Changes?

Has not blogged for five days continuously... Really missed this feeling of having the initiative to blog eh...

Everytime I have something new to blog, I will always be making some changes in my life... And this time it's no different too really...

After being sick for days and skipped school for two days, I have really seemed to gone through one of the worst time of my life hahas... The continuous vomiting and constipation is really taking a toll on me but well everything is really alright now! :D

This reminds me of Jin Samsoon or something, when she told the doctor-to-be girl: I know you will become a good doctor, because you understand the pains of a patient. (Well, you see that girl was anorexic.)

This is really interesting as she was really honest about it, no sense of hypocrisy at all, it's just plain honest. Maybe I am trying too hard for ideal perfection, trying to solve problems, but over one big round and it just came to me, I created those problems... Zzz...

I love reading self-improvement books cause it just came to me as something that we all have to improve and make our lifes better? But in fact, the best life is only when you face it, seriously I have never noticed the fun of making good pals and everything is like, I am trying to solve stupid problems which would never be a problem to another, and this would lead to another problem and everything rounds off in one big circle.

One super good example, I love listening to music in the past cause others did so, but when I just lived for myself, I really enjoyed the music. No sense of doubt or a need of explanation, just feel that I have been leading my life to tons of drama, when the true answer is before me, and I will just welcome the good changes being made...

Currently listening to Lindsay Lohan's album ( A little more personal (Raw) ) and I seriously love every song haha. Have been far too realistic nowadays which kind of made me like suspicious? Really stupid, I enjoy my carefree life where I face everyone trustingly, it totally rocks.

Went to school today and I was late cause I had a little stomachache and stayed at home to watch the last 20 minutes of Wo3 de4 shi1 yi4 nan2 you3 and it's really super nice! Lol and the nan2 you3 was Louis Koo and everything is really super dramatic and funny and touching at the end, fascinating start of a new day! Reminds me of The Start of Something New, haha and so I was late for school sad. Zzz...

Luckily for me, there wasn't much things to catch up with, the weekend will do. Went to Lan which was super last minute decision, like after school? And it was really fun, and I won Justus and Ee Chow with skeleton king haha. Wondering the number of times I resurrected and Ee Chow gives his spaz gasping sound haha!

And so went home where I reached at 8.30, and as fast as lightning, I switched on the television haha! WOOO!!! Channel 55!!! And wow, today's episode and La Femme Desperado is all super nice, all about babies and life eh. Long time since I derived pleasure from tvb shows, GOOD! They should make every episode like that, and I used the calculator in my phone like mad during the 8pm show LOL. Not gonna elaborate, I must save 4k per month in the future haha!

For some reason, I seem to become more zi4 ai4 nowadays, although what my form teacher says is always not pleasing to the ear, I should still believe her since she has gone through so many things. She teaches lots of life values, and I must say this is really what every teacher should do.

Guess I am becoming more positive towards life, although I have always been (Almost went negative when I was sick) , and I just felt that this world is really good even though everyone warns us of the society when we grow up. One thing I must know though, I must earn 8k per month in the future haha! That's one of the minimum!!! :D

Okay, I have decided to stop blogging, so everyone: BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

Life can't be always smooth sailing, but why make things worse by being sad when you are supposed to? (Although to some extent, being sad actually heals emotional wounds as it is a sign of pain from your body to your mind) Okay never mind, everyone: BE HAPPY!!!

:D

blehs food poisoning

Hahas hello all! It has been ALMOST one week since I last blogged... But well I made it here before tomorrow lol...

Firstly, I am proud to announce that I have not used my laptop for the past 5 days, which is something to be proud of as I had not played any games at home! :D (Going to friend's house to play is not counted hors haha!)

Secondly, I had 3 mcq wrong for Chemistry test which is really a pity. The rest would be careless mistake... Now the maximum I would get it like 15? SAD LA!

Thirdly, went to Ee Chow's house to play a super fun bomberman game LOL! Fun game haha and Ee Chow's brother is really funny lol.

Lastly... SAD NEWS! But Jon Teo got food poisoning and landed in hospital! Okay that's crap hahas but I really got food poisoning + stomach flu from my nephew sians-.- And the two equations added up and I vomited twice and it has been a really bad day for me-.- Well make that two bad days... Now I have completely no energy to do my homework la which makes things worse damn... Zzz... Luckily the doctor's medicine helped and I'm feeling alot better now :D

Oh well, optimistic people get over sickness really easily. It's one of the effects hahas... That's why everyone should be optimistic lol. (From some chinese assignment haha)

Got to go!!! I had better try my best to get a little homework done... lol!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!

BACK AT LASTTT!!!

OMG! This is truly, inexplicably, undeniably shocking!!! Anyone who reads this shall be known as a loyal fan of the OPTIMISTIC CLUB!

I have now declared that Jon Teo is back to relive this blog whereby the last post is June 17th! If you are reading this, it just shows your loyal support to this blog! :D

Okay I have no idea what to start-.- Okay finished my hols homework... Studied for the recent Chem test... Damn I have no recollection or whatsoever about the days that past!!!

