Sunday, December 09, 2007

99th post! :D Work is fun hahahas!

Lol, I seriously love my job! Ever since I came for the interview on Monday, I came everyday after that woots!

It's like there's no reason not to come! It is a wise way of spending time than playing games and watching tv! :P Hahas, and the best part about this job (Followed by I have the best bosses ever) is the compliment I received yesterday from a customer!

Hahas... When she said I was super hardworking after dealing with her case for three hours, I must say I was really elated! :D On cloud 10 liao lol!

And hahas, I must say I really have the patience to handle customers' complaints! Lol, it's like I love listening to friends who confides in me, and the customers are all just like a friend to me!

This sooooo beats finishing my GP journal and feeling happy that I finished something! :P Although I don't really bother to even hand it in to my senior oops! =X

Well other than my job, I have almost nothing to blog about! LOL, seemed to lost touch with almost all of my friends suddenly (Considering Dong Hang went overseas and Ee Chow is busy mugging ALL day long lol) and so ...I shall be enthusiastic in organising an outing!

Oh, by the way, I even play neopets here while working when there's nothing to do :P Hahas, and I'm using the company computer to blog now too la LOL!

Listening to Greg's sometimes nosensical crap is also fun lol -_- Oh and me and Sindy and Greg went to escape theme park together on friday night hahas! The best part would be the haunted house! :P

Hahas, shall head on to talking to people on msn before finally starting work!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Lol, I don't understand why people seperate friends and family, to me, everyone close to me is both like a friend and family to me too hahas! =)

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Work = FUN!

Hahas, I think allll my mood swings are over! Weird eh, I have no idea why everytime I become toooooo high for a long time, I will become damn sad for the following days. Hmmmm... I remember reading in the book: 'Life on the Edge' that everyone has mood swings, just that whether it is mild or serious.

If my mood swings are like a curve graph, the gradient is ultra steep and remains high for a long time before it FINALLY breaks down and goes up again hahas! Fun!

I think gearing up for my birthday party was too stressful for me!!! But now that everything is over, hahas I just feel so myself again! :D

Smile and laugh everyone!!! Hahas it creates endorphins that are good for your health and you will live a really happy life!

Anyways, it's really scary to see how your blog counter rise and no one tags, it's like since u came... Why not just leave a small message! :D

Lol, and so time to officially blog... Went to work since Monday so the best thing I can talk about my work is that I have really good bosses!!! :D Really nice people that are super friendly and nice! And my lady boss likes simple plan!!! HAHA! When she said untitled: OWNAGEZ!... I'm like omg I have the best boss ever LOL!

Quite weird for the last few days since I wasn't really myself due to some problems, although those problems might still be there, MIGHT... But I feel that I cannot be held back by them and I should really move on too! :D

Don't ever be held back by problems, they are just another form of encouragement. --- Jon Teo.

Quite happy that many of my friends do follow my advice and solved their problems, but after I think through about the advice I gave, most of them were rather risky hahas! But well I have faith in my friends to know what's the best for them! :D

And Por Yee's tags are rather scary, maybe my literature is just pure bad, I don't really get wth is he talking about... Psps!

Lol, hope I can find a tutor that is cheap for myself! :D Pay with my own money and receive commission from myself hahas thats fun! :D

Anyone need tutor for their studies... Please contact me at teoweiting2003@hotmail.com!!! :D I help you find the best tutors available and make sure you score better than me!

LOL, the second statement is really unnecessary! :P But it may not be so for next year hahas! Although I don't plan to become a full time mugger!

Seriously, I think like what Greg said: A few days at work is like a few years in school hahas! Experience increases your level hor!

Feel like getting a ds upon saying that! But nahs, just another waste of money lol! I shall just save up my money and wait for the next newest console to come out before buying a CHEAP CHEAP DS!

Shall have fun working tml! Hahas by the way, my cousin, Sindy passed the interview!!! :D Hahas, now things will be really fun while working!!! :D

Okay time to go meditate and sleep soon!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!

Those who are the happiest are not necessarily those for whom life has been easiest. Emotional stability results from an attitude. It is refusing to yield to depression and fear, even when black clouds float overhead. It is improving that which can be improved and accepting that which is inevitable.

Hahas, I hope I can completely grasp this! :D BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! and have a new job and self reflection time?

Last blogged on Sunday, wanted to blog for many days, but I just know that I have too much to write on hahas! From my birthday bbq to all the various mahjong sessions and how I found a new job?! Just too much lol!

But nevertheless, I find it a need to pin down my thoughts here before the inspiration to blog slips away! :D

And so I shall start from like Friday? No idea what I did hahas...

OOO! After 15 minutes, I finally remembered!!! Had another last minute mahjong session with Ee Chow, his brother and Jin Tong at Jin Tong's house! Lol, smuggled my mahjong set out again -_- So pai seh to bring it all the way to pasir ris la :P

Anyways I had great fun there and read pokemon book 25! And at the climax, the weird pokemon, Deoxys said to red I am you. And after severe consideration, I think I know why lol!

Because Deoxys is red in colour haha!!! Lol, if that's how the author continued it, it will be really super cool lol!!!

And so, I saw Jin Tong's brother again, seriously he looks more like Jin Tong's elder brother than a younger one. Hahas! He owned us in asshole taiti at first but well I won back in the end! :D And I actually played mahjong and won 5 tai and got like all the money? Lol, there was once weili 9 tai and we just bankcrupt and restart all the money hahas!

Okay, just to cut through my eldest brother is like f***ed up now and is like caning my nephew for no reason? Siao one, but I cannot interfere at all as I'm just an occupant in his house ba? Notice I did not use the word family? Lol, no joke as 14 years age gap just don't make him feel like a part of my family since he is married and have his own children.

Hahas, I admire those who have family members that they can confide in easily! :D

What the hell is wrong with my nephew coming into my room to listen to nice music?

Okay I shall continue first hahas, and so I enjoyed the mahjong session alot! And it was on saturday night (one day before the big day!!!) that I had another PPPPP outing with Justus to watch enchanted AGAIN! Hahas quite fun too. Received quite a nice present :D

And so... It was the big day!!! Hahas, at first I don't really feel well since I caught a flu in the morning and it was quite a bad hair day and my shirt makes me look fat! LOL! But I still rushed to the lan shop in the afternoon to play a few games of dota! Hahas and that's the first time I first blood sebas and killed him again before we got totally owned hahas!!!!!!!!!! :D LOL, super shocking la! Woots enchantress you rock!

And so we arrived at Bedok Interchange to meet with everyone going to my birthday bbq! Let's see... The people who went were Ee Chow, Dong Hang, Wei Li, Jin Wen and his brother and his cousin, Cheryl, Yun Xiu, Justus, Candice, George, Gregory, Yuan Ming, Jia Jun, Jin Tong, Audrey, Gena, Sebastian, Xiao You, Sindy, Vilvian and his bf hahas!

Hope I didn't missed out anyone! Cause is just too many people liao ba!!! :D Although some friends I really expected didn't come and that disappointed me, but overall I was quite very happy as everyone I invited are really those friends that stood by me when I needed help and stuffs! :D And sorry to many whom I didn't invite cause there's just too many people!!! Hahas and this is especially to my NICEEEE clarinet juniors! LOL!

I really enjoyed my birthday and it was really my greatest birthday present. So many friends that I could confide in and many whom I treat as my best friends came, and I really enjoy this feeling of being surrounded by friends whom I can fully trust in!

Hahas although I wasn't really a good host and everyone was running about everywhere and there were gangs that played at the playground or those that played cards only but I can still see that everyone was happy! And that made me happy too lol! Quite simplistic actually lol! Simple Plan ROCKS! LOL no link! The word simple is just cool lol!

And so I got a skateboard from Gregory! It's old but he remade it with George's help and now it's as good as new... Although I couldn't use it at all!!! :P Really big thanks though!!! :D And also, I got a new bag, a new pencilcase, a super cute windchime!!!, several cute soft toys and some chocolates! And finally also, a super duper beautiful birthday card! :D I really loved everything!!! :D Oh and a shirt too!

Super duper touched by all these presents but I wonder why everyone said I don't look touched, hahas maybe I should cry when I receive them eh! LOL!!!

Made tons of birthday wish this year and my first came through when I knew who's in my class! Hahas super happy that I know like half of the new class lol! Shall get to know the other half even better!!! :D

Played at playground like mad after the bbq was over lol! Hahas what truth or dare and murderer lol! Catching was still the best lol!!!

Finally not forgetting how I got pushed into the swimming pool suddenly!!! LOL!!! And how cream was SPRAYED alllll over my hair LOL!!! Really had loads of fun!!!

Although I was worried at first about how everyone would get along... But well things still worked out fine! Guess I'm really a lucky fellow hahas!!! Lol, and so I reached home at 12 ba and talked to Gregory on the phone from 1-3am!!! Hahas that was considered short since we have 7 years to catch up on! :D And that was how he recommended me to his job and I went for the interview and succeeded!

I guess working as starhub's telemarketer really helped me since I gained many valuable experiences there hahas! And the work stress there taught me lots about how you can work at other places happily and have a good pay LOL!

And so Monday and Tuesday was mainly about work la! Went for interview with Jonathan Tan on Monday and I guessed they were really confused since it was like one Jonathan Teo, one Jonathan Tan hahas!

