPPPP/nEPLAY/Ex-Class/Class outing soon! Need a break from this crazy lifestyle of studying and doing homework. Although I'm still not mugging seriously yet, and is constantly trying to finish watching gossip girl, but I'm already very tired from what I call a mad life full of studying and lectures and tutorials.

Memories, I really had many kinds of memories in PPPPPP outings and other class outings. While walking past katong laksa just now, more memories jolted me, and that gave me happiness from within. While walking home to my house at bedok from another 12 Bus Stop, more memories jolted me once again, and that made me feel like a teenager who is so easily contented by simple memories that are just so amazing.

Wanna relive those moments again, but well people change, and I think that maybe I have changed too. How I wish everything would go back to what they were before easily :)

When you look back, you always wonder why everything couldn't remain the same, but when you look again, they have never been gone, since they will forever remain in your heart. And that is something nothing can erase. So let's create joyful memories as much as we can since we can't change the past, but we can create the future.

Really wanna post pictures on my blog but I never seem to be able to find the picture I want to put :( Haha, please send me pictures with me inside! Stupid samantha posting such a bad picture of me doing physics practical during sports carnival. I was forced to k! Zzz! -_-

Okay then. Be optimistic all!!! Have Wei Qi competition tomorrow! Hope I get the results I want haha!!! :D

ORYX OWN!

2008-07-05T12:13:00.002+08:00

Firstly, ORYX OWNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha thats my house!!! ORYX!!! THE UNICORNS LOL!

Feel so proud of my badge, the purple badge, 1st for round island!!!

Yesterday was the Dunman High Senior High Sports Carnival, and it was full of sports activities, which caused me to cheer so much I lost my voice somehow haha!

And it's really so cool that ORYX won the majority HAHA!!! And I feel so happy that our round island team did not disappoint the house by receiving first position! :D

Haha, my team in the afternoon included: Mei Yun, Jazreen, Jing Huan, Gena, Ying Xian and me! Haha, we really chiong like mad and didn't bother feeling embarrassed at all.

Overall, the sports carnival was really enjoyable!

Had lots of fun, haha thrown all my troubles behind me.

:D Smiling as always...

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!

Weirdified DREAMS

2008-07-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

Just one short week, and it has passed so suddenly. Still owe my homework which I'm so not willing to do. So much to study, if only I had a time machine :D

Shall sleep earlier nowadays, haha just got this from dreammoods.com.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

Dreams of death often occur as a result of great stress caused by relationships, school, career changes, depression or by the approach of death itself. Death in dreams may also be viewed as a metaphor - as a new beginning or a time of renewal.

Well, I have no idea whom I saw dying, but it sure alarmed me greatly. After I woke up, I felt so relieved that none of my close one passed away that I felt that like wtf? All the troubles I'm facing now are like so damn minor compared to that! Haha maybe this is truly a new beginning or a time of renewal for me.

Had personal grooming lessons today in school followed by an mock interview. Blehs, I cannot believe I did not get any excellent haha! And worse I got one average and one needs improvement and thats in pacing. I felt that I was talking at normal speed haha! And for the handshake which I got average, I just felt it weird to shake hands so tightly when her grip was so soft obviously.

But well, it was a really great experience and I must say I was quite nervous. :)

Interviewer was Ms Sarah haha! Our class was so fortunate :D

Time Travel
To dream about time travel, indicates your wish to escape from your present reality. You want to go back into the past or jump forward to the future to a period where your hopes are realized. This type also represents your romantic nature or your desire to romanticize everything.

LOL, I had a time travel dream two days ago too. Only remembered it to be interesting and fun. Haha my subconscious is getting sooo messy dreams are coming back to me again.

Shall start to learn to enjoy sleeping, and the fun it brings me. Compared to playing dota late into the night, why not enjoy a quiet and nice night. :)

Everyone is becoming complicated, expected that, but still don't like the way things are going.

Hope tomorrow will be fun. Haha participating in the round island thingy. I had better get ready for tomorrow soon before starting my lovely sleeps.

Shall not get pissed off easily, since I'm so wasting my energy being pissed off. Shall be a happy person once again! :)

Good night all! (This statement can bring back much memories)

Be optimistic! Hope everyone get sweet dreams!!! :D

Hard.

2008-07-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

It is always after the happiest moment that sadness arrives, and when you are so caught up in it, the happiness that came before will never be reflected upon again. But every time the sadness arrives, the memories of them are never washed away.

One of my best friends told me to ask myself: what am I fighting for? Seriously, I seem to have no idea and it feels like I'm fighting for nothing, which makes everything meaningless. When you don't have a goal, things become so much harder to tackle and it's even harder to just get a better view of things.

Promised myself not to feel this way, and I remember occasions of this promise throughout my past blog posts, but sadness seems to always supersede happiness.

I know you know, since I don't believe in my inability to express myself so openly. A fake smile is hard, but a true smile is even harder. That's what I meant by the truth gets in the way of lies. Sometimes, you just want to continuing lying to yourself since the truth just hurts more than it seems.

Either I'm being emotionally immature, or I'm thinking into things too deeply to blind myself from the truth. Whatever it is, this is considered another lesson learnt, and however hard it is, I will not be convinced that life sucks, life goes on and I shall await the surprises it brings me.

No matter how hard the going can be, I know I'm not walking through all these alone. Compared to many others, I'm the fortunate one. If I still fail to learn from my mistake, I will not only be disappointing myself but also many around me.

Thanks lots for all the support I received during my times of need from most of my friends and allowing myself to express my innermost thoughts to the people I trust is all I need to feel somehow better.

Although I don't really know if anyone truly understand my feelings, but if they truly do understand, I hope they can also express it to me and don't feel shy about it. I want quality in terms of friendship, not quantity, and I'm so fortunate I found quality in quantities.

If you truly think you're the one I'm referring to, please take the initiative to clarify matters. I don't want all action and no talk since actions might not reflect the truth. Although I always act like I don't notice small issues, the fact is that they get to me as much as they can get to you. Not pointing them out doesn't mean I'm ignoring whatever is happening. I just hope someone would take the initiative and I don't want to be the one to do so, since when has it not been my job to do so every time something goes wrong?

So happy that there was no school today, and we had interview lessons and dining etiquette lessons. Everything was quite fun, although I can only enjoy them on the surface during this phase.

Life can really be so hard that you find it hard to breath in, and that gives me the urge to want to merge with nature somehow and begin my meditation. It feels really good to be alone at times and just communing with nature seems to cure all wounds, just as how time heal all wounds.

In 10 years time, this incident would certainly not be within my everyday attention, but I do know the scar left behind will forever be there. And whenever a wound near the scar is found, everything comes back to haunt you somehow. Getting that feeling currently, seriously, why is my subconscious making me withstand such emotional trauma again and again.

Maybe this is truly the quest to the truth, and in order to carry on in my life, I have to understand the truth and walk through it.

Somehow, while I'm at home, the only joy I receive currently is by looking at my birthday presents. They mean so much to me seriously and I love every single one of them especially my favorite pink pooh. :)

Somehow, I would love to be optimistic this time, but there's nothing to be optimistic about other than the fact that I learnt another good lesson in life. I might not seem to appreciate the small efforts put in, but in truth I do, and with this, I'm giving much gratitude and apologies to the people around me. Love you all. :)

Hope tomorrow will be the start of something new, and please don't let fate keep me chained in the past. I need to move on, and I know I will. With your support, nothing is impossible for me. :) I believe in trust and I believe trust constitutes all my ideals. After all, being idealistic is my forte. :) Love you forever. :)

To Zanarkand is such a cool song. In case you have no idea, you're listening to it right now. Heheh, I love the song so much, seems to me that I can now relate to this song even better. :) Maybe I have moved on in life after all.

Be optimistic all! :)

Sick.

2008-07-01T20:12:00.001+08:00

Down with bad flu today. Bad stomachache and slept till 12pm lol.

And while visiting the doctor, received a bad sms. Received news that my PW presentation was totally screwed or something.

Haix, I really have no idea what to do about this project, if only some people can put in more effort...

Is it really that hard to contribute, I don't want to be pissed off and go all serious about it...

Maybe I should really go serious :)

Shall finish the rest of Gossip Girl episodes tonight lol. Don't judge the show by the name :) It's a really cool and fun and dramatic show haha! Plus they have really great and new songs in every episode like Apologize? Come Home? Haha the show rocks.

Anyways, be optimistic everyone. I shall not get held back by such minor problems in my life :) Shall sleep earlier today, after all, I'm really sick :)

Happy :)

2008-06-30T20:54:00.003+08:00

Haha I wonder if it's a effect of a new week, but I feel really happy today.

Indescribable feeling... :)

Felt really motivated suddenly! :)

Wow talk about the UPS and DOWNS of life... Haha I'm so impressed by how things change, but seriously, I appreciate efforts put by others. :)

LOL and my new bag got insulted by every single person I saw haha! Shall change back tomorrow LOL.

Just read through my MBTI profile haha... ENFP sounds so fun :)

But I really think I should start reflecting both before and after I act, and not only after I act :) Shall be more sensitive to other's feelings haha :)

Love you forever :)

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL. Haha there's always something out there that is waiting for you.

An emotional week

2008-06-29T11:36:00.003+08:00

This week has been particularly emotional for me. Emotional as in I have experienced almost every kind of emotion one could ever get. That includes happiness, sadness, disappointment, anger, enlightenment, excitement, touched, curiousness, resentment, betrayal, surprises and love.

Sometimes you just treasure something so much, letting go is akin to denying one's own existence.

Maybe being overly concerned is just a flaw of mine, and my ideals are too idealistic, but isn't it better than a world that I have to tackle with trickery everyday?

Felt really disappointed when I understood the situation, but maybe I should feel grateful. If not for one disappoint, I could never have understood that there are many others out there to support me. Big thanks :)

When someone says that they are disappointed by their common test results, it seems to get to me that why should someone feel that way? Maybe it's due to the fact that so much time has been spent on their results and they did not get what they anticipated, thus resulting in utter disappointment. Whereas, on the other hand, I am not disappointed by my bad results since I did not put in any effort, but to be hit by another strong blow when I have put in all my effort, the feeling is not a good one.

Maybe we should all just take a step back and look at the overall situation, not everything goes as planned, but also not everything fails in its way.

Either I think too much, or my adversity quotient is really low, as this is one incident that I find it particularly hard to bounce back.

The more the hope and expectations one harbor... the greater the disappointment one can suffer.

But it's always better to understand the situation earlier, and the first week of a start of a new term, yup that's rather early and fortunate for me. :)

Friends should not keep the truth from one another, especially when the truth gets in the way of lies. - Jon Teo

Not everyone agrees, I'm sure, but its better than compromising all the way.

Anyways, I joined the culinary club and I'm really glad to do so! Well everything was fun and enjoyable and I made a few new friends! Everyone was really friendly and I really enjoyed learning about culinary as I have always had interest in culinary, especially after learning that my dad was a really great chef! :)

I wonder if it's fate, but if I had not been disappointed by the troubles I had and stayed in school with Mei Yun to do project work, I would never have taken the culinary bus and would never have gotten to make new friends like Cynthia, Hui Wen, Guo Xiang, Jochebed, Yao Lu and many others haha! (Sorry, I cannot remember everyone in two short hours!) Everyone was so friendly and fun and all I had to do was watch the teacher cook while I appreciate the aftermath and maybe do some washing up. Heheh, I kept all the recipes just in case my hands get itchy LOL.

Didn't manage to make it to the stay over at Justus's house on Friday night but well, I made it to the fun day yesterday morning. Felt so fortunate to have such great friends in PPPPPP to cheer me up haha! :) Went for swimming and sun-tanning, but can just skip the sun-tanning part. A few hours of tanning and I'm still as white as ever while Justus and Candice are like so tanned. Feel so bu shuang haha!

And last night was TOTAL MADNESS for me!!! Met up with Sindy to just have a chat, but it was certainly more that that haha! Since we know that we tell each other almost EVERYTHING, truth or dare would not be fun if we played truth and so it was a DARE or DOUBLE DARE GAME!

It was certainly madness at Mcdonalds as I was forced to drink one whole packet of curry sauce, while I dared Sindy to go collect 50 packets of garlic chilly from the counter. HAHA the expression of the person-in-charge was so damn funny and he asked the manager over and we got around 30 packets I think LOL. Following that, I was dared to do a standing broad jump in the middle of the road, and well I did and I tripped LOL. And we just ran away as fast as we could as everyone was looking at us. And this was yet followed by my dare of asking Sindy to go outside a hawker centre and scream WTF.

LOL it was so hiong all the uncles and aunties were staring at us as we ran away AGAIN. Made many calls to say I love you to random people and made me feel so pai seh! Haha shall not mention names :)

Really, I'm so glad to have friends like Hong Wen, Por Yee, Justus, Candice, Mei Yun, Ee Chow and Sindy whom could truly understand my feelings fully and allow me to confide in them. Love you guys.

-I never felt happier when I smsed you, but your reply certainly brought me to a new level of happiness. Love you forever :)- To the one I have not forgotten :)

Shall not be emotional and brood over stuffs that are over, since we never know what tomorrow brings. Be optimistic all :) Even if it's really hard to do so at times.

As much as a BFF can make you go WTF, theres no denying we would all be a little less rich without them.

