NICE!

Lol, the past few days, I must say, are SUPER INTERESTING!!! HAHA!!!

So amazed at my ability to piss people off, haha so ps and sorry!!!!!!

School nowadays are totally going for a few lectures and nothing else, so there's not much to talk about in school.

WHEREAS, THINGS ARE REALLY FUN OUTSIDE SCHOOL!!! HAD STEAMBOAT BUFFET YESTERDAY NIGHT WITH PIPIPAPIPOOPOO AND HAD REALLLY NICE FOOD!!!

Haha, had stomachache this morning and decided to skip school. Lol, ate too much of the spicy stuff le haha!!! MA LA HUO GUO IS REALLY DAMNNNN SPICY!!!! Haha, Hong Wen cooked almost all the food and we were all busy eating. Hope I don't get fatter because of that and well, I had a great time just eating and chatting!!!

SHALL UPLOAD PICTURE OF US SOON!!!

Skipped school today but just chionged out the OP script. Haha PW is such a hassle but OP would be a breeze ba. How hard can presenting be? Lol, although my past experiences are not at all pleasant haha!!!

OHHH AND I GOT INTO THE WORK ATTACHMENT PROGRAMME!!!! HAHA SO HAPPY!!! GET TO WORK 5 DAYS AT THE ZOO!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!

OH AND BTW JIN WEN JUST INFORMED ME THAT HE PROMOTED TO YEAR 6 SO CONGRATULATIONS!!!! :D:D:D HAHA HOPE EVERYONE PROMOTES HAPPILY!!! :D!!!

Have been moody for the past couple days for reasons I do not really understand myself but it's alright lol!!! I guess it's always good to take a break in life once in awhile even if it means I have to stay at home and look at the tv/com all day long LOL!!!

Shall go on to do other stuffs now, omg when is the exercise regime coming, I REALLY NEED IT!!! HAHA!!!

KK ENDING NOW!!! BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!!! HAHA!!! :D!!!!!!!! HOPE EVERY MOODY PERSON WILL CHEER UP!!! :D

PROMOS RETURNED!!!

WOOTS EVERY PROMOS RESULT EXCEPT MATHS GIVEN BACK TODAY!!! :D

For some reason, I am really feeling euphoric over my results! My GP and Physics and Chemistry IMPROVED LIKE MADDDDD!!!!!! HAHAA!!!!!

GP Common test-34/100
Physics Common test-20/100 - Lowest in class
Chemistry Common test 28/80 or 35%

GP Promos - 49/100 - !!!!!! HAHA!!! AND MY ESSAY GOT 27!!! Summary 1m la sians -_-
Physics Promos - 55/100 - !!!!!! 275% improvement!!! :D:D:D HAHA TOTALLY OWNAGE!!! ONLY JING HUAN WIN ME IN TERMS OF IMPROVEMENT!!!
Chemistry Promos - 47.7% - HEARD EVERYONE WAS SOOOO SHOCKED!!! LOL I'm not there as I was sleeping till 8+ so I didn't know what happened but supposedly, it was good results!!!

HAHA FEEL SO PROUD OF THE RESULTS!!! NOT VERY GOOD BUT DEFINITELY AN IMPROVEMENT!!! :D

LOL, those muggers out there, please do not laugh at my your so called LOW expectations HAHA!!! You don't get to improve THIS MUCH EVERYDAY!!!

Did the 'Don't worry, Be Happy' question. Got 27/50 but I felt I should have gotten 30+ la haha!!! It was done soooo nicely!!! This is the product of studying for GP haha!!! DID THE OPEN QUESTION!!! YEA!!! And apparently, the extent of my optimism won the extent of jing huan's pessimism!!! HAHAHAA!!!!

Cannot believe Mei Yun got 37 for her essay la, oh well, its the sports question, haha I will not understand anything those people who did this question could write about anyways lol!

LOL, thus today was made a VERY VERY VERY HIGH day for me!!!! HAHA!!! And once again, Ee Chow was shocked at how my Chem EOY results always win him suddenly!!! HAHA IF EVERYTHING GOES WELL, MY REPORT BOOK WOULD BE CEEEE OR BEEEE!!! :D:D:D (Please moderate Chemistry marks!!! LOL)

Haha, had a dream this morning from 7-8 that I was in school and saw someone's GP essay get 27! HAHA DREAMS DO COME TRUE LOL!!!

Oh well, better buck up even more!!! Must chiong my Physics and Chemistry and Maths to A ASAP!!! :D

Good luck to everyone out there for A-lvls lol!!! And hope no one gets retained!!! :D (Bad thoughts coming in)

BE OPTIMISTIC AND HAPPY ALL!!! The Don't Worry, Be Happy attitude is INDEED POSSIBLE IN OUR VERY LIFE!!! Don't ever overlook the efforts by others to resolve problems!!! :D

FINALLY BACK!!! Heheh!

LOL!!! I'm finally back to blogging since promos are over haha!!!

Omg,really got so many things to blog, the past few months were full of happy and sad memories!!! Well, that's life right!

Hmm... where should I start!!!

Haha oh well, I guess I could first share the wondrous joy of PPPPPP outings!!! Haha!!! Can't really remember the outings we had, only remembered the recent house bunny LOL!!! PPPPPP ROCKS!!! GO VISIT OUR BLOG AT www.pipipapipoopoo.blogspot.com!!!

Hmm, kind of fun to actually recollect what has been going on. Shall just type what comes to my mind, heheh I'm not really good at remembering the past which makes it good since I forget bad things super easily haha!!! Lol feels like some sort of subconscious manifestation that wants me to remain happy after feeling sad!

OK... Let's see, made a very nice china pal, haha Ee Chow's buddy when he came over for exchange programme. Haha always told myself I needed to blog this since it's so possible that I would forget his existence in the distant future!!! Haha Kai Lun was really nice and even gave me farewell present LOL!!! Good luck over there!!!


Next would be... SMRT FAMILY!!! COMPRISING OF ME, MEI YUN, JAZREEN AND GENA!!! HAHA!!! Although we lost and got the 17th position team out of 150+++ schools... WE DID OUR BEST!!! Haha, although if we did not alight one wrong stop we would have won 2k but it's alright!!! :D SMRT FAMILY FOREVER!!!!!!!!! DURIAN!!! :D:D:D


Lol, next would be another fun outing to escape theme park with Mei Yun, Cynthia and Eunice haha!!! When we felt that the tickets were to EXPENSIVE and went to ask them from people booking chalets since they would get free tickets haha!!! Was a really fun day especially after we left and instead went to Mei Yun's house to celebrate her surprise birthday party lol!!!

