Saturday, February 28, 2009

Overnight mahjong and dealing with evil people! LOL.

Omg without noticing I have not blogged for two weeks!!! Well that's to be expected since I'm such a busy person, any free time have to be spent for computer games or mahjong! :D

And so I'm back in order to remind myself of my first ever overnight mahjong at Jazreen's house!!! Haha, not really my first (go justus house so many times le) but still considered since we played all the way till 8am!!!

And I lost! Damn it! LOL! Rushed there after work, so tired lor! And my stomach was like full of shit -_-. Sorry to those eating lol!

Shit brings bad luck!

Well, in the end Ee Chow and Jazreen won while me and Chun Ying lost! SAD!!!

Luckily, my past winnings will always cover all these small losses!!! WAHAHA!!!

All our camwhore pictures are with Jazreen so I shall try to get them soon haha!!!

But seriously, if your tiles sucks, it takes like 20 rounds before they start out good. Lol, if I take a picture of all my starting tiles, you will get the meaning haha! :D

Since life have been so hectic recently, I don't really have the feeling to blog haha! The most I could remember is another mahjong session at my house with Ee Chow, Jin Wen and Jin Tong. Lol.

Speaking of Jin Tong, Happy belated birthday!!! :D You will get your present on time this year!!! :D

And Happy Birthday to Xiao You! :D

And I would be almost the last to get any birthday wishes and become 18 since I'm born in December! Damn!

Getting addicted to final fantasy songs recently, time for me to change my playlist finally. :D

Mind Sports and Culinary Club are still as fun, but Weiqi is becoming more of a challenge to me than just a simple game for fun. Winning is always fun! :D But we still learn more from losing! :D

Oh yea, and I think everyone's waiting for this part: Dealing with evil people.

Lol, evil sounds so extreme, but what can I say, that's how you describe extremists.

So disappointed with how things are turning out, seriously, start reflecting on yourself before it's too late.

In conclusion, dealing with evil people requires patience and a tint of trick to it.

Always plan ahead. :D

I feel so proud that I ended that part so fast, I could have written one whole essay, but that would be too revealing.

And to my friends that are feeling stressed out now due to other stupid incidents: JIA YOU AND FORGET ABOUT THOSE IDIOTS!!! THEY ARE NOT WORTH IT!!!

Oh yea, and I flopped maths test, and to those who think this is normal: NO ITS NOT!

Cannot believe this is due to low confidence that I didn't dare to do the test quickly. I need to improve on my self-confidence level to help my studies too.

Negative things and incidents that repeat themselves over a period of time don't make one even more sad, but only serve to make one even stronger.

Be optimistic all!!! :D

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Signing up for NS o,O and pissed yet again!

Today was such a bad day since the supposedly hard (I supposed de) maths test was actually a 12 marks quiz and was damn freaking easy.

Like omg wth?! After I finished my late-night blogging yesterday I mugged from 11.17pm-1.10am and I didn't even know I spent so much time on mugging!!! (Basically just read through but I did my tutorials de k!)

And so I was like wth the maths quiz so easy and yet I couldn't get full marks due to one stupid careless mistake.

SO FREAKING SAD DUE TO THAT!!! I WAS SINCERELY AIMING FOR FULL MARKS LA!!! I WAS SO EXCITED DURING THE TEST MY HAND WAS SHAKING AND I WAS CHIONGING THROUGH EVERYTHING LIKE MAD AND THIS IS WHAT I GET!!!

But well, at least I got an A, better than nothing. (At this point of time, the test may not even be marked yet. :D)

Fortunately, chemistry lecture just went a great upturn and I understood the lecture completely today. Shall do my tutorials later!!! HOHOHO!!! :D

Noticed the fact that I'm such a procrastinator I slacked for one whole day to just chiong my homework at night. :P

Went shopping again in the afternoon and ended up buying facial toner at body shop for myself. No more spending on presents!!! :D

Came home to submit my NS registration but for some reason the letter they sent me did not give me my ID and Pass and I had to call them. (Ee Chow also never get the ID and Pass so it's not my fault la!)