So Close

2008-05-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

Woke up this morning with a really bad headache and decided to give school a miss. Must be due to the over-excessive playing over the weekend followed by an irritating night causing me unable to sleep. Can't people quarrel softly and not disturb my sleep? Oh well.

Woke up at 12pm today and felt fantastic and went on to watching tv. Watched Blood Diamond and felt really inspired by it. It was really quite a good movie and I absolutely loved it. Isn't it sad how we view diamonds as something so precious yet we don't really understand how precious they truly are that people give up their lives for them and they made child labour so popular just to get more of it. Diamonds are just a bunch of carbon that can withstand great heat due to their giant molecular structure and they are shiny lol.

Went on to do a personality test on swirve.com before playing utopia haha.

On the Swirve Personality Test, I am a Champion.
My Characteristics Chart:


Extroverted		Introverted
Sensitive		Intuitive
Judgemental		Perceptive
Thinker		Feeler

Read more about Champions or take the Test yourself!

Lol, I am a champion haha! And they said I am ENFP too lol. And now I cannot stop listening to So Close on youtube lol. It's such a nice song on Enchanted and I just love the song so much. Brings back good memories that I know will come back to me again soon :)

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

As life goes by
Romantic dreams will start
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Lovely. :) Love the song as much as I love you. :)

Super fun stayover! :D

2008-05-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

Watched american idol marathon last night all the way from 6pm to 9pm as I watch all the contestants from the top 7 to the top 3!

Enjoyed good music for three hours and it was really worth it because David Archuleta rocks! Joining American Idol at an age of 17 is really such a great feat and his singing really shows his talent! This Wednesday shall be the finals between him and David Cook and I will never miss it for anything! Not even for studying! Shall start studying Econs soon for the test lol.

Went Candice's house last night for stayover with the whole of PPPPPP with the exception of Agnes as she cannot make it which is so sad lol! Played bleach on the wii and we played it throughout the night follow by watching A Cinderella Story! And after the stayover, I had 2 hours of rest before organising another last minute outing to Justus's house to play the PS2 with Ee Chow, his brother Wei Li and Jin Tong. Well, I don't really think we did anything meaningful since I was too restless for tennis and the only interesting activity is... Jenga LOL.

The psychological trauma we go through each time someone takes a block out is so stressful that I almost fainted lol. Fortunately Wei Li lost after around 6 rounds!

Too lazy to post the picture of the scary Jenga.

However, it's still quite weird our friendship are maintained by games and fun. Can't seem to find that element of trust very evident but hope it improves in time. :)

And by the way, Happy birthday Yi Chen lol, birthday on Vesak Day haha.

Might be getting back Common Test results tml. Cannot imagine my reaction on receiving them seriously lol. Must be optimistic about the results no matter what!!!

Hope everyone will be optimistic about their results :) Shall try my best not to break down at the results since I have tried my best except Physics! :) Don't think I would be disappointed if I see a single digit for my Physics results.

After all, it's just a common test. Worrying about the results is so not important. Shall concentrate on promos from now on!

Shall go back to watching tv! Be optimistic all! :)

100th Post :)

2008-05-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

After 5 months of contemplating, well I decided to come back to blog. This was most certainly inspired by a feeling that I have not felt for months, a feeling of satisfaction and pure acknowledgement that I have not been living in a world of my own? Or should I say a world of my own beliefs only?

Well, I guessed that everyone expected my 100th post to be really extravagant, but wouldn't that be too superficial for Jon Teo? When it comes to expressing yourself, it will always be quality and not quantity, and that's what I feel about everything and I seriously mean everything including relationships.

Just had a very interesting conversation with PPPPPP, that it really came to my mind that this is what exactly I am looking for. It's really hard to find inner happiness nowadays, with everything being so superficial, which kind of make things really meaningless. I really miss the times when me and my friends could just sit down and have a heart-felt conversation, those times just slipped by me without my notice. And well, I really missed it.

When Por Yee asked me earlier who is my close friend now, I was stumped by this particular question immediately. If anyone asked this question a year earlier or a few years back, I could give an answer immediately. But as time goes on, it seems that I could never find a secure answer for this question which was something really weird for myself. Have I been living in a world of delusion all this while or have circumstances just changed so much that I cannot help finding myself lost in my own pace.

You live a lifetime, be it 60, 70 or 80 years, but do you really want to spend your entire life working hard and stressing yourself out, even if it entails sacrificing other more important things? Wouldn't it be better if we could just find a balance in all things? After all, what is life if we don't even learn how to appreciate it.

It is quite scary to see how life can end so abruptly, and yet we are not making a change in our lives. So when is that change going to come? When we are going to leave this world? When we feel that the time is finally here? Or when we have finally realised what kind of a person we have evolved into? Not to say that it is always negative, but hasn't that always been the case?

Really love to be simple, but wasn't everyone once simple? But the case now seems to be that being simple is equivalent to being naive, and being naive is one quality that seems to be condemned, especially when matters start to become complicated. Have we been so caught up in current matters that we are blinded from the truth behind all these? The truth that things can actually be so simple but yet complicating matters just seems to derive more.

How I wish I could just look at things simply, but some things are just meant not to be simple. I just need to understand what I want more clearly and to stick to my beliefs no matter how the external environment could influence me. But doesn't beliefs always seem to meet much conflicts and it seems just too idealistic to stick to them no matter how tough the going gets.

But well, it would still be possible to achieve a balance between beliefs and being practical. But I just don't feel good doing so. Maybe I'm just not realistic enough to understand that this is the only choice out.

Fortunately, being optimistic represents being able to view the positive side of life. And by being optimistic, it seems that despite all the problems that are going on, there is still hope. And well, it is always this hope that I'm looking forward to and when it finally arrives, everything seems to be worth it suddenly and that... is what I love about life. :)

End of 100th post! :)

99th post! :D Work is fun hahahas!

2007-12-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

Lol, I seriously love my job! Ever since I came for the interview on Monday, I came everyday after that woots!

It's like there's no reason not to come! It is a wise way of spending time than playing games and watching tv! :P Hahas, and the best part about this job (Followed by I have the best bosses ever) is the compliment I received yesterday from a customer!

Hahas... When she said I was super hardworking after dealing with her case for three hours, I must say I was really elated! :D On cloud 10 liao lol!

And hahas, I must say I really have the patience to handle customers' complaints! Lol, it's like I love listening to friends who confides in me, and the customers are all just like a friend to me!

This sooooo beats finishing my GP journal and feeling happy that I finished something! :P Although I don't really bother to even hand it in to my senior oops! =X

Well other than my job, I have almost nothing to blog about! LOL, seemed to lost touch with almost all of my friends suddenly (Considering Dong Hang went overseas and Ee Chow is busy mugging ALL day long lol) and so ...I shall be enthusiastic in organising an outing!

Oh, by the way, I even play neopets here while working when there's nothing to do :P Hahas, and I'm using the company computer to blog now too la LOL!

Listening to Greg's sometimes nosensical crap is also fun lol -_- Oh and me and Sindy and Greg went to escape theme park together on friday night hahas! The best part would be the haunted house! :P

Hahas, shall head on to talking to people on msn before finally starting work!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Lol, I don't understand why people seperate friends and family, to me, everyone close to me is both like a friend and family to me too hahas! =)

Work = FUN!

2007-12-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hahas, I think allll my mood swings are over! Weird eh, I have no idea why everytime I become toooooo high for a long time, I will become damn sad for the following days. Hmmmm... I remember reading in the book: 'Life on the Edge' that everyone has mood swings, just that whether it is mild or serious.

If my mood swings are like a curve graph, the gradient is ultra steep and remains high for a long time before it FINALLY breaks down and goes up again hahas! Fun!

I think gearing up for my birthday party was too stressful for me!!! But now that everything is over, hahas I just feel so myself again! :D

Smile and laugh everyone!!! Hahas it creates endorphins that are good for your health and you will live a really happy life!

Anyways, it's really scary to see how your blog counter rise and no one tags, it's like since u came... Why not just leave a small message! :D

Lol, and so time to officially blog... Went to work since Monday so the best thing I can talk about my work is that I have really good bosses!!! :D Really nice people that are super friendly and nice! And my lady boss likes simple plan!!! HAHA! When she said untitled: OWNAGEZ!... I'm like omg I have the best boss ever LOL!

Quite weird for the last few days since I wasn't really myself due to some problems, although those problems might still be there, MIGHT... But I feel that I cannot be held back by them and I should really move on too! :D

Don't ever be held back by problems, they are just another form of encouragement. --- Jon Teo.

Quite happy that many of my friends do follow my advice and solved their problems, but after I think through about the advice I gave, most of them were rather risky hahas! But well I have faith in my friends to know what's the best for them! :D

And Por Yee's tags are rather scary, maybe my literature is just pure bad, I don't really get wth is he talking about... Psps!

Lol, hope I can find a tutor that is cheap for myself! :D Pay with my own money and receive commission from myself hahas thats fun! :D

Anyone need tutor for their studies... Please contact me at teoweiting2003@hotmail.com!!! :D I help you find the best tutors available and make sure you score better than me!

LOL, the second statement is really unnecessary! :P But it may not be so for next year hahas! Although I don't plan to become a full time mugger!

Seriously, I think like what Greg said: A few days at work is like a few years in school hahas! Experience increases your level hor!

Feel like getting a ds upon saying that! But nahs, just another waste of money lol! I shall just save up my money and wait for the next newest console to come out before buying a CHEAP CHEAP DS!

Shall have fun working tml! Hahas by the way, my cousin, Sindy passed the interview!!! :D Hahas, now things will be really fun while working!!! :D

Okay time to go meditate and sleep soon!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Those who are the happiest are not necessarily those for whom life has been easiest. Emotional stability results from an attitude. It is refusing to yield to depression and fear, even when black clouds float overhead. It is improving that which can be improved and accepting that which is inevitable.

Hahas, I hope I can completely grasp this! :D BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! and have a new job and self reflection time?

2007-12-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

Last blogged on Sunday, wanted to blog for many days, but I just know that I have too much to write on hahas! From my birthday bbq to all the various mahjong sessions and how I found a new job?! Just too much lol!

But nevertheless, I find it a need to pin down my thoughts here before the inspiration to blog slips away! :D

And so I shall start from like Friday? No idea what I did hahas...

OOO! After 15 minutes, I finally remembered!!! Had another last minute mahjong session with Ee Chow, his brother and Jin Tong at Jin Tong's house! Lol, smuggled my mahjong set out again -_- So pai seh to bring it all the way to pasir ris la :P

Anyways I had great fun there and read pokemon book 25! And at the climax, the weird pokemon, Deoxys said to red I am you. And after severe consideration, I think I know why lol!

Because Deoxys is red in colour haha!!! Lol, if that's how the author continued it, it will be really super cool lol!!!

And so, I saw Jin Tong's brother again, seriously he looks more like Jin Tong's elder brother than a younger one. Hahas! He owned us in asshole taiti at first but well I won back in the end! :D And I actually played mahjong and won 5 tai and got like all the money? Lol, there was once weili 9 tai and we just bankcrupt and restart all the money hahas!

Okay, just to cut through my eldest brother is like f***ed up now and is like caning my nephew for no reason? Siao one, but I cannot interfere at all as I'm just an occupant in his house ba? Notice I did not use the word family? Lol, no joke as 14 years age gap just don't make him feel like a part of my family since he is married and have his own children.

Hahas, I admire those who have family members that they can confide in easily! :D

What the hell is wrong with my nephew coming into my room to listen to nice music?

Okay I shall continue first hahas, and so I enjoyed the mahjong session alot! And it was on saturday night (one day before the big day!!!) that I had another PPPPP outing with Justus to watch enchanted AGAIN! Hahas quite fun too. Received quite a nice present :D

And so... It was the big day!!! Hahas, at first I don't really feel well since I caught a flu in the morning and it was quite a bad hair day and my shirt makes me look fat! LOL! But I still rushed to the lan shop in the afternoon to play a few games of dota! Hahas and that's the first time I first blood sebas and killed him again before we got totally owned hahas!!!!!!!!!! :D LOL, super shocking la! Woots enchantress you rock!

And so we arrived at Bedok Interchange to meet with everyone going to my birthday bbq! Let's see... The people who went were Ee Chow, Dong Hang, Wei Li, Jin Wen and his brother and his cousin, Cheryl, Yun Xiu, Justus, Candice, George, Gregory, Yuan Ming, Jia Jun, Jin Tong, Audrey, Gena, Sebastian, Xiao You, Sindy, Vilvian and his bf hahas!

Hope I didn't missed out anyone! Cause is just too many people liao ba!!! :D Although some friends I really expected didn't come and that disappointed me, but overall I was quite very happy as everyone I invited are really those friends that stood by me when I needed help and stuffs! :D And sorry to many whom I didn't invite cause there's just too many people!!! Hahas and this is especially to my NICEEEE clarinet juniors! LOL!

I really enjoyed my birthday and it was really my greatest birthday present. So many friends that I could confide in and many whom I treat as my best friends came, and I really enjoy this feeling of being surrounded by friends whom I can fully trust in!

Hahas although I wasn't really a good host and everyone was running about everywhere and there were gangs that played at the playground or those that played cards only but I can still see that everyone was happy! And that made me happy too lol! Quite simplistic actually lol! Simple Plan ROCKS! LOL no link! The word simple is just cool lol!