Hmmm... can't really remember clearly still got what, well probably me almost playing the com everyday until promos started. Totally flopped Maths when I got 0 for the vector question... 13M LEH!!! Totally never touched vector!!! :(:(:(

Chem was a complete disaster, and Physics was alright. Did the ''Don't worry, be happy.' Is it possible to have such an attitude to life?' question for GP. Felt that I wrote really well, but guess it would still be borderline mark haha! Hilarious when I heard that Jing Huan did the same question but she totally disagreed while I fought for agreeing with the question haha!!! H1 Econs... not very confident but well, should be able to pass :D

Haha, unless I flop my physics, I would surely be promoted!!! YEA!!!

Damn, really cannot remember anything else that I wanna blog about... OH YEA!!! Today was dong hang's birthday and we celebrated at pizza hut and bought him a sling bag that is more expensive than the sling bag I got for my birthday present last year!!! UNFAIR FRENS!!! LOLLLLL JKJK!!!

Heheh, don't feel like writing anything that would sound disappointing to me, after all, there would only be two matters overall. But well, since they are considered resolved, I might as well go with it. :D

Wonder what I could do to add some style to my almost boring lifestyle... Haha! Finished reading all of the considered good mangas, and well love all of them as usual haha. xxxHolic is such a cool manga that seems underrated though lol, love the manga like mad too!

So many wishes, so many dreams, but it would only be Hitsuzen that all would come true!

Lol, have been having tons of inspiring dreams lately, or other scary dreams, but they seem to truly reflect my mood. Haha, dreams are cool!!! Shall learn to interpret them! :D

Sleeping is such en enjoyable act, and yet, the worst that could happen would be to lie on the bed for two hours and still see your mind going through meaningless stuffs. Or well, they may be meaningful but just to tiring to actually face them while going to sleep.

Shall go eat dinner now... BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!! Or even better, be as happy as you could be right now. SMILE and everything would be so much better!!! When it is impossible to feel happy, all we could do would be to wish for the best, that being the true meaning of optimism! :)

SEE YA! OH AND CAMP ROCK ROCKS!!! :D MUSIC'S IN MY SOUL!!!

MIND SPORTS WEIQI COMPETITION

Wooooo!!! Finally... I got through the Battle of the Wits Weiqi competition at SP Concourse! Had to travel to dover every morning to fight and fight and it's just soooo tiring!

So shuang that I won 3 out of 7 matches! And our team got 2 wins!!! Considering Ee Chow won one and Jin Tong walked over another match haha!!! And I contributed to both of those so that the team could win haha!

Although I'm quite disappointed at some people (Or PERSON) for so easily breaking their promise, but well, why vex over it. :)

This competition was so similar to the tournament I was in last month. Meeting so many familiar faces, people I won and people I lost too, and we remember each other so clearly! But I guess I'm just too unlucky, facing the 2nd strongest player out of 128 players last month and yesterday, I was against the strongest player in the whole tournament.

Like what the heck, I got thrashed :)

Although there were also some unfriendly teams in the competition, overall everyone was great and we get along really well haha! Really fun to walk to Macdonald's and see my previous opponent and we start saying hi to one another lol! So freaking cool haha!!!

My team position was 19th out of 24 teams! :) Soooo proud of that, considering Jin Tong played his first match yesterday for the first time during the competition and we had to depend on me and Ee Chow to win before we could win any round at all la haha! :D But we can see that Jin Tong is really improving from this competition haha! Same for me and Ee Chow too! Unlike someone who don't ever bother trying lalala

Oh, and mind sports juniors were really great too! Especially Gerald and Yang Shen for being so damn funny during the competition haha! Although my ex clarinet juniors were still great too LOL! When the hell would our 3rds outing come again though... -_- Chloe ORGANISE!

Oh and just for something extraordinary! On my way home, I walked past my void deck and there was a little boy walking there and a cat was trying to go near the little boy! And so the boy seemed a little afraid but went to sit down and the cat sat next to him and the boy patted the cat's head. Haha I didn't care if my lift came, I just had to look at the boy patting the stray cat :)

Haha and the boy seems to have strong spiritual power! LOL I can sense it when he stared at me when I was peeking at them haha!!! (And what was a little boy around 7 years old doing walking around in the void deck at 9.30?! WEIRD!)

How fun, but well I will only hope for a dog to come near me, not really fond of cats :)

Oh well be optimistic all! Learning from mistakes and not repeating them by changing one's self, shall learn to achieve that and apply it in life :) Hope everyone do so too.

In the mood for watching Digimon but I guess I will only watch the show after my promos. Shall start mugging and attain my goals! No more playing!!! :)

Shall get Digimon world 1 for PS1 from anyone who has it, and start raising a Digimon! After my promos, off I go into the digimon world haha!!!

Missed waff carnival today since my competition ended late, but well I had fun and no doubt gained alot of experience. And seriously, my experience refers to playing with players other people dream to play with, and I would be the FORTUNATE one who gets to play with them. (And get thrashed)

Shall be more enthusiastic in mind sports!!! After all, I only have mind sports and culinary club as my CCAs, shall put in more effort for both these CCAs!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC EVERYONE!!!

Memories

This post shall be about memories.

Memories are really what presents life to us in the most lovely way. Be it sad memories, happy memories, lovely memories or bad memories, without them, we would be nothing.

Memories constitute who we are and makes me feel that no matter how down life can be, one simple memory would bring me to the right track again. People change, but memories don't. They are there for a lifetime, just like a scar, just that you are proud of this scar.

Now I'm reminiscing about this week. Everyday was just another normal day, maybe some gossips here and there, some laughter here and there and some ap-ness everywhere.

Well, I really like my class a lot, but I feel that there is just no time for interaction between everyone and there isn't even time for us to all sit down together and just chat. School is where you meet your friends, but the hectic schedule we're going through everyday is just not bringing about the common casual chat everyone should have everyday.

Fortunately, I always have friends to rely upon, although we don't talk much(Seriously), but we know deep in our heart that whenever anyone of us gets into trouble or needs help, we would be there for one another.