Oh well, Jon Teo never looks back, I only compare with myself hahas-.-

Before I forget : XIAO YOU : I SMACK YOUR MONKEY FACE AR!!!

:D That was really nice considering she typed this on her blog a few days ago! Thank you Yi Chen for telling me this horrifying fact! :D

Today was LA film day... Super tiring... Dunno what we did... Well... Filmed!

Okay that's all haha! By the way, I got a VERY spaz thing/story to announce!

One day, a optimistic guy, Jon Teo found a Warcraft III CD on the floor after he moved house. Out of curiousity, he installed the game and played a few matches and well, not good ending.

But this happy day, Jon Teo's optimism felt that he did not have to always have a strong army to win since...

War is not about who is right, but about who is left...

And so he built a group of flying troops to ambush the enemy in the trees where they CAN'T hit him at all!!! And that's how he destroyed all of the AI's buildings and won using lousy troops! :D NICE!!!

Lol... This is sooooo cooool!

Okay it might sound noob, but hahas I seldom play you know!

Nowadays damn boring... The tv bores me... Neopets too... O2jam is too laggy and noisy (In a pleasant way...)... Popkart is too laggy... And finally Getamped is toooooo damn BUGGY!!!

Really want my vampire chinese hat back! LOL!

Okay... That's all! Once again! If you read this on July 2nd-3rd... YOU ROCK!!!

BE OPTIMISTIC ALLLLL!!!!!!! (hahas quite shuang when i heard some people wrote class comment on me just about optimism! :D)

move house liao la and zw b'dae haha

17th June: I have officially moved into my new house at bedok haha!

The past three days have been enjoyable, well since there has been no outing, school and band, life is really quite an enjoyment lol.

15th June + 16th June: Moved tons of furniture... Lol... Really quite enjoyable considering it has been a long time since I have done any manual work! Cool eh.

16th June: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHEN WEI! Went to watch Shrek 3 with Zhen Wei, Hua Xin and Rhoda hahas! It was a really fun 2A mini-gathering! Shrek 3 was really nice... Although I couldn't understand why the people sitting in front of us DIDN'T laugh at all-.- And I was laughing like a maniac-.-

And so we went pastamania, just after I ate at long john before the movie and now there we are after the funny movie.

Bought zw birthday cake but gave like 1/4 to pastamania staff due to our incompetence in finishing a small cake!!! LOL!!! If I had not eaten the Long John Silver meal, I might have been able to eat the whole cake LOL!

(Just a note: It costs $16, but I did not pay at all LOL)

Hahas, I shall stop using LOL since three of my friends pissed with me using it liao haha...

Today is like Happy Father's Day to all fathers! Went to have a great meal at lemon grass restaurant and wow, their pineapple rice is really not bad...

And before I forget about this, WHICH I KNOW I MUST BLOG ABOUT...

Kim Possible Season 4 coming!!! Watched last episode of season 3 last thursday but forgot to post on it damn sad. But anyways... KIM POSSIBLE AND MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER, RON STOPPABLE IS STEADING!!! WHAHAHAHAHHAHAAA!!!

+ they french kiss!!!

haha damn nice! Ron stoppable rocks like hell! GO RON! + the naked mole rat

Well, that's all everyone be optimistic and tag if you want to :D

hhas fun day k-BOX

This morning was super frightening-.- Totally forgot about LA filming till Cheryl smsed: Heys I will be late you there liao mah.

Shocked me as I was also meeting Samantha and Jazreen for K-Box session in the afternoon lol. And so rushed through LA film which seemed to failed terribly due to slight rain which cancelled kayaking.

However, it was not that bad for me as I managed to rush to K-Box for like 3.30-8! LOL the staffs are nice except for the charges!

EEEEE!!! (This is a stock in neopets but that's not the point.) Samantha and Jazreen all seem to sing better than me and that soooo demoralised me! Which is quite impossible haha cause I sang super badly for this particular song: Ai Qing De Xuan Lu!

We replayed for like several times but I could never get in or time or be in tune! The mike seems to hate me-.- No affinity eh. Hahaha, maybe Samantha is right to say:

Jon Teo can't sing for nuts.

On her lovely blog wors! Hahas, never mind shan't compare. (Some daz888 will be thinking now wow don't compare wors)

Haha, but it was a nice day to socialize and make new friends like Jazreen(Samantha not counted since she's from 1A/2A haha)

Lol... So got to know her highness at K and how she love to take spaz videos of Jon Teo and his marvelous expressions which is just so intriguing lol! (Especially the jumping part at get high)

Now I'm so looking forward to the PiPiPaPiPoopoo outing K-Box which I shall not sing for nuts! :D Lol, leave the mike to Py and Candice and maybe Agnes? better eh has. (Particularly left someone out(Accidentally))

And I'm so proud to announce the mini-gathering of 2A members to celebrate Zhen Wei birthday LOL! Currently got me, Hua Xin and Rhoda. Hope it will be damn successful lol watching Shrek 3 which I received 5 star ratings from some and 0 star ratings from others.