And so I got a skateboard from Gregory! It's old but he remade it with George's help and now it's as good as new... Although I couldn't use it at all!!! :P Really big thanks though!!! :D And also, I got a new bag, a new pencilcase, a super cute windchime!!!, several cute soft toys and some chocolates! And finally also, a super duper beautiful birthday card! :D I really loved everything!!! :D Oh and a shirt too!

Super duper touched by all these presents but I wonder why everyone said I don't look touched, hahas maybe I should cry when I receive them eh! LOL!!!

Made tons of birthday wish this year and my first came through when I knew who's in my class! Hahas super happy that I know like half of the new class lol! Shall get to know the other half even better!!! :D

Played at playground like mad after the bbq was over lol! Hahas what truth or dare and murderer lol! Catching was still the best lol!!!

Finally not forgetting how I got pushed into the swimming pool suddenly!!! LOL!!! And how cream was SPRAYED alllll over my hair LOL!!! Really had loads of fun!!!

Although I was worried at first about how everyone would get along... But well things still worked out fine! Guess I'm really a lucky fellow hahas!!! Lol, and so I reached home at 12 ba and talked to Gregory on the phone from 1-3am!!! Hahas that was considered short since we have 7 years to catch up on! :D And that was how he recommended me to his job and I went for the interview and succeeded!

I guess working as starhub's telemarketer really helped me since I gained many valuable experiences there hahas! And the work stress there taught me lots about how you can work at other places happily and have a good pay LOL!

And so Monday and Tuesday was mainly about work la! Went for interview with Jonathan Tan on Monday and I guessed they were really confused since it was like one Jonathan Teo, one Jonathan Tan hahas!

Made a new friend that has the same name as me LOL! Went for training on Tuesday and ended up sitting there doing nothing except make a few calls... Quite shocked that I will still be paid for that la!!! Hmmm... After work I went to whitesands with Greg and I bought a birthday present for Wei Li (Ee Chow's brother) and I went to Ee Chow's house to read the email the school sent him. Was quite shocked when they wrote things like every appeal was considered seriously by various heads...

I know Dunman High investigates every single blog but I still reserve the right to have my doubts when they say they really considered every appeal carefully as it is just too vague to base everything on what they think if they really considered every appeal like this... No matter what, it will still be unfair to some people and I don't like the feeling of knowing that...

Nevertheless, some of my friends got some shit subject combinations, and I am really concerned about them, shouldn't the school accept calls to clarify doubts as there are really too MANY enquiries. I understand that for those who failed to appeal for the 4 H2 subjects that we can just work hard in the first month to appeal for our H1 subject to become H2... But what about my friends who totally don't want the subject combinations they are assigned too??? It can seriously ruin their future, and there is not something to joke about.

Lol, something Greg said really made sense, most of us can really score well if we had the stress of O-lvls with us but now in DHP, instead of creative teaching, I feel that it's just another kind of slack teaching that needs us to work doubly hard without knowing it. That's the main reason the school wanted top candidates for DHP and now most students are in it due to the new system and without doubt, some of us can get stuck easily.

Of course the school cannot take the blame since they have too much to consider, but I really hope that everyone gets the subject combination they want as I can ensure every single teacher that with the stress of A-levels coming, all of us will work harder and produce results 10 times better?!!!!!

The reason I rejected DHP at first? I knew the motivation to study would be gone but I succumbed to peer pressure and well I didn't really regret it since I got to be in 4G! :D

我永远不要失去4g!!!

Went through alot nowadays and caused me to be able to blog only now, which is soooo late into the night. Clarified many things, and I am shocked at how things can turn out although I was already quite sure of the ending at the start. Guess we just have to come to a point when we clarify everything... No doubt it will be weird from now on, but at least we have made our stands clearly... And yup I'm okay with that.

But well, since everyone goes on different paths, I can only regret that I didn't notice how we have gone on different paths too. Maybe this is how a friendship can end, but I choose not to believe so, fate has made you my best friend once and I believe that time will come again.

We are just too stubborn in our beliefs eh... And since I don't think I will ever budge in my belief, just like how I want everyone to be optimistic! :D... I don't expect you to do so too... :)

Wonder why as I grow up, I find it harder to forgive, it's just that every mistake seems to be magnified and as my beliefs strengthens, it makes it harder to forgive too. Pardon me if I cannot consider every single perspective as I really cannot manage it that easily, but I would just like to say that I give my utmost trust in every relationship and I think that I would expect the same too?

Beauty in friendship, power in laughter, peace in simplicity, I believe in them totally and I really hope that everyone would be glad to accept these too... :)

Well, time to end this post, don't wanna drag it any longer!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Really fun! :D:D:D ENCHANTED!!!

2007-11-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hahas, so much time to blog today... :D

Went to watch Enchanted with my friend today hahas! Proved to be a super fun trip!!! Hahas, the movie was really nice too, finally Disney tackled the problem of happily ever after in reality! :D

The movie taught us that there is utmost trust in friendship, genuine love in life, and happiness in beliefs!!!

Hahas, and the songs are like all so cute!!! :D Loved it! Hahas!!!

Went to eat at pizza hut too!!! :D Yum Yum! LOL!

Hahas, inviting people now to my birthday bbq... Proved to be quite a hassle hahas...

Hope this Sunday will be the best day of my life yet! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!!!!!

Madness?!!! Outgoing is the word to use!

2007-11-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

LOL, without noticing, it's Wednesday and I last blogged on Saturday! So much has happened that I'm really shocked at how life can turn out!

Hahas, firstly on Sunday, went to Pulau Ubin for cycling trip with Jin Wen, Yuan Ming, Gregory and George hahas!

Well, weird combination, that's what I thought so initially too but it was really fun!

But what's worse, I had no idea that we had to take a bumboat there!!! And so I arrived at Changi Village, thinking we are cycling there and all of a sudden, I had to take a boat hahas!

And so, we started cycling and met some people which made the trip quite interesting hahas! And while cycling, my mum called and asked where am I and this is how the conversation went:

Mum: Where are you?
Jon Teo: Pulau Ubin.
Mum: What?! You took boat liao ar!

LOL was really funny since I had no idea I had to take the boat myself :P

And so, we took alot of nice pictures and I took lots of scenery pictures that are just darn cool! Imagine the contrast between the light and the darkness and the darkness was in fact just the trees blocking out the sunlight, which constantly reminds one of how one's light can be shadowed, and similarly, how death is always near.

LOL, well, that was cute haha! Oh and we were caught in the rain and ended up playing cheat which well, I won of course HAHA!

The only time I can lose: Is when Jin Tong goes mad and takes everyone's cards!

-_-

And so after the pulau ubin trip, went to Justus's house to stayover for a SHOULD BE PPPPP outing until Por Yee injured his neck, and Candice suddenly could not make it, leaving me and Justus and Hong Wen watching heroes throughout the night! -_-

A meaningful life? Or a happy life? I chose the latter. If you can live life happily, no doubt it will be meaningful to yourself and others! :D

And so on Monday, we had a PPPPP outing without Por Yee to go and binge at SAKAE! I really put in my very best for the buffet! :D! The soft shell crab and the seriously I forgot their names, are all very nice! I prefer the sakura binging though hahas!

And so we went to Por Yee's house after the buffet to surprise him! Hahas, I must confess I felt that it was a waste of time at first but it was really interesting to know that Por Yee is really neat?! (At home of course.) But his neck is really disgusting now lol! :P Hope it heals soon! :D GOOD LUCK!

And well, I read up on a fengshui book there too! Made the trip even more meaningful!!!

And so I went back to Justus's house to collect my earpiece and my instincts tell me that his parents are not very keen on having guests always coming! And so, I shall refrain myself from going to his house ANYMORE! :D

Went home and my com jammed so shit! Kicked it like mad and it finally worked but it appears that the fault lies with the video card. What shit la, I don't need it hahas!

Hope I can still watch heroes on my computer!

And so, I organised a last minute mahjong outing at Ee Chow's house one Tuesday with me, Jin Wen and Sebas haha! And Jin Tong came too, had alot of fun and played poker! :D Lol, I am a good last minute organiser! :D

And that was when I got really pissed off on Tuesday night when I knew from a reliable informant that the school have lowered the GPA requirement for 4 H2, but if your GPA is still lower than that, your appeals will all fail.

Seriously, freak la! (Wanna type the F word but decided not to!) What's the point of asking for the CCA points and what degree you are aiming for when in the end, they are just looking for your GPA! Seriously, if this is what I deem as the truth, then it seriously sucks.

But well, my anger boiled off after talking to Ee Chow at his house till 11 and noticed theres no more bus moving LOL. And so had to stayover at his house and we talked about secondary school life! This makes me happy again as I have another friend that I can trust and confide in! True friendship is really rare, but in my dictionary, the friendship just have to be built on trust!

And so, stayed at his house and came back not long ago to finally blog! And I finally got to read the sundering (Warcraft book) after SUCH A LONG TIME!!!

Hong Wen owes me 5 bucks! :D

And it was quite surprising that I lost like mad suddenly after my friend smsed me! :D Well, as the saying goes......

Hahas, okay that's all, must get ready for tomorrow! And of course this Saturday and SUNDAY!!! And to Jin Wen and Sebas and Yun Xiu: REMOVE THE DEC 2ND FROM YOUR NICKNAME!!! LOL!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALLL!!!!!!! :D

Band! And swimming! And slack!

2007-11-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

Lol, I finally made my timetable for the holidays! No idea whether I would follow it, but well it has some pressure on me lol! Gonna finish revising everything for PCME!!! :D

Thursday was a slack day for me, woke up super late and went to swim in the afternoon and that's where I met this pervetic gay faggot in the gents! Lol, I seriously cannnot stand such an idiot who stays in the gents for the whole day! -_-

Being too handsome can be such a sin you see lol!

And so Friday was band and well, it was quite boring as usual although I love the way my clarinet sounds when playing the low notes!!! The warm sound makes me love music lol!!!

Had nomination before band started, and as usual I nominated all four of my juniors!!! Quite a waste when they say students in SC committee cannot get a good post in band, what a waste seriously lol!

And so after band, I brought my clarinet all the way to Ee Chow's house to collect my mahjong set! And so I walked home from bedok interchange to my home while carrying a freaking heavy mahjong set and my clarinet woots.

Almost fainted lol, and felt like vomiting again at the place I vomited last monday hahaha!

And so I reached home and talked to people on msn till 1am as usual hahas!

Woke up at 11.30 today felt so energetic! Hahas, long time since I had a good sleep, guess turning on the air conditioner helps!

Although it's not that environmentally friendly! :P

Guess I shall do my gp later, cannot believe I just argued with my neighbour's child, he was just being so immature and I just used the sentence: ''Shut up or get out of the house.''

And so he chose the first option, which is a duh since he was so impolite in the first place. How could he blatantly accuse me of scolding him when this is not my house, guess he doesn't understand what's the meaning of moving house once again lol.

That's how people get pissed off with kids lol, I prefer kids who only know how to cry :P

Hahas, and nowadays I noticed how much positive influence my friends have on me, for example Dong Hang for introducing me to western music which I'm addicted too, Ee Chow for allowing me to look back at childhood memories through digimon whereas I have not brought forth any influence at all other than making everyone a serious gambling addict hahas!

Wonder how I could help my friends in the future, well my cheerful self never fails to cheer anyone up. :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!!!

Both PPPPP AND NEPLAY ROCKS! :D (Seriously, although I put PPPPP first, I treat both groups as my best friends! :D)

Hope next week will be a great week, which I know one will surely be :D

Alot, Alot, Alot, Must read!

2007-11-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

6 long days since I last posted! And this is totally not because I am lazy, but I did not have the chance to blog till now!!!

Let's see, after last thursday... Went to Sindy's house to stay over as my cousin gonna fetch us from her house to their house to celebrate my niece's man yue! And so we played o2jam till quite late and went to my cousin's house on the next day which is Saturday!

Saturday is truly memorable! Not about at the celebration party, but during the outing in the afternoon where me, Hong Wen, Por Yee, Candice and Justus went shopping or should I say, WINDOW SHOPPING!

Lol, went to tried many clothes, really super fun until I pissed Por Yee off and he left without a word and wouldn't talk to me at all! And so we went home and I met up with my cousin.

And so, Justus and my cousin and me decided to stay over at my new house! LOL, and so we went to Justus's house to collect his laptop and went to a lan shop to play from 8.30pm-1.30am LOL!

And so wasted the day away on that day but one fateful event happened! Which is I made a new o2jam friend at the lan shop while playing o2jam hahas! Her name is Andrea and she plays the clarinet too and she's in Australia! Hahas, so happy to make a new nice friend!

Nice to meet you! :D

And so Monday was band and after band I went to meet up with Ee Chow, Dong Hang and Por Yee when Por Yee was still really pissed off!

But that is until I said I'm sorry super loudly on the MRT that I was finally forgiven! :D

And so me, Ee Chow and Dong Hang went to Tampines Mall while Por Yee went home with the intention to watch a movie?! But in the end, it was cancelled and we ended up eating at macs and going home LOL. But that was how I smsed a few of my friends for a mahjong outing at Justus's house the next day! Vomited on the way home as I was too full lol.

