Sunday, April 29, 2007

sentosa luge la film

This morning woke up super early for LA film! Went to Sentosa Luge and hahas, its really fun but sucky!

Firstly, crap, I hate queueing!

Feel like buying a theme park like Eric Cartmen hahas!

And I overturned while sitting on Luge! Damn it la! Now there's a big wound on my leg!!! DAMN PAIN!!!

Guess what, I chiong all the way and banged into the wall and BOOM! I FELL! SIANS! RUINED MY WHOLE DAY!

Plus the lousy white hairspray make my hair soooo ugly! Ruin my shuai ge image la!

Finally, it's damn hot! Wth... Sentosa - hot is so contradicting la!

To chloe and yi ling: Send me my shuai picture!!! I wanna post here haha! Finally, my readers can see my cool face! Haha my nice juniors rocks! 3rd stand ROCKS!!!

Cannot believe Nicole say I have below average looks! Ahem. It's super high class looks la!

Today was quite saddening until I slept hahas. Brother's 21st birthday party! So nice lor! Although I didn't get to eat the birthday cake, decided it has no good flavour.

Horoscope wants me to revive my social life, time to get away from the books and make more friends! -Always wanted to do so-

My life is so fortunate, so I shouldn't be sad at all. I aspire to be an environmental management psychologist to save the depleting environment. My dream is to be happy all my life.

That's the least dream everyone should have I think, love myself and all my friends. :D

Currently still discussing with my sister what subject combination to take, and I have decided:

-H2 Maths
-H2 Econs
-H2 Geog
-H2 Chem

And I know I will get straight A's for A levels :D

I have so many good friends, and I feel so fortunate. Honestly, Gena and Audrey are such nice friends too. Have not interacted with them much for the past year but I know we are still on good terms! And this friendship will last forever! :D

Pipipapipoopoo rocks my world!

And to my 4G classmates: Our mahjong session shall come again!!!

LOL! I'm like writing a will! CHOY! Ok, That's all for today! Once again, be optimistic!!! And be yourself, don't be what others want you to be! Negative suggestions can only affect you if you allow it to! Cya!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

read this jon teo

Wow... Nowadays... I'm starting to find my real self...

It's just so weird...

One day, I'm sad...

One day, I'm happy...

And one day, I'm overjoyed...

And the time comes when you fear the joy is taken away...

This might not be the correct thought to be realistic in your life... But it's just something that is far more spiritual which I know I have to accept...

Have always thought I lost something in the process of obtaining joy... And now I seem to comprehend... The something I lost... seems to fade in my memories... Not something I can remember anymore...

Was it the joy within? Or the sadness within? How weird...

Maybe it's neither, its just the process of growing up? Is that what others mean by, you lose something when you grow up?

Someone said I was easy-going... Is that good or bad? Cheerful? Kind?

After all, I have always wanted to walk up the spiritual path of life...

But I hope I am not inputting a facade onto myself...

To force my heart to accept what's good...

Is that really good?

Take for example... A sacrifice for another is deemed as a good thing...

But is it really good? Or are the humankind just trying to manipulate people into sacrificing themselves and take advantage of these 'kind' people?

But there is always some truth to these profound statements... At least I hope it don't just try to take over my life by inputting ideas or suggestions into my subconscious mind without me noticing...

Negative suggestions can only harm you when you allow it to... Adapted from the book: The powers of your subconscious mind

This is a really good book, I would highly recommend it...

Hahas... It took me two weeks to fully digest and put the good book to use...

Or is it just I got over my mood swings...

How weird...

Think good and good will follow... Think evil and misfortune will follow...

Thinking really good now... Praying for peace, love, health, goodwill, right action and prosperity...

Just watched saw 2... Cool show... :D

Oh well... Hope I'm not thinking too much currently...

Tomorrow will be LA film day!!! Hope we will have fun man hahas!

Ok, thats all... Everyone: Be optimistic, and most importantly, be yourself!!!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

tiring... phew...

Wah... Today is super tiring I must say firstly... School was the same boring stuffs except in the morning when the emocher ap me la!

Emo: What's your house number?
Jon: 634....
Emo: Why I call your house so many times cannot get through?! Do you know you are the only person whose giro is not approved?! You are causing trouble, bring the money tomorrow!
Jon: Okay.

WTH!!! I wanted to argue with her, but I was in quite a good mood and so I skipped it. Arguing with her doesn't benefit anyone, and I have to learn to forgive her attitude?

Maybe shes just stressed out? Hahas.