And since I'm moving back and stuffs, I cannot get my new ID and Pass in time! ZZZ LA!!! Now I have to deal with address issues, YAWNS.

Luckily Singpass, another kind of login way exists, and Bedok community centre is less then 20s walk from my current house for me to type my new password! :D

So forgetting about signing up for NS, since it reminds me of all the PTs in army so I shall go on to how I'm pissed since I'm HUNGRY.

A hungry man is an angry man.

Being hungry makes you angry and according to AC. Grayling, anger is the worst kind of emotion even if it spurs you on. Anger makes me view things with a straight mind, and makes me self-centered! (Okay la I am in the first place but who the heck is not lol!)

And so, when I'm angry, I point out whatever mistake that piss me off, and go along to being mad and frenzy.

But you cannot blame my brain for telling me to act this way because I'm HUNGRY.

And heck la don't act like you know everything, I just don't bother explaining. So don't force me to and make me judge you. (And I'm not talking about you, just another incident :D LOL!)

LALALA oh well shall forget about what happened. Sam Teo is currently being nice and asking me to sign up for the MOE scholarship networking session! YEA!!! And so I'm going too!!! HAHA!!!

And speaking of AC. Grayling, it reminds me of capital punishment. And no matter how I think of it, I'm still against capital punishment. Isn't it weird how we're making criminals face the death penalty because they have committed murder? Yes, the law is now judging them and there is no wrong in that, they have hurt hearts beyond their victims and seemingly, they deserve to face capital punishment especially if its pre-meditated murder.

But I'm not hereby sympathizing with these criminals just because they have to face death for their actions, but why are we ending human lives so readily? An eye for an eye, that appears fair, and so since you killed, you have to die. But is that really the case?

Nothing in life is really fair in the first place (I do not sing as well as David Archuleta!!!!!!), and so we want to make things fair. So now it's I help you, so you have to help me back. I help you do this, I help you do that, so in return you must...

Heck la, we should just face the fact that life is unfair but that does not mean we must become freaking realistic right?

I know I'm have no say in this since I'm not the victim's or criminal's direct relatives but for the criminal facing capital punishment, does that really dissipate the anger, grief and terror in the heart of the victim's family and friends. I know the answer is obviously no, and so why are we yet allowing the death of a criminal to represent the morally justified punishment for a criminal when it seems no amount of punishment can ever justify such a crime.

And so they are being judged fairly through a trial for committing murder or drug-trafficking, fair enough, but what about the family members of the criminal? By applying capital punishment, the criminal's closed one suffers too, and so are we just ignoring these people's feelings? It does not mean that just because we care about the criminal's closed ones feeling, and so we ignore those of the victim's, the feeling exists for both parties and should be understood and sympathized upon.

Everyone is subjected to death in the end, and so since lifetime imprisonment is expensive, it seems capital punishment is the best choice since it also serves as a warning for all criminals.

I saw this online from http://www.capitalpunishmentuk.org/thoughts.html.

Conclusion.
At the end of the debate, we would seem to be left with three options.

1) Not to have the death penalty and the genuine problems it causes and continue to accept the relatively high levels of murder and other serious crimes that we presently have.

2) Reintroduce capital punishment for just the "worst" murderers which would at least be some retribution for the terrible crimes they have committed and would permanently incapacitate them. It would also save a small amount of money each year which could, perhaps, be spent on the more genuinely needy. This option is unlikely to reduce overall crime levels.

3) Reintroduce the death penalty in the really strict format outlined above and see a corresponding drop in serious crime whilst accepting that there will be a lot of human misery caused to the innocent families of criminals and that there will be the occasional, if inevitable, mistakes.

Even though I'm against capital punishment, I am unable to make a choice. Heheh, you can think about your choice slowly!

