Tuesday, December 04, 2007

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! and have a new job and self reflection time?

Last blogged on Sunday, wanted to blog for many days, but I just know that I have too much to write on hahas! From my birthday bbq to all the various mahjong sessions and how I found a new job?! Just too much lol!

But nevertheless, I find it a need to pin down my thoughts here before the inspiration to blog slips away! :D

And so I shall start from like Friday? No idea what I did hahas...

OOO! After 15 minutes, I finally remembered!!! Had another last minute mahjong session with Ee Chow, his brother and Jin Tong at Jin Tong's house! Lol, smuggled my mahjong set out again -_- So pai seh to bring it all the way to pasir ris la :P

Anyways I had great fun there and read pokemon book 25! And at the climax, the weird pokemon, Deoxys said to red I am you. And after severe consideration, I think I know why lol!

Because Deoxys is red in colour haha!!! Lol, if that's how the author continued it, it will be really super cool lol!!!

And so, I saw Jin Tong's brother again, seriously he looks more like Jin Tong's elder brother than a younger one. Hahas! He owned us in asshole taiti at first but well I won back in the end! :D And I actually played mahjong and won 5 tai and got like all the money? Lol, there was once weili 9 tai and we just bankcrupt and restart all the money hahas!

Okay, just to cut through my eldest brother is like f***ed up now and is like caning my nephew for no reason? Siao one, but I cannot interfere at all as I'm just an occupant in his house ba? Notice I did not use the word family? Lol, no joke as 14 years age gap just don't make him feel like a part of my family since he is married and have his own children.

Hahas, I admire those who have family members that they can confide in easily! :D

What the hell is wrong with my nephew coming into my room to listen to nice music?

Okay I shall continue first hahas, and so I enjoyed the mahjong session alot! And it was on saturday night (one day before the big day!!!) that I had another PPPPP outing with Justus to watch enchanted AGAIN! Hahas quite fun too. Received quite a nice present :D

And so... It was the big day!!! Hahas, at first I don't really feel well since I caught a flu in the morning and it was quite a bad hair day and my shirt makes me look fat! LOL! But I still rushed to the lan shop in the afternoon to play a few games of dota! Hahas and that's the first time I first blood sebas and killed him again before we got totally owned hahas!!!!!!!!!! :D LOL, super shocking la! Woots enchantress you rock!

And so we arrived at Bedok Interchange to meet with everyone going to my birthday bbq! Let's see... The people who went were Ee Chow, Dong Hang, Wei Li, Jin Wen and his brother and his cousin, Cheryl, Yun Xiu, Justus, Candice, George, Gregory, Yuan Ming, Jia Jun, Jin Tong, Audrey, Gena, Sebastian, Xiao You, Sindy, Vilvian and his bf hahas!

Hope I didn't missed out anyone! Cause is just too many people liao ba!!! :D Although some friends I really expected didn't come and that disappointed me, but overall I was quite very happy as everyone I invited are really those friends that stood by me when I needed help and stuffs! :D And sorry to many whom I didn't invite cause there's just too many people!!! Hahas and this is especially to my NICEEEE clarinet juniors! LOL!

I really enjoyed my birthday and it was really my greatest birthday present. So many friends that I could confide in and many whom I treat as my best friends came, and I really enjoy this feeling of being surrounded by friends whom I can fully trust in!

Hahas although I wasn't really a good host and everyone was running about everywhere and there were gangs that played at the playground or those that played cards only but I can still see that everyone was happy! And that made me happy too lol! Quite simplistic actually lol! Simple Plan ROCKS! LOL no link! The word simple is just cool lol!

And so I got a skateboard from Gregory! It's old but he remade it with George's help and now it's as good as new... Although I couldn't use it at all!!! :P Really big thanks though!!! :D And also, I got a new bag, a new pencilcase, a super cute windchime!!!, several cute soft toys and some chocolates! And finally also, a super duper beautiful birthday card! :D I really loved everything!!! :D Oh and a shirt too!

Super duper touched by all these presents but I wonder why everyone said I don't look touched, hahas maybe I should cry when I receive them eh! LOL!!!