Oh well, to understand all is to forgive all... I will try my best to understand all! :D

By the way, didn't post yesterday as I wanted to leave the dream post as the newest post haha! And seriously Por Yee is not that cool! Only because I feel he's spastic at times, and so I had this spastic dream haha! Lol, Por Yee: Don't be mad hors!!! :P

Yesterday was super sad... Did not have a good farewell party with the prestige clarinet that accompanied me through SYF... Sad la! It was a good instrument! :(

Anyways, Audrey is spaz haha. That's all I shall post about her for being ap LOL!

Went Eastpoint today after school, cousin had to postpone her tuition till 6.30 and so I walked around Eastpoint for like 1h before going to BK to study hahas.

Went to popular to read on GP, quite cool la! GP is so literature hahas. Econs was also quite complicated but I know I can tackle it easily! :D

Finished my self-help/psychological book today finally and done jian bao... Phew! I can die from the workload la! Even brochures are stress LOL!

And so... I gave one hour of Maths tuition and proceeded walking back to Simei MRT and went home subsequently...

Ok... Time to wash up and sleep! Need to have 8 hours of sleep to be spiritually recharged for my new day tomorrow and find my pencilbox! Haha...!

And so... BE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D

Sunday, April 22, 2007

SUPER COOL/WEIRD DREAM!!!

WOW... Last night was scary!!! I had the COOLEST/WEIRDEST dream of my life!!! (Clarification: After the squirtle dream I used to kill tons of people on the mrt with Magnitude 9)

Okay... Let's say I was in an adventure world!

So...

Location: Adventure world

Characters: Me! Por Yee (I least expected to be in my dream)! And X (A girl in DHS I just cannot seem to remember who she is, think shes in my class?)

And so, we started our journey hunting for food (Me and Por Yee) Then all of a sudden, X popped out say wanna travel with us... Which we agreed haha! (Like fu yu fan yun the 8pm showing now on chn 55!)

Next, py cleverly suggested to jump off a cliff to get food, and it was like kingdom hearts 2! After jumping down the cliff, we faced a cave, and there was words written at the bottom!!! ''Mysterious Cave''!!!

HAHA!!! And so we went in searching for food! But suddenly, there were monsters! And por yee said they were strong cause they are the sec 1 monsters and they have succeeded in forming a whole big colony! Quite crap... But cool! The sec 1 monsters have to be strong to control a place what (like maplestory haha)

And so, they discovered us! And we went into battle mode! Okay, I was a knight and por yee was holding a bazooka! He shot and killed dozens and I was like kill 1 by 1!

But due to a large amount of enemies, we had to leave asap! And so, por yee call us to run first like he protecting us haha so damn crap! And so the cave started to collaspe, and we ran down an escalator!!! But por yee remained to fight whereas still got many enemies ran away with us! (Quite weird they never attack us!)

And so, the alarm from my handphone rang! And damn it... I woke up with only one thought:wth!!!!!!

I don't even know py die liao mah! =x How cool of him to protect us with a bazooka haha!!!

And so I was pissed and went to sleep again quickly! But instead, I ended up in LT! And the teachers showed us a film of Foster's home for imaginery friends! And I was shocked, then for some reason, I argued with a teacher! (Some intellectual conversation initiated it!) And then, she scolded me and I whacked her head as hard as I could! Then Mrs Kang YB asked me to stop hitting the poor english teacher! (think she was ang moh yup and I was kind to hit only once!!!!!)

LOL! My sec 1 history teacher call me to stop and I did stop hahaa... and they continued showing foster's home for imaginery friends-.-

GRAH! Waste of my time! And so I woke up and went to watch star movies! Which was ----------- My favourite movie!!! --------

-----------Sixth Sense---------------------

WOOOOO! My favourite show who inspired me to become psychologist! YEA!!!

Okay gtg, spent long time blogging le! BE OPTIMISTIC!!! And you will have cool dreams like mine! HAHA!!!:P=P:P

Saturday, April 21, 2007

kns...

Wah... Feel damn kns now... Seriously la...

Why can't I put my subjective beliefs into the way I do things, at least it makes me more sensitive to others... Instead, my objective views just make me feel like crap... Maybe I should just talk lesser sometimes...

But nevertheless... there are still happy things in life!!! I will not escape this sad trauma of mine and face it!!! If I don't, I will just be deemed as a failure who doesn't face reality!!!