Really wanna have a PPPPPP/nEPLAY/Ex-Class/Class outing soon! Need a break from this crazy lifestyle of studying and doing homework. Although I'm still not mugging seriously yet, and is constantly trying to finish watching gossip girl, but I'm already very tired from what I call a mad life full of studying and lectures and tutorials.

Memories, I really had many kinds of memories in PPPPPP outings and other class outings. While walking past katong laksa just now, more memories jolted me, and that gave me happiness from within. While walking home to my house at bedok from another 12 Bus Stop, more memories jolted me once again, and that made me feel like a teenager who is so easily contented by simple memories that are just so amazing.

Wanna relive those moments again, but well people change, and I think that maybe I have changed too. How I wish everything would go back to what they were before easily :)

When you look back, you always wonder why everything couldn't remain the same, but when you look again, they have never been gone, since they will forever remain in your heart. And that is something nothing can erase. So let's create joyful memories as much as we can since we can't change the past, but we can create the future.

Really wanna post pictures on my blog but I never seem to be able to find the picture I want to put :( Haha, please send me pictures with me inside! Stupid samantha posting such a bad picture of me doing physics practical during sports carnival. I was forced to k! Zzz! -_-

Okay then. Be optimistic all!!! Have Wei Qi competition tomorrow! Hope I get the results I want haha!!! :D

ORYX OWN!

Firstly, ORYX OWNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha thats my house!!! ORYX!!! THE UNICORNS LOL!

Feel so proud of my badge, the purple badge, 1st for round island!!!

Yesterday was the Dunman High Senior High Sports Carnival, and it was full of sports activities, which caused me to cheer so much I lost my voice somehow haha!

And it's really so cool that ORYX won the majority HAHA!!! And I feel so happy that our round island team did not disappoint the house by receiving first position! :D

Haha, my team in the afternoon included: Mei Yun, Jazreen, Jing Huan, Gena, Ying Xian and me! Haha, we really chiong like mad and didn't bother feeling embarrassed at all.

Overall, the sports carnival was really enjoyable!

Had lots of fun, haha thrown all my troubles behind me.

:D Smiling as always...

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!

Weirdified DREAMS

Just one short week, and it has passed so suddenly. Still owe my homework which I'm so not willing to do. So much to study, if only I had a time machine :D

Shall sleep earlier nowadays, haha just got this from dreammoods.com.

To see someone dying in your dream, signifies that your feelings for that person are dead or that a significant change/loss is occurring in your relationship with that person. Alternatively, you may want to repress that aspect of yourself that is represented by the dying person.

To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

Dreams of death often occur as a result of great stress caused by relationships, school, career changes, depression or by the approach of death itself. Death in dreams may also be viewed as a metaphor - as a new beginning or a time of renewal.

Well, I have no idea whom I saw dying, but it sure alarmed me greatly. After I woke up, I felt so relieved that none of my close one passed away that I felt that like wtf? All the troubles I'm facing now are like so damn minor compared to that! Haha maybe this is truly a new beginning or a time of renewal for me.

Had personal grooming lessons today in school followed by an mock interview. Blehs, I cannot believe I did not get any excellent haha! And worse I got one average and one needs improvement and thats in pacing. I felt that I was talking at normal speed haha! And for the handshake which I got average, I just felt it weird to shake hands so tightly when her grip was so soft obviously.

But well, it was a really great experience and I must say I was quite nervous. :)

Interviewer was Ms Sarah haha! Our class was so fortunate :D

Time Travel
To dream about time travel, indicates your wish to escape from your present reality. You want to go back into the past or jump forward to the future to a period where your hopes are realized. This type also represents your romantic nature or your desire to romanticize everything.

LOL, I had a time travel dream two days ago too. Only remembered it to be interesting and fun. Haha my subconscious is getting sooo messy dreams are coming back to me again.

Shall start to learn to enjoy sleeping, and the fun it brings me. Compared to playing dota late into the night, why not enjoy a quiet and nice night. :)

Everyone is becoming complicated, expected that, but still don't like the way things are going.

Hope tomorrow will be fun. Haha participating in the round island thingy. I had better get ready for tomorrow soon before starting my lovely sleeps.

Shall not get pissed off easily, since I'm so wasting my energy being pissed off. Shall be a happy person once again! :)

Good night all! (This statement can bring back much memories)

Be optimistic! Hope everyone get sweet dreams!!! :D

Hard.

It is always after the happiest moment that sadness arrives, and when you are so caught up in it, the happiness that came before will never be reflected upon again. But every time the sadness arrives, the memories of them are never washed away.

One of my best friends told me to ask myself: what am I fighting for? Seriously, I seem to have no idea and it feels like I'm fighting for nothing, which makes everything meaningless. When you don't have a goal, things become so much harder to tackle and it's even harder to just get a better view of things.

Promised myself not to feel this way, and I remember occasions of this promise throughout my past blog posts, but sadness seems to always supersede happiness.

I know you know, since I don't believe in my inability to express myself so openly. A fake smile is hard, but a true smile is even harder. That's what I meant by the truth gets in the way of lies. Sometimes, you just want to continuing lying to yourself since the truth just hurts more than it seems.

Either I'm being emotionally immature, or I'm thinking into things too deeply to blind myself from the truth. Whatever it is, this is considered another lesson learnt, and however hard it is, I will not be convinced that life sucks, life goes on and I shall await the surprises it brings me.

No matter how hard the going can be, I know I'm not walking through all these alone. Compared to many others, I'm the fortunate one. If I still fail to learn from my mistake, I will not only be disappointing myself but also many around me.

Thanks lots for all the support I received during my times of need from most of my friends and allowing myself to express my innermost thoughts to the people I trust is all I need to feel somehow better.

Although I don't really know if anyone truly understand my feelings, but if they truly do understand, I hope they can also express it to me and don't feel shy about it. I want quality in terms of friendship, not quantity, and I'm so fortunate I found quality in quantities.

If you truly think you're the one I'm referring to, please take the initiative to clarify matters. I don't want all action and no talk since actions might not reflect the truth. Although I always act like I don't notice small issues, the fact is that they get to me as much as they can get to you. Not pointing them out doesn't mean I'm ignoring whatever is happening. I just hope someone would take the initiative and I don't want to be the one to do so, since when has it not been my job to do so every time something goes wrong?

So happy that there was no school today, and we had interview lessons and dining etiquette lessons. Everything was quite fun, although I can only enjoy them on the surface during this phase.