Made a new friend that has the same name as me LOL! Went for training on Tuesday and ended up sitting there doing nothing except make a few calls... Quite shocked that I will still be paid for that la!!! Hmmm... After work I went to whitesands with Greg and I bought a birthday present for Wei Li (Ee Chow's brother) and I went to Ee Chow's house to read the email the school sent him. Was quite shocked when they wrote things like every appeal was considered seriously by various heads...

I know Dunman High investigates every single blog but I still reserve the right to have my doubts when they say they really considered every appeal carefully as it is just too vague to base everything on what they think if they really considered every appeal like this... No matter what, it will still be unfair to some people and I don't like the feeling of knowing that...

Nevertheless, some of my friends got some shit subject combinations, and I am really concerned about them, shouldn't the school accept calls to clarify doubts as there are really too MANY enquiries. I understand that for those who failed to appeal for the 4 H2 subjects that we can just work hard in the first month to appeal for our H1 subject to become H2... But what about my friends who totally don't want the subject combinations they are assigned too??? It can seriously ruin their future, and there is not something to joke about.

Lol, something Greg said really made sense, most of us can really score well if we had the stress of O-lvls with us but now in DHP, instead of creative teaching, I feel that it's just another kind of slack teaching that needs us to work doubly hard without knowing it. That's the main reason the school wanted top candidates for DHP and now most students are in it due to the new system and without doubt, some of us can get stuck easily.

Of course the school cannot take the blame since they have too much to consider, but I really hope that everyone gets the subject combination they want as I can ensure every single teacher that with the stress of A-levels coming, all of us will work harder and produce results 10 times better?!!!!!

The reason I rejected DHP at first? I knew the motivation to study would be gone but I succumbed to peer pressure and well I didn't really regret it since I got to be in 4G! :D

我永远不要失去4g!!!

Went through alot nowadays and caused me to be able to blog only now, which is soooo late into the night. Clarified many things, and I am shocked at how things can turn out although I was already quite sure of the ending at the start. Guess we just have to come to a point when we clarify everything... No doubt it will be weird from now on, but at least we have made our stands clearly... And yup I'm okay with that.

But well, since everyone goes on different paths, I can only regret that I didn't notice how we have gone on different paths too. Maybe this is how a friendship can end, but I choose not to believe so, fate has made you my best friend once and I believe that time will come again.

We are just too stubborn in our beliefs eh... And since I don't think I will ever budge in my belief, just like how I want everyone to be optimistic! :D... I don't expect you to do so too... :)

Wonder why as I grow up, I find it harder to forgive, it's just that every mistake seems to be magnified and as my beliefs strengthens, it makes it harder to forgive too. Pardon me if I cannot consider every single perspective as I really cannot manage it that easily, but I would just like to say that I give my utmost trust in every relationship and I think that I would expect the same too?

Beauty in friendship, power in laughter, peace in simplicity, I believe in them totally and I really hope that everyone would be glad to accept these too... :)

Well, time to end this post, don't wanna drag it any longer!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Really fun! :D:D:D ENCHANTED!!!

Hahas, so much time to blog today... :D

Went to watch Enchanted with my friend today hahas! Proved to be a super fun trip!!! Hahas, the movie was really nice too, finally Disney tackled the problem of happily ever after in reality! :D

The movie taught us that there is utmost trust in friendship, genuine love in life, and happiness in beliefs!!!

Hahas, and the songs are like all so cute!!! :D Loved it! Hahas!!!

Went to eat at pizza hut too!!! :D Yum Yum! LOL!

Hahas, inviting people now to my birthday bbq... Proved to be quite a hassle hahas...

Hope this Sunday will be the best day of my life yet! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Madness?!!! Outgoing is the word to use!

LOL, without noticing, it's Wednesday and I last blogged on Saturday! So much has happened that I'm really shocked at how life can turn out!

Hahas, firstly on Sunday, went to Pulau Ubin for cycling trip with Jin Wen, Yuan Ming, Gregory and George hahas!

Well, weird combination, that's what I thought so initially too but it was really fun!

But what's worse, I had no idea that we had to take a bumboat there!!! And so I arrived at Changi Village, thinking we are cycling there and all of a sudden, I had to take a boat hahas!

And so, we started cycling and met some people which made the trip quite interesting hahas! And while cycling, my mum called and asked where am I and this is how the conversation went:

Mum: Where are you?
Jon Teo: Pulau Ubin.
Mum: What?! You took boat liao ar!

LOL was really funny since I had no idea I had to take the boat myself :P

And so, we took alot of nice pictures and I took lots of scenery pictures that are just darn cool! Imagine the contrast between the light and the darkness and the darkness was in fact just the trees blocking out the sunlight, which constantly reminds one of how one's light can be shadowed, and similarly, how death is always near.

LOL, well, that was cute haha! Oh and we were caught in the rain and ended up playing cheat which well, I won of course HAHA!

The only time I can lose: Is when Jin Tong goes mad and takes everyone's cards!

-_-

And so after the pulau ubin trip, went to Justus's house to stayover for a SHOULD BE PPPPP outing until Por Yee injured his neck, and Candice suddenly could not make it, leaving me and Justus and Hong Wen watching heroes throughout the night! -_-

A meaningful life? Or a happy life? I chose the latter. If you can live life happily, no doubt it will be meaningful to yourself and others! :D

And so on Monday, we had a PPPPP outing without Por Yee to go and binge at SAKAE! I really put in my very best for the buffet! :D! The soft shell crab and the seriously I forgot their names, are all very nice! I prefer the sakura binging though hahas!

And so we went to Por Yee's house after the buffet to surprise him! Hahas, I must confess I felt that it was a waste of time at first but it was really interesting to know that Por Yee is really neat?! (At home of course.) But his neck is really disgusting now lol! :P Hope it heals soon! :D GOOD LUCK!

And well, I read up on a fengshui book there too! Made the trip even more meaningful!!!

And so I went back to Justus's house to collect my earpiece and my instincts tell me that his parents are not very keen on having guests always coming! And so, I shall refrain myself from going to his house ANYMORE! :D

Went home and my com jammed so shit! Kicked it like mad and it finally worked but it appears that the fault lies with the video card. What shit la, I don't need it hahas!

Hope I can still watch heroes on my computer!

And so, I organised a last minute mahjong outing at Ee Chow's house one Tuesday with me, Jin Wen and Sebas haha! And Jin Tong came too, had alot of fun and played poker! :D Lol, I am a good last minute organiser! :D

And that was when I got really pissed off on Tuesday night when I knew from a reliable informant that the school have lowered the GPA requirement for 4 H2, but if your GPA is still lower than that, your appeals will all fail.

Seriously, freak la! (Wanna type the F word but decided not to!) What's the point of asking for the CCA points and what degree you are aiming for when in the end, they are just looking for your GPA! Seriously, if this is what I deem as the truth, then it seriously sucks.

But well, my anger boiled off after talking to Ee Chow at his house till 11 and noticed theres no more bus moving LOL. And so had to stayover at his house and we talked about secondary school life! This makes me happy again as I have another friend that I can trust and confide in! True friendship is really rare, but in my dictionary, the friendship just have to be built on trust!

And so, stayed at his house and came back not long ago to finally blog! And I finally got to read the sundering (Warcraft book) after SUCH A LONG TIME!!!

Hong Wen owes me 5 bucks! :D

And it was quite surprising that I lost like mad suddenly after my friend smsed me! :D Well, as the saying goes......

Hahas, okay that's all, must get ready for tomorrow! And of course this Saturday and SUNDAY!!! And to Jin Wen and Sebas and Yun Xiu: REMOVE THE DEC 2ND FROM YOUR NICKNAME!!! LOL!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALLL!!!!!!! :D

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Band! And swimming! And slack!

Lol, I finally made my timetable for the holidays! No idea whether I would follow it, but well it has some pressure on me lol! Gonna finish revising everything for PCME!!! :D

Thursday was a slack day for me, woke up super late and went to swim in the afternoon and that's where I met this pervetic gay faggot in the gents! Lol, I seriously cannnot stand such an idiot who stays in the gents for the whole day! -_-

Being too handsome can be such a sin you see lol!

And so Friday was band and well, it was quite boring as usual although I love the way my clarinet sounds when playing the low notes!!! The warm sound makes me love music lol!!!

Had nomination before band started, and as usual I nominated all four of my juniors!!! Quite a waste when they say students in SC committee cannot get a good post in band, what a waste seriously lol!

And so after band, I brought my clarinet all the way to Ee Chow's house to collect my mahjong set! And so I walked home from bedok interchange to my home while carrying a freaking heavy mahjong set and my clarinet woots.

Almost fainted lol, and felt like vomiting again at the place I vomited last monday hahaha!

And so I reached home and talked to people on msn till 1am as usual hahas!

Woke up at 11.30 today felt so energetic! Hahas, long time since I had a good sleep, guess turning on the air conditioner helps!

Although it's not that environmentally friendly! :P

Guess I shall do my gp later, cannot believe I just argued with my neighbour's child, he was just being so immature and I just used the sentence: ''Shut up or get out of the house.''

And so he chose the first option, which is a duh since he was so impolite in the first place. How could he blatantly accuse me of scolding him when this is not my house, guess he doesn't understand what's the meaning of moving house once again lol.