Today's Geography test was WOW la! Super tricky!!! I got all the main concepts but I still got tons of questions wrong... Think I really lack concentration in studying... I must really work harder from now on man!!!

Band today was really fun... As we played queen symphony! But 3rd Clarinets damn ps as we forgot to bring scores! (Everyone left theirs at home la) Haha luckily we found it later dots... But all the cool parts was too complicated for me! To think o2jam is not complicated to me, and those small notes are! DARN!

Guess I must go for SP liao hahas... Must practice hard for rhythm!!! :D Everyone must jia you man!!! And speech day rehearsal was also, ahem fun in a sense I communicated alot with my juniors hahas...

---Coolest stuff - Yi Lin laughed till saliva pours/spits out of the mouth!---

HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Sorry for typing it here lol!

ahhhhhssss... Blogging is real good as it allows me to remember both the good things and bad things in my life which I can really treasure as really valuable experience... Everyday is so new and I know that I will sleep in peace and wake in joy...

BE OPTIMISTIC NOW!!!

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Weird...

No idea what happened... Things went weird yesterday and I have completely no idea what happened... Oh well, I would just lead on with my meaningful and successful life! :D

Today was Hong Wen's birthday! And we celebrated by buying him cheesecake... Hahas and also invited someone special to him to eat the last portion of the cake! But all the while, I felt it was really quite boring la... Zzzzzz... Why not we just suggest a mahjong session... although I have Geography test tomorrow?!

---And I'm still blogging away---

But anyways, just woke up from a lousy nap on the sofa while watching tv... Zzzzz... Can't I sleepwalk to my lovely bed instead-.- Hate the sofa...

Suffered alot of mosquito bites... Damn mosquitoes...

Anyways, I was senior builder today at NE quiz! And it was super spastic after the quiz as I tried to redo it a short while before it was announced we are free to go home... WTH! And I couldn't find the certificate! Luckily, I saved it and opened it as an image and ran away haha... (I saved it in C drive :D)

And so bleh bleh bleh, the lousy birthday party which I didn't even give a birthday present hahas... Why did I forget to bring again la booooo...

Okay, time to study Geography: Plate tectonics... Zzzzzz... This will be tiring...

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!




Why is it that I want to be alone when with friends, and wants to be with friends when alone... Wants to be me when with friends, and wants to be the other me when alone...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

haha got over it :D

Phewwwww... After one whole day, I finally got over the trauma! Haha... And Miss Low still gave me one extra day to hand in binomial theorem cause I seem sad... Thanks!

Although it's still a long 5 months of practise, but we must be strong! Chemistry practical test tomorrow, what a big worry!

But oh well, I studied at Macdonalds with the stupid clefairy again! And SO COOL WORS, he performed magic tricks which disrupted the whole study session and made me fail in finishing my last last Friday Jian Bao! GRAHHHH!!! How stupid is that magic trick la?!!!!!

And so, I have not finished any homework except binomial theorem, and went home to watch tv till now! Haha... Quite wasteful day, although I watched the new 8pm show on channel 55 (It's lame but nice! Especially how they kill the plants by using them as weapons la!), followed by Xiaolin Showdown, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, and lastly Hannah Montana LOL!

-Currently favourite show showing: The Gateux affairs (Nice cake show with people swimming in chocolate haha) -

But not gonna watch cause I must have watched one same episode 3 times in the past! LOL! Plus the fact that 2 people nudged me while I was brushing teeth and brought me here to the computer-.- Boo...

Oh well... Be OPTIMISTIC people! That's the way of life!!! :D

Monday, April 16, 2007

SYF

Oh well... SYF results are not pleasing, but once again, we have won spiritually! That's all that is needed! We have not let ourselves down! And also, we have gained so much and lost nothing but a title, and so I've decided to face it really positively! Smile!

Hahas... At least we have given it our best shot! The experience on stage was really nervous and fun :D Remember the last time I went, it was primary 5, and it was also really fun! Love this experience man!

And once again, Clarinets: We have done our best! Nothing to regret about!!! Love ya people!!! :D

And so, went for a game of mahjong to relax my nerves after school! And it sort of worked! :D

Quite sad on my way home, but once again, no point! Be optimistic to all!

-Took a long nap-

Woke up to watch shows and cartoons!

Loves: TVB shows, Ron stoppable, No. 3, Billy, Mandy, Omi, FMA, Zatch bell!

Hahas these rocks man!

Okay, that's all for today! Remember... There's nothing wrong with our playing, blame it on their hearing! (rhymes :D)

-WON SPIRITUALLY-

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Tomorrow : SYF!