Made tons of birthday wish this year and my first came through when I knew who's in my class! Hahas super happy that I know like half of the new class lol! Shall get to know the other half even better!!! :D

Played at playground like mad after the bbq was over lol! Hahas what truth or dare and murderer lol! Catching was still the best lol!!!

Finally not forgetting how I got pushed into the swimming pool suddenly!!! LOL!!! And how cream was SPRAYED alllll over my hair LOL!!! Really had loads of fun!!!

Although I was worried at first about how everyone would get along... But well things still worked out fine! Guess I'm really a lucky fellow hahas!!! Lol, and so I reached home at 12 ba and talked to Gregory on the phone from 1-3am!!! Hahas that was considered short since we have 7 years to catch up on! :D And that was how he recommended me to his job and I went for the interview and succeeded!

I guess working as starhub's telemarketer really helped me since I gained many valuable experiences there hahas! And the work stress there taught me lots about how you can work at other places happily and have a good pay LOL!

And so Monday and Tuesday was mainly about work la! Went for interview with Jonathan Tan on Monday and I guessed they were really confused since it was like one Jonathan Teo, one Jonathan Tan hahas!

Made a new friend that has the same name as me LOL! Went for training on Tuesday and ended up sitting there doing nothing except make a few calls... Quite shocked that I will still be paid for that la!!! Hmmm... After work I went to whitesands with Greg and I bought a birthday present for Wei Li (Ee Chow's brother) and I went to Ee Chow's house to read the email the school sent him. Was quite shocked when they wrote things like every appeal was considered seriously by various heads...

I know Dunman High investigates every single blog but I still reserve the right to have my doubts when they say they really considered every appeal carefully as it is just too vague to base everything on what they think if they really considered every appeal like this... No matter what, it will still be unfair to some people and I don't like the feeling of knowing that...

Nevertheless, some of my friends got some shit subject combinations, and I am really concerned about them, shouldn't the school accept calls to clarify doubts as there are really too MANY enquiries. I understand that for those who failed to appeal for the 4 H2 subjects that we can just work hard in the first month to appeal for our H1 subject to become H2... But what about my friends who totally don't want the subject combinations they are assigned too??? It can seriously ruin their future, and there is not something to joke about.

Lol, something Greg said really made sense, most of us can really score well if we had the stress of O-lvls with us but now in DHP, instead of creative teaching, I feel that it's just another kind of slack teaching that needs us to work doubly hard without knowing it. That's the main reason the school wanted top candidates for DHP and now most students are in it due to the new system and without doubt, some of us can get stuck easily.

Of course the school cannot take the blame since they have too much to consider, but I really hope that everyone gets the subject combination they want as I can ensure every single teacher that with the stress of A-levels coming, all of us will work harder and produce results 10 times better?!!!!!

The reason I rejected DHP at first? I knew the motivation to study would be gone but I succumbed to peer pressure and well I didn't really regret it since I got to be in 4G! :D

我永远不要失去4g!!!

Went through alot nowadays and caused me to be able to blog only now, which is soooo late into the night. Clarified many things, and I am shocked at how things can turn out although I was already quite sure of the ending at the start. Guess we just have to come to a point when we clarify everything... No doubt it will be weird from now on, but at least we have made our stands clearly... And yup I'm okay with that.

But well, since everyone goes on different paths, I can only regret that I didn't notice how we have gone on different paths too. Maybe this is how a friendship can end, but I choose not to believe so, fate has made you my best friend once and I believe that time will come again.

We are just too stubborn in our beliefs eh... And since I don't think I will ever budge in my belief, just like how I want everyone to be optimistic! :D... I don't expect you to do so too... :)

Wonder why as I grow up, I find it harder to forgive, it's just that every mistake seems to be magnified and as my beliefs strengthens, it makes it harder to forgive too. Pardon me if I cannot consider every single perspective as I really cannot manage it that easily, but I would just like to say that I give my utmost trust in every relationship and I think that I would expect the same too?

Beauty in friendship, power in laughter, peace in simplicity, I believe in them totally and I really hope that everyone would be glad to accept these too... :)

Well, time to end this post, don't wanna drag it any longer!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

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