Shall watch myself, after all I'm really good to have given Spiderman 3 3.5 star rating eh. Considering it has a plot that is quite indestructible? So cool wors.

Think my sister-in-law scolding my nephew now. One word: wtf. Mum/Dad coming out of room now. Maybe Jon Teo have to move out just in case? That's only when things get a little complicated lol.

Grouchy Lucas la-.-.

Haven't even had dinner lol. Stomach full from tidbits eh which might have affected my singing! (Especially ice lemon tea and fries)

$10 for Service Tax and GST and blablabla-.- WTH.

Con-tractor la HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ok gtg now nites all! Be optimistic k! Or rather learn this attitude:

Refuse to yield to depression and fear, even when black clouds float overhead. It is improving that which can be improved and accepting that which is inevitable. (From James Dobson, Life on the Edge)

Hahas, I particularly like this book alot lol.

BE OPTIMISTIC STILL!!!!! :D

long week

4 days since I blogged, and they are really tiring 4 days!!!

7th June : Slacked the day away lol. (Contradicting)

8th June: Band concert!!! Well, there were some bu shuang ness going around but I got through it. I don't allow people to affect my mood on such a good day! Anyways, the band concert went well and I received 3 flowers and tons of chocolate LOL!

Went for squad dinner soon after and stayed overnight at Justus's house playing narutimate.

9th June: The rest of the squad came, and went activities like tennis and narutimate and monopoly. Cousin coming to stay overnight.

Today: Hahas... Everything written before are soo memories, cannot remember the feelings present! But today is real!!! Went to Paint-a-home at Bishan for the intellectually disabled. Painted one whole dorm and the sense of satisfaction rocks wors! :D Worked with Su Yun, Jin Wen, Bao Xue and Sebas hahas... And 3 other volunteers! The painting rocks! :D

And so, Su Yun, Bao Xue and Jin Wen and me went to Bishan carnival after the CIP. And lol, it costs at least $5 for any rides-.- Only the ice creams are cheap being $1 each-.-...

Really had fun today lol. So much better than other days lol. Doing good makes you feel even gooder! LOL!

Lazy to continue since I failed Illusen Quest lvl 33! Call me buy some shit r97 thing that is available NOWHERE! ZZZ!!!

Okay all, be optimistic! CYA!

end of band camp

Finally... End of the tiring band camp... Or should I say my last tiring band camp...

Wonder if I will miss this tiredness...

My teeth almost cracked again due to six movements of biting the mouthpiece with great force to sustain the holding notes-.-

Super pain la damn...

Hahas, don't really understand the reason behind some things... Maybe I'm too temperamental hahas...

Just discovered it has been a long time since I chatted with my old friends... lol... Maybe I should do so sometime later hahas... Band concert is like the only thing on my heart now other than... Hahas i have no idea myself...

Maybe I should just get rid of all my facades sometimes but it's just too impractical I feel.

Well, emotions are one tough nut to crack.

But well, as long as I remain happy, things will not be as meaningless... Or I guess kong1 xu1 will be the better word.

Read Zatch bell book 28 today, and my tears almost flowed out... Hahas... The author really went through great pain for this 2nd last finale... Everything beforehand that seemed so hopeless, was just a plan for this final plot to complete...

Just awesome! :D

Some people seems to be born happy, and some to struggle for happiness, and some who accepted desperation...

But change is always possible k.

:D

Equivalent exchange makes things fair. Nothing is unfair. If I don't work hard, my grades will never come to pass. But if I do work hard, I might get the grades I want but not the spiritual happiness I truly need.

The sense of sastifaction is just one of the happiest things in life. But I strongly believe the happiest thing in life is to have a meaningful life and support your friends and families hahas... :D

Okay... That's all... Everyone be optimistic k.

vesak day and blas another sad day past

Happy vesak day! Just went to a temple nearby to pray, hope everyone's dream will come true! (The good ones)

Currently 86/8777 ranking in GetAmped... And I have officially retired as I am just too damn pro... Won 95% of the battles I play and having over 100k points... I am not longer allowed in beginner's zone-.- And even cooler, my guild which consists of only me and Sebas is like 60+ in position thanks to me! :D He's in India haha...

And guess what, I can only play with like 1-99 people all over South-East Asia?! Just sad.-.-

Totally, luckily it's close beta, all accounts will be deleted, then I can play with truely strong players after it's open beta! :D Oh yeah!!!

Yesterday was another band day, and again, it has not been exactly smooth-sailing for me... But I expected it, and it didn't even affect me at all, instead I could just take it in my stride!!!

Never let stupid things affect you, that's my best advice. Easy said, but hard to achieve. Now I have a peace of mind everywhere I go, and that's just everything I want to achieve hahas...

Being good rocks, and helping everyone you could rocks even more. Never bear any sins, just be yourself and believe in yourself. And forgive yourself for anything you have done and forgive others too...