Finally... After like 5 months... Tomorrow is the big day!!!

In this 5 months, I have changed alot but mostly to a better and happier person! But tomorrow, I believe and know that the results will make all of us even happier than before!

But once again, I must stress this to everyone:

The results we get is just a bonus only! The more we perform for the sake of the award, the more it will drift away... The only thing we need to do is to perform the best for us and the audience and give everyone a good time!!! Let's all have a fun time then!!!

After such a long wait of 5 months... I am starting to enjoy the music the band is producing! It's like everything is going so smoothly suddenly! This thought thrills me completely!!! Plus the fact that our clarinets are much more bonded than in the future, nothing can hinder our way to being the top band!!! :D

To all Clarinetists: I really had a good time with all of you guys! (Okay mostly girls except wei jie and chum bok and myself) , but anyways it was really good time spent! Really enjoyed my time! Especially the sight of everyone bonding together and wishing each other all the best! It just brings confidence all the way into my heart!

Just the thought of it... Reminds me of the nice incident yesterday! While watching tv, my phone vibrated! And the moment I read the message, I was thrilled...

Rui Ting: (Some good comments)

Followed by...

Yu Ru and Chen Ying : (Some good comments)

Followed by........................................

Jon Teo: ALL THE BEST :D!

What unity we have!!! Love my section man! And the postcards from everyone is just the best present! Its like Christmas is here already! (Okay I know that's quite absurd hahas)!!!

But anyways, I feel really glad that we're producing such fine music! All the best to all!!!!!!!!

By the way, I send neogreetings to all my partmates! Check your email! Maybe in bulk mail thoughs...

Okay... That's all!!! Be optimistic now! And play to our very best everyone!!! :D:D:D I just know we can do it! And also... Happy birthday to Nicole (tomorrow) !!! Become a mature 16th!!! :D:D:D

Thursday, April 12, 2007

51th post!!!

OH YEA! This is my 51st post! All the emotional turmoils and sad stuffs are all gone with this newest post! Its time for me to start my new life :D And be optimistic till the end of my life!

Has it ever occurred to you that being optimistic is pointless?! But I would say: NO! Being optimistic is the way to go through your life happily! What's the point of a miserable life! As long as there is a will, there is a way!

No one's mind will be trapped forever! Today is freedom day of Jon Teo's life!

12th April - Memorable!

From now on, I understand fully that I, Jonathan Teo Wei Ting, will be able to lead my new life! Not with new friends or anything but a change in my destiny! I will strive even harder for my ambition and help others! Cherish the friends I have! And wish goodwill for everyone!

Currently, I can just feel the blood boiling in my body! The will to get into a new phase of my life! From now on, I will become even more sociable, more lovable, and more optimistic :D

By the way, I got back my Physic test yesterday! And to my delight, I got 17/35! Everyone thought I was mad to think it was happy getting this kind of marks! But I understand the torture of studying your heads off and still getting lower than others! And so, by failing this test, I am actually bringing materialistic support to my friends!

Plus the fact that I studied so slightly, it is never good that I get high marks as it will not be my effort but my luck! Equivalent exchange is one important aspect of my life!

Equivalent exchange - To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.

Yeah... It may be hard to accept this law... But its sincerely true :D The sense of satisfaction is only truly brought through by this law!

Just like people with good marks, they have lost certainly some of their personal time, but they have not lost those for nothing, instead I would label it as sacrificial! For their personal time, they get such good marks, is there anything more satisfactory than that?

By the way, it might be hard to believe... But everyone has the equal potential within them! Don't ever belittle yourself in thinking something is hard or the situation is impossible to be solved! As long as there is belief within one's self, nothing is impossible!

Therefore, believe in yourself! There is no such thing as something is unchangeable! Just look at how we humans have changed the world through global warming! It might not be a positive aspect but anything can be changed! And also reduce, reuse and recycle!

Message is brought through Audrey's group physics mini assignment! Global warming is seriously causing drastic effects according to Mr Lim!

But nothing is impossible to change! Just like how we changed the world negatively, we can do so positively too! One person less to support the journey to a beautiful world is equivalent to failure! Everyone must do their part! At least that's the least we can do for this beautiful world full of love and peace!

And so, this is the best I can do to promote the 3Rs to save the world from complete depletion! Don't go around believing that global warming might be due to whatever asteroids thing and try to escape the problem! The fact us proven that greenhouse gases emission is causing this drastic problem! Surely, we have gained much through technology! But the ability to help the world through technology is what we should really do! Have anyone of you any idea what global warming is causing?!