Life can really be so hard that you find it hard to breath in, and that gives me the urge to want to merge with nature somehow and begin my meditation. It feels really good to be alone at times and just communing with nature seems to cure all wounds, just as how time heal all wounds.

In 10 years time, this incident would certainly not be within my everyday attention, but I do know the scar left behind will forever be there. And whenever a wound near the scar is found, everything comes back to haunt you somehow. Getting that feeling currently, seriously, why is my subconscious making me withstand such emotional trauma again and again.

Maybe this is truly the quest to the truth, and in order to carry on in my life, I have to understand the truth and walk through it.

Somehow, while I'm at home, the only joy I receive currently is by looking at my birthday presents. They mean so much to me seriously and I love every single one of them especially my favorite pink pooh. :)

Somehow, I would love to be optimistic this time, but there's nothing to be optimistic about other than the fact that I learnt another good lesson in life. I might not seem to appreciate the small efforts put in, but in truth I do, and with this, I'm giving much gratitude and apologies to the people around me. Love you all. :)

Hope tomorrow will be the start of something new, and please don't let fate keep me chained in the past. I need to move on, and I know I will. With your support, nothing is impossible for me. :) I believe in trust and I believe trust constitutes all my ideals. After all, being idealistic is my forte. :) Love you forever. :)

To Zanarkand is such a cool song. In case you have no idea, you're listening to it right now. Heheh, I love the song so much, seems to me that I can now relate to this song even better. :) Maybe I have moved on in life after all.

Be optimistic all! :)

Sick.

Down with bad flu today. Bad stomachache and slept till 12pm lol.

And while visiting the doctor, received a bad sms. Received news that my PW presentation was totally screwed or something.

Haix, I really have no idea what to do about this project, if only some people can put in more effort...

Is it really that hard to contribute, I don't want to be pissed off and go all serious about it...

Maybe I should really go serious :)

Shall finish the rest of Gossip Girl episodes tonight lol. Don't judge the show by the name :) It's a really cool and fun and dramatic show haha! Plus they have really great and new songs in every episode like Apologize? Come Home? Haha the show rocks.

Anyways, be optimistic everyone. I shall not get held back by such minor problems in my life :) Shall sleep earlier today, after all, I'm really sick :)

Happy :)

Haha I wonder if it's a effect of a new week, but I feel really happy today.

Indescribable feeling... :)

Felt really motivated suddenly! :)

Wow talk about the UPS and DOWNS of life... Haha I'm so impressed by how things change, but seriously, I appreciate efforts put by others. :)

LOL and my new bag got insulted by every single person I saw haha! Shall change back tomorrow LOL.

Just read through my MBTI profile haha... ENFP sounds so fun :)

But I really think I should start reflecting both before and after I act, and not only after I act :) Shall be more sensitive to other's feelings haha :)

Love you forever :)

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL. Haha there's always something out there that is waiting for you.

An emotional week

This week has been particularly emotional for me. Emotional as in I have experienced almost every kind of emotion one could ever get. That includes happiness, sadness, disappointment, anger, enlightenment, excitement, touched, curiousness, resentment, betrayal, surprises and love.

Sometimes you just treasure something so much, letting go is akin to denying one's own existence.

Maybe being overly concerned is just a flaw of mine, and my ideals are too idealistic, but isn't it better than a world that I have to tackle with trickery everyday?

Felt really disappointed when I understood the situation, but maybe I should feel grateful. If not for one disappoint, I could never have understood that there are many others out there to support me. Big thanks :)

When someone says that they are disappointed by their common test results, it seems to get to me that why should someone feel that way? Maybe it's due to the fact that so much time has been spent on their results and they did not get what they anticipated, thus resulting in utter disappointment. Whereas, on the other hand, I am not disappointed by my bad results since I did not put in any effort, but to be hit by another strong blow when I have put in all my effort, the feeling is not a good one.

Maybe we should all just take a step back and look at the overall situation, not everything goes as planned, but also not everything fails in its way.

Either I think too much, or my adversity quotient is really low, as this is one incident that I find it particularly hard to bounce back.

The more the hope and expectations one harbor... the greater the disappointment one can suffer.

But it's always better to understand the situation earlier, and the first week of a start of a new term, yup that's rather early and fortunate for me. :)

Friends should not keep the truth from one another, especially when the truth gets in the way of lies. - Jon Teo

Not everyone agrees, I'm sure, but its better than compromising all the way.

Anyways, I joined the culinary club and I'm really glad to do so! Well everything was fun and enjoyable and I made a few new friends! Everyone was really friendly and I really enjoyed learning about culinary as I have always had interest in culinary, especially after learning that my dad was a really great chef! :)

I wonder if it's fate, but if I had not been disappointed by the troubles I had and stayed in school with Mei Yun to do project work, I would never have taken the culinary bus and would never have gotten to make new friends like Cynthia, Hui Wen, Guo Xiang, Jochebed, Yao Lu and many others haha! (Sorry, I cannot remember everyone in two short hours!) Everyone was so friendly and fun and all I had to do was watch the teacher cook while I appreciate the aftermath and maybe do some washing up. Heheh, I kept all the recipes just in case my hands get itchy LOL.

Didn't manage to make it to the stay over at Justus's house on Friday night but well, I made it to the fun day yesterday morning. Felt so fortunate to have such great friends in PPPPPP to cheer me up haha! :) Went for swimming and sun-tanning, but can just skip the sun-tanning part. A few hours of tanning and I'm still as white as ever while Justus and Candice are like so tanned. Feel so bu shuang haha!

And last night was TOTAL MADNESS for me!!! Met up with Sindy to just have a chat, but it was certainly more that that haha! Since we know that we tell each other almost EVERYTHING, truth or dare would not be fun if we played truth and so it was a DARE or DOUBLE DARE GAME!

It was certainly madness at Mcdonalds as I was forced to drink one whole packet of curry sauce, while I dared Sindy to go collect 50 packets of garlic chilly from the counter. HAHA the expression of the person-in-charge was so damn funny and he asked the manager over and we got around 30 packets I think LOL. Following that, I was dared to do a standing broad jump in the middle of the road, and well I did and I tripped LOL. And we just ran away as fast as we could as everyone was looking at us. And this was yet followed by my dare of asking Sindy to go outside a hawker centre and scream WTF.

LOL it was so hiong all the uncles and aunties were staring at us as we ran away AGAIN. Made many calls to say I love you to random people and made me feel so pai seh! Haha shall not mention names :)

Really, I'm so glad to have friends like Hong Wen, Por Yee, Justus, Candice, Mei Yun, Ee Chow and Sindy whom could truly understand my feelings fully and allow me to confide in them. Love you guys.