And so after another cool day, I brought my mahjong set on Tuesday to Justus's house for an overnight stay with lots of people and a surprise birthday celebration for Cheryl! :D

And so the ones who came were all forced to stay overnight and they were, me, Ee Chow, Ee Chow's brother, Jin Wen, Nicole, Yun Xiu and Cheryl hahas! And so we played mahjong and watched a horror movie and the scooby doo movie till 5am when I slept and woke up at 9am!

And so it was Wednesday which is today!!! :D And so I went ice skating with Dong Hang, Audrey and Gena and we had lotssss of fun! After ice skating, we went for pizza hut before going to watch the game plan which was quite a nice movie?!!!

Okay! And so I summarised 6 days of happiness!!! :D

Really happy that I have friends that I can confide in, and friends that are willing to confide in me... Friendship is just so precious... :D

Hahas, crest of friendship looks nice too! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Grad Day speech

2007-11-15T16:46:00.000+08:00

Graduation Day Speech

Good morning everybody, my name is Jonathan and I am representing 4G for today's graduation speech.

To everybody sitting here in the audience, I have no doubts that there are some who treat today as nothing special since we will still see each other next year due to our DHP programme, but I believe there is also sadness today, for you may not be exactly leaving the Dunman High family today, but you will instead, be leaving your class for sure.

To that, I must say that even I am truly depressed about leaving my class after two years of memorable times. Ever since we have stepped into Dunman High, I am sure we have all had teachers and friends that stood by us, and the teachers that have stood by us are not just teachers that only teach us academically, but also teachers that have taught us to be a moral person in life. To this, I would really like to thank every single teacher in this school for standing by us no matter how playful and naughty we may be over the past few years.

And for friends, I believe all of us have found true friendship in Dunman High. Personally, I started out in Dunman High with practically only friends from my primary school and I never thought I could really make so many good friends in Dunman High since there were only strangers around me in my new class. But time has really proven me otherwise and today, I have gained many friends that stand by me whenever I need help and friends that bring joy to my everyday life. For that, what I have gained from Dunman High is really something a speech cannot express, and I believe this applies to all of us here. Although we may have had a lot of unhappiness in Dunman High and we could have grumbled alot, but I believe deep in our hearts, we actually appreciate this big family, and give thanks to what this big family have given us.

Not mentioning anything far away, but this year's level camp in Malaysia was certainly a unique opportunity for every single class to bond. My class, 4G, have even won the class song competition. All of us certainly felt the class spirit while singing our class song, and at that moment, I could not imagine being in any other class. So is I 我永远不要失去4g!!!

But today, I would also be forced to leave my favourite class, 4G, but I sincerely hope that we would all be optimistic about this separation and keep in mind that everyone's class spirit would never cease to exist.

This is really not the end, but just the beginning.

Finally, I would like to give special thanks to our form teacher, Li Lao Shi. Without you, I doubt 4G will ever be as bonded as we are now and although you constantly nag at us, it just shows how much you care. We would certainly miss a teacher like you, and you will forever remain in our hearts. Xie Xie Ni, Li Lao Shi.

Thank you.

Lol, this brings back so many good and bad memories since everything I wrote truely reflected what I felt... :D

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! Just went to swim and feel super fit again haha! :D

Lol, personality? haha

2007-11-15T13:49:00.001+08:00

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Graduation speech! And cow birthday lol.

2007-11-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

I shall not talk about today until later of this post lol! Better blog about what happened since Monday!

Okay, Monday is Ee Chow's birthday and so we went to celebrate and bought him a cow, which costs so expensive as only nEPLAY is sharing the present lol! And so Dong Hang and me went to his house to play and celebrate, (While Jin Tong studies for his exams JIA YOU) , and I stayed over since I was too lazy and tired to go home and I decided to write my graduation speech again since I lost it. Worse of all, I was in the toilet having a stomachache, causing me to be unable to go to band in the afternoon.

(And that was when I told myself I shall right a new speech lol. The original one is even more shit lol!)

And so after a severe discussion on Monday night, Candice, Hong Wen, Por Yee, Justus and me went for roller blading the next day and yup Tuesday was damn fun lol!

We bladed and everyone fell and I fell first although it doesn't really count since I did not really fall after I start to blade properly but while I was just getting used to blading! And if my memory did not fail me, Por Yee was the one who caused my downfall lol! And this was followed by Candice, Justus, Hong Wen and Por Yee! (Okay I don't really remember was it Justus or Candice next so blehs.)

And so Tuesday was really enjoyable haha, and it was also Lucas birthday and yup, I didn't get him anything LOL. Totally broke even after I made my atm card again after losing it pui.

Paid $5 la sians.

Oh and we went to topshop to try on new clothes lol, with 0 money of course haha!

And so it boils down to Tuesday night when I decided to edit my graduation speech which stage fright today TOTALLY RUINED IT!!!!!!

Omg, and so today... Is Graduation Day... Or they call it Commencement day... And I totally GG! LOL!

What a memorable experience in my life. Went up the stage to say my speech and got stage fright and everyone was like seeing me shaking my paper like hell but luckily they can't see how my leg wobbled LOL.

It was wobbling like there was no tomorrow lol. But well at least I managed to catch the audience's attention lol! That's how you be optimistic and use your optimism.

But the very thought of that instant makes me tremble, after 15 and 11 months of life, I still have stage fright darn. (HINT HINT)

But I have performed in front of more than what I saw in front of me today when I was P6, and I was like super calm?! DARN. (400 people looking at you is scary, shoudn't it be?)

Haha, but it was fun lol! :P Seeing everyone laughing away is a good way to relieve the stress eh lol-.-

And so they have announced that class allocation will be told on 3rd December! One day after a very special day in my life LOL. I hope I will get good news, don't mind using my birthday wish! (Oops, does this give any clue?) :D Although I do have many other wishes I would like to make too lol.

And so, just watched Always Ready (Shui Shi Hou Ming) on Channel 55 and it was the last episode and it is SUPER NICE!

Especially the part where the main character said a promise is a sacrifice for the relationship until damn cool.

Nice show, how I wish I could reverse time to watch this episode one year ago.

Sometimes effort really does pay through, you never know what can happen next in your life.

A promise is really all it takes for everything to work out, most of the time.

Lol, and so I promise myself to go and swim tomorrow again and become fitter! :D Well, actually I'm forced to go with Lucas as he have his swimming lessons.

Okay, so be optimistic all! Hope all of you overcome your fears! :D I hate stage frights lol.

pissed off lol but happy birthday ee chow!

2007-11-11T21:22:00.000+08:00

Super pissed off today, mainly because I never get any sleep because my brother keep fussing over small matters! -_-

And so I shall blog about my magnificent days of the holidays after the class chalet! Lol! :D

Let's see...

Friday? --- Can only be bad memories what so I shall not talk about Friday although morning was not bad. (I shall include evening in the not bad part too lol.)

Saturday: WHICH IS YESTERDAY IS SUPER COOL!

Let's see, I cannot really remember anything in the morning but I went swimming in the afternoon lol! Swam 10 laps before lying down on a chair to sun tan while reading my gp essay book and listening to linkin park and simple plan!

Okay, forget the sun tanning, I don't think I will ever become black lol! :D It didn't help at all haha! And so I lied down there for 1+ hours and read more than 10 gp essays... Lol, I seriously communicated with nature, resting there make me feel damn outdoor lol!

Haha, and so I spent the whole afternoon from 1-5 at the swimming pool enjoying the magnificent sun! :D

Oh and did I mention that there was another guy beside me also sun tanning and when I looked over, I saw him holding up a phone and took a picture of himself and then admiring it. Omg, there's something called a mirror in the toilet, LOL.

But today wasn't at all a super nice day like yesterday, I guess mainly because I didn't enjoy any music as my cousin, Sindy stayed overnight and kept criticising that the songs I listened to are old!

Seriously, old songs doesn't mean they're bad lol. Lemon Tree is more than 10+ years old but it's still such a beautiful song that brings you to an euphoria state lol.

Although I feel damn pissed off today, and my ability to look at things from different perspectives made me cool down even faster but I just don't like the feeling of hating a person for less than a day lol.

It's just weird haha but well today I must say this sms :(:(:( was the sms that brightened up my day. :D

Hahas, it's just so weird when you don't know what's going on but you still savour every moment lol.

And I think the simple plan album is even more cool when I discover I can only listen to the first five songs when I am sad, the next two songs when I'm feeling more aloof, and the next few songs when I feel darn happy lol.

Everytime, Promise are both really beautiful songs lol! :D And I don't really understand when my cousin says she only listens to the music of the song and not the lyrics, seriously I consider the lyrics before I combine it with the music BEFORE I consider it good.

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It's all I need: one more day with you

Seriously, this is so perfect lol. The song perfect is also super nice hahaha!

Appreciating music is so much better than making music lol.

I promise
I won't let you down (you down)
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine (this time)
If you take my hand tonight
If you take my hand tonight

Lol, oh and I finally feel that Linkin Park is a good band LOL. In the end is really a nice song haha. And the great escape is only a normal song what lol, wonder why everyone say it's super nice blehs.

Omg, my posts sound so musical haha! Oh and I just bought teenage and seriously, why is it all about the prom night, does Dunman High even have a prom night?

Hope Grad day won't be super sad, which I partly hope it would be too hahas.

Last chance to be with your classmates as a class eh, stupid sebas flew off to China.

-_-

Hahas, be optimistic all then. I guess when I see how we are all separated into different classes, my optimism better come up. Or else I can just listen to untitled which I am doing so now.

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!

Lol, be optimistic! :D Oh and it's Ee Chow birthday tomorrow so I shall not post ABOUT the jogging thing lol!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EE CHOW! BE A MATURE 16TH! :D

Hope Ee Chow will start appreciating songs other than digimon lol! :D But digimon songs rocks too la haha! :D

See ya all! I guess I will be soo focused in memorising the grad day speech that I won't come and blog till after grad day! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC! :D

Music rocks, Simple Plan rocks, Love rocks.

2007-11-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

Haha, after slacking for so damnnnnn long, I have decided to come and blog before this blog becomes those lousy stagnant blog haha!

And so I last blogged like before HCL exam?! Well, Higher Chinese exams were um... Nothing compared to the aftermath haha!

And since I don't have much memories, I shall start blogging about last friday onwards!

Last Friday... Last day of school! No idea if this is something good or something awfully bad! But well optimism tells me to be happy anyhow although I vomited and went home after school. Felt super bad during class video but I didn't cry hor! So don't listen to Justus's blaberrings!

Really quite sad to leave a class you have associated your life into for two years... No more cards... No more rushing to canteen... No more cows... LOL! (And to think my blog is in his Favourites oops!)

But well, and so I missed band and walked out of school through the backdoor in front of the whole year 1-3 squad!

Haha, but what's over is over! And so... What the hell happened on Saturday?!

Oh YA! Lol... After 10s, I finally remembered! Blehs bad memory...

I brought my luggage to stay over at Ee Chow's house to leave my luggage there for them to bring to the class chalet! And so we played cards till 4am, and I slept for two hours before the Barney song woke all of us up and I went to band.

Performance was okay la, considering I sight-read everything?! The whole of Sunday was boring till when we were going back to school from Sentosa!

The whole of the back bus got mad!!! HAHA!!! Let's see, the people who got mad will include: Jon Teo, Wei Jie, Michelle, Jamie and Chloe!

And so on our way back, we kept singing all the songs we like! HAHA! Let's see, we have lemon tree, shut up, welcome to my life, many many gc and lp songs!!!

LOL, we practically went mad haha!

And so the 4G people sat Mrs Wong's class to our class chalet which I continue going mad!

Played cards like mad, played mahjong like siao, played PS2 like never play before!!!

But the worst part is playing truth or dare! But since I am not allowed to reveal anything, I shall not post anything about it other than I am super sui considering the fact that the cards hate me and I can only helplessly choose Dare!

And so on monday, the guys went lan while Justus went to KTV with the girls, and well I cannot remember much except me and Jin Tong won Ee Chow and Dong Hang in dota!

HAHA! And I was using leviathan and Ee Chow say I won because it rhymes with nathan so I use the power of the nathan family to win wth! And Jin Tong was using bane elemental and so Ee Chow once again said Jin Tong killed because he amplifyed his own dark element LOL!

His excuses are damn funny, haha oh did I forgot to mention that he and Jin Tong lost against me and Dong Hang in Pudge war? OOPS!

And so we went back for class BBQ! IT WAS THE BEST PART OF THE CLASS CHALET BECAUSE... ALL THE TEACHERS CAME!!! Haha! Damn fun!!! :D Everyone really enjoyed their time!!! :D Although I cannot stop thinking about the vegetarian who is forced to eat his cup noodles... (Please don't let him read this post before grad day!)

And so we checked out on Tuesday and Justus, Sebas and me went to Ee Chow's house to play Digimon Rumble Arena where I slept like a pig till evening! Went home to sleep like a pig again lol!

But among these, I must not forget that I learnt how to play the card game dou di zhu!!! WHICH IS SUPER FUN!

Hmmm... Wednesday is yesterday right? Well, I had alot of fun! Love ya! :D

And so today, I slept once again like a pig for the whole day, now then come and blog hahas!

Well, something memorable would be the number of times I listened to the whole album, Still not getting any by simple plan!