Currently, drastic weather changes have caused droughts and floods all over the world! And tons of people have lost their cherished mates and their cherished land! If we could just do our little part together, it would be truly equivalent to saving millions of life!

And so, do your part now! And bring a better future for others!

That's all for today! Be optimistic man!!!

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

50th sad post

This is my 50th post... Should be glad that this blog survived so long... But the SYF results today were very disturbing...

But I shan't make any further comments, we will still strive towards our goal of gold with honours!

Today, I learnt something new :D Just love it when I learn something new... Especially when it comes from inside...

Jon Teo's quote of the day - The best you can do is to stand in different perspectives, no one's stand is ever wrong...

Will try to exercise this in my life :D

Anyways, after listening to SYF at SCH, xiao you's parents fetched me and Jazreen to parkway all the way from Tanjong Pagar! Thank you!

Although I stayed nearer to xy's house, I still alighted at Marine Parade... Quite lame though hahas...

Okay, time to bath and do maths homework and portfolio! Not forgetting CME poster! Be optimistic!

That's the least I can say, to Wei Jie: At least this post is happy!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Zzzzzz....

Oh man... Wasted my holidays by reading comics and playing popkart! Grahh... Feel so stress now over Chemistry test! But luckily for me, I'm studying now... :D

Geography Assignment was a hassle, super hard to do! But I still went on with it, everything seems wrong though...

And so, I'm still studying Chemistry. But for goodness sake, who invented qualitative analysis?!!! It's so pointless to memorise those things! Once again, waste of my time...

But had an engaging conversation with my junior, the ghost kacheek yesterday :D She called me lupe lol! I have such nice juniors!

And also to everyone: Happy easter day!!! (Tomorrow) But do anyone understand why easter is related to good friday??? Haha (adapted from newest southpark episode)

Hope the easter bunny visits you! =X eating banana now!

Love to have good mood ((: Be optimistic! Cya!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Unable to face...

Haizzz... Becoming super sad now... Emotional distress... Mood swing... Test stress...

Currently studying for physics test... But with no concentration at all... Totally no mood... After watching nice shows... Even more no mood...

Decided to fail one test... Not like it has never happened before... Should have studied before I start on the computer games...

Oh well... How bad can failing a physics test be... The most, I might be at the losing end when compared to my friends... Zzzzzz...

Hate reflective shows... Swing my moods totally... Starting to lose my optimism... But surely I know I will be back to normal in no time... But is that what I really want?... Perspective problem again...

Guess I have no choice but to start preparing for the test... After all, it's my test I'm taking...

Anyways... Just wanted to share a story... Nice I would say...

Once upon a time... There was this fish that was kept in a tank with some prawns... But someone placed a ceramic tile in the middle... And so, whenever the fish was hungry... It would try to eat the prawns on the opposite side but would always hurt itself in the process... And so, after being hurt alot, a kind guy walked past and removed the ceramic tile... But the fish had ever since decided not to try to cross the line...

Just hope I will escape from being the fish...

Hate to compare... Hate myself... Detest weird perspectives... Detest myself...

Boring day... What should I say... Just another day in my almost meaningless life...

The most I can do is to support others throughout their life... That's the best I can do... And a clinical psychologist is just my way of going towards my dream and releasing it...

So... Be optimistic... Cyas.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Ambition/Understanding

Well... Wondering if I'm becoming anti-social... Maybe I watched too much teletubbies :D

Hahas... Today... It is announced that band members don't have to go for sports day... Arrghh... Another chance to suntan is gone... dots... Have to remain white :D

Well... I decided to be more self-conscious... Sorry for lying... But I guess I prefer to rush home alone than to hang out and not interact much...

And so... Went home alone after band... First time... And well it was quite enjoyable... At least I'm in peace with myself... Not being anti-social... But well... I learnt to rush home from some POKEMON!

By the way, checked out my ambition... Guess I hold the criteria to be a good clinical psychologist... But just have to become more mature and hold a more balanced state of mind and disposition...

Sort of sorted out my problems nowadays, learnt not to be trapped in the past... Look towards the future...

By the way, just wondering... Is it me or is more people trying to go towards popularity... Or I mean trying to hang out with popular people...

But Jon Teo will always be equal to all his friends... After all, I don't change my perspective easily :D

That's all... Be optimistic people... And realistic to... Pursue your dreams... Hahas...