-I never felt happier when I smsed you, but your reply certainly brought me to a new level of happiness. Love you forever :)- To the one I have not forgotten :)

Shall not be emotional and brood over stuffs that are over, since we never know what tomorrow brings. Be optimistic all :) Even if it's really hard to do so at times.

As much as a BFF can make you go WTF, theres no denying we would all be a little less rich without them.

So Close

Woke up this morning with a really bad headache and decided to give school a miss. Must be due to the over-excessive playing over the weekend followed by an irritating night causing me unable to sleep. Can't people quarrel softly and not disturb my sleep? Oh well.

Woke up at 12pm today and felt fantastic and went on to watching tv. Watched Blood Diamond and felt really inspired by it. It was really quite a good movie and I absolutely loved it. Isn't it sad how we view diamonds as something so precious yet we don't really understand how precious they truly are that people give up their lives for them and they made child labour so popular just to get more of it. Diamonds are just a bunch of carbon that can withstand great heat due to their giant molecular structure and they are shiny lol.

Went on to do a personality test on swirve.com before playing utopia haha.

On the Swirve Personality Test, I am a Champion. My Characteristics Chart: Extroverted Introverted Sensitive Intuitive Judgemental Perceptive Thinker Feeler Read more about Champions or take the Test yourself!

Lol, I am a champion haha! And they said I am ENFP too lol. And now I cannot stop listening to So Close on youtube lol. It's such a nice song on Enchanted and I just love the song so much. Brings back good memories that I know will come back to me again soon :)

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

As life goes by
Romantic dreams will start
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Lovely. :) Love the song as much as I love you. :)

Super fun stayover! :D

Watched american idol marathon last night all the way from 6pm to 9pm as I watch all the contestants from the top 7 to the top 3!

Enjoyed good music for three hours and it was really worth it because David Archuleta rocks! Joining American Idol at an age of 17 is really such a great feat and his singing really shows his talent! This Wednesday shall be the finals between him and David Cook and I will never miss it for anything! Not even for studying! Shall start studying Econs soon for the test lol.

Went Candice's house last night for stayover with the whole of PPPPPP with the exception of Agnes as she cannot make it which is so sad lol! Played bleach on the wii and we played it throughout the night follow by watching A Cinderella Story! And after the stayover, I had 2 hours of rest before organising another last minute outing to Justus's house to play the PS2 with Ee Chow, his brother Wei Li and Jin Tong. Well, I don't really think we did anything meaningful since I was too restless for tennis and the only interesting activity is... Jenga LOL.

The psychological trauma we go through each time someone takes a block out is so stressful that I almost fainted lol. Fortunately Wei Li lost after around 6 rounds!

Too lazy to post the picture of the scary Jenga.

However, it's still quite weird our friendship are maintained by games and fun. Can't seem to find that element of trust very evident but hope it improves in time. :)

And by the way, Happy birthday Yi Chen lol, birthday on Vesak Day haha.

Might be getting back Common Test results tml. Cannot imagine my reaction on receiving them seriously lol. Must be optimistic about the results no matter what!!!

Hope everyone will be optimistic about their results :) Shall try my best not to break down at the results since I have tried my best except Physics! :) Don't think I would be disappointed if I see a single digit for my Physics results.

After all, it's just a common test. Worrying about the results is so not important. Shall concentrate on promos from now on!

Shall go back to watching tv! Be optimistic all! :)

100th Post :)

After 5 months of contemplating, well I decided to come back to blog. This was most certainly inspired by a feeling that I have not felt for months, a feeling of satisfaction and pure acknowledgement that I have not been living in a world of my own? Or should I say a world of my own beliefs only?

Well, I guessed that everyone expected my 100th post to be really extravagant, but wouldn't that be too superficial for Jon Teo? When it comes to expressing yourself, it will always be quality and not quantity, and that's what I feel about everything and I seriously mean everything including relationships.

Just had a very interesting conversation with PPPPPP, that it really came to my mind that this is what exactly I am looking for. It's really hard to find inner happiness nowadays, with everything being so superficial, which kind of make things really meaningless. I really miss the times when me and my friends could just sit down and have a heart-felt conversation, those times just slipped by me without my notice. And well, I really missed it.

When Por Yee asked me earlier who is my close friend now, I was stumped by this particular question immediately. If anyone asked this question a year earlier or a few years back, I could give an answer immediately. But as time goes on, it seems that I could never find a secure answer for this question which was something really weird for myself. Have I been living in a world of delusion all this while or have circumstances just changed so much that I cannot help finding myself lost in my own pace.

You live a lifetime, be it 60, 70 or 80 years, but do you really want to spend your entire life working hard and stressing yourself out, even if it entails sacrificing other more important things? Wouldn't it be better if we could just find a balance in all things? After all, what is life if we don't even learn how to appreciate it.

It is quite scary to see how life can end so abruptly, and yet we are not making a change in our lives. So when is that change going to come? When we are going to leave this world? When we feel that the time is finally here? Or when we have finally realised what kind of a person we have evolved into? Not to say that it is always negative, but hasn't that always been the case?

Really love to be simple, but wasn't everyone once simple? But the case now seems to be that being simple is equivalent to being naive, and being naive is one quality that seems to be condemned, especially when matters start to become complicated. Have we been so caught up in current matters that we are blinded from the truth behind all these? The truth that things can actually be so simple but yet complicating matters just seems to derive more.

How I wish I could just look at things simply, but some things are just meant not to be simple. I just need to understand what I want more clearly and to stick to my beliefs no matter how the external environment could influence me. But doesn't beliefs always seem to meet much conflicts and it seems just too idealistic to stick to them no matter how tough the going gets.

But well, it would still be possible to achieve a balance between beliefs and being practical. But I just don't feel good doing so. Maybe I'm just not realistic enough to understand that this is the only choice out.

Fortunately, being optimistic represents being able to view the positive side of life. And by being optimistic, it seems that despite all the problems that are going on, there is still hope. And well, it is always this hope that I'm looking forward to and when it finally arrives, everything seems to be worth it suddenly and that... is what I love about life. :)

End of 100th post! :)

99th post! :D Work is fun hahahas!

Lol, I seriously love my job! Ever since I came for the interview on Monday, I came everyday after that woots!