That's how people get pissed off with kids lol, I prefer kids who only know how to cry :P

Hahas, and nowadays I noticed how much positive influence my friends have on me, for example Dong Hang for introducing me to western music which I'm addicted too, Ee Chow for allowing me to look back at childhood memories through digimon whereas I have not brought forth any influence at all other than making everyone a serious gambling addict hahas!

Wonder how I could help my friends in the future, well my cheerful self never fails to cheer anyone up. :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!!!

Both PPPPP AND NEPLAY ROCKS! :D (Seriously, although I put PPPPP first, I treat both groups as my best friends! :D)

Hope next week will be a great week, which I know one will surely be :D

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Alot, Alot, Alot, Must read!

6 long days since I last posted! And this is totally not because I am lazy, but I did not have the chance to blog till now!!!

Let's see, after last thursday... Went to Sindy's house to stay over as my cousin gonna fetch us from her house to their house to celebrate my niece's man yue! And so we played o2jam till quite late and went to my cousin's house on the next day which is Saturday!

Saturday is truly memorable! Not about at the celebration party, but during the outing in the afternoon where me, Hong Wen, Por Yee, Candice and Justus went shopping or should I say, WINDOW SHOPPING!

Lol, went to tried many clothes, really super fun until I pissed Por Yee off and he left without a word and wouldn't talk to me at all! And so we went home and I met up with my cousin.

And so, Justus and my cousin and me decided to stay over at my new house! LOL, and so we went to Justus's house to collect his laptop and went to a lan shop to play from 8.30pm-1.30am LOL!

And so wasted the day away on that day but one fateful event happened! Which is I made a new o2jam friend at the lan shop while playing o2jam hahas! Her name is Andrea and she plays the clarinet too and she's in Australia! Hahas, so happy to make a new nice friend!

Nice to meet you! :D

And so Monday was band and after band I went to meet up with Ee Chow, Dong Hang and Por Yee when Por Yee was still really pissed off!

But that is until I said I'm sorry super loudly on the MRT that I was finally forgiven! :D

And so me, Ee Chow and Dong Hang went to Tampines Mall while Por Yee went home with the intention to watch a movie?! But in the end, it was cancelled and we ended up eating at macs and going home LOL. But that was how I smsed a few of my friends for a mahjong outing at Justus's house the next day! Vomited on the way home as I was too full lol.

And so after another cool day, I brought my mahjong set on Tuesday to Justus's house for an overnight stay with lots of people and a surprise birthday celebration for Cheryl! :D

And so the ones who came were all forced to stay overnight and they were, me, Ee Chow, Ee Chow's brother, Jin Wen, Nicole, Yun Xiu and Cheryl hahas! And so we played mahjong and watched a horror movie and the scooby doo movie till 5am when I slept and woke up at 9am!

And so it was Wednesday which is today!!! :D And so I went ice skating with Dong Hang, Audrey and Gena and we had lotssss of fun! After ice skating, we went for pizza hut before going to watch the game plan which was quite a nice movie?!!!

Okay! And so I summarised 6 days of happiness!!! :D



Really happy that I have friends that I can confide in, and friends that are willing to confide in me... Friendship is just so precious... :D

Hahas, crest of friendship looks nice too! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!! :D

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Grad Day speech

Graduation Day Speech

Good morning everybody, my name is Jonathan and I am representing 4G for today's graduation speech.

To everybody sitting here in the audience, I have no doubts that there are some who treat today as nothing special since we will still see each other next year due to our DHP programme, but I believe there is also sadness today, for you may not be exactly leaving the Dunman High family today, but you will instead, be leaving your class for sure.

To that, I must say that even I am truly depressed about leaving my class after two years of memorable times. Ever since we have stepped into Dunman High, I am sure we have all had teachers and friends that stood by us, and the teachers that have stood by us are not just teachers that only teach us academically, but also teachers that have taught us to be a moral person in life. To this, I would really like to thank every single teacher in this school for standing by us no matter how playful and naughty we may be over the past few years.

And for friends, I believe all of us have found true friendship in Dunman High. Personally, I started out in Dunman High with practically only friends from my primary school and I never thought I could really make so many good friends in Dunman High since there were only strangers around me in my new class. But time has really proven me otherwise and today, I have gained many friends that stand by me whenever I need help and friends that bring joy to my everyday life. For that, what I have gained from Dunman High is really something a speech cannot express, and I believe this applies to all of us here. Although we may have had a lot of unhappiness in Dunman High and we could have grumbled alot, but I believe deep in our hearts, we actually appreciate this big family, and give thanks to what this big family have given us.

Not mentioning anything far away, but this year's level camp in Malaysia was certainly a unique opportunity for every single class to bond. My class, 4G, have even won the class song competition. All of us certainly felt the class spirit while singing our class song, and at that moment, I could not imagine being in any other class. So is I 我永远不要失去4g!!!

But today, I would also be forced to leave my favourite class, 4G, but I sincerely hope that we would all be optimistic about this separation and keep in mind that everyone's class spirit would never cease to exist.

This is really not the end, but just the beginning.

Finally, I would like to give special thanks to our form teacher, Li Lao Shi. Without you, I doubt 4G will ever be as bonded as we are now and although you constantly nag at us, it just shows how much you care. We would certainly miss a teacher like you, and you will forever remain in our hearts. Xie Xie Ni, Li Lao Shi.

Thank you.

Lol, this brings back so many good and bad memories since everything I wrote truely reflected what I felt... :D

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! Just went to swim and feel super fit again haha! :D

Lol, personality? haha

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Graduation speech! And cow birthday lol.

I shall not talk about today until later of this post lol! Better blog about what happened since Monday!

Okay, Monday is Ee Chow's birthday and so we went to celebrate and bought him a cow, which costs so expensive as only nEPLAY is sharing the present lol! And so Dong Hang and me went to his house to play and celebrate, (While Jin Tong studies for his exams JIA YOU) , and I stayed over since I was too lazy and tired to go home and I decided to write my graduation speech again since I lost it. Worse of all, I was in the toilet having a stomachache, causing me to be unable to go to band in the afternoon.

(And that was when I told myself I shall right a new speech lol. The original one is even more shit lol!)

And so after a severe discussion on Monday night, Candice, Hong Wen, Por Yee, Justus and me went for roller blading the next day and yup Tuesday was damn fun lol!

We bladed and everyone fell and I fell first although it doesn't really count since I did not really fall after I start to blade properly but while I was just getting used to blading! And if my memory did not fail me, Por Yee was the one who caused my downfall lol! And this was followed by Candice, Justus, Hong Wen and Por Yee! (Okay I don't really remember was it Justus or Candice next so blehs.)

And so Tuesday was really enjoyable haha, and it was also Lucas birthday and yup, I didn't get him anything LOL. Totally broke even after I made my atm card again after losing it pui.

Paid $5 la sians.

Oh and we went to topshop to try on new clothes lol, with 0 money of course haha!

And so it boils down to Tuesday night when I decided to edit my graduation speech which stage fright today TOTALLY RUINED IT!!!!!!

Omg, and so today... Is Graduation Day... Or they call it Commencement day... And I totally GG! LOL!

What a memorable experience in my life. Went up the stage to say my speech and got stage fright and everyone was like seeing me shaking my paper like hell but luckily they can't see how my leg wobbled LOL.

It was wobbling like there was no tomorrow lol. But well at least I managed to catch the audience's attention lol! That's how you be optimistic and use your optimism.

But the very thought of that instant makes me tremble, after 15 and 11 months of life, I still have stage fright darn. (HINT HINT)

But I have performed in front of more than what I saw in front of me today when I was P6, and I was like super calm?! DARN. (400 people looking at you is scary, shoudn't it be?)

Haha, but it was fun lol! :P Seeing everyone laughing away is a good way to relieve the stress eh lol-.-

And so they have announced that class allocation will be told on 3rd December! One day after a very special day in my life LOL. I hope I will get good news, don't mind using my birthday wish! (Oops, does this give any clue?) :D Although I do have many other wishes I would like to make too lol.

And so, just watched Always Ready (Shui Shi Hou Ming) on Channel 55 and it was the last episode and it is SUPER NICE!

Especially the part where the main character said a promise is a sacrifice for the relationship until damn cool.

Nice show, how I wish I could reverse time to watch this episode one year ago.

Sometimes effort really does pay through, you never know what can happen next in your life.

A promise is really all it takes for everything to work out, most of the time.

Lol, and so I promise myself to go and swim tomorrow again and become fitter! :D Well, actually I'm forced to go with Lucas as he have his swimming lessons.

Okay, so be optimistic all! Hope all of you overcome your fears! :D I hate stage frights lol.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

pissed off lol but happy birthday ee chow!

Super pissed off today, mainly because I never get any sleep because my brother keep fussing over small matters! -_-

And so I shall blog about my magnificent days of the holidays after the class chalet! Lol! :D

Let's see...

Friday? --- Can only be bad memories what so I shall not talk about Friday although morning was not bad. (I shall include evening in the not bad part too lol.)

Saturday: WHICH IS YESTERDAY IS SUPER COOL!

Let's see, I cannot really remember anything in the morning but I went swimming in the afternoon lol! Swam 10 laps before lying down on a chair to sun tan while reading my gp essay book and listening to linkin park and simple plan!