Looking at the life of the parties involved, I'm against capital punishment since the pain felt by the victim's closed ones is surely equivalent to that felt by the criminals' closed ones and we must never be biased against the feelings felt by the latter. However, looking at how capital punishment helps the country as a whole by decreasing crime rate, I'm for capital punishment since that also serve to decrease the amount of hurt parties.

Therefore, for me, I have no conclusion since feelings cannot be measured.

Just hope the idealistic world, the real utopia would arrive and no one would even bother debating about capital punishment since there would be no crime. :D (If the world doesn't end in 2012!)

Maybe I'm just weird but I don't feel that much fear for death somehow as how others say so. I simply view it as an end and therefore we must live our lives to the fullest everyday now or simply because I'm not emotionally matured enough to understand the implications of death. It would be terrible to lose contact with loved ones, but since it has to come, why fear or even waste the effort to fear when you could spend more efforts and time on these relationships?

And so, I don't know to what extent does death as a punishment actually serve to stop people from actually committing a crime. So my ultimate stand would be too hard to accept and weird I suppose! And since circumstances are always different, this makes it even harder to view in another's point of view with a set of values imbued in the mind.

Omg I spent too much time on blogging today le!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC MORE!!! AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!!!!!! :D

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Valentine Day's presents!!!

Omg I know I shouldn't blog now since Maths Vectors IV test is tomorrow but well... Too much to blog since last Saturday!!!

Went on a frenzied mahjong outing at Mei Yun's house!!!

Took taxi there, thinking that I COULD win back my taxi fare but I FAILED!!!

Lol, but Jazreen failed even more! :D Both of us lost like mad haha!!! We concluded it's Justus's fault since he brought all his books, and both me and Jazreen brought The Reason of Things and her whole bunch of guitar books respectively!

And there was a comb in my pocket LOL! SHU1 DAO SIANS!!! :D (<--- I know this should be :( but I was very happy with the outing heheh!)

This fabulous outing comprised of me, the ultimate camwhore Jazreen, our LATE host Mei Yun, Chun Ying the pro, Jin Wen the lucky mascot and Justus the mugger who was doing his homework!!!

Mugger can also mean water monster in some foreign language I have no idea.

And so... wanted to stay longer to win back everything but well, have to go work! Haha!!!

And I have officially changed my school bag to my Crumpler bag which I obviously think it's fake but Eugene say it's real. o.O LOL. My official work bag would be the Yak Pak since I want to bring it to places where people APPRECIATE IT!!!

And seriously, the crumpler is ugly. LOL. The Yak Pak was so much nicer! :D

Shall upload the pictures of them to compare soon! (This was supposed to be a short post!)

And so yesterday was also madness since there was so much going on after school when Ee Chow and Jin Tong went to buy presents for their angels and mortals and their FABULOUS friends like The Prince and his birthday present!!! <--- Does not need explanation. :D (Actually do since the prince's birthday was on 2/12 <-- that's December not February, so wth lol)

And finally... Today arrives!!!

Not the newspaper but the real today! Where I spent more than $70 totalled up on presents! But before that, we had a spelling test today and I got 10/15!!! HAHA!!! Second lowest in class!!! (OH MEI YUN WAS THE LOWEST WITH A SCORE OF 9, I SUPPOSE!)

Oh and to those who don't know me, I'm a JC2 in Dunman High HAHA!!! And this spelling test was given to us for the first time after 6 years since we did not know how to spell entrepreneurial (I KNOW HOW!), do not know the word machineries doesn't exist, and simple words like embarrassed and privilege and pronunciation! (I spelled embarassed, priviledge and pronounciation.) LOL DAMN!

And so after school, we went to TM followed by whitesands followed by me going to Bedok alone to get all the presents I require.

SO SAD I SPENT SO MUCH MONEY BUT I KNOW IT'S WORTH IT!!!

Bought for PPPPPP, NEPLAY, SMRT FAMILY, AND MANY MORE!!! :D

Even Por Yee has a share. Wanted to cancel out his name since I won't see him but oh well!!! HAHA!!! CHEONG POR YEE IF YOU ARE READING THIS I WANT SOMETHING BACK!!! :D

Now I have 20 notes to write to give out slowly (Or quickly during that day where there is also PHYSICS TEST) omg... SOOOO TIRING!!!