It's like there's no reason not to come! It is a wise way of spending time than playing games and watching tv! :P Hahas, and the best part about this job (Followed by I have the best bosses ever) is the compliment I received yesterday from a customer!

Hahas... When she said I was super hardworking after dealing with her case for three hours, I must say I was really elated! :D On cloud 10 liao lol!

And hahas, I must say I really have the patience to handle customers' complaints! Lol, it's like I love listening to friends who confides in me, and the customers are all just like a friend to me!

This sooooo beats finishing my GP journal and feeling happy that I finished something! :P Although I don't really bother to even hand it in to my senior oops! =X

Well other than my job, I have almost nothing to blog about! LOL, seemed to lost touch with almost all of my friends suddenly (Considering Dong Hang went overseas and Ee Chow is busy mugging ALL day long lol) and so ...I shall be enthusiastic in organising an outing!

Oh, by the way, I even play neopets here while working when there's nothing to do :P Hahas, and I'm using the company computer to blog now too la LOL!

Listening to Greg's sometimes nosensical crap is also fun lol -_- Oh and me and Sindy and Greg went to escape theme park together on friday night hahas! The best part would be the haunted house! :P

Hahas, shall head on to talking to people on msn before finally starting work!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Lol, I don't understand why people seperate friends and family, to me, everyone close to me is both like a friend and family to me too hahas! =)

Work = FUN!

Hahas, I think allll my mood swings are over! Weird eh, I have no idea why everytime I become toooooo high for a long time, I will become damn sad for the following days. Hmmmm... I remember reading in the book: 'Life on the Edge' that everyone has mood swings, just that whether it is mild or serious.

If my mood swings are like a curve graph, the gradient is ultra steep and remains high for a long time before it FINALLY breaks down and goes up again hahas! Fun!

I think gearing up for my birthday party was too stressful for me!!! But now that everything is over, hahas I just feel so myself again! :D

Smile and laugh everyone!!! Hahas it creates endorphins that are good for your health and you will live a really happy life!

Anyways, it's really scary to see how your blog counter rise and no one tags, it's like since u came... Why not just leave a small message! :D

Lol, and so time to officially blog... Went to work since Monday so the best thing I can talk about my work is that I have really good bosses!!! :D Really nice people that are super friendly and nice! And my lady boss likes simple plan!!! HAHA! When she said untitled: OWNAGEZ!... I'm like omg I have the best boss ever LOL!

Quite weird for the last few days since I wasn't really myself due to some problems, although those problems might still be there, MIGHT... But I feel that I cannot be held back by them and I should really move on too! :D

Don't ever be held back by problems, they are just another form of encouragement. --- Jon Teo.

Quite happy that many of my friends do follow my advice and solved their problems, but after I think through about the advice I gave, most of them were rather risky hahas! But well I have faith in my friends to know what's the best for them! :D

And Por Yee's tags are rather scary, maybe my literature is just pure bad, I don't really get wth is he talking about... Psps!

Lol, hope I can find a tutor that is cheap for myself! :D Pay with my own money and receive commission from myself hahas thats fun! :D

Anyone need tutor for their studies... Please contact me at teoweiting2003@hotmail.com!!! :D I help you find the best tutors available and make sure you score better than me!

LOL, the second statement is really unnecessary! :P But it may not be so for next year hahas! Although I don't plan to become a full time mugger!

Seriously, I think like what Greg said: A few days at work is like a few years in school hahas! Experience increases your level hor!

Feel like getting a ds upon saying that! But nahs, just another waste of money lol! I shall just save up my money and wait for the next newest console to come out before buying a CHEAP CHEAP DS!

Shall have fun working tml! Hahas by the way, my cousin, Sindy passed the interview!!! :D Hahas, now things will be really fun while working!!! :D

Okay time to go meditate and sleep soon!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Those who are the happiest are not necessarily those for whom life has been easiest. Emotional stability results from an attitude. It is refusing to yield to depression and fear, even when black clouds float overhead. It is improving that which can be improved and accepting that which is inevitable.

Hahas, I hope I can completely grasp this! :D BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! and have a new job and self reflection time?

Last blogged on Sunday, wanted to blog for many days, but I just know that I have too much to write on hahas! From my birthday bbq to all the various mahjong sessions and how I found a new job?! Just too much lol!

But nevertheless, I find it a need to pin down my thoughts here before the inspiration to blog slips away! :D

And so I shall start from like Friday? No idea what I did hahas...

OOO! After 15 minutes, I finally remembered!!! Had another last minute mahjong session with Ee Chow, his brother and Jin Tong at Jin Tong's house! Lol, smuggled my mahjong set out again -_- So pai seh to bring it all the way to pasir ris la :P

Anyways I had great fun there and read pokemon book 25! And at the climax, the weird pokemon, Deoxys said to red I am you. And after severe consideration, I think I know why lol!

Because Deoxys is red in colour haha!!! Lol, if that's how the author continued it, it will be really super cool lol!!!

And so, I saw Jin Tong's brother again, seriously he looks more like Jin Tong's elder brother than a younger one. Hahas! He owned us in asshole taiti at first but well I won back in the end! :D And I actually played mahjong and won 5 tai and got like all the money? Lol, there was once weili 9 tai and we just bankcrupt and restart all the money hahas!

Okay, just to cut through my eldest brother is like f***ed up now and is like caning my nephew for no reason? Siao one, but I cannot interfere at all as I'm just an occupant in his house ba? Notice I did not use the word family? Lol, no joke as 14 years age gap just don't make him feel like a part of my family since he is married and have his own children.

Hahas, I admire those who have family members that they can confide in easily! :D

What the hell is wrong with my nephew coming into my room to listen to nice music?

Okay I shall continue first hahas, and so I enjoyed the mahjong session alot! And it was on saturday night (one day before the big day!!!) that I had another PPPPP outing with Justus to watch enchanted AGAIN! Hahas quite fun too. Received quite a nice present :D

And so... It was the big day!!! Hahas, at first I don't really feel well since I caught a flu in the morning and it was quite a bad hair day and my shirt makes me look fat! LOL! But I still rushed to the lan shop in the afternoon to play a few games of dota! Hahas and that's the first time I first blood sebas and killed him again before we got totally owned hahas!!!!!!!!!! :D LOL, super shocking la! Woots enchantress you rock!