Okay, forget the sun tanning, I don't think I will ever become black lol! :D It didn't help at all haha! And so I lied down there for 1+ hours and read more than 10 gp essays... Lol, I seriously communicated with nature, resting there make me feel damn outdoor lol!

Haha, and so I spent the whole afternoon from 1-5 at the swimming pool enjoying the magnificent sun! :D

Oh and did I mention that there was another guy beside me also sun tanning and when I looked over, I saw him holding up a phone and took a picture of himself and then admiring it. Omg, there's something called a mirror in the toilet, LOL.

But today wasn't at all a super nice day like yesterday, I guess mainly because I didn't enjoy any music as my cousin, Sindy stayed overnight and kept criticising that the songs I listened to are old!

Seriously, old songs doesn't mean they're bad lol. Lemon Tree is more than 10+ years old but it's still such a beautiful song that brings you to an euphoria state lol.

Although I feel damn pissed off today, and my ability to look at things from different perspectives made me cool down even faster but I just don't like the feeling of hating a person for less than a day lol.

It's just weird haha but well today I must say this sms :(:(:( was the sms that brightened up my day. :D

Hahas, it's just so weird when you don't know what's going on but you still savour every moment lol.

And I think the simple plan album is even more cool when I discover I can only listen to the first five songs when I am sad, the next two songs when I'm feeling more aloof, and the next few songs when I feel darn happy lol.

Everytime, Promise are both really beautiful songs lol! :D And I don't really understand when my cousin says she only listens to the music of the song and not the lyrics, seriously I consider the lyrics before I combine it with the music BEFORE I consider it good.

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All I want is one more day
It's all I need: one more day with you

Seriously, this is so perfect lol. The song perfect is also super nice hahaha!

Appreciating music is so much better than making music lol.

I promise
I won't let you down (you down)
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine (this time)
If you take my hand tonight
If you take my hand tonight

Lol, oh and I finally feel that Linkin Park is a good band LOL. In the end is really a nice song haha. And the great escape is only a normal song what lol, wonder why everyone say it's super nice blehs.

Omg, my posts sound so musical haha! Oh and I just bought teenage and seriously, why is it all about the prom night, does Dunman High even have a prom night?

Hope Grad day won't be super sad, which I partly hope it would be too hahas.

Last chance to be with your classmates as a class eh, stupid sebas flew off to China.

-_-

Hahas, be optimistic all then. I guess when I see how we are all separated into different classes, my optimism better come up. Or else I can just listen to untitled which I am doing so now.

HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!

Lol, be optimistic! :D Oh and it's Ee Chow birthday tomorrow so I shall not post ABOUT the jogging thing lol!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EE CHOW! BE A MATURE 16TH! :D

Hope Ee Chow will start appreciating songs other than digimon lol! :D But digimon songs rocks too la haha! :D

See ya all! I guess I will be soo focused in memorising the grad day speech that I won't come and blog till after grad day! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC! :D

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Music rocks, Simple Plan rocks, Love rocks.

Haha, after slacking for so damnnnnn long, I have decided to come and blog before this blog becomes those lousy stagnant blog haha!

And so I last blogged like before HCL exam?! Well, Higher Chinese exams were um... Nothing compared to the aftermath haha!

And since I don't have much memories, I shall start blogging about last friday onwards!

Last Friday... Last day of school! No idea if this is something good or something awfully bad! But well optimism tells me to be happy anyhow although I vomited and went home after school. Felt super bad during class video but I didn't cry hor! So don't listen to Justus's blaberrings!

Really quite sad to leave a class you have associated your life into for two years... No more cards... No more rushing to canteen... No more cows... LOL! (And to think my blog is in his Favourites oops!)

But well, and so I missed band and walked out of school through the backdoor in front of the whole year 1-3 squad!

Haha, but what's over is over! And so... What the hell happened on Saturday?!

Oh YA! Lol... After 10s, I finally remembered! Blehs bad memory...

I brought my luggage to stay over at Ee Chow's house to leave my luggage there for them to bring to the class chalet! And so we played cards till 4am, and I slept for two hours before the Barney song woke all of us up and I went to band.

Performance was okay la, considering I sight-read everything?! The whole of Sunday was boring till when we were going back to school from Sentosa!

The whole of the back bus got mad!!! HAHA!!! Let's see, the people who got mad will include: Jon Teo, Wei Jie, Michelle, Jamie and Chloe!

And so on our way back, we kept singing all the songs we like! HAHA! Let's see, we have lemon tree, shut up, welcome to my life, many many gc and lp songs!!!

LOL, we practically went mad haha!

And so the 4G people sat Mrs Wong's class to our class chalet which I continue going mad!

Played cards like mad, played mahjong like siao, played PS2 like never play before!!!

But the worst part is playing truth or dare! But since I am not allowed to reveal anything, I shall not post anything about it other than I am super sui considering the fact that the cards hate me and I can only helplessly choose Dare!

And so on monday, the guys went lan while Justus went to KTV with the girls, and well I cannot remember much except me and Jin Tong won Ee Chow and Dong Hang in dota!

HAHA! And I was using leviathan and Ee Chow say I won because it rhymes with nathan so I use the power of the nathan family to win wth! And Jin Tong was using bane elemental and so Ee Chow once again said Jin Tong killed because he amplifyed his own dark element LOL!

His excuses are damn funny, haha oh did I forgot to mention that he and Jin Tong lost against me and Dong Hang in Pudge war? OOPS!

And so we went back for class BBQ! IT WAS THE BEST PART OF THE CLASS CHALET BECAUSE... ALL THE TEACHERS CAME!!! Haha! Damn fun!!! :D Everyone really enjoyed their time!!! :D Although I cannot stop thinking about the vegetarian who is forced to eat his cup noodles... (Please don't let him read this post before grad day!)

And so we checked out on Tuesday and Justus, Sebas and me went to Ee Chow's house to play Digimon Rumble Arena where I slept like a pig till evening! Went home to sleep like a pig again lol!

But among these, I must not forget that I learnt how to play the card game dou di zhu!!! WHICH IS SUPER FUN!

Hmmm... Wednesday is yesterday right? Well, I had alot of fun! Love ya! :D

And so today, I slept once again like a pig for the whole day, now then come and blog hahas!

Well, something memorable would be the number of times I listened to the whole album, Still not getting any by simple plan!

IT IS SUPER NICE! Especially... Shut up, Welcome to my life, Untitled, Promise, Thank you, Crazy, Jump, One, Everytime, Promise, Perfect World, Addicted (Live) and the bonus tracks!

Hahas, ignore the especially cause I named everything cause everything rocks! HAHA!!!

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

This is the perfect lyrics of untitled, a super nice slow song... Listening to this song is really super comforting haha...

Hahas, although lemon tree lyrics don't reflect what I feel anymore but it's still a very nice song! THE POWER OF MUSIC!!!

I'm sitting here in a boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time, I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast, I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely, I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens, and I wonder


I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow (another) lemon tree


La, la da dee da...


I'm sitting here, I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired, put myself into bed
Where nothing ever happens, and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation, I don't want to sit on a lemon tree
I'm stepping around in a dessert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen, and you'll wonder


I wonder how, I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning, turning, turning, turning, turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow (another) lemon tree


I wonder how I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky
And all that I can see
And all that I can see (dit dit dit)
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon tree

How I wish my blog song will be changed to one of these LOL. To zanarkand is so damn boring liao la...

HAHA, And so be optimistic all!!!


EVIL PIG!!! :D Yup, I am referring to you.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Happy!

Hahas, I feel so much happier now, or is this even one of the happiest moments of my life?

Suddenly, the clouds in my head has dispersed, and I feel that I can finally move on!

All the concentrations have suddenly returned, and I can just feel my heart shining like a star... :D

Hahas, I have finally transfered all my albums (okay mostly other people's) into my phone! Yea, and I can finally agree that my phone makes the music sound ALOT better! Now I can appreciate GC and LP better lol! But Simple Plan is still the best la!

Untitled is really a wonderful song!!! Way back into love is also a super nice song!!!

Hahas, and since I noticed I have not blogged well over the last few days, I shall try my best to blog on everything!

Eh, so I got my results back and got GPA 2.67, haha although this is saddening but I improved by 0.3!!!

So I guess I shall work hard next year for CA1! Every assignment is a section B question in the exams!

And so, I am currently trying my best to appeal into 4 H2! Hope the teachers really accept la! As I am really willing to work hard if I got in!

Subject combinations will be: Physics, Chemistry, Maths and Economics!

Haha, I know that's the most popular choice, but nothing shall stop me from getting into this subject combi!!!

And so, let's see, I skipped dance class on Thursday, heard a substitute teacher came instead to teach some really cool dance moves! But I and Justus was at Ee Chow's house watching digimon! LOL! It was in fact really fun! Considering I almost got killed when leaving!

And to prevent myself from forgetting this, I guess I can finally blog about the modelling agency thing LOL! I shall purposely leave out some details!

And so I am asked to go for an interview, since they need really handsome guys! LOL, this reminds me of the incident when I was waiting for a friend at Orchard MRT, and this woman came to say:

Woman: Good morning Sir, I am looking for handsome guys and I saw you.
Jon Teo: Ya I know.
Woman: So would you care to give me your name and number for our modelling project?
Jon Teo: Sure why not?