IT IS SUPER NICE! Especially... Shut up, Welcome to my life, Untitled, Promise, Thank you, Crazy, Jump, One, Everytime, Promise, Perfect World, Addicted (Live) and the bonus tracks!

Hahas, ignore the especially cause I named everything cause everything rocks! HAHA!!!

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

This is the perfect lyrics of untitled, a super nice slow song... Listening to this song is really super comforting haha...

Hahas, although lemon tree lyrics don't reflect what I feel anymore but it's still a very nice song! THE POWER OF MUSIC!!!

I'm sitting here in a boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder

I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow (another) lemon tree

La, la da dee da...

I'm sitting here, I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired, put myself into bed
Where nothing ever happens, and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree
I'm stepping around in a dessert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen, and you'll wonder

I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow (another) lemon tree

I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky
And all that I can see
And all that I can see (dit dit dit)
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree

How I wish my blog song will be changed to one of these LOL. To zanarkand is so damn boring liao la...

HAHA, And so be optimistic all!!!

EVIL PIG!!! :D Yup, I am referring to you.

Happy!

2007-10-27T22:49:00.001+08:00

Hahas, I feel so much happier now, or is this even one of the happiest moments of my life?

Suddenly, the clouds in my head has dispersed, and I feel that I can finally move on!

All the concentrations have suddenly returned, and I can just feel my heart shining like a star... :D

Hahas, I have finally transfered all my albums (okay mostly other people's) into my phone! Yea, and I can finally agree that my phone makes the music sound ALOT better! Now I can appreciate GC and LP better lol! But Simple Plan is still the best la!

Untitled is really a wonderful song!!! Way back into love is also a super nice song!!!

Hahas, and since I noticed I have not blogged well over the last few days, I shall try my best to blog on everything!

Eh, so I got my results back and got GPA 2.67, haha although this is saddening but I improved by 0.3!!!

So I guess I shall work hard next year for CA1! Every assignment is a section B question in the exams!

And so, I am currently trying my best to appeal into 4 H2! Hope the teachers really accept la! As I am really willing to work hard if I got in!

Subject combinations will be: Physics, Chemistry, Maths and Economics!

Haha, I know that's the most popular choice, but nothing shall stop me from getting into this subject combi!!!

And so, let's see, I skipped dance class on Thursday, heard a substitute teacher came instead to teach some really cool dance moves! But I and Justus was at Ee Chow's house watching digimon! LOL! It was in fact really fun! Considering I almost got killed when leaving!

And to prevent myself from forgetting this, I guess I can finally blog about the modelling agency thing LOL! I shall purposely leave out some details!

And so I am asked to go for an interview, since they need really handsome guys! LOL, this reminds me of the incident when I was waiting for a friend at Orchard MRT, and this woman came to say:

Woman: Good morning Sir, I am looking for handsome guys and I saw you.
Jon Teo: Ya I know.
Woman: So would you care to give me your name and number for our modelling project?
Jon Teo: Sure why not?

And so I felt it was a scam until they called on thursday to ask me to go down to their office for an interview!

Lol, and so I asked for their official website and wow, I'm shocked.

For more information, please visit www.imodelsinternational.com

Haha, and the contact number was exactly the same, more shocking la!

But since they told me to go on Friday, I wasn't free and decided to just skip it, maybe I shall call tomorrow to enquire about the details like whether I get paid haha!

And so now for yesterday, Ee Chow, Sebas and me went to Dong Hang's house to slack before going to ECP to meet up with the rest of the class! And so, after several problems like Sebas's bike breaking down and I lent him his and we walked all the way to the bike rental shop to get another bike! And so we met up with the rest of the class (After we rode past them, and rested playing cards, and went back) and after trying roller blading for about an hour, we went back to Dong Hang's house.

Did I mention that he is totally pro in roller blading? I mean he can run faster with the blades on and I am like just praying not to fall LOL!

Although I trust I have talent in roller blading! Haha! And so, we went back to watch violent chinese movies on channel 62 which we see blood every once in awhile lol! And Ee Chow watched till he slept on the sofa!

And so we were late for Miss Low's house and I ate 2 fishballs and 2 chicken wings! But it was really quite fun! Thank you Miss Low!

And so, let's see Dong Hang, Justus and me decided to go with the girls to go watch movie since we decided that lan would be a waste of money haha! Compare the prices! OOPS!

And so we went all the way to Marina Square to watch 9.30pm Stardust! Let's see who was there... Um... Me, Dong Hang, Justus, Yun Xiu, Nicole, Cheryl, Audrey, Yi Chen, Su Yun and Shi Tong haha! And Michelle! LOL, I almost forgot haha!

And so, Yun Xiu, Yi Chen and Su Yun went home first cause the movie was too late and it really is, the movie was two hours haha! And Dong Hang keep smsing someone throughout the movie, just a pity Justus and me did not discover who it is after spying for so long lol!

And talking about the movie, Stardust, the story at first was totally no link, and I was like shouting, what the hell no link! And the people in front of me seemed to agree totally haha!

But the plot advanced quite well towards the end, it was quite surprising the plot considering that it was funny and consisted of alot of themes in life!

Love, Family, Immortality, Acceptance, and it is really all very cool! Haha!

Especially the last part, The heart of a Star haha!!! It is not easy to base the show on that! I really don't mind watching the show again haha!

Oh and I just noticed that I really like touching movies alot haha! Especially shows like Home Alone and Eight Below! Although I don't mind Final Destination and Saw too haha!

And so I slept last night at 2am after talking to Por Yee on msn! I am so happy I have such good friends that I can confide in haha!

And I understand that feeling even more now haha! And so I woke up this morning watching tv for the whole day and listening to music haha!

Music is such a cool word.

OK ALL PLEASE BE OPTIMISTIC!!! I have finally understood what it means to be truely optimistic.

True optimism rocks haha!!! Okay good night all!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ONCE AGAIN! (I wonder whether I will change my url in the future since I actually took this url name due to wei jie's blog url haha!)

That's ALL!

To be left out in the dark

2007-10-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

Today I must say would be really interesting... Dong Hang House, ECP, Dong Hang House, Miss Low House, Watch Stardust. Yup that about covers it haha...

By the way, Stardust is a really nice movie, go and watch if you have the chance haha...

For some reason nowadays, I feel like I'm in a tv drama... So complicated suddenly...

Everything I have wished not to happened to me... Has happened...

Everything I wished for... Has happened...

I can just feel my tears flowing through my heart...

Haha for some reason, I cannot think of anything to type so I shall just end here... Maybe I can relate to this sometime in the near future?

Be optimistic.

Gpa returned? Should I be sad or happy?

2007-10-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

Got back my GPA today... Although the morning Geography field trip was fun, but I still broke down when I received my results...

Guess I shall post more about the field trip when I have more pictures haha... And so I got a GPA of 2.67...

Although I must say I did not prefer the ***Marks*** system, but well it allowed many of my friends to actually get pass the passing mark and allowed Dong Hang to get 3.07 instead of 2.67...

Felt really resentful of not studying harder, and I cannot believe I actually felt really angry at the fact that my friends got such good results???

Feel so resentful once again that I have been so selfish but after going to Ee Chow house to slack and watch digimon, it seemed to bring back many childhood memories and dreams and I actually feel really happy for those who benefited from the system! :D

So congrats to those who really needed the system! :D Sincerely!

And so I'm really confused at my choices again now, maybe I might even change my whole life after tomorrow's decision...

And that includes my CCA's decision...

Haha, seriously I cannot recall what has happened for the last few days, so I think I could just end here now...

Be OPTIMISTIC everyone as life is really unpredictable! :D

JOB! hahaha...

2007-10-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

LOL! I cannot believe Sebas said my blog posts was sleep-inducing! But whatever la haha! I shall blog more today! :D

Hmmm... Actually I seriously have no life, cause Saturday and Sunday was like work, work, work... Or maybe something interesting happened yesterday during work!

There was this customer I called and he immediately agreed and I got a deal and my boss helped me to get another deal from him!

Thank you Rita!!! Haha!!! Never did express my gratitude properly!!! :D

And so, after work yesterday, I had four deals! (Which was 2+2 from the ones I got yesterday) And that meant I was safe from being fired! :D But after work which was 6pm was depressing! Cause Kelly Pan Jia Li came back to Singapore and so Nicholas and me decided to wait for her public appearance/concert-.-

And so she was half an hours late and after one song, we scrambled off, haha not because of the bad performance but it was just so boring! Sorry Kelly fans haha! (Considering last Saturday that zhang zhen yui concert was so much more interesting-.-) :D

And so I got another deal at work today getting Starhub Cable TV! :D

And haha the deal I got today was from an auntie and she had the same birthday as my mum and Gregory LOL!

And so it continued my streak of all customers are libras! :D

Libras are just so fair they know who's the FAIR person to TRUST! LOL I JUST NIAOED MYSELF! :D OOPS!

Haha and so I ended work at 4pm today but got paid till 6pm which was $14 given to me :D!!!

Haha so happy! :D And I came home to watch Starhub Cable TV reluctantly since I have not stopped talking about it whole day!

And by the way, to those who are interested in getting starhub cable tv... Please add me on msn at teoweiting2003@hotmail.com or just email me your house number and I can actually persuade your parents to get Starhub Cable TV or Starhub Maxonline Internet service without waiting at Starhub themselves and it will benefit both parties!

LOL! Remind me of myself telling a customer to persuade her parent to get SCV as MTV is available and every teenager needed it!

And today allowed me to understand what is called authoritative parents! What the hell la! I should have had two deals but both customer's dad disagreed and I spent 10 minutes each to persuade them to change their mind! But they really pissed me off, and so I just told them to respect their child's decision!

But whatever, they don't respect them at all! They will just regret their decisions one day, all these small little acts of disrespect will be recorded in their subconscious forever!

But who care, but now I really feel that Nicholas and me are trained professionals in this job! :D I got 5 deals in 45h and he got 6 deals in 54 hours!

LOL! The nine hours difference was due to my lazy self to fail to report to work! And so we actually did 9h/deal, which was pretty good for beginners!

I am so anticipating my pay to get my new phone, my new wallet, my new clothes and... My new A-lvl books!!!

Oh and yesterday was quite a sad day, I woke up thinking I have no aims in life or my aims were other's present! And I felt sad until I went to work when I felt a little more useful!

Hope I will remain optimistic forever!

LOL! And by the way Dong Hang lost his wallet and so if anyone found it, please return it to him! Making a new IC is like $100?! Omg la! And I cannot believe he smsed me that he was cutting hair when there are like no hair to cut-.- He loves to be bald eh.

And so I shall anticipate the start of tomorrow! Excluding afternoon but including morning and night!

By the way I typed YES in the remarks section, hope it was a correct YES...

And so came home just now to watch hannah montana! SHE ROCKS! And followed by American dragon: Jake Long and finally star movies was showing American Pie 2 again LOL! It was damn funny seriously and star movies actually put in the effort to censor many parts to make it rated for 16 haha!

Okay la I shall be off to dinner now! See ya all! :D Be optimistic lol! Dong Hang has become a disciple of the optimistic club! (And to think Ee Chow said he should make a be-pessismistic blog LOL)

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!! Lol, now playing welcome to my life again what a nice song! :D

Sickkkkkk and dance is sooooo demoralising and fun haha...

2007-10-18T22:18:00.000+08:00

Haha, I cannot believe I am being so active, but since life is so much more interesting nowadays... I can blog more! Lol, CCA choices, Subject Combinations, everyone looking for job (And I wanna see how everyone regret), and dance class too is seriously demoralising!

Was very sick this morning, almost died, luckily I felt better after going to the Chem lab after a lame NE Rep meeting...

And so, I smelt the chemicals and finished the test quickly and felt good... Haha Chemistry rocks! (Will I say that if I get lower than Ee Chow for Chem?) OOPS!

No idea why but I suddenly feel the urge to mug non-stop... I guess I have finally understood the pains of being an working adult! Studying is like the best?!

Like what Candice's mum told her, we are going to work for half our life, so why work now?!!! I must say I completely agree with that now, but I guess I would probably use my salary to get a new handphone! :D

Once again, can I say that Simple Plan is the best band ever, lol I listening to their worst day ever!

And so after one 'tiring' day of school, went home with Ee Chow and Dong Hang and got pang sei by Ee Chow, and so left me and Dong Hang going to buy A-levels books from popular! Oh well, but I'm glad I now have something new to study!

And so went home followed by dance class which was terribly demoralising! The instructor looked at me and said: Everyone improving so you must improve too la!

Although she said it in a fun and joking tone, but it is just so true! My hands and legs cannot coordinate well for nuts...-.-...

And so here I am now... Blogging! :D Oh and regarding subject combinations, I am so trying my best to take 4 H2 for PCME!

Or if not H1 Econs?! Which is really sad! What if I don't learn everything I need?!!!

Darn! And now the green club and wei qi club is so attracting my attention, but wouldn't 3 CCAs just be too stressful?-.- I feel like I could just... Lol... Shan't elaborate since everything will be decided tomorrow!

But I still feel quite proud that I'm still being optimistic despite the high stress levels... Gonna work from Friday to next Wednesday... I guess I will just break down next Wednesday!

Hope band will be nice tomorrow? Maybe that will allow me to decide my final choice... Blehs... I don't think I will break down if I don't get into Green Club and Wei Qi Club, I KNOW I will break down...