I am not saying this to ask for forgiveness, but I have completely forgiven everyone I used to despise haha. Oh wait, is there even any?!!!

The only thing I don't understand currently... How can someone change so dramatically?! But no matter how much you change, you are still the same deep within, facades are meant to melt away sooner or later...

But if it's your inner self that have transformed completely, I can only wish for everything to be back to normal. It's like Chemistry, no matter what chemical reactions you have gone through... You can still break down to become a true element, no matter how tedious the process...

Hope everything will be back to normal... (The bad ones)

By the way, it sucks to be framed. And the whole 3rd clarinets just got framed for talking yesterday when we seriously didn't. And to think Mr Ng scolded us in front of the whole band-.- I guess we have left a really bad impression, but so what, we have a clear conscience.

And if anyone bears a grudge with me, please clarify. I don't feel bad even if you throw imaginary daggers at me, but I despise being left in the dark.

So you think you are strong cause you're in the dark? Wait till I reflect all the light on you. :D

White reflects light. LOL.

Went to Justus's house after band yesterday with Hong Wen, Candice and Por Yee, and well it was quite boring... I won the monopoly game easily... WAHAHA!!! :D

And Candice won Por Yee in Narutimate!!! WAHAHAHAA!!! (And me also, but that was a fluke, not counted!)

And also... Hong Wen was thrashed totally haha!!!

Bought Fullmetal Alchemist book 16 too!!! WAHAHAHHAAHAHA!!! It rocks!!!!!! TOTALLY!!!!!

Everyone should read it, it rocks seriously... No joke... Better than novels, since it's like a RPG of character growth, all in a series of comics... I am totally awaiting the next book!!!

Thought-provoking I must say, haha...

Mugged Chemistry today... Miracle! :D And I understood like everything?! Also went to read the story at goodybooks.com... Totally touching... Super nice! Currently waiting for Gregory to lend me the book!

You see, they let you read chapter 1-17 of the book and leave 3 final chapters in online orders LOL.

I love my life and all my friends... :D

Be optimistic everyone! Time to sign off, haha! Someone forcing me to go to his blog haha!!!

fu yu fan yun rocks

Hahas... 6 DAYS since I blogged! Lazy to do so due to the best game : GetAmped!!!

Let's GetAmped!

No idea why people say its not available for sign up... I just tried and it worked what...

Site: http://www.getampedsea.com/

Have fun!!! :D

Have not blogged since last Wednesday, so I should just summarise everything short and sweet! :D

Got GPA 2.34, quite disappointed but I have already expected it... Form teacher called my parents and said some WEIRD things, not gonna elaborate, my blog is spied by teachers every second...

Ask me if you wanna :D

And so... Thursday and Friday were all funny days just that I was able to play my clarinet well on Friday! :D

Had pipipapipoopoo outing on Saturday to LAN and Candice's house! Felt really bad for not attending the farewell for those who went for the India trip... Have a fun time everyone!

And so... We had a fun time at Candice's house playing some song competition and I won Hong Wen totally!!! Haha!!! (It was just a game on guessing the song lyrics after listening cause I'm really bad at understanding English songs, just that someone is worse :D)

Lol. And so went home at 11+ hahas... Thanks to the fun game! :D

Sunday was super tiring... Went for Faith Mission Home anniversary dinner at Singapore Post... Although I'm not a christian, I still understood lots of things! :D

Without having the buffet dinner there, rushed with my parents to some bursary award dinner, where I'm not receiving any awards at all-.- So pai seh la... But my cousin won lol.

Thought Singapore Expo was really fun as the dinner was held there at fu man lou... But only two things irritate me...

1) The foods are all cold when served due to the long award ceremony... Only the shark fin's soup taste nice...

2) Bunch of old geezers smoking in the toilet when there's at least 5 signs writing no smoking-.- Why isn't there a fine under the sign...

And so that's all for Sunday, quite entertaining really hahas...

Yesterday was band and it was a total embarassment, kana scolded in middle of Indoor...

And I was just laughing away-.- As if no one laughed-.- But someone still shouted: 3rds! Jonathan! So what if I'm the most senior, I'm just an assistant principal for all I care.

Heck la... I believe in my right actions! I play my clarinet as I should and I perform my best for the concert and I retire, that's all for me... The rest... Heck.

Luckily afternoon's activities interested me a little although it was quite boring hahas...

But... Watch whole of fu yu fan yun! OMG THE SHOW ROCKS!!!

Vcd rocks too! :D

Television dramas improve my life alot hahas... It may be time-consuming, but it gives me more happy times in the future! :D

Everyone said being too idealistic is bad but I beg to differ hahas! :D I finally admitted maybe I'm a little too idealistic... But why is a person not idealistic?

I believe in the good of people... That's all. :D

Time to sign off... Everyone... Be optimistic!!!

fun days...

Today's a Wednesday... Which is really a good Wednesday... Because two more days... And it will be my holidays!

Oh yea... Finally... the long awaited June holidays!!! But still, that doesn't represent slacking, because we have... Rhythm XXI!!!

Its like a 21 years old birthday, gonna be great :D

And well... I just have faith and confidence that we will play to our very best on that day! No doubt about it!

This is the first Rhythm so far that my parents, brother and his girlfriend are coming... Really happy! Now at least I have a little more motivation to practice hahas...

Had another spastic dream last night about a 4G outing, couldn't remember anything else, just know we are in a big shopping mall that I went when I was like 6-7 years old?!

But one thing I do remember is... Went to a seafood restaurant with my cousin and family and...

Agnes is working there!!! Hahas... Everything was going so weirdly... Well but this is better than the dream Miss Low told me I got 1/40 for my Maths common test, I felt like killing her in the dream la!

For some reason... Everything I have been worrying about in my life... Seemed to have flown away with my dreams...

To release a dream, you need to release yourself... Guess I have done both! ;)

And congratulations to myself, I wasn't late for school today!!! Yesterday was total bullshit...

Was waiting for a taxi at 7.48am at Buona Vista Mrt Station Bus Stop.

Boarded the taxi at 7.50am, everything is going so smoothly that I can reach school by 7.55am.

Taxi driver clicked a button, and says: Sorry ar, I clicked a button and made a call, now I start the meter will be that person.

Jon Teo: What?! Never mind, just fetch me.

Taxi Driver: Can you alight now?

Jon Teo thinking wtf.

Jon Teo: Can you at least turn and let me alight at somewhere safe without any vehicles running?! (Wtf is wrong with this taxi driver?!)

Taxi Driver (Panicking) : Okay, okay, really sorry hors.

Jon Teo: Never mind. (Kindness overrides the heart.)

Alights the taxi, thinking I should have forced him to just fetch me to my school.

Time: 7.52am.

Had to now cross 2 big roads to reach the school...

Crossed the first road and at the middle, a freaking car (SGD2937T) rushed past the red light.

Wtf again. How could my day get any worse... And so I was late for school, but oh well... I saved $5...

Never gonna take a taxi from there ever again, inconsiderate freaks.

If sorry is useful, why not I say sorry after killing you-.-

Never mind. I'm kind.

And that sounds hypocritical.

Went to Raichu's house for a maths studying session today, well I believed I would fare better there... Not gonna elaborate...

Zzzzzz.....................

And also... I guess it's really cool that my whole brain revolves around I only have one life, and I must appreciate it fully. I am gonna make a difference and I just know it!

Suddenly, this came to me, through my subconscious mind... Loved it.

Hope you put this sudden inspiration to good use! :D I love to share what I learnt!

And to all those pessimistic people out there, believe me, life is really great...

So please appreciate it before you regret doing so...

And by the way Feng Xing Lie (Lin Feng) in Fu Yu Fan Yun (TVB drama) got stabbed by Qin Meng Yao (She Shi Man), and I shouted the F word suddenly.

Although I knew he didn't die, kana stabbed and vomitting blood by the person he love most is just shit.

Shit I tell you.

Okay 3 more minutes to a brand new episode... Oh yea!

And also, choirboy that show was really cute, but it is so nothing compared to all these drama series... They incorporate the sad music so well into the show, that it can just become so nice...

OMG! 8pm! Got to go!!! Everyone please be optimistic! :D Life loves you as much as how you should love it!!! :D

long time no blog wors!

Been a long time since I blogged! Not comparing to others though hahas...

Firstly, I should congratulate 4G on getting into the finals of interclass!!! Must win hor everyone!!! :D

Also went CS concert, really interesting and nice! :D Yi Hui sat beside me cause we met by chance, the other side was clefairy and Justus... But this was how the cool conversation came about!

Yi Hui: Heys don't mind me if I scream later hors.

Jon Teo: Don't be afraid, only people call me keep quiet.

Yi Hui: You very thick skin leh!

Hahas... Spaz...

And so, clefairy from nEPLAY passed me Linkin Park's newest album: Minutes to midnight!!!

Hahas, the songs rocks, although I would still put Avril Lavigne's girlfriend in the playing list lol.

Did not go for band due to tummy ache, ouch la ate 3 panadols (seriously-.-) and it was really tiring... Went to the toilet like... 3 times?!

Must be due the the big gulp I bought when walking home with xiao you after CS concert hahas... Stupid xy, never stop me lol-.-

Cannot believe I really got a tummy ache... Quite out of my expectations... Maybe it's my subconscious mind that brought about it...

And so, I skipped band and heard that 3rd Clarinets was criticized... Well, aren't I just unlucky not to be there on this fateful day-.-

Spent my days at home doing homework... Damn probability suxs la-.- I could never figure out how probability really links to our real life-.- If everything is so mathematical, why do miracles happen so usually?

Well... I am one of those who believe in miracles strongly!!!

Oh by the way, py and xy and sam all said I have been idealistic... But I don't see any wrong in that! Instead, I still believe my beliefs will come true! What not realistic, pui! If everything is so realistic, we no need improve liao la-.-

Bad english up there-.-Sorry.

Anyways, just watched last episode of twin dragons, one show I am always able to watch the last episode... Always...

Dots... Some shows I chase like siao also can miss the last episode, instead this show, I never watch for months can still get to see the last and quite okay last episode...

Also watched spiderman 2 for awhile and came here and like 5 minutes of American Pie 2? Well... And I watched the funniest part haha! It was on star movies :D

Hahas... Okay that's all! Also jammed for like 1h? Really missed it lor lol...

Be optimistic all!!! Don't say this is idealistic-.- If you can't make yourself optimistic... Just believe you can do it! Believe!!! If you are having negative thoughts now... Well... Get rid of them and come into the nice and happy spiritual life!!! :D

:) vilvian birthday

Hello again to everyone who visits this blog!

Long time since I addressed the people who tagged and so, thanks! :)

I shall now as promised (did I?) to dedicate this post to my DEAREST cousin for being there to support me whenever I needed it and being a good friend since my childhood days!!!

Sorry for not being able to say Happy Birthday to you on the fateful day! Sincerely sorry because I went to Malaysia for level camp hahas!

And so... Happy Birthday!!! Thanks for being such a good friend all these years!!! Since I was like nursery?!

Love ya, my DEAREST cousin!

-> End of dedication <- lol.

Yesterday's study session with clefairy and raichu was fun lol! And once again, I skipped doing everything again and we ended up chatting lol. And so home I went to play o2jam with ee chow and dong hang haha...

Really fun after missing it for such a long time hahas...

Although I know I will get over it quite fast again la lol-.-

And also, I want to say that our 4G form teacher really rocks!!! :D

Her stories are just nice and interesting, cannot believe how we are able to forsake our lunchbreak to listen to her nice stories... Really interesting experiences she had la!

Instead, everyone wants to leave the Maths class lol-.-. Maths is getting boring even for a mathematical student like me-.-

Just noticed my blog's first name is life is all about patience...

Named it that due to some loser reason...

But now doesn't it just bring some purpose?

Life is really all about patience, the patience to change, the patience to help, the patience to learn...

All I could wish for is lesser industries being built and more people joining the environmentally friendly world!

Shouldn't we all love the environment we are born in? Humans are special because we are the ones who make the changes... But does this mean we are entitled to making bad changes? Everyone knows the answer, but none chooses to act...

Like what Mdm Lie said... Even if everyone does the same thing, it can still be wrong... Look in-depth like her and another true story beholds...

So lets all start by protecting the beautiful environment around us! And also to love this world like how it loved us by giving us life... Simple idealogy right?

Only with ambitions, can humans continue to progress and bring forth good changes to this world... Nothing is perfect... But everything can be close to perfection...

Just watched a movie called flatliners... Really nice although I only watched the ending part... What some medical students testing with life after death... Really good plot hahas... A real thriller/suspense show hahas...

Okay... Time to go off to chiong my Physics Assignment hahas! And I agree with Samantha! :D

Be optimistic people! Life is all about patience!

zzz candice b'dae (tml)

Zzz... Feel damn sad and sorry inside right now... I have been brought into my past... The past I hated...

What a loser.

I have always felt immune to negative suggestions... But it still hurts me a little... And I cannot believe I did the same thing to others...

What's wrong with me...

Can't stand the different me in school and at home... It's like there is someone within me who is yearning to come out everyday...

That me is the true me... But I conceal it...

Changes might make things bad...

I would not like to take this risk...

Hope I will acheive a balance soon...

Guess this is what people refer to being yourself... But is it really possible now that you have made different friends who are relying on who you are right now?

Sucks...

Anyways, Happy Birthday to Candice! It's tomorrow!!! Everyone, prepare your presents!!!

---> That's the attitude change I hate <---

To release a dream, you must release yourself...

Be optimistic everyone... You only have one life... Appreciate it!!!

back from level camp!

Firstly, before I forget, my toilet paper is imprinted with flowers! LOL! TOTALLY AWESOME!

*Check yours too*

Okay... Time for the long awaited level camp blogging...

Well... Two words again: TOTALLY AWESOME!

Learnt quite little though but had lots of fun! Get to know my nEPLAY clan even better haha! Tons of travelling makes me sick, but nevertheless... The most important thing... 4G won the class song competition!!!

Heard that our class song really touched most of the audience, our voice went right into their hearts... :D

Guess we all really put our heart into the song... Even our form teacher was so touched! :D Lie Siok Hua you rock!!! :D

And also, thanks to felicia for the class song! It really reflected what we all felt...

4G RULEZ! FIGHT & KILL!!!

Haha... And also not forgetting my roommate, Ben Goh! Lol... Tons of people were shocked when I said Ben Goh was my roommate, but he sure is a funny dude! Lol... Still blaming him for forcing to wake up one hour early for breakfast!!!

But therefore... It resulted in Jon Teo being the first person to be at the dining hall everyday!!! Okay except last day... Not mentioning reason hahas... Cause teachers investigating blogs... :D

And regarding the turtle dropping incident by Jon Teo... I must clarify that the person to blame is Ee Chow!!! Hahas...!

Let's go to the scene of the incident...

Jon Teo: It's crawling! Arrghhh... Quick come help hold!!!

Ee Chow and Justus: No reply just stare.

BOOM! The baby turtle fell on the floor!

Justus*carried it*: Omg! It's not moving!!!

Jon Teo blanks into thin air!

Ee Chow: It's moving!

Everyone: Phew!

And so, I said bye bye to the baby turtle as it went back into the sea... What a touching scene...

By the way, the MTV channel there is so much better than my SCV mtv! Someone tell me if SCV have the same channel!!! And what channel is it!!!

And lastly, happy mother's day to all the mothers in the whole world!!! :D

Still plucking my courage to give the present lol...

Okay, that's all everyone!!! Be optimistic!!! :D

nice! baby acara born!

Okay... ITS NOW 12am+ and so everything I said should be automatically inferred by you to yesterday!

Another pipipapipoopoo outing today at Candice's house! And it's really..... FUN!!! WOOO!!!

Mahjong, Spidey 1, board games (rummingkup or whatever) AND SOCCER!!! HAHA FUN MAN!!!

Drank like 6 packets of peach/ice lemon tea and got stomachache... Arrgh... Ice lemon tea is too acidic for me...

And so, after one whole day of FUN... Went home hahas... And cooly, I talked to my dad for 10 minutes... First time this week I spoke to him other than through the phone... Hahas... We discussed on level camp as I just told him I going Malaysia on Monday LOL!

Thought I lost my passport, but I think the school took it lol... And by the way I will be changing the blog song soon... Cannot believe hong wen and sam said the song suxs! HUMPH!

Anyways, read sx blog and saw on how people are hating knut?!!! WTH!!! ITS THE CUTEST POLAR BEAR LA!!! It even has a blog haha! Cute bear!

And also, I would like to thank teresa, my nice clarinet junior for giving me 600k np to buy baby paint brush for my acara! You rock! :D I will buy you extra big chocolate for rhythm de!!! :D

http://www.neopets.com/petlookup.phtml?pet=slazira

CLARINETS ROCKS!

Although part outing was cancelled due to some DECO person, but since SHE is SAME year as me, I WON'T name HER out.

Now that WASN'T obvious.

But still...

Clarinet ROCKSSS!!! By the way all the blog songs I will be putting will all be played by clarinet choirs!

Other sections, don't try to use this to niao this perfect section or you shall pay dearly!

Hope level camp will be really fun and 4G really bonds!!! That's all I wish for! :D

Gonna pack my bag soon hahas...





Over-optimism makes you naive...

That may be true...

But after all, thinking the best out of someone will be infinitely better than thinking the worst of someone...

After all, life is all about living life to its fullest possibility, and one's sadness can only bring more joy thereafter... maybe?...

So everyone should just be over optimistic... If you believe in yourself... Anything is possible! I believe so, so should you!

If you think that's being self-denial, or just being naive and not practical, so be it... You lead your practical life while I lead my spiritual life! That's all that matters to me... After all, how much can such a comment by you be worth?

Okay... That's all... Glad I feel so much better today... Flu is gone after 2 bottles of water hahas...

And so everyone: BE OPTIMISTIC!!! And remember... There is more to life than what you see in everyday life... Just like everything is not what it seems...

ahhh...

If you are reading this post, I suppose you are listening to this fantastic calming song...

Yups, it's from advent children, and just the song reminds me of all the scenes from the movie...

Ahhh... The music is just glorious and beautiful and serene, switch on your speaker now...

Wonder if it's my real mood or I'm affected by my bad flu, just feel kinda depressed? Totally no cause, just depressed... Love this soothing song...

Skipped band today due to this bad flu, thought I had a fever too... Went home to take a really long nap in front of the television... Currently still in running nose state...

Sad... Missed the queen symphony... boooo...

Really tired, both physically and emotionally...

All the tests results are just bringing me down... Everything is just borderline pass... How pointless is this... My hard work have all gone to waste...

Maybe I have not tried harder... Guess I should start doing assignment books and no more computer games... Man... That's hell...

Guess everyone is different... Wonder why some people are generally happier... I can be sometimes... But its sometimes... Zzzzzz...

If this is really what you want, so be it...

Be optimistic... Time to sleep... Hope I have fun at tomorrow's part outing.......

hahas.

Really cool... Watched tv for the whole day again and yups fu yu fan yun is nice again! :D

''Why do humans only regret after making a mistake?'' quoted from the show...

This is such a simple idealogy, but its also the most important.

For this, I shall work hard for my GPA 4.0 instead of regreting my mistake again like what happened last year...

Finding Nemo was nice too! :D Loved it hahas.

Better make this short and off to my physics journal.

Have to chiong in order to catch up, living up to my potential will make me regret my life no more.

Enough said. Time to work hard. Be optimistic! Cya!

OUTINGS!!!

Hahas... Yesterday was super boring once again, until I heard from Eugene about the person in sec 3 who bs me!

---Eugene: Do you know there's a sec 3 junior who said that you member still laugh so loudly in band?---

Firstly, wtf. Hahas, but I wouldn't let this kind of comment affect me as...

-I am associate principal, and this is due to the fact that I skipped december band camp last year due to bone fracture.

-I laughed loudly during lunch break, not in band, you got any problem come find me, don't talk behind my back.

-Do you have any bad personal experiences to hide to start commenting bad stuffs on others? Reflect on yourself please.

Hahas, okay I shall now forgive (and more importantly FORGET) this person whom I have no idea who he/she is.

Plus it came from an unreliable source, so I wouldn't get the least angry at all! :D I have made my point and stand clear.

Oh by the way, Mrs Wong also commented on blogging, but I would still blog as long as I know my limits. Only two more years before it's illegal for me to type F word on my blog hahas! (when used to scold others only though)

Went to watch Spiderman 3 with Gena and Audrey... Well, its quite a good movie that comprises of all themes, including action, adventure, horror, love, friendship and kinship...

I would give it a 3.5 star rating! :D Nice movie to watch although the morale of the movie was quite superficial... They should have linked more of the movie to the morale, that would make a better ending! After all, the ending is the most important part eh.

But overall, it's still a must catch movie hahas! Go for it man! I spent $9.50 for it haha!

Went PC bunk after movie, hahas didn't do much and went Mrs Wong house next. (I'm completely a noob on audition hahas.)

Really fun at Mrs Wong house as the whole squad was there! Ate heavy buffet and everyone interacted alot. Good day.

To forgive others... you must first forgive yourself...

Spiderman 3 reminded me this after I have applied it... It works hahas...

Lastly, once again... Be optimistic! An optimist finds an opportunity in every difficulty! And anyone can become an optimist! So join the optimism club now! :D There's no point in being sad, live life to the fullest all! :D

BE OPTIMISTIC AND BE YOURSELF!!! :D

sentosa luge la film

This morning woke up super early for LA film! Went to Sentosa Luge and hahas, its really fun but sucky!

Firstly, crap, I hate queueing!

Feel like buying a theme park like Eric Cartmen hahas!

And I overturned while sitting on Luge! Damn it la! Now there's a big wound on my leg!!! DAMN PAIN!!!

Guess what, I chiong all the way and banged into the wall and BOOM! I FELL! SIANS! RUINED MY WHOLE DAY!

Plus the lousy white hairspray make my hair soooo ugly! Ruin my shuai ge image la!

Finally, it's damn hot! Wth... Sentosa - hot is so contradicting la!

To chloe and yi ling: Send me my shuai picture!!! I wanna post here haha! Finally, my readers can see my cool face! Haha my nice juniors rocks! 3rd stand ROCKS!!!

Cannot believe Nicole say I have below average looks! Ahem. It's super high class looks la!

Today was quite saddening until I slept hahas. Brother's 21st birthday party! So nice lor! Although I didn't get to eat the birthday cake, decided it has no good flavour.

Horoscope wants me to revive my social life, time to get away from the books and make more friends! -Always wanted to do so-

My life is so fortunate, so I shouldn't be sad at all. I aspire to be an environmental management psychologist to save the depleting environment. My dream is to be happy all my life.

That's the least dream everyone should have I think, love myself and all my friends. :D

Currently still discussing with my sister what subject combination to take, and I have decided:

-H2 Maths
-H2 Econs
-H2 Geog
-H2 Chem

And I know I will get straight A's for A levels :D

I have so many good friends, and I feel so fortunate. Honestly, Gena and Audrey are such nice friends too. Have not interacted with them much for the past year but I know we are still on good terms! And this friendship will last forever! :D

Pipipapipoopoo rocks my world!

And to my 4G classmates: Our mahjong session shall come again!!!

LOL! I'm like writing a will! CHOY! Ok, That's all for today! Once again, be optimistic!!! And be yourself, don't be what others want you to be! Negative suggestions can only affect you if you allow it to! Cya!

read this jon teo

Wow... Nowadays... I'm starting to find my real self...

It's just so weird...

One day, I'm sad...

One day, I'm happy...

And one day, I'm overjoyed...

And the time comes when you fear the joy is taken away...

This might not be the correct thought to be realistic in your life... But it's just something that is far more spiritual which I know I have to accept...

Have always thought I lost something in the process of obtaining joy... And now I seem to comprehend... The something I lost... seems to fade in my memories... Not something I can remember anymore...

Was it the joy within? Or the sadness within? How weird...

Maybe it's neither, its just the process of growing up? Is that what others mean by, you lose something when you grow up?

Someone said I was easy-going... Is that good or bad? Cheerful? Kind?

After all, I have always wanted to walk up