And so we arrived at Bedok Interchange to meet with everyone going to my birthday bbq! Let's see... The people who went were Ee Chow, Dong Hang, Wei Li, Jin Wen and his brother and his cousin, Cheryl, Yun Xiu, Justus, Candice, George, Gregory, Yuan Ming, Jia Jun, Jin Tong, Audrey, Gena, Sebastian, Xiao You, Sindy, Vilvian and his bf hahas!

Hope I didn't missed out anyone! Cause is just too many people liao ba!!! :D Although some friends I really expected didn't come and that disappointed me, but overall I was quite very happy as everyone I invited are really those friends that stood by me when I needed help and stuffs! :D And sorry to many whom I didn't invite cause there's just too many people!!! Hahas and this is especially to my NICEEEE clarinet juniors! LOL!

I really enjoyed my birthday and it was really my greatest birthday present. So many friends that I could confide in and many whom I treat as my best friends came, and I really enjoy this feeling of being surrounded by friends whom I can fully trust in!

Hahas although I wasn't really a good host and everyone was running about everywhere and there were gangs that played at the playground or those that played cards only but I can still see that everyone was happy! And that made me happy too lol! Quite simplistic actually lol! Simple Plan ROCKS! LOL no link! The word simple is just cool lol!

And so I got a skateboard from Gregory! It's old but he remade it with George's help and now it's as good as new... Although I couldn't use it at all!!! :P Really big thanks though!!! :D And also, I got a new bag, a new pencilcase, a super cute windchime!!!, several cute soft toys and some chocolates! And finally also, a super duper beautiful birthday card! :D I really loved everything!!! :D Oh and a shirt too!

Super duper touched by all these presents but I wonder why everyone said I don't look touched, hahas maybe I should cry when I receive them eh! LOL!!!

Made tons of birthday wish this year and my first came through when I knew who's in my class! Hahas super happy that I know like half of the new class lol! Shall get to know the other half even better!!! :D

Played at playground like mad after the bbq was over lol! Hahas what truth or dare and murderer lol! Catching was still the best lol!!!

Finally not forgetting how I got pushed into the swimming pool suddenly!!! LOL!!! And how cream was SPRAYED alllll over my hair LOL!!! Really had loads of fun!!!

Although I was worried at first about how everyone would get along... But well things still worked out fine! Guess I'm really a lucky fellow hahas!!! Lol, and so I reached home at 12 ba and talked to Gregory on the phone from 1-3am!!! Hahas that was considered short since we have 7 years to catch up on! :D And that was how he recommended me to his job and I went for the interview and succeeded!

I guess working as starhub's telemarketer really helped me since I gained many valuable experiences there hahas! And the work stress there taught me lots about how you can work at other places happily and have a good pay LOL!

And so Monday and Tuesday was mainly about work la! Went for interview with Jonathan Tan on Monday and I guessed they were really confused since it was like one Jonathan Teo, one Jonathan Tan hahas!

Made a new friend that has the same name as me LOL! Went for training on Tuesday and ended up sitting there doing nothing except make a few calls... Quite shocked that I will still be paid for that la!!! Hmmm... After work I went to whitesands with Greg and I bought a birthday present for Wei Li (Ee Chow's brother) and I went to Ee Chow's house to read the email the school sent him. Was quite shocked when they wrote things like every appeal was considered seriously by various heads...

I know Dunman High investigates every single blog but I still reserve the right to have my doubts when they say they really considered every appeal carefully as it is just too vague to base everything on what they think if they really considered every appeal like this... No matter what, it will still be unfair to some people and I don't like the feeling of knowing that...

Nevertheless, some of my friends got some shit subject combinations, and I am really concerned about them, shouldn't the school accept calls to clarify doubts as there are really too MANY enquiries. I understand that for those who failed to appeal for the 4 H2 subjects that we can just work hard in the first month to appeal for our H1 subject to become H2... But what about my friends who totally don't want the subject combinations they are assigned too??? It can seriously ruin their future, and there is not something to joke about.

Lol, something Greg said really made sense, most of us can really score well if we had the stress of O-lvls with us but now in DHP, instead of creative teaching, I feel that it's just another kind of slack teaching that needs us to work doubly hard without knowing it. That's the main reason the school wanted top candidates for DHP and now most students are in it due to the new system and without doubt, some of us can get stuck easily.

Of course the school cannot take the blame since they have too much to consider, but I really hope that everyone gets the subject combination they want as I can ensure every single teacher that with the stress of A-levels coming, all of us will work harder and produce results 10 times better?!!!!!

The reason I rejected DHP at first? I knew the motivation to study would be gone but I succumbed to peer pressure and well I didn't really regret it since I got to be in 4G! :D

我永远不要失去4g!!!

Went through alot nowadays and caused me to be able to blog only now, which is soooo late into the night. Clarified many things, and I am shocked at how things can turn out although I was already quite sure of the ending at the start. Guess we just have to come to a point when we clarify everything... No doubt it will be weird from now on, but at least we have made our stands clearly... And yup I'm okay with that.

But well, since everyone goes on different paths, I can only regret that I didn't notice how we have gone on different paths too. Maybe this is how a friendship can end, but I choose not to believe so, fate has made you my best friend once and I believe that time will come again.

We are just too stubborn in our beliefs eh... And since I don't think I will ever budge in my belief, just like how I want everyone to be optimistic! :D... I don't expect you to do so too... :)

Wonder why as I grow up, I find it harder to forgive, it's just that every mistake seems to be magnified and as my beliefs strengthens, it makes it harder to forgive too. Pardon me if I cannot consider every single perspective as I really cannot manage it that easily, but I would just like to say that I give my utmost trust in every relationship and I think that I would expect the same too?

Beauty in friendship, power in laughter, peace in simplicity, I believe in them totally and I really hope that everyone would be glad to accept these too... :)

Well, time to end this post, don't wanna drag it any longer!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Really fun! :D:D:D ENCHANTED!!!

Hahas, so much time to blog today... :D

Went to watch Enchanted with my friend today hahas! Proved to be a super fun trip!!! Hahas, the movie was really nice too, finally Disney tackled the problem of happily ever after in reality! :D

The movie taught us that there is utmost trust in friendship, genuine love in life, and happiness in beliefs!!!

Hahas, and the songs are like all so cute!!! :D Loved it! Hahas!!!

Went to eat at pizza hut too!!! :D Yum Yum! LOL!

Hahas, inviting people now to my birthday bbq... Proved to be quite a hassle hahas...