And so I felt it was a scam until they called on thursday to ask me to go down to their office for an interview!

Lol, and so I asked for their official website and wow, I'm shocked.

For more information, please visit www.imodelsinternational.com

Haha, and the contact number was exactly the same, more shocking la!

But since they told me to go on Friday, I wasn't free and decided to just skip it, maybe I shall call tomorrow to enquire about the details like whether I get paid haha!

And so now for yesterday, Ee Chow, Sebas and me went to Dong Hang's house to slack before going to ECP to meet up with the rest of the class! And so, after several problems like Sebas's bike breaking down and I lent him his and we walked all the way to the bike rental shop to get another bike! And so we met up with the rest of the class (After we rode past them, and rested playing cards, and went back) and after trying roller blading for about an hour, we went back to Dong Hang's house.

Did I mention that he is totally pro in roller blading? I mean he can run faster with the blades on and I am like just praying not to fall LOL!

Although I trust I have talent in roller blading! Haha! And so, we went back to watch violent chinese movies on channel 62 which we see blood every once in awhile lol! And Ee Chow watched till he slept on the sofa!

And so we were late for Miss Low's house and I ate 2 fishballs and 2 chicken wings! But it was really quite fun! Thank you Miss Low!

And so, let's see Dong Hang, Justus and me decided to go with the girls to go watch movie since we decided that lan would be a waste of money haha! Compare the prices! OOPS!

And so we went all the way to Marina Square to watch 9.30pm Stardust! Let's see who was there... Um... Me, Dong Hang, Justus, Yun Xiu, Nicole, Cheryl, Audrey, Yi Chen, Su Yun and Shi Tong haha! And Michelle! LOL, I almost forgot haha!

And so, Yun Xiu, Yi Chen and Su Yun went home first cause the movie was too late and it really is, the movie was two hours haha! And Dong Hang keep smsing someone throughout the movie, just a pity Justus and me did not discover who it is after spying for so long lol!

And talking about the movie, Stardust, the story at first was totally no link, and I was like shouting, what the hell no link! And the people in front of me seemed to agree totally haha!

But the plot advanced quite well towards the end, it was quite surprising the plot considering that it was funny and consisted of alot of themes in life!

Love, Family, Immortality, Acceptance, and it is really all very cool! Haha!

Especially the last part, The heart of a Star haha!!! It is not easy to base the show on that! I really don't mind watching the show again haha!

Oh and I just noticed that I really like touching movies alot haha! Especially shows like Home Alone and Eight Below! Although I don't mind Final Destination and Saw too haha!

And so I slept last night at 2am after talking to Por Yee on msn! I am so happy I have such good friends that I can confide in haha!

And I understand that feeling even more now haha! And so I woke up this morning watching tv for the whole day and listening to music haha!

Music is such a cool word.

OK ALL PLEASE BE OPTIMISTIC!!! I have finally understood what it means to be truely optimistic.

True optimism rocks haha!!! Okay good night all!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ONCE AGAIN! (I wonder whether I will change my url in the future since I actually took this url name due to wei jie's blog url haha!)

That's ALL!

To be left out in the dark

Today I must say would be really interesting... Dong Hang House, ECP, Dong Hang House, Miss Low House, Watch Stardust. Yup that about covers it haha...

By the way, Stardust is a really nice movie, go and watch if you have the chance haha...

For some reason nowadays, I feel like I'm in a tv drama... So complicated suddenly...

Everything I have wished not to happened to me... Has happened...

Everything I wished for... Has happened...

I can just feel my tears flowing through my heart...

Haha for some reason, I cannot think of anything to type so I shall just end here... Maybe I can relate to this sometime in the near future?

Be optimistic.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Gpa returned? Should I be sad or happy?

Got back my GPA today... Although the morning Geography field trip was fun, but I still broke down when I received my results...

Guess I shall post more about the field trip when I have more pictures haha... And so I got a GPA of 2.67...

Although I must say I did not prefer the ***Marks*** system, but well it allowed many of my friends to actually get pass the passing mark and allowed Dong Hang to get 3.07 instead of 2.67...

Felt really resentful of not studying harder, and I cannot believe I actually felt really angry at the fact that my friends got such good results???

Feel so resentful once again that I have been so selfish but after going to Ee Chow house to slack and watch digimon, it seemed to bring back many childhood memories and dreams and I actually feel really happy for those who benefited from the system! :D

So congrats to those who really needed the system! :D Sincerely!

And so I'm really confused at my choices again now, maybe I might even change my whole life after tomorrow's decision...

And that includes my CCA's decision...

Haha, seriously I cannot recall what has happened for the last few days, so I think I could just end here now...

Be OPTIMISTIC everyone as life is really unpredictable! :D

Sunday, October 21, 2007

JOB! hahaha...

LOL! I cannot believe Sebas said my blog posts was sleep-inducing! But whatever la haha! I shall blog more today! :D

Hmmm... Actually I seriously have no life, cause Saturday and Sunday was like work, work, work... Or maybe something interesting happened yesterday during work!

There was this customer I called and he immediately agreed and I got a deal and my boss helped me to get another deal from him!

Thank you Rita!!! Haha!!! Never did express my gratitude properly!!! :D

And so, after work yesterday, I had four deals! (Which was 2+2 from the ones I got yesterday) And that meant I was safe from being fired! :D But after work which was 6pm was depressing! Cause Kelly Pan Jia Li came back to Singapore and so Nicholas and me decided to wait for her public appearance/concert-.-

And so she was half an hours late and after one song, we scrambled off, haha not because of the bad performance but it was just so boring! Sorry Kelly fans haha! (Considering last Saturday that zhang zhen yui concert was so much more interesting-.-) :D

And so I got another deal at work today getting Starhub Cable TV! :D

And haha the deal I got today was from an auntie and she had the same birthday as my mum and Gregory LOL!

And so it continued my streak of all customers are libras! :D

Libras are just so fair they know who's the FAIR person to TRUST! LOL I JUST NIAOED MYSELF! :D OOPS!

Haha and so I ended work at 4pm today but got paid till 6pm which was $14 given to me :D!!!

Haha so happy! :D And I came home to watch Starhub Cable TV reluctantly since I have not stopped talking about it whole day!

And by the way, to those who are interested in getting starhub cable tv... Please add me on msn at teoweiting2003@hotmail.com or just email me your house number and I can actually persuade your parents to get Starhub Cable TV or Starhub Maxonline Internet service without waiting at Starhub themselves and it will benefit both parties!

LOL! Remind me of myself telling a customer to persuade her parent to get SCV as MTV is available and every teenager needed it!

And today allowed me to understand what is called authoritative parents! What the hell la! I should have had two deals but both customer's dad disagreed and I spent 10 minutes each to persuade them to change their mind! But they really pissed me off, and so I just told them to respect their child's decision!

But whatever, they don't respect them at all! They will just regret their decisions one day, all these small little acts of disrespect will be recorded in their subconscious forever!

But who care, but now I really feel that Nicholas and me are trained professionals in this job! :D I got 5 deals in 45h and he got 6 deals in 54 hours!

LOL! The nine hours difference was due to my lazy self to fail to report to work! And so we actually did 9h/deal, which was pretty good for beginners!

I am so anticipating my pay to get my new phone, my new wallet, my new clothes and... My new A-lvl books!!!

Oh and yesterday was quite a sad day, I woke up thinking I have no aims in life or my aims were other's present! And I felt sad until I went to work when I felt a little more useful!

Hope I will remain optimistic forever!

LOL! And by the way Dong Hang lost his wallet and so if anyone found it, please return it to him! Making a new IC is like $100?! Omg la! And I cannot believe he smsed me that he was cutting hair when there are like no hair to cut-.- He loves to be bald eh.

And so I shall anticipate the start of tomorrow! Excluding afternoon but including morning and night!

By the way I typed YES in the remarks section, hope it was a correct YES...

And so came home just now to watch hannah montana! SHE ROCKS! And followed by American dragon: Jake Long and finally star movies was showing American Pie 2 again LOL! It was damn funny seriously and star movies actually put in the effort to censor many parts to make it rated for 16 haha!

Okay la I shall be off to dinner now! See ya all! :D Be optimistic lol! Dong Hang has become a disciple of the optimistic club! (And to think Ee Chow said he should make a be-pessismistic blog LOL)

BE OPTIMISTIC ALL!!!!! Lol, now playing welcome to my life again what a nice song! :D

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Sickkkkkk and dance is sooooo demoralising and fun haha...

Haha, I cannot believe I am being so active, but since life is so much more interesting nowadays... I can blog more! Lol, CCA choices, Subject Combinations, everyone looking for job (And I wanna see how everyone regret), and dance class too is seriously demoralising!

Was very sick this morning, almost died, luckily I felt better after going to the Chem lab after a lame NE Rep meeting...

And so, I smelt the chemicals and finished the test quickly and felt good... Haha Chemistry rocks! (Will I say that if I get lower than Ee Chow for Chem?) OOPS!

No idea why but I suddenly feel the urge to mug non-stop... I guess I have finally understood the pains of being an working adult! Studying is like the best?!