Lol, shall take picture of everything when I'm done tearing price tags and writing notes. The latter would not be that IMPORTANT! HAHA!!!

Oh yea, and I went to a temple last night to pray for my A-levels!!! And many many other things lol!!! And...

I WENT BACK TO MY OLD HOUSE WHICH IS GOING TO BE MY NEW HOUSE SINCE I'M MOVING BACK AGAIN AFTER 1.75 YEARS!!! I HOPE I'M MAKING SENSE!!!

Feels like the house became smaller like SERIOUSLY!

Small living room, small rooms, and I don't understand why. Now it feels like not more than 10 people can stand in the living room! LOL, maybe it's just that the chandeliers are not up. :/

(Yea, I know no link.)

Omg, 11.14pm le! HAVEN'T CHIONGED VECTORS FOR THE LAST TIME!!! :D

Shall end now! :D BE OPTIMISTIC!!! And one big valentine's hug for all!!! You can sms me back lol! I got 12+ le :D

Friday, February 06, 2009

Slept on the sofa GRAH!

Was mugging till late 3am last night and wanted to get my beauty sleep when I noticed I was locked out of the room. Like OMG?! Wth la I finally finished my vectors tutorial leh!

And considering how I supposedly sucked at vectors when I got 0/14 for last year promos vectors question, I really had a hard time understanding and doing the tutorial la. And what do I get... A night's rest on the SOFA!

And so this was what happened. My brother's friend moved in and so I started sleeping in my nephew's room since it's a double decker bed. (Aiyo, I dunno call what la) But below can pull out de so I will sleep there.

This made my dear nephew, Lucas very happy since he won't have to sleep alone at night! Haha, like how he always say got monsters at night to me very seriously makes me laugh LOL! (Okay I have to confess I have an even greater phobia of sleeping alone at night even now LOL)

And so, my moving in helped both of us since we get to sleep in the same room together and help each other's phobia out lol! Btw, he's 10 years old younger haha!!! An average P2 kid who is a camwhore, loves naruto and ben 10, full of mischief and is a big brother of my other nephew Lincoln! :D

Omg I digressed like mad, okay back to the point I was like mugging. And he went to sleep at 11 after naruto finished on cartoon network at 10.30. And without any of us knowing, he went to lock the door.

And apparently, both my maids cannot find the damn room key!!! And finally, she concluded that she left the key in the room. And so, I was forced to sleep on the sofa, just because my nephew locked the freaking door and it was 3am and I don't want to wake him up by knocking furiously on the door.

LOL, okay I confessed I tried knocking furiously HAHAHA!!! But he sleeps like a pig LOL!

And due to the law of cause and effect, I screwed up my GP essay today -_-. Total brainfreeze, no idea wth I'm writing about at all. I hate content based questions, cannot apply go haywire de. Open questions are the best! (Since the marker cannot say you go out of point haha!!!)

Angel and mortal is now the latest craze in the class and everyone's talking about it. Lol, and I don't understand why I keep forgetting who is who's angel even though the angel only told me about it one day before!

Oh well, and I'm trying my very best to not guess who my nice angel is, and in case my last year class angel was reading this, could you please tell me that you were my angel last year? (Leave a tag or something la) Latest speculations says its Mei Yun, but I keep thinking that it's Su Yun and I feel too pai seh to even ask LOL.

Oh and before I forget, I'm really super scared I will screw up chemistry this year. Having such a bad basis and all, I don't understand the lecture at all la. And when I'm trying to decipher what she's talking about, she go to next point liao. Eh, I'm not a genius in Chemistry la, ZZZ.

Luckily my 5 free periods were enjoyable today. Played Chowdian (I'm not allowed to reveal any information about this game***) that was invented by Ee Chow LOL! Super fun game that I just cannot lose, too smart liao hohoho!!!