Hope this Sunday will be the best day of my life yet! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!!!!!

Madness?!!! Outgoing is the word to use!

LOL, without noticing, it's Wednesday and I last blogged on Saturday! So much has happened that I'm really shocked at how life can turn out!

Hahas, firstly on Sunday, went to Pulau Ubin for cycling trip with Jin Wen, Yuan Ming, Gregory and George hahas!

Well, weird combination, that's what I thought so initially too but it was really fun!

But what's worse, I had no idea that we had to take a bumboat there!!! And so I arrived at Changi Village, thinking we are cycling there and all of a sudden, I had to take a boat hahas!

And so, we started cycling and met some people which made the trip quite interesting hahas! And while cycling, my mum called and asked where am I and this is how the conversation went:

Mum: Where are you?
Jon Teo: Pulau Ubin.
Mum: What?! You took boat liao ar!

LOL was really funny since I had no idea I had to take the boat myself :P

And so, we took alot of nice pictures and I took lots of scenery pictures that are just darn cool! Imagine the contrast between the light and the darkness and the darkness was in fact just the trees blocking out the sunlight, which constantly reminds one of how one's light can be shadowed, and similarly, how death is always near.

LOL, well, that was cute haha! Oh and we were caught in the rain and ended up playing cheat which well, I won of course HAHA!

The only time I can lose: Is when Jin Tong goes mad and takes everyone's cards!

-_-

And so after the pulau ubin trip, went to Justus's house to stayover for a SHOULD BE PPPPP outing until Por Yee injured his neck, and Candice suddenly could not make it, leaving me and Justus and Hong Wen watching heroes throughout the night! -_-

A meaningful life? Or a happy life? I chose the latter. If you can live life happily, no doubt it will be meaningful to yourself and others! :D

And so on Monday, we had a PPPPP outing without Por Yee to go and binge at SAKAE! I really put in my very best for the buffet! :D! The soft shell crab and the seriously I forgot their names, are all very nice! I prefer the sakura binging though hahas!

And so we went to Por Yee's house after the buffet to surprise him! Hahas, I must confess I felt that it was a waste of time at first but it was really interesting to know that Por Yee is really neat?! (At home of course.) But his neck is really disgusting now lol! :P Hope it heals soon! :D GOOD LUCK!

And well, I read up on a fengshui book there too! Made the trip even more meaningful!!!

And so I went back to Justus's house to collect my earpiece and my instincts tell me that his parents are not very keen on having guests always coming! And so, I shall refrain myself from going to his house ANYMORE! :D

Went home and my com jammed so shit! Kicked it like mad and it finally worked but it appears that the fault lies with the video card. What shit la, I don't need it hahas!

Hope I can still watch heroes on my computer!

And so, I organised a last minute mahjong outing at Ee Chow's house one Tuesday with me, Jin Wen and Sebas haha! And Jin Tong came too, had alot of fun and played poker! :D Lol, I am a good last minute organiser! :D

And that was when I got really pissed off on Tuesday night when I knew from a reliable informant that the school have lowered the GPA requirement for 4 H2, but if your GPA is still lower than that, your appeals will all fail.

Seriously, freak la! (Wanna type the F word but decided not to!) What's the point of asking for the CCA points and what degree you are aiming for when in the end, they are just looking for your GPA! Seriously, if this is what I deem as the truth, then it seriously sucks.

But well, my anger boiled off after talking to Ee Chow at his house till 11 and noticed theres no more bus moving LOL. And so had to stayover at his house and we talked about secondary school life! This makes me happy again as I have another friend that I can trust and confide in! True friendship is really rare, but in my dictionary, the friendship just have to be built on trust!

And so, stayed at his house and came back not long ago to finally blog! And I finally got to read the sundering (Warcraft book) after SUCH A LONG TIME!!!

Hong Wen owes me 5 bucks! :D

And it was quite surprising that I lost like mad suddenly after my friend smsed me! :D Well, as the saying goes......

Hahas, okay that's all, must get ready for tomorrow! And of course this Saturday and SUNDAY!!! And to Jin Wen and Sebas and Yun Xiu: REMOVE THE DEC 2ND FROM YOUR NICKNAME!!! LOL!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALLL!!!!!!! :D

Band! And swimming! And slack!

Lol, I finally made my timetable for the holidays! No idea whether I would follow it, but well it has some pressure on me lol! Gonna finish revising everything for PCME!!! :D

Thursday was a slack day for me, woke up super late and went to swim in the afternoon and that's where I met this pervetic gay faggot in the gents! Lol, I seriously cannnot stand such an idiot who stays in the gents for the whole day! -_-

Being too handsome can be such a sin you see lol!

And so Friday was band and well, it was quite boring as usual although I love the way my clarinet sounds when playing the low notes!!! The warm sound makes me love music lol!!!

Had nomination before band started, and as usual I nominated all four of my juniors!!! Quite a waste when they say students in SC committee cannot get a good post in band, what a waste seriously lol!

And so after band, I brought my clarinet all the way to Ee Chow's house to collect my mahjong set! And so I walked home from bedok interchange to my home while carrying a freaking heavy mahjong set and my clarinet woots.

Almost fainted lol, and felt like vomiting again at the place I vomited last monday hahaha!

And so I reached home and talked to people on msn till 1am as usual hahas!

Woke up at 11.30 today felt so energetic! Hahas, long time since I had a good sleep, guess turning on the air conditioner helps!

Although it's not that environmentally friendly! :P

Guess I shall do my gp later, cannot believe I just argued with my neighbour's child, he was just being so immature and I just used the sentence: ''Shut up or get out of the house.''

And so he chose the first option, which is a duh since he was so impolite in the first place. How could he blatantly accuse me of scolding him when this is not my house, guess he doesn't understand what's the meaning of moving house once again lol.

That's how people get pissed off with kids lol, I prefer kids who only know how to cry :P

Hahas, and nowadays I noticed how much positive influence my friends have on me, for example Dong Hang for introducing me to western music which I'm addicted too, Ee Chow for allowing me to look back at childhood memories through digimon whereas I have not brought forth any influence at all other than making everyone a serious gambling addict hahas!

Wonder how I could help my friends in the future, well my cheerful self never fails to cheer anyone up. :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!!!

Both PPPPP AND NEPLAY ROCKS! :D (Seriously, although I put PPPPP first, I treat both groups as my best friends! :D)

Hope next week will be a great week, which I know one will surely be :D