Darn again la! I shall be optimistic and be happy that i still have another 25.25 hours to consider my choice-.-

Shan't spend much time blogging, need to sleep for the sake of the mind! Be optimistic all!!! :D And don't regret your choices! :D Especially when any choice could be worth regretting...!!!

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Lol, saw Wei Jie blog have and did for fun! Quite true though haha.

Welcome to my life Breaking Down

2007-10-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

Noticed that I have not blogged for so long, I shall update finally haha...

Just worked for three hours... It was equivalent to another three hours of band... Lol decipher it based on what you prefer...

Nowadays, when I hear people sing breaking free, it makes me feel like breaking down la... Really is welcome to my life -.-

By the way, Simple Plan is a really nice band! :D

If not for music for me at night, I can really break down through the day...

Exams are also depressing as it was not that good although I didn't fail... No A's la quite sad and I thought Chemistry can at least get A?! Omg la study so much I still get 75 only for Chemistry Exams la-.-

28 for Geography... Haha am I lowest in level? :P

Today's CCA talk made me reflect on my promise, haha I'm not wavering about my decision but if I were to take something I like as second CCA, I just feel that I will regret it lol...

Went to lan today and I played O2Jam while nEPLAY and Sebas were playing CS! Quite proud of myself as I attracted many people's attention lol! Although I'm quite noob, but I move my hands so smoothly that the strangers were shocked haha... And one even praised me for being pro! Feel so grateful to him wors haha!

I feel so grateful to myself for not going to play CounterStrike too!!!

And talking about nEPLAY, while talking about what it was, we have decided that it meant...

New Education : PLAY!

Haha so fun eh :P Lol listening to I'd do anything and the lyrics are really nice haha omg the song is shut up now haha!

Feel like typing out the lyrics but nvm haha.

Anyways, hope everyone choose their CCAs well and understand the importance of having a CCA! Be optimistic no matter what! :D Whatever problems you face, it's just a nice reflection of your life! :D

Good night all!!!

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! WILL NEVER BRING ME DOWN!!!
DON'T TELL ME WHO I SHOULD BE
AND DON'T TELL ME WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME
DON'T TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY TIME AND WATCH YOU FADE AWAY!!!

LOL Simple Plan has such nice songs that have a meaning! :D

Good Night again!!! :D

Job? NEVER EVER GET A FLYER JOB!

2007-09-29T18:24:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time... There was a innocent boy who was tricked into a job.

A FLYER JOB!

AND OH SHIT! THE INNOCENT BOY FORCED HIMSELF TO BE OPTIMISTIC BY SAYING ALL THESE WERE GOOD EXPOSURE AND EXPERIENCE AND A GOOD WAY TO EXERCISE!

BUT FRANKLY, THE BOY WAS THINKING TO QUIT RIGHT ON THE SPOT!

That is a cruel world out there? That would be so true. This boy's name was in fact Jon Teo! And well, I shall narrate the story of his!

Jon Teo: Woots I finally got a job!

Sms from employer: Go Sembawang MRT at 12pm.

Jon Teo: Oh man, cannot watch super nice show and the pay sucks but its good experience.

And so I reached there at 11.50. And... The employer reached at 1pm and only said sorry for being late. One hour late, so this is how companies treat their workers?! And so he delayed this further by making us wait for the flyers to arrive and I only started work at 1.50pm. Seriously, I didn't really mind those as I was reading a book while waiting but this job totally sucks.

Travelled 15 minutes to get to the block to give out door to door flyers, and after giving out to three blocks, I received a call to say newcomers are not allowed to give flyers to 10 blocks (For a mere $20) and I need to only give 5. That was good news in fact, but for shit, things got worse when the 5th block I was supposed to give out doesn't exist! For other people maybe you could just skip and say alright I did five jobs but honesty is part of a saggitarian thing and I told him the truth!

And my nightmare started, I was sent to block 500+ from 700+, and I travelled for half and hour and when I finally reached, (Asked 20 people for directions) I gave out everything and called my employer.

And his phone was off. That is so self-explanatory. Either he conned me(which is impossible as I would bring it to court) or his phone ran out of battery and there was no way I could know how to get my pay and return the leftover flyers. And so I drank bubble tea and waited for him to come back to the interchange but he didn't and so Jon Teo travelled home. Knowing he must blog about this terrible experience!

Sorry for the constant use of Jon Teo as a third character, I prefer to name myself that! :D

Gonna call him later to complain, and get my mere $10 pay for 6 hours wasted/4 hours minusing travel time!

Haizzz... So pissed off!

I could have used the time to swim and watch tv. But certainly, it is overwhelming good exposure.

I finally remember why I wanted to be a psychologist... to be in an AIR-CON ROOM to HELP PEOPLE and at least you get a good pay! (And you don't have to see blood)

Zzz... Next time I get a job, I would certainly compare and feel happy for having such a good job!

At least a bad job allows me to understand that good jobs exist! :D

Hmmm... The skin on my shoulders seem to have worn off literally. DARN IT!

Oh and finally, on my way home, I looked into a computer shop of a community centre and there they have people playing runescape when it was written clearly on the front door that playing of games is not allowed and another little boy playing LF2 when it was also clearly written on the front door that downloading of games are not allowed! Lol, the point is not about the computer shop but about how I could be the ones doing so.

Now I really don't care about the pay at all! $10 isn't really worth it! If I have to give them my bank account number to deposit $10, I don't see what's the point! :D Shall go for more indoor job interviews!

Cousin just smsed me to tell me to return her $10, well I am practically returning her 6 hours of my youth! LOL!

Aiya, that's all be optimistic all! And go join facebook its darn lame at least you can do something other than playing online games! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Finally??? :D

2007-09-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

After two months and eight days... Jon Teo is back!!!

Seriously, I had no idea I missed out so much blogging and no one really reminded me to blog again other than Samantha and lots of other people lol... (Samantha, I mentioned you!)

From this moment on, I will just blog randomly about events for the last two months! But for starters, I would like to blog something for myself for me to remember for life about this paranormal activity that happened this morning to me! (Xing lai le --- 4-5 times)

Okay, I don't think I will ever forget this shit.

So Maths Paper 1 and Geography were the only bad papers, which also I really didn't study myself la and Miss Low called my mum to say my maths deteriorate! Which I really expected blehs.

Mmm... Papers and random events... Now all I have left is band :D

Firstly, I shall not reveal my decision to stay until we are supposed to reveal it. (Notice I use decision)

Secondly, I really hope band will be much more fun after we stay.

Thirdly, practical aspects are important too and we all know it.

BSP people is coming back in one week, and I guess I will finally have people with the same frequency back! :D Neplay is soooo darn disbanded damn it due to raichu and clefairy gone to Nanjing for like so long?! I need some socialising seriously!

Although lack of socialising is bad, it forced me into a new sports, swimming! :D Darn it, my skin is becoming tan after only two 2h swimming, but oh well I seriously need sunlight before I get osteoporosis.

BSP people please come back or else PiPiPaPiPoopoo and Neplay will not be full again!

Currently also quite bu shuang over some people post on their blogs about things....... I shall stop gossips from continuing!

Finally... Be Optimistic people. Seriously thinking positive helps :D Thinking about negative aspects of things doesn't mean you can avoid them. Accept what is inevitable, I need more emotional maturity to get through that part! But for now... My life principle is still:

Be Optimistic, We must always live for the NOW instead of dwelling over what has happened or anticipating what is going to happen. After all, life is full of surprises! :D That's why we all face ups and downs, it is the downs that make us feel ups. :D

Be optimistic and happy!!! Lalala, thank you to the friends who sms me when I feel bored. If you are reading this and feel that its you, it will be! :D

Maths quiz sucks.

2007-07-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

Zzz... Maths quiz sucks!!! That's the topic of the day!

Maths is logic but probability is so not logical, what the hell is the problem with my favourite subject!!! At this rate my A+ is virtually impossible!!! ZZZ!!! But oh well, the test is over hahas, and this whole day was really fun!

PE and LA are the only periods I really enjoyed! Not gonna elaborate on the LA incident HAHAHA!

Went home but decided to go for a haircut in case there would be a spot check tomorrow. And well, I got super niaoed by the barber! She gel with something she keep asking me to try, and I agreed unhappily and it was the gel they had just discussed that smelled like medicine!!! -_-

They thought I deaf ar. But I didn't mind the smell cause I had a serious nose block, but the only thing that irritated me was I replied okay when she ask how was my haircut, and after I paid, she walked back and told the others it's ugly!

WTH! I'm neither blind nor deaf!

LOL! But nevertheless, I paid $12 but it was a really good haircut. Loreal eh! Haha and I bathed and my hair looked so much better!

Bought D-Grayman book 7 and yup, it's really nice! :D

Sooo enjoying reading it, but for some reason, it's just the sort of book I would not take any chances of rereading. It's just too simple! :P

Simple plot = blehs. I hope I can draw. Admire people with artistic talents.

And finally, I went to play neopets and neoquest 2!!! Well, just felt like it and I made a really great neofriend!!! :D

Left 2 more lab maps to the path of secret laboratory and finally get the avatars!!! :D

Lol, am I the only person to collect lab maps for avatar? Oops.

Lastly... (Serious de lol!) Today's La Femme Desperado IS SUPER NICE TOWARDS THE END! Well, I laughed but it stirred my heart HAHA!!!

Okay that's all! BE OPTIMISTIC!!! (Off to rsing)

Changes?

2007-07-13T22:11:00.000+08:00

Has not blogged for five days continuously... Really missed this feeling of having the initiative to blog eh...

Everytime I have something new to blog, I will always be making some changes in my life... And this time it's no different too really...

After being sick for days and skipped school for two days, I have really seemed to gone through one of the worst time of my life hahas... The continuous vomiting and constipation is really taking a toll on me but well everything is really alright now! :D

This reminds me of Jin Samsoon or something, when she told the doctor-to-be girl: I know you will become a good doctor, because you understand the pains of a patient. (Well, you see that girl was anorexic.)

This is really interesting as she was really honest about it, no sense of hypocrisy at all, it's just plain honest. Maybe I am trying too hard for ideal perfection, trying to solve problems, but over one big round and it just came to me, I created those problems... Zzz...

I love reading self-improvement books cause it just came to me as something that we all have to improve and make our lifes better? But in fact, the best life is only when you face it, seriously I have never noticed the fun of making good pals and everything is like, I am trying to solve stupid problems which would never be a problem to another, and this would lead to another problem and everything rounds off in one big circle.

One super good example, I love listening to music in the past cause others did so, but when I just lived for myself, I really enjoyed the music. No sense of doubt or a need of explanation, just feel that I have been leading my life to tons of drama, when the true answer is before me, and I will just welcome the good changes being made...

Currently listening to Lindsay Lohan's album ( A little more personal (Raw) ) and I seriously love every song haha. Have been far too realistic nowadays which kind of made me like suspicious? Really stupid, I enjoy my carefree life where I face everyone trustingly, it totally rocks.

Went to school today and I was late cause I had a little stomachache and stayed at home to watch the last 20 minutes of Wo3 de4 shi1 yi4 nan2 you3 and it's really super nice! Lol and the nan2 you3 was Louis Koo and everything is really super dramatic and funny and touching at the end, fascinating start of a new day! Reminds me of The Start of Something New, haha and so I was late for school sad. Zzz...

Luckily for me, there wasn't much things to catch up with, the weekend will do. Went to Lan which was super last minute decision, like after school? And it was really fun, and I won Justus and Ee Chow with skeleton king haha. Wondering the number of times I resurrected and Ee Chow gives his spaz gasping sound haha!

And so went home where I reached at 8.30, and as fast as lightning, I switched on the television haha! WOOO!!! Channel 55!!! And wow, today's episode and La Femme Desperado is all super nice, all about babies and life eh. Long time since I derived pleasure from tvb shows, GOOD! They should make every episode like that, and I used the calculator in my phone like mad during the 8pm show LOL. Not gonna elaborate, I must save 4k per month in the future haha!

For some reason, I seem to become more zi4 ai4 nowadays, although what my form teacher says is always not pleasing to the ear, I should still believe her since she has gone through so many things. She teaches lots of life values, and I must say this is really what every teacher should do.

Guess I am becoming more positive towards life, although I have always been (Almost went negative when I was sick) , and I just felt that this world is really good even though everyone warns us of the society when we grow up. One thing I must know though, I must earn 8k per month in the future haha! That's one of the minimum!!! :D

Okay, I have decided to stop blogging, so everyone: BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Life can't be always smooth sailing, but why make things worse by being sad when you are supposed to? (Although to some extent, being sad actually heals emotional wounds as it is a sign of pain from your body to your mind) Okay never mind, everyone: BE HAPPY!!!

:D

blehs food poisoning

2007-07-08T15:22:00.000+08:00

Hahas hello all! It has been ALMOST one week since I last blogged... But well I made it here before tomorrow lol...

Firstly, I am proud to announce that I have not used my laptop for the past 5 days, which is something to be proud of as I had not played any games at home! :D (Going to friend's house to play is not counted hors haha!)

Secondly, I had 3 mcq wrong for Chemistry test which is really a pity. The rest would be careless mistake... Now the maximum I would get it like 15? SAD LA!

Thirdly, went to Ee Chow's house to play a super fun bomberman game LOL! Fun game haha and Ee Chow's brother is really funny lol.