Like what Candice's mum told her, we are going to work for half our life, so why work now?!!! I must say I completely agree with that now, but I guess I would probably use my salary to get a new handphone! :D

Once again, can I say that Simple Plan is the best band ever, lol I listening to their worst day ever!

And so after one 'tiring' day of school, went home with Ee Chow and Dong Hang and got pang sei by Ee Chow, and so left me and Dong Hang going to buy A-levels books from popular! Oh well, but I'm glad I now have something new to study!

And so went home followed by dance class which was terribly demoralising! The instructor looked at me and said: Everyone improving so you must improve too la!

Although she said it in a fun and joking tone, but it is just so true! My hands and legs cannot coordinate well for nuts...-.-...

And so here I am now... Blogging! :D Oh and regarding subject combinations, I am so trying my best to take 4 H2 for PCME!

Or if not H1 Econs?! Which is really sad! What if I don't learn everything I need?!!!

Darn! And now the green club and wei qi club is so attracting my attention, but wouldn't 3 CCAs just be too stressful?-.- I feel like I could just... Lol... Shan't elaborate since everything will be decided tomorrow!

But I still feel quite proud that I'm still being optimistic despite the high stress levels... Gonna work from Friday to next Wednesday... I guess I will just break down next Wednesday!

Hope band will be nice tomorrow? Maybe that will allow me to decide my final choice... Blehs... I don't think I will break down if I don't get into Green Club and Wei Qi Club, I KNOW I will break down...

Darn again la! I shall be optimistic and be happy that i still have another 25.25 hours to consider my choice-.-

Shan't spend much time blogging, need to sleep for the sake of the mind! Be optimistic all!!! :D And don't regret your choices! :D Especially when any choice could be worth regretting...!!!

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)
Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic.
Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all menYou are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.


Lol, saw Wei Jie blog have and did for fun! Quite true though haha.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Welcome to my life *Breaking Down*

Noticed that I have not blogged for so long, I shall update finally haha...

Just worked for three hours... It was equivalent to another three hours of band... Lol decipher it based on what you prefer...

Nowadays, when I hear people sing breaking free, it makes me feel like breaking down la... Really is welcome to my life -.-

By the way, Simple Plan is a really nice band! :D

If not for music for me at night, I can really break down through the day...

Exams are also depressing as it was not that good although I didn't fail... No A's la quite sad and I thought Chemistry can at least get A?! Omg la study so much I still get 75 only for Chemistry Exams la-.-

28 for Geography... Haha am I lowest in level? :P

Today's CCA talk made me reflect on my promise, haha I'm not wavering about my decision but if I were to take something I like as second CCA, I just feel that I will regret it lol...

Went to lan today and I played O2Jam while nEPLAY and Sebas were playing CS! Quite proud of myself as I attracted many people's attention lol! Although I'm quite noob, but I move my hands so smoothly that the strangers were shocked haha... And one even praised me for being pro! Feel so grateful to him wors haha!

I feel so grateful to myself for not going to play CounterStrike too!!!

And talking about nEPLAY, while talking about what it was, we have decided that it meant...

New Education : PLAY!

Haha so fun eh :P Lol listening to I'd do anything and the lyrics are really nice haha omg the song is shut up now haha!

Feel like typing out the lyrics but nvm haha.

Anyways, hope everyone choose their CCAs well and understand the importance of having a CCA! Be optimistic no matter what! :D Whatever problems you face, it's just a nice reflection of your life! :D

Good night all!!!

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!! WILL NEVER BRING ME DOWN!!!
DON'T TELL ME WHO I SHOULD BE
AND DON'T TELL ME WHAT'S RIGHT FOR ME
DON'T TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO
I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY TIME AND WATCH YOU FADE AWAY!!!

LOL Simple Plan has such nice songs that have a meaning! :D

Good Night again!!! :D

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Job? NEVER EVER GET A FLYER JOB!

Once upon a time... There was a innocent boy who was tricked into a job.

A FLYER JOB!

AND OH SHIT! THE INNOCENT BOY FORCED HIMSELF TO BE OPTIMISTIC BY SAYING ALL THESE WERE GOOD EXPOSURE AND EXPERIENCE AND A GOOD WAY TO EXERCISE!

BUT FRANKLY, THE BOY WAS THINKING TO QUIT RIGHT ON THE SPOT!

That is a cruel world out there? That would be so true. This boy's name was in fact Jon Teo! And well, I shall narrate the story of his!

Jon Teo: Woots I finally got a job!

Sms from employer: Go Sembawang MRT at 12pm.

Jon Teo: Oh man, cannot watch super nice show and the pay sucks but its good experience.

And so I reached there at 11.50. And... The employer reached at 1pm and only said sorry for being late. One hour late, so this is how companies treat their workers?! And so he delayed this further by making us wait for the flyers to arrive and I only started work at 1.50pm. Seriously, I didn't really mind those as I was reading a book while waiting but this job totally sucks.

Travelled 15 minutes to get to the block to give out door to door flyers, and after giving out to three blocks, I received a call to say newcomers are not allowed to give flyers to 10 blocks (For a mere $20) and I need to only give 5. That was good news in fact, but for shit, things got worse when the 5th block I was supposed to give out doesn't exist! For other people maybe you could just skip and say alright I did five jobs but honesty is part of a saggitarian thing and I told him the truth!

And my nightmare started, I was sent to block 500+ from 700+, and I travelled for half and hour and when I finally reached, (Asked 20 people for directions) I gave out everything and called my employer.

And his phone was off. That is so self-explanatory. Either he conned me(which is impossible as I would bring it to court) or his phone ran out of battery and there was no way I could know how to get my pay and return the leftover flyers. And so I drank bubble tea and waited for him to come back to the interchange but he didn't and so Jon Teo travelled home. Knowing he must blog about this terrible experience!

Sorry for the constant use of Jon Teo as a third character, I prefer to name myself that! :D

Gonna call him later to complain, and get my mere $10 pay for 6 hours wasted/4 hours minusing travel time!

Haizzz... So pissed off!

I could have used the time to swim and watch tv. But certainly, it is overwhelming good exposure.

I finally remember why I wanted to be a psychologist... to be in an AIR-CON ROOM to HELP PEOPLE and at least you get a good pay! (And you don't have to see blood)

Zzz... Next time I get a job, I would certainly compare and feel happy for having such a good job!

At least a bad job allows me to understand that good jobs exist! :D

Hmmm... The skin on my shoulders seem to have worn off literally. DARN IT!

Oh and finally, on my way home, I looked into a computer shop of a community centre and there they have people playing runescape when it was written clearly on the front door that playing of games is not allowed and another little boy playing LF2 when it was also clearly written on the front door that downloading of games are not allowed! Lol, the point is not about the computer shop but about how I could be the ones doing so.

Now I really don't care about the pay at all! $10 isn't really worth it! If I have to give them my bank account number to deposit $10, I don't see what's the point! :D Shall go for more indoor job interviews!

Cousin just smsed me to tell me to return her $10, well I am practically returning her 6 hours of my youth! LOL!

Aiya, that's all be optimistic all! And go join facebook its darn lame at least you can do something other than playing online games! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Finally??? :D

After two months and eight days... Jon Teo is back!!!

Seriously, I had no idea I missed out so much blogging and no one really reminded me to blog again other than Samantha and lots of other people lol... (Samantha, I mentioned you!)

From this moment on, I will just blog randomly about events for the last two months! But for starters, I would like to blog something for myself for me to remember for life about this paranormal activity that happened this morning to me! (Xing lai le --- 4-5 times)

Okay, I don't think I will ever forget this shit.

So Maths Paper 1 and Geography were the only bad papers, which also I really didn't study myself la and Miss Low called my mum to say my maths deteriorate! Which I really expected blehs.

Mmm... Papers and random events... Now all I have left is band :D

Firstly, I shall not reveal my decision to stay until we are supposed to reveal it. (Notice I use decision)

Secondly, I really hope band will be much more fun after we stay.

Thirdly, practical aspects are important too and we all know it.

BSP people is coming back in one week, and I guess I will finally have people with the same frequency back! :D Neplay is soooo darn disbanded damn it due to raichu and clefairy gone to Nanjing for like so long?! I need some socialising seriously!

Although lack of socialising is bad, it forced me into a new sports, swimming! :D Darn it, my skin is becoming tan after only two 2h swimming, but oh well I seriously need sunlight before I get osteoporosis.

BSP people please come back or else PiPiPaPiPoopoo and Neplay will not be full again!

Currently also quite bu shuang over some people post on their blogs about things....... I shall stop gossips from continuing!

Finally... Be Optimistic people. Seriously thinking positive helps :D Thinking about negative aspects of things doesn't mean you can avoid them. Accept what is inevitable, I need more emotional maturity to get through that part! But for now... My life principle is still:

Be Optimistic, We must always live for the NOW instead of dwelling over what has happened or anticipating what is going to happen. After all, life is full of surprises! :D That's why we all face ups and downs, it is the downs that make us feel ups. :D

Be optimistic and happy!!! Lalala, thank you to the friends who sms me when I feel bored. If you are reading this and feel that its you, it will be! :D

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Maths quiz sucks.

Zzz... Maths quiz sucks!!! That's the topic of the day!

Maths is logic but probability is so not logical, what the hell is the problem with my favourite subject!!! At this rate my A+ is virtually impossible!!! ZZZ!!! But oh well, the test is over hahas, and this whole day was really fun!