As usual, physics tutorial are more entertaining as ever as I start to enjoy myself by just staring at the doll hanging on the projector and looking at it spin. Um, the Qing Tian Wa Wa that Chun Ying gave the few of us! :D

It's the ultimate guardian to the doors of dreams!!! Come to 6c33 homeroom to have a look at this fabulous doll!!!

Shall upload a picture of this cute doll here soon haha!!!

And oh look at the time its 10pm. Lim Ee Chow is now officially glued to his sofa watching shui shi hou ming!!! Haha he's now even more addicted to tvb shows than me LOL. (We still get owned by Chun Ying I think she watch every single popular tvb show le -_-)

Feel like watching zui mei li de di qi tian. Candice strongly recommended this show!!! :D Shall try to find some free time lol! After finishing my whole bunch of homework. Don't understand how hardcore muggers like Kuei Fu and Jazreen manage to even finish their whole maths vectors revision package OMG la -_-.

Yea, it looks like I should not waste my time blogging but I have a need to since my memory is getting old!!! LOL!!!

Listening to David Archuleta's crush now. Niceeeee!!! A Little Too Not Over You IS NICER THOUGH!!! Haha I was so bored waiting for mind sports to start, I actually wrote out the whole lyrics while listening to the song. Blehs I'm not no life k HAHA!!!

Just in case you were wondering why Lucas is a camwhore...



Look at how he's trying to get more of the his face on the picture than me!



Haha, I know he's cute LOL!!!

Lol, I finally know how to upload pictures properly!!! :D


Songs of the Sea!!! Where I'm working now!!! :D Catch me there on weekend nights marking tickets or shouting madly probably LOL!!!


Me at Haji Lane shopping with...


Sindy!!! My DEARRRR cousin on CNY eve!!! (When my parents left me at home to rot while they have fun overseas LOL!!!)


Randomly scanning through phone pictures and I found a kangaroo!!! LOL!!! BEWARE HES GOING TO LEAP!!!


Please do not reveal this picture to outside sources. I might die anytime. LOL!!!


Was feeling bored, so why not camwhore!!! :D Hope my complexion improve soon or I will be off to a dermatologist anytime now!!!


I'm a good kid.


Random act cool shot HAHA!!! I know I'm contradicting, Hong wen is soooo not cool haha!!! MAA MEE MOO!!!


Me and Jazreen camwhoring spree at Ee Chow's house during Tuan Bai session LOL!!!


How sad that the MIDDLE picture below is a little blocked out. (Refer to facebook for clearer view. :D)


Hong Wen House's stayover!!! LOL I DID NOT TERRORISE HIM!!! SHALL SUE HIM FOR SLANDER SOON!!! (AND I JUST NOTICED!!! LOOK AT THE LIGHT SHINE ON ME!!!)

How better to sum up my post than with a optimistic prince picture. HAHAHA!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Sadness and Sorrow

Suddenly, I feel a gush of sadness and sorrow go over me, feel a sense of emptiness within me as I became the epitome of darkness and despair.

Fortunately, that lasted for less than an hour. :)

Feeling a lot better now, I think all the mugging stress is starting to get to me, and things are not going as smoothly as I want them to be.

Everyone can see the big actions you do, but the small matters are the ones that represents who you truly are.

It always feels better to be pissed, at the very least you are still concerned.

But when disappointment sets in, it's a whole different story.

Have been facing problems with a smiling face for too long now, trying to be understanding, be more objective, and trying to think that things would go well in the end.

However, I'm not gonna say that things would never go well in the end, I do not believe in that and never will. :)

Guess I have no choice but to face the matter with a cold heart. Maybe the ending will then be different, and I get to see the happy ending that I have always been wishing for.

Life is so short and yet I have to spend so much of this time on studying. Felt so angry at myself when I got 13.5/20 for my chemistry quiz, really expected more and I have to make things worse by changing my correct answers to wrong ones due to my lack of confidence.

Econs test today was quite a failure too, felt so unsure of my answers and that's the worse thing that can happen in a test.