Lastly... SAD NEWS! But Jon Teo got food poisoning and landed in hospital! Okay that's crap hahas but I really got food poisoning + stomach flu from my nephew sians-.- And the two equations added up and I vomited twice and it has been a really bad day for me-.- Well make that two bad days... Now I have completely no energy to do my homework la which makes things worse damn... Zzz... Luckily the doctor's medicine helped and I'm feeling alot better now :D

Oh well, optimistic people get over sickness really easily. It's one of the effects hahas... That's why everyone should be optimistic lol. (From some chinese assignment haha)

Got to go!!! I had better try my best to get a little homework done... lol!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

BACK AT LASTTT!!!

2007-07-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

OMG! This is truly, inexplicably, undeniably shocking!!! Anyone who reads this shall be known as a loyal fan of the OPTIMISTIC CLUB!

I have now declared that Jon Teo is back to relive this blog whereby the last post is June 17th! If you are reading this, it just shows your loyal support to this blog! :D

Okay I have no idea what to start-.- Okay finished my hols homework... Studied for the recent Chem test... Damn I have no recollection or whatsoever about the days that past!!!

Oh well, Jon Teo never looks back, I only compare with myself hahas-.-

Before I forget : XIAO YOU : I SMACK YOUR MONKEY FACE AR!!!

:D That was really nice considering she typed this on her blog a few days ago! Thank you Yi Chen for telling me this horrifying fact! :D

Today was LA film day... Super tiring... Dunno what we did... Well... Filmed!

Okay that's all haha! By the way, I got a VERY spaz thing/story to announce!

One day, a optimistic guy, Jon Teo found a Warcraft III CD on the floor after he moved house. Out of curiousity, he installed the game and played a few matches and well, not good ending.

But this happy day, Jon Teo's optimism felt that he did not have to always have a strong army to win since...

War is not about who is right, but about who is left...

And so he built a group of flying troops to ambush the enemy in the trees where they CAN'T hit him at all!!! And that's how he destroyed all of the AI's buildings and won using lousy troops! :D NICE!!!

Lol... This is sooooo cooool!

Okay it might sound noob, but hahas I seldom play you know!

Nowadays damn boring... The tv bores me... Neopets too... O2jam is too laggy and noisy (In a pleasant way...)... Popkart is too laggy... And finally Getamped is toooooo damn BUGGY!!!

Really want my vampire chinese hat back! LOL!

Okay... That's all! Once again! If you read this on July 2nd-3rd... YOU ROCK!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALLLLL!!!!!!! (hahas quite shuang when i heard some people wrote class comment on me just about optimism! :D)

move house liao la and zw b'dae haha

2007-06-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

17th June: I have officially moved into my new house at bedok haha!

The past three days have been enjoyable, well since there has been no outing, school and band, life is really quite an enjoyment lol.

15th June + 16th June: Moved tons of furniture... Lol... Really quite enjoyable considering it has been a long time since I have done any manual work! Cool eh.

16th June: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN WEI! Went to watch Shrek 3 with Zhen Wei, Hua Xin and Rhoda hahas! It was a really fun 2A mini-gathering! Shrek 3 was really nice... Although I couldn't understand why the people sitting in front of us DIDN'T laugh at all-.- And I was laughing like a maniac-.-

And so we went pastamania, just after I ate at long john before the movie and now there we are after the funny movie.

Bought zw birthday cake but gave like 1/4 to pastamania staff due to our incompetence in finishing a small cake!!! LOL!!! If I had not eaten the Long John Silver meal, I might have been able to eat the whole cake LOL!

(Just a note: It costs $16, but I did not pay at all LOL)

Hahas, I shall stop using LOL since three of my friends pissed with me using it liao haha...

Today is like Happy Father's Day to all fathers! Went to have a great meal at lemon grass restaurant and wow, their pineapple rice is really not bad...

And before I forget about this, WHICH I KNOW I MUST BLOG ABOUT...

Kim Possible Season 4 coming!!! Watched last episode of season 3 last thursday but forgot to post on it damn sad. But anyways... KIM POSSIBLE AND MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER, RON STOPPABLE IS STEADING!!! WHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA!!!

+ they french kiss!!!

haha damn nice! Ron stoppable rocks like hell! GO RON! + the naked mole rat

Well, that's all everyone be optimistic and tag if you want to :D

hhas fun day k-BOX

2007-06-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

This morning was super frightening-.- Totally forgot about LA filming till Cheryl smsed: Heys I will be late you there liao mah.

Shocked me as I was also meeting Samantha and Jazreen for K-Box session in the afternoon lol. And so rushed through LA film which seemed to failed terribly due to slight rain which cancelled kayaking.

However, it was not that bad for me as I managed to rush to K-Box for like 3.30-8! LOL the staffs are nice except for the charges!

EEEEE!!! (This is a stock in neopets but that's not the point.) Samantha and Jazreen all seem to sing better than me and that soooo demoralised me! Which is quite impossible haha cause I sang super badly for this particular song: Ai Qing De Xuan Lu!

We replayed for like several times but I could never get in or time or be in tune! The mike seems to hate me-.- No affinity eh. Hahaha, maybe Samantha is right to say:

Jon Teo can't sing for nuts.

On her lovely blog wors! Hahas, never mind shan't compare. (Some daz888 will be thinking now wow don't compare wors)

Haha, but it was a nice day to socialize and make new friends like Jazreen(Samantha not counted since she's from 1A/2A haha)

Lol... So got to know her highness at K and how she love to take spaz videos of Jon Teo and his marvelous expressions which is just so intriguing lol! (Especially the jumping part at get high)

Now I'm so looking forward to the PiPiPaPiPoopoo outing K-Box which I shall not sing for nuts! :D Lol, leave the mike to Py and Candice and maybe Agnes? better eh has. (Particularly left someone out(Accidentally))

And I'm so proud to announce the mini-gathering of 2A members to celebrate Zhen Wei birthday LOL! Currently got me, Hua Xin and Rhoda. Hope it will be damn successful lol watching Shrek 3 which I received 5 star ratings from some and 0 star ratings from others.

Shall watch myself, after all I'm really good to have given Spiderman 3 3.5 star rating eh. Considering it has a plot that is quite indestructible? So cool wors.

Think my sister-in-law scolding my nephew now. One word: wtf. Mum/Dad coming out of room now. Maybe Jon Teo have to move out just in case? That's only when things get a little complicated lol.

Grouchy Lucas la-.-.

Haven't even had dinner lol. Stomach full from tidbits eh which might have affected my singing! (Especially ice lemon tea and fries)

$10 for Service Tax and GST and blablabla-.- WTH.

Con-tractor la HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ok gtg now nites all! Be optimistic k! Or rather learn this attitude:

Refuse to yield to depression and fear, even when black clouds float overhead. It is improving that which can be improved and accepting that which is inevitable. (From James Dobson, Life on the Edge)

Hahas, I particularly like this book alot lol.

BE OPTIMISTIC STILL!!!!! :D

long week

2007-06-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

4 days since I blogged, and they are really tiring 4 days!!!

7th June : Slacked the day away lol. (Contradicting)

8th June: Band concert!!! Well, there were some bu shuang ness going around but I got through it. I don't allow people to affect my mood on such a good day! Anyways, the band concert went well and I received 3 flowers and tons of chocolate LOL!

Went for squad dinner soon after and stayed overnight at Justus's house playing narutimate.

9th June: The rest of the squad came, and went activities like tennis and narutimate and monopoly. Cousin coming to stay overnight.

Today: Hahas... Everything written before are soo memories, cannot remember the feelings present! But today is real!!! Went to Paint-a-home at Bishan for the intellectually disabled. Painted one whole dorm and the sense of satisfaction rocks wors! :D Worked with Su Yun, Jin Wen, Bao Xue and Sebas hahas... And 3 other volunteers! The painting rocks! :D

And so, Su Yun, Bao Xue and Jin Wen and me went to Bishan carnival after the CIP. And lol, it costs at least $5 for any rides-.- Only the ice creams are cheap being $1 each-.-...

Really had fun today lol. So much better than other days lol. Doing good makes you feel even gooder! LOL!

Lazy to continue since I failed Illusen Quest lvl 33! Call me buy some shit r97 thing that is available NOWHERE! ZZZ!!!

Okay all, be optimistic! CYA!

end of band camp

2007-06-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

Finally... End of the tiring band camp... Or should I say my last tiring band camp...

Wonder if I will miss this tiredness...

My teeth almost cracked again due to six movements of biting the mouthpiece with great force to sustain the holding notes-.-

Super pain la damn...

Hahas, don't really understand the reason behind some things... Maybe I'm too temperamental hahas...

Just discovered it has been a long time since I chatted with my old friends... lol... Maybe I should do so sometime later hahas... Band concert is like the only thing on my heart now other than... Hahas i have no idea myself...

Maybe I should just get rid of all my facades sometimes but it's just too impractical I feel.

Well, emotions are one tough nut to crack.

But well, as long as I remain happy, things will not be as meaningless... Or I guess kong1 xu1 will be the better word.

Read Zatch bell book 28 today, and my tears almost flowed out... Hahas... The author really went through great pain for this 2nd last finale... Everything beforehand that seemed so hopeless, was just a plan for this final plot to complete...

Just awesome! :D

Some people seems to be born happy, and some to struggle for happiness, and some who accepted desperation...

But change is always possible k.

:D

Equivalent exchange makes things fair. Nothing is unfair. If I don't work hard, my grades will never come to pass. But if I do work hard, I might get the grades I want but not the spiritual happiness I truly need.

The sense of sastifaction is just one of the happiest things in life. But I strongly believe the happiest thing in life is to have a meaningful life and support your friends and families hahas... :D

Okay... That's all... Everyone be optimistic k.

vesak day and blas another sad day past

2007-05-31T21:25:00.001+08:00

Happy vesak day! Just went to a temple nearby to pray, hope everyone's dream will come true! (The good ones)

Currently 86/8777 ranking in GetAmped... And I have officially retired as I am just too damn pro... Won 95% of the battles I play and having over 100k points... I am not longer allowed in beginner's zone-.- And even cooler, my guild which consists of only me and Sebas is like 60+ in position thanks to me! :D He's in India haha...

And guess what, I can only play with like 1-99 people all over South-East Asia?! Just sad.-.-

Totally, luckily it's close beta, all accounts will be deleted, then I can play with truely strong players after it's open beta! :D Oh yeah!!!

Yesterday was another band day, and again, it has not been exactly smooth-sailing for me... But I expected it, and it didn't even affect me at all, instead I could just take it in my stride!!!

Never let stupid things affect you, that's my best advice. Easy said, but hard to achieve. Now I have a peace of mind everywhere I go, and that's just everything I want to achieve hahas...

Being good rocks, and helping everyone you could rocks even more. Never bear any sins, just be yourself and believe in yourself. And forgive yourself for anything you have done and forgive others too...

I am not saying this to ask for forgiveness, but I have completely forgiven everyone I used to despise haha. Oh wait, is there even any?!!!

The only thing I don't understand currently... How can someone change so dramatically?! But no matter how much you change, you are still the same deep within, facades are meant to melt away sooner or later...

But if it's your inner self that have transformed completely, I can only wish for everything to be back to normal. It's like Chemistry, no matter what chemical reactions you have gone through... You can still break down to become a true element, no matter how tedious the process...

Hope everything will be back to normal... (The bad ones)

By the way, it sucks to be framed. And the whole 3rd clarinets just got framed for talking yesterday when we seriously didn't. And to think Mr Ng scolded us in front of the whole band-.- I guess we have left a really bad impression, but so what, we have a clear conscience.

And if anyone bears a grudge with me, please clarify. I don't feel bad even if you throw imaginary daggers at me, but I despise being left in the dark.

So you think you are strong cause you're in the dark? Wait till I reflect all the light on you. :D

White reflects light. LOL.

Went to Justus's house after band yesterday with Hong Wen, Candice and Por Yee, and well it was quite boring... I won the monopoly game easily... WAHAHA!!! :D

And Candice won Por Yee in Narutimate!!! WAHAHAHAA!!! (And me also, but that was a fluke, not counted!)

And also... Hong Wen was thrashed totally haha!!!

Bought Fullmetal Alchemist book 16 too!!! WAHAHAHHAAHAHA!!! It rocks!!!!!! TOTALLY!!!!!

Everyone should read it, it rocks seriously... No joke... Better than novels, since it's like a RPG of character growth, all in a series of comics... I am totally awaiting the next book!!!

Thought-provoking I must say, haha...

Mugged Chemistry today... Miracle! :D And I understood like everything?! Also went to read the story at goodybooks.com... Totally touching... Super nice! Currently waiting for Gregory to lend me the book!

You see, they let you read chapter 1-17 of the book and leave 3 final chapters in online orders LOL.

I love my life and all my friends... :D

Be optimistic everyone! Time to sign off, haha! Someone forcing me to go to his blog haha!!!

fu yu fan yun rocks

2007-05-29T13:13:00.000+08:00

Hahas... 6 DAYS since I blogged! Lazy to do so due to the best game : GetAmped!!!

Let's GetAmped!

No idea why people say its not available for sign up... I just tried and it worked what...

Site: http://www.getampedsea.com/

Have fun!!! :D

Have not blogged since last Wednesday, so I should just summarise everything short and sweet! :D

Got GPA 2.34, quite disappointed but I have already expected it... Form teacher called my parents and said some WEIRD things, not gonna elaborate, my blog is spied by teachers every second...

Ask me if you wanna :D

And so... Thursday and Friday were all funny days just that I was able to play my clarinet well on Friday! :D

Had pipipapipoopoo outing on Saturday to LAN and Candice's house! Felt really bad for not attending the farewell for those who went for the India trip... Have a fun time everyone!

And so... We had a fun time at Candice's house playing some song competition and I won Hong Wen totally!!! Haha!!! (It was just a game on guessing the song lyrics after listening cause I'm really bad at understanding English songs, just that someone is worse :D)

Lol. And so went home at 11+ hahas... Thanks to the fun game! :D

Sunday was super tiring... Went for Faith Mission Home anniversary dinner at Singapore Post... Although I'm not a christian, I still understood lots of things! :D

Without having the buffet dinner there, rushed with my parents to some bursary award dinner, where I'm not receiving any awards at all-.- So pai seh la... But my cousin won lol.

Thought Singapore Expo was really fun as the dinner was held there at fu man lou... But only two things irritate me...

1) The foods are all cold when served due to the long award ceremony... Only the shark fin's soup taste nice...

2) Bunch of old geezers smoking in the toilet when there's at least 5 signs writing no smoking-.- Why isn't there a fine under the sign...

And so that's all for Sunday, quite entertaining really hahas...

Yesterday was band and it was a total embarassment, kana scolded in middle of Indoor...

And I was just laughing away-.- As if no one laughed-.- But someone still shouted: 3rds! Jonathan! So what if I'm the most senior, I'm just an assistant principal for all I care.

Heck la... I believe in my right actions! I play my clarinet as I should and I perform my best for the concert and I retire, that's all for me... The rest... Heck.

Luckily afternoon's activities interested me a little although it was quite boring hahas...

But... Watch whole of fu yu fan yun! OMG THE SHOW ROCKS!!!

Vcd rocks too! :D

Television dramas improve my life alot hahas... It may be time-consuming, but it gives me more happy times in the future! :D

Everyone said being too idealistic is bad but I beg to differ hahas! :D I finally admitted maybe I'm a little too idealistic... But why is a person not idealistic?

I believe in the good of people... That's all. :D

Time to sign off... Everyone... Be optimistic!!!

fun days...

2007-05-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

Today's a Wednesday... Which is really a good Wednesday... Because two more days... And it will be my holidays!

Oh yea... Finally... the long awaited June holidays!!! But still, that doesn't represent slacking, because we have... Rhythm XXI!!!

Its like a 21 years old birthday, gonna be great :D

And well... I just have faith and confidence that we will play to our very best on that day! No doubt about it!

This is the first Rhythm so far that my parents, brother and his girlfriend are coming... Really happy! Now at least I have a little more motivation to practice hahas...

Had another spastic dream last night about a 4G outing, couldn't remember anything else, just know we are in a big shopping mall that I went when I was like 6-7 years old?!

But one thing I do remember is... Went to a seafood restaurant with my cousin and family and...

Agnes is working there!!! Hahas... Everything was going so weirdly... Well but this is better than the dream Miss Low told me I got 1/40 for my Maths common test, I felt like killing her in the dream la!

For some reason... Everything I have been worrying about in my life... Seemed to have flown away with my dreams...

To release a dream, you need to release yourself... Guess I have done both! ;)

And congratulations to myself, I wasn't late for school today!!! Yesterday was total bullshit...

Was waiting for a taxi at 7.48am at Buona Vista Mrt Station Bus Stop.

Boarded the taxi at 7.50am, everything is going so smoothly that I can reach school by 7.55am.

Taxi driver clicked a button, and says: Sorry ar, I clicked a button and made a call, now I start the meter will be that person.

Jon Teo: What?! Never mind, just fetch me.

Taxi Driver: Can you alight now?

Jon Teo thinking wtf.

Jon Teo: Can you at least turn and let me alight at somewhere safe without any vehicles running?! (Wtf is wrong with this taxi driver?!)

Taxi Driver (Panicking) : Okay, okay, really sorry hors.

Jon Teo: Never mind. (Kindness overrides the heart.)

Alights the taxi, thinking I should have forced him to just fetch me to my school.

Time: 7.52am.

Had to now cross 2 big roads to reach the school...

Crossed the first road and at the middle, a freaking car (SGD2937T) rushed past the red light.

Wtf again. How could my day get any worse... And so I was late for school, but oh well... I saved $5...

Never gonna take a taxi from there ever again, inconsiderate freaks.

If sorry is useful, why not I say sorry after killing you-.-

Never mind. I'm kind.

And that sounds hypocritical.

Went to Raichu's house for a maths studying session today, well I believed I would fare better there... Not gonna elaborate...

Zzzzzz.....................

And also... I guess it's really cool that my whole brain revolves around I only have one life, and I must appreciate it fully. I am gonna make a difference and I just know it!

Suddenly, this came to me, through my subconscious mind... Loved it.

Hope you put this sudden inspiration to good use! :D I love to share what I learnt!

And to all those pessimistic people out there, believe me, life is really great...

So please appreciate it before you regret doing so...

And by the way Feng Xing Lie (Lin Feng) in Fu Yu Fan Yun (TVB drama) got stabbed by Qin Meng Yao (She Shi Man), and I shouted the F word suddenly.

Although I knew he didn't die, kana stabbed and vomitting blood by the person he love most is just shit.

Shit I tell you.

Okay 3 more minutes to a brand new episode... Oh yea!

And also, choirboy that show was really cute, but it is so nothing compared to all these drama series... They incorporate the sad music so well into the show, that it can just become so nice...

OMG! 8pm! Got to go!!! Everyone please be optimistic! :D Life loves you as much as how you should love it!!! :D

long time no blog wors!

2007-05-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

Been a long time since I blogged! Not comparing to others though hahas...

Firstly, I should congratulate 4G on getting into the finals of interclass!!! Must win hor everyone!!! :D

Also went CS concert, really interesting and nice! :D Yi Hui sat beside me cause we met by chance, the other side was clefairy and Justus... But this was how the cool conversation came about!

Yi Hui: Heys don't mind me if I scream later hors.

Jon Teo: Don't be afraid, only people call me keep quiet.

Yi Hui: You very thick skin leh!

Hahas... Spaz...

And so, clefairy from nEPLAY passed me Linkin Park's newest album: Minutes to midnight!!!

Hahas, the songs rocks, although I would still put Avril Lavigne's girlfriend in the playing list lol.

Did not go for band due to tummy ache, ouch la ate 3 panadols (seriously-.-) and it was really tiring... Went to the toilet like... 3 times?!

Must be due the the big gulp I bought when walking home with xiao you after CS concert hahas... Stupid xy, never stop me lol-.-

Cannot believe I really got a tummy ache... Quite out of my expectations... Maybe it's my subconscious mind that brought about it...

And so, I skipped band and heard that 3rd Clarinets was criticized... Well, aren't I just unlucky not to be there on this fateful day-.-

Spent my days at home doing homework... Damn probability suxs la-.- I could never figure out how probability really links to our real life-.- If everything is so mathematical, why do miracles happen so usually?

Well... I am one of those who believe in miracles strongly!!!

Oh by the way, py and xy and sam all said I have been idealistic... But I don't see any wrong in that! Instead, I still believe my beliefs will come true! What not realistic, pui! If everything is so realistic, we no need improve liao la-.-

Bad english up there-.-Sorry.

Anyways, just watched last episode of twin dragons, one show I am always able to watch the last episode... Always...

Dots... Some shows I chase like siao also can miss the last episode, instead this show, I never watch for months can still get to see the last and quite okay last episode...

Also watched spiderman 2 for awhile and came here and like 5 minutes of American Pie 2? Well... And I watched the funniest part haha! It was on star movies :D

Hahas... Okay that's all! Also jammed for like 1h? Really missed it lor lol...

Be optimistic all!!! Don't say this is idealistic-.- If you can't make yourself optimistic... Just believe you can do it! Believe!!! If you are having negative thoughts now... Well... Get rid of them and come into the nice and happy spiritual life!!! :D

:) vilvian birthday

2007-05-16T17:30:00.000+08:00

Hello again to everyone who visits this blog!

Long time since I addressed the people who tagged and so, thanks! :)

I shall now as promised (did I?) to dedicate this post to my DEAREST cousin for being there to support me whenever I needed it and being a good friend since my childhood days!!!

Sorry for not being able to say Happy Birthday to you on the fateful day! Sincerely sorry because I went to Malaysia for level camp hahas!

And so... Happy Birthday!!! Thanks for being such a good friend all these years!!! Since I was like nursery?!

Love ya, my DEAREST cousin!

-> End of dedication <- lol.

Yesterday's study session with clefairy and raichu was fun lol! And once again, I skipped doing everything again and we ended up chatting lol. And so home I went to play o2jam with ee chow and dong hang haha...

Really fun after missing it for such a long time hahas...

Although I know I will get over it quite fast again la lol-.-

And also, I want to say that our 4G form teacher really rocks!!! :D

Her stories are just nice and interesting, cannot believe how we are able to forsake our lunchbreak to listen to her nice stories... Really interesting experiences she had la!

Instead, everyone wants to leave the Maths class lol-.-. Maths is getting boring even for a mathematical student like me-.-

Just noticed my blog's first name is life is all about patience...

Named it that due to some loser reason...

But now doesn't it just bring some purpose?

Life is really all about patience, the patience to change, the patience to help, the patience to learn...

All I could wish for is lesser industries being built and more people joining the environmentally friendly world!

Shouldn't we all love the environment we are born in? Humans are special because we are the ones who make the changes... But does this mean we are entitled to making bad changes? Everyone knows the answer, but none chooses to act...

Like what Mdm Lie said... Even if everyone does the same thing, it can still be wrong... Look in-depth like her and another true story beholds...

So lets all start by protecting the beautiful environment around us! And also to love this world like how it loved us by giving us life... Simple idealogy right?

Only with ambitions, can humans continue to progress and bring forth good changes to this world... Nothing is perfect... But everything can be close to perfection...

Just watched a movie called flatliners... Really nice although I only watched the ending part... What some medical students testing with life after death... Really good plot hahas... A real thriller/suspense show hahas...

Okay... Time to go off to chiong my Physics Assignment hahas! And I agree with Samantha! :D

Be optimistic people! Life is all about patience!

zzz candice b'dae (tml)

2007-05-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

Zzz... Feel damn sad and sorry inside right now... I have been brought into my past... The past I hated...

What a loser.

I have always felt immune to negative suggestions... But it still hurts me a little... And I cannot believe I did the same thing to others...

What's wrong with me...

Can't stand the different me in school and at home... It's like there is someone within me who is yearning to come out everyday...

That me is the true me... But I conceal it...

Changes might make things bad...

I would not like to take this risk...

Hope I will acheive a balance soon...

Guess this is what people refer to being yourself... But is it really possible now that you have made different friends who are relying on who you are right now?

Sucks...

Anyways, Happy Birthday to Candice! It's tomorrow!!! Everyone, prepare your presents!!!

---> That's the attitude change I hate <---

To release a dream, you must release yourself...

Be optimistic everyone... You only have one life... Appreciate it!!!

back from level camp!

2007-05-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

Firstly, before I forget, my toilet paper is imprinted with flowers! LOL! TOTALLY AWESOME!

*Check yours too*

Okay... Time for the long awaited level camp blogging...

Well... Two words again: TOTALLY AWESOME!

Learnt quite little though but had lots of fun! Get to know my nEPLAY clan even better haha! Tons of travelling makes me sick, but nevertheless... The most important thing... 4G won the class song competition!!!

Heard that our class song really touched most of the audience, our voice went right into their hearts... :D

Guess we all really put our heart into the song... Even our form teacher was so touched! :D Lie Siok Hua you rock!!! :D

And also, thanks to felicia for the class song! It really reflected what we all felt...

4G RULEZ! FIGHT & KILL!!!

Haha... And also not forgetting my roommate, Ben Goh! Lol... Tons of people were shocked when I said Ben Goh was my roommate, but he sure is a funny dude! Lol... Still blaming him for forcing to wake up one hour early for breakfast!!!

But therefore... It resulted in Jon Teo being the first person to be at the dining hall everyday!!! Okay except last day... Not mentioning reason hahas... Cause teachers investigating blogs... :D

And regarding the turtle dropping incident by Jon Teo... I must clarify that the person to blame is Ee Chow!!! Hahas...!

Let's go to the scene of the incident...

Jon Teo: It's crawling! Arrghhh... Quick come help hold!!!

Ee Chow and Justus: No reply just stare.

BOOM! The baby turtle fell on the floor!

Justus*carried it*: Omg! It's not moving!!!

Jon Teo blanks into thin air!

Ee Chow: It's moving!

Everyone: Phew!

And so, I said bye bye to the baby turtle as it went back into the sea... What a touching scene...

By the way, the MTV channel there is so much better than my SCV mtv! Someone tell me if SCV have the same channel!!! And what channel is it!!!

And lastly, happy mother's day to all the mothers in the whole world!!! :D

Still plucking my courage to give the present lol...

Okay, that's all everyone!!! Be optimistic!!! :D