PE and LA are the only periods I really enjoyed! Not gonna elaborate on the LA incident HAHAHA!

Went home but decided to go for a haircut in case there would be a spot check tomorrow. And well, I got super niaoed by the barber! She gel with something she keep asking me to try, and I agreed unhappily and it was the gel they had just discussed that smelled like medicine!!! -_-

They thought I deaf ar. But I didn't mind the smell cause I had a serious nose block, but the only thing that irritated me was I replied okay when she ask how was my haircut, and after I paid, she walked back and told the others it's ugly!

WTH! I'm neither blind nor deaf!

LOL! But nevertheless, I paid $12 but it was a really good haircut. Loreal eh! Haha and I bathed and my hair looked so much better!

Bought D-Grayman book 7 and yup, it's really nice! :D

Sooo enjoying reading it, but for some reason, it's just the sort of book I would not take any chances of rereading. It's just too simple! :P

Simple plot = blehs. I hope I can draw. Admire people with artistic talents.

And finally, I went to play neopets and neoquest 2!!! Well, just felt like it and I made a really great neofriend!!! :D

Left 2 more lab maps to the path of secret laboratory and finally get the avatars!!! :D

Lol, am I the only person to collect lab maps for avatar? Oops.

Lastly... (Serious de lol!) Today's La Femme Desperado IS SUPER NICE TOWARDS THE END! Well, I laughed but it stirred my heart HAHA!!!

Okay that's all! BE OPTIMISTIC!!! (Off to rsing)

Friday, July 13, 2007

Changes?

Has not blogged for five days continuously... Really missed this feeling of having the initiative to blog eh...

Everytime I have something new to blog, I will always be making some changes in my life... And this time it's no different too really...

After being sick for days and skipped school for two days, I have really seemed to gone through one of the worst time of my life hahas... The continuous vomiting and constipation is really taking a toll on me but well everything is really alright now! :D

This reminds me of Jin Samsoon or something, when she told the doctor-to-be girl: I know you will become a good doctor, because you understand the pains of a patient. (Well, you see that girl was anorexic.)

This is really interesting as she was really honest about it, no sense of hypocrisy at all, it's just plain honest. Maybe I am trying too hard for ideal perfection, trying to solve problems, but over one big round and it just came to me, I created those problems... Zzz...

I love reading self-improvement books cause it just came to me as something that we all have to improve and make our lifes better? But in fact, the best life is only when you face it, seriously I have never noticed the fun of making good pals and everything is like, I am trying to solve stupid problems which would never be a problem to another, and this would lead to another problem and everything rounds off in one big circle.

One super good example, I love listening to music in the past cause others did so, but when I just lived for myself, I really enjoyed the music. No sense of doubt or a need of explanation, just feel that I have been leading my life to tons of drama, when the true answer is before me, and I will just welcome the good changes being made...

Currently listening to Lindsay Lohan's album ( A little more personal (Raw) ) and I seriously love every song haha. Have been far too realistic nowadays which kind of made me like suspicious? Really stupid, I enjoy my carefree life where I face everyone trustingly, it totally rocks.

Went to school today and I was late cause I had a little stomachache and stayed at home to watch the last 20 minutes of Wo3 de4 shi1 yi4 nan2 you3 and it's really super nice! Lol and the nan2 you3 was Louis Koo and everything is really super dramatic and funny and touching at the end, fascinating start of a new day! Reminds me of The Start of Something New, haha and so I was late for school sad. Zzz...

Luckily for me, there wasn't much things to catch up with, the weekend will do. Went to Lan which was super last minute decision, like after school? And it was really fun, and I won Justus and Ee Chow with skeleton king haha. Wondering the number of times I resurrected and Ee Chow gives his spaz gasping sound haha!

And so went home where I reached at 8.30, and as fast as lightning, I switched on the television haha! WOOO!!! Channel 55!!! And wow, today's episode and La Femme Desperado is all super nice, all about babies and life eh. Long time since I derived pleasure from tvb shows, GOOD! They should make every episode like that, and I used the calculator in my phone like mad during the 8pm show LOL. Not gonna elaborate, I must save 4k per month in the future haha!

For some reason, I seem to become more zi4 ai4 nowadays, although what my form teacher says is always not pleasing to the ear, I should still believe her since she has gone through so many things. She teaches lots of life values, and I must say this is really what every teacher should do.

Guess I am becoming more positive towards life, although I have always been (Almost went negative when I was sick) , and I just felt that this world is really good even though everyone warns us of the society when we grow up. One thing I must know though, I must earn 8k per month in the future haha! That's one of the minimum!!! :D

Okay, I have decided to stop blogging, so everyone: BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Life can't be always smooth sailing, but why make things worse by being sad when you are supposed to? (Although to some extent, being sad actually heals emotional wounds as it is a sign of pain from your body to your mind) Okay never mind, everyone: BE HAPPY!!!

:D

Sunday, July 08, 2007

blehs food poisoning

Hahas hello all! It has been ALMOST one week since I last blogged... But well I made it here before tomorrow lol...

Firstly, I am proud to announce that I have not used my laptop for the past 5 days, which is something to be proud of as I had not played any games at home! :D (Going to friend's house to play is not counted hors haha!)

Secondly, I had 3 mcq wrong for Chemistry test which is really a pity. The rest would be careless mistake... Now the maximum I would get it like 15? SAD LA!

Thirdly, went to Ee Chow's house to play a super fun bomberman game LOL! Fun game haha and Ee Chow's brother is really funny lol.

Lastly... SAD NEWS! But Jon Teo got food poisoning and landed in hospital! Okay that's crap hahas but I really got food poisoning + stomach flu from my nephew sians-.- And the two equations added up and I vomited twice and it has been a really bad day for me-.- Well make that two bad days... Now I have completely no energy to do my homework la which makes things worse damn... Zzz... Luckily the doctor's medicine helped and I'm feeling alot better now :D

Oh well, optimistic people get over sickness really easily. It's one of the effects hahas... That's why everyone should be optimistic lol. (From some chinese assignment haha)

Got to go!!! I had better try my best to get a little homework done... lol!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Monday, July 02, 2007

BACK AT LASTTT!!!

OMG! This is truly, inexplicably, undeniably shocking!!! Anyone who reads this shall be known as a loyal fan of the OPTIMISTIC CLUB!

I have now declared that Jon Teo is back to relive this blog whereby the last post is June 17th! If you are reading this, it just shows your loyal support to this blog! :D

Okay I have no idea what to start-.- Okay finished my hols homework... Studied for the recent Chem test... Damn I have no recollection or whatsoever about the days that past!!!

Oh well, Jon Teo never looks back, I only compare with myself hahas-.-

Before I forget : XIAO YOU : I SMACK YOUR MONKEY FACE AR!!!

:D That was really nice considering she typed this on her blog a few days ago! Thank you Yi Chen for telling me this horrifying fact! :D

Today was LA film day... Super tiring... Dunno what we did... Well... Filmed!

Okay that's all haha! By the way, I got a VERY spaz thing/story to announce!

One day, a optimistic guy, Jon Teo found a Warcraft III CD on the floor after he moved house. Out of curiousity, he installed the game and played a few matches and well, not good ending.

But this happy day, Jon Teo's optimism felt that he did not have to always have a strong army to win since...

War is not about who is right, but about who is left...

And so he built a group of flying troops to ambush the enemy in the trees where they CAN'T hit him at all!!! And that's how he destroyed all of the AI's buildings and won using lousy troops! :D NICE!!!

Lol... This is sooooo cooool!

Okay it might sound noob, but hahas I seldom play you know!

Nowadays damn boring... The tv bores me... Neopets too... O2jam is too laggy and noisy (In a pleasant way...)... Popkart is too laggy... And finally Getamped is toooooo damn BUGGY!!!

Really want my vampire chinese hat back! LOL!

Okay... That's all! Once again! If you read this on July 2nd-3rd... YOU ROCK!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALLLLL!!!!!!! (hahas quite shuang when i heard some people wrote class comment on me just about optimism! :D)

Sunday, June 17, 2007

move house liao la and zw b'dae haha

17th June: I have officially moved into my new house at bedok haha!

The past three days have been enjoyable, well since there has been no outing, school and band, life is really quite an enjoyment lol.

15th June + 16th June: Moved tons of furniture... Lol... Really quite enjoyable considering it has been a long time since I have done any manual work! Cool eh.

16th June: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN WEI! Went to watch Shrek 3 with Zhen Wei, Hua Xin and Rhoda hahas! It was a really fun 2A mini-gathering! Shrek 3 was really nice... Although I couldn't understand why the people sitting in front of us DIDN'T laugh at all-.- And I was laughing like a maniac-.-

And so we went pastamania, just after I ate at long john before the movie and now there we are after the funny movie.

Bought zw birthday cake but gave like 1/4 to pastamania staff due to our incompetence in finishing a small cake!!! LOL!!! If I had not eaten the Long John Silver meal, I might have been able to eat the whole cake LOL!

(Just a note: It costs $16, but I did not pay at all LOL)

Hahas, I shall stop using LOL since three of my friends pissed with me using it liao haha...

Today is like Happy Father's Day to all fathers! Went to have a great meal at lemon grass restaurant and wow, their pineapple rice is really not bad...

And before I forget about this, WHICH I KNOW I MUST BLOG ABOUT...

Kim Possible Season 4 coming!!! Watched last episode of season 3 last thursday but forgot to post on it damn sad. But anyways... KIM POSSIBLE AND MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER, RON STOPPABLE IS STEADING!!! WHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA!!!

+ they french kiss!!!

haha damn nice! Ron stoppable rocks like hell! GO RON! + the naked mole rat

Well, that's all everyone be optimistic and tag if you want to :D

Thursday, June 14, 2007

hhas fun day k-BOX

This morning was super frightening-.- Totally forgot about LA filming till Cheryl smsed: Heys I will be late you there liao mah.

Shocked me as I was also meeting Samantha and Jazreen for K-Box session in the afternoon lol. And so rushed through LA film which seemed to failed terribly due to slight rain which cancelled kayaking.

However, it was not that bad for me as I managed to rush to K-Box for like 3.30-8! LOL the staffs are nice except for the charges!

EEEEE!!! (This is a stock in neopets but that's not the point.) Samantha and Jazreen all seem to sing better than me and that soooo demoralised me! Which is quite impossible haha cause I sang super badly for this particular song: Ai Qing De Xuan Lu!

We replayed for like several times but I could never get in or time or be in tune! The mike seems to hate me-.- No affinity eh. Hahaha, maybe Samantha is right to say:

Jon Teo can't sing for nuts.

On her lovely blog wors! Hahas, never mind shan't compare. (Some daz888 will be thinking now wow don't compare wors)

Haha, but it was a nice day to socialize and make new friends like Jazreen(Samantha not counted since she's from 1A/2A haha)

Lol... So got to know her highness at K and how she love to take spaz videos of Jon Teo and his marvelous expressions which is just so intriguing lol! (Especially the jumping part at get high)

Now I'm so looking forward to the PiPiPaPiPoopoo outing K-Box which I shall not sing for nuts! :D Lol, leave the mike to Py and Candice and maybe Agnes? better eh has. (Particularly left someone out(Accidentally))

And I'm so proud to announce the mini-gathering of 2A members to celebrate Zhen Wei birthday LOL! Currently got me, Hua Xin and Rhoda. Hope it will be damn successful lol watching Shrek 3 which I received 5 star ratings from some and 0 star ratings from others.

Shall watch myself, after all I'm really good to have given Spiderman 3 3.5 star rating eh. Considering it has a plot that is quite indestructible? So cool wors.

Think my sister-in-law scolding my nephew now. One word: wtf. Mum/Dad coming out of room now. Maybe Jon Teo have to move out just in case? That's only when things get a little complicated lol.

Grouchy Lucas la-.-.

Haven't even had dinner lol. Stomach full from tidbits eh which might have affected my singing! (Especially ice lemon tea and fries)

$10 for Service Tax and GST and blablabla-.- WTH.

Con-tractor la HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ok gtg now nites all! Be optimistic k! Or rather learn this attitude:

Refuse to yield to depression and fear, even when black clouds float overhead. It is improving that which can be improved and accepting that which is inevitable. (From James Dobson, Life on the Edge)

Hahas, I particularly like this book alot lol.

BE OPTIMISTIC STILL!!!!! :D

Sunday, June 10, 2007

long week

4 days since I blogged, and they are really tiring 4 days!!!

7th June : Slacked the day away lol. (Contradicting)

8th June: Band concert!!! Well, there were some bu shuang ness going around but I got through it. I don't allow people to affect my mood on such a good day! Anyways, the band concert went well and I received 3 flowers and tons of chocolate LOL!

Went for squad dinner soon after and stayed overnight at Justus's house playing narutimate.

9th June: The rest of the squad came, and went activities like tennis and narutimate and monopoly. Cousin coming to stay overnight.

Today: Hahas... Everything written before are soo memories, cannot remember the feelings present! But today is real!!! Went to Paint-a-home at Bishan for the intellectually disabled. Painted one whole dorm and the sense of satisfaction rocks wors! :D Worked with Su Yun, Jin Wen, Bao Xue and Sebas hahas... And 3 other volunteers! The painting rocks! :D

And so, Su Yun, Bao Xue and Jin Wen and me went to Bishan carnival after the CIP. And lol, it costs at least $5 for any rides-.- Only the ice creams are cheap being $1 each-.-...

Really had fun today lol. So much better than other days lol. Doing good makes you feel even gooder! LOL!

Lazy to continue since I failed Illusen Quest lvl 33! Call me buy some shit r97 thing that is available NOWHERE! ZZZ!!!

Okay all, be optimistic! CYA!

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

end of band camp

Finally... End of the tiring band camp... Or should I say my last tiring band camp...

Wonder if I will miss this tiredness...

My teeth almost cracked again due to six movements of biting the mouthpiece with great force to sustain the holding notes-.-

Super pain la damn...

Hahas, don't really understand the reason behind some things... Maybe I'm too temperamental hahas...

Just discovered it has been a long time since I chatted with my old friends... lol... Maybe I should do so sometime later hahas... Band concert is like the only thing on my heart now other than... Hahas i have no idea myself...

Maybe I should just get rid of all my facades sometimes but it's just too impractical I feel.

Well, emotions are one tough nut to crack.

But well, as long as I remain happy, things will not be as meaningless... Or I guess kong1 xu1 will be the better word.

Read Zatch bell book 28 today, and my tears almost flowed out... Hahas... The author really went through great pain for this 2nd last finale... Everything beforehand that seemed so hopeless, was just a plan for this final plot to complete...

Just awesome! :D

Some people seems to be born happy, and some to struggle for happiness, and some who accepted desperation...

But change is always possible k.

:D

Equivalent exchange makes things fair. Nothing is unfair. If I don't work hard, my grades will never come to pass. But if I do work hard, I might get the grades I want but not the spiritual happiness I truly need.

The sense of sastifaction is just one of the happiest things in life. But I strongly believe the happiest thing in life is to have a meaningful life and support your friends and families hahas... :D

Okay... That's all... Everyone be optimistic k.

Thursday, May 31, 2007

vesak day and blas another sad day past

Happy vesak day! Just went to a temple nearby to pray, hope everyone's dream will come true! (The good ones)

Currently 86/8777 ranking in GetAmped... And I have officially retired as I am just too damn pro... Won 95% of the battles I play and having over 100k points... I am not longer allowed in beginner's zone-.- And even cooler, my guild which consists of only me and Sebas is like 60+ in position thanks to me! :D He's in India haha...

And guess what, I can only play with like 1-99 people all over South-East Asia?! Just sad.-.-

Totally, luckily it's close beta, all accounts will be deleted, then I can play with truely strong players after it's open beta! :D Oh yeah!!!

Yesterday was another band day, and again, it has not been exactly smooth-sailing for me... But I expected it, and it didn't even affect me at all, instead I could just take it in my stride!!!

Never let stupid things affect you, that's my best advice. Easy said, but hard to achieve. Now I have a peace of mind everywhere I go, and that's just everything I want to achieve hahas...

Being good rocks, and helping everyone you could rocks even more. Never bear any sins, just be yourself and believe in yourself. And forgive yourself for anything you have done and forgive others too...

I am not saying this to ask for forgiveness, but I have completely forgiven everyone I used to despise haha. Oh wait, is there even any?!!!

The only thing I don't understand currently... How can someone change so dramatically?! But no matter how much you change, you are still the same deep within, facades are meant to melt away sooner or later...

But if it's your inner self that have transformed completely, I can only wish for everything to be back to normal. It's like Chemistry, no matter what chemical reactions you have gone through... You can still break down to become a true element, no matter how tedious the process...

Hope everything will be back to normal... (The bad ones)

By the way, it sucks to be framed. And the whole 3rd clarinets just got framed for talking yesterday when we seriously didn't. And to think Mr Ng scolded us in front of the whole band-.- I guess we have left a really bad impression, but so what, we have a clear conscience.

And if anyone bears a grudge with me, please clarify. I don't feel bad even if you throw imaginary daggers at me, but I despise being left in the dark.

So you think you are strong cause you're in the dark? Wait till I reflect all the light on you. :D

White reflects light. LOL.

Went to Justus's house after band yesterday with Hong Wen, Candice and Por Yee, and well it was quite boring... I won the monopoly game easily... WAHAHA!!! :D

And Candice won Por Yee in Narutimate!!! WAHAHAHAA!!! (And me also, but that was a fluke, not counted!)

And also... Hong Wen was thrashed totally haha!!!

Bought Fullmetal Alchemist book 16 too!!! WAHAHAHHAAHAHA!!! It rocks!!!!!! TOTALLY!!!!!

Everyone should read it, it rocks seriously... No joke... Better than novels, since it's like a RPG of character growth, all in a series of comics... I am totally awaiting the next book!!!

Thought-provoking I must say, haha...

Mugged Chemistry today... Miracle! :D And I understood like everything?! Also went to read the story at goodybooks.com... Totally touching... Super nice! Currently waiting for Gregory to lend me the book!

You see, they let you read chapter 1-17 of the book and leave 3 final chapters in online orders LOL.

I love my life and all my friends... :D

Be optimistic everyone! Time to sign off, haha! Someone forcing me to go to his blog haha!!!