Fortunately, the first half of our physics period was truly interesting! The class committee votes are finally out, and we got a new chair and vice chair! (Kuei Fu and Dong Hang) Although most of us felt dubious about the system, there is nothing we can do about it! AWW!!! :(

And we were laughing about stupid lame jokes and I got super high and kept laughing on non-stop lol!!! Chiong-ed to culinary club after that and CCA just ended :(

This totally sucks la, culinary club from 4.30-6.30, and I end school at 5.45 on Thursdays! And Japanese food lessons are starting and I will be missing an hour or so of the lesson, and if the lessons are one hour per session, hohoho!!! -_-

And poor Mei Yun lost her Ferrero Rocher that she got from Mr Lim!!! And we were so sure it was with her when she left the classroom, and thereby concluding that it disappeared within the campus.

What an unlikely coincidence, considering what happened to all 3 of my Nike water bottles!

I so hate it when the history of my life repeats itself, can't life be more creative? Maybe this is my destiny lol!

Got another physics test next week and I haven't started studying. And I'm still going for work on weekend nights which fortunately is an activity I enjoy greatly. :) Everyone is just so nice and friendly! :D

Shall go and mug now! Think I shan't sleep tonight and just finish everything in one big go. :D

Oh and by the way, BIG THANKS to my 6C33 angel! HAHA!!! SOOO NICE OF YOU LOL TO GIVE ME SO MANY NICE GIFTS! (Hershey and clorets). I promise to pass you your present by 12pm tomorrow and I will! :D

Shall start mugging now, maybe that will make me forget painful memories and become happier a little. Shall face matters positively and be ever more optimistic! ( And rational at the same time! :) )

Be happy and optimistic all!!! Shall start preparing gifts for my pipipapipoopoo angel mortal too! (Lol por yee is not included. Too troublesome lol!)

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Mahjong, cards, FUN!!!

Lol, A-levels are coming, but that doesn't mean gambling is not allowed during CNY!!!

Haha had so much fun yesterday playing MAHJONG and CARDS at Ee Chow and Nicole's house!!!

Kept winning hohoho!!! Although I keep feeding the rest and let Jazreen Man Tai!!! LOL!!! And I kept that tile for the whole game le!!! HAHA PS NICOLE!!! Lol, in the end she was the only one who lost money in mahjong at her house.

Super long day yesterday, woke up to rush to whitesands to meet Justus, Mei Yun, Chun Ying and Jazreen and rushed over to Ee Chow's house to play and camwhore!!! Haha this time even Ee Chow joined in LOL!!! (Forced though! LOL)

Following that we rushed over to Nicole's house to play like mad once again! Haha!!! And that was when we noticed Jazreen and Nicole live at opposite blocks! Haha and Jazreen's dog is really noisy haha!!!

Yi Chen came along to do her chemistry tutorial which was a failure since we were having SO MUCH FUN and distracting her!!! HOHOHO!!!

After going mad till 10+, Nicole and I decided to chiong over to Ee Chow's house to continue playing like mad!!! Haha!!! This time Wei li joined in and we played till 4am!!! LOL!!! Haha poker, mahjong, blackjack and alot more! LOL and after Ee Chow's cursed hands touched our cards we starting getting 14 15 16 for blackjack and Nicole won like mad!!!

Haha I fell on the floor twice laughing. The curse of imperial and 6 and another 6! HAHA!!!

Played poker with Ee Chow, and I sort of showhand for no reason when I thought I got nothing and he got a double 6, and all of a sudden my hidden card was 10 and I got double 10! HAHA!!!

And I lost all those to nicole when she show hand with double 10 -_-, and I thought my double 9 would win!!! DAMN!!! HAHA!!! (Although I caught up in the end, so only Ee Chow lost! Heheh!!!)

Woke up this morning to watch A Cinderella story! HAHA!!! FUNNY SHOW!!!

WELL SHOULDN'T GAMBLE THAT MUCH LE! Must go mug!!!

Optimism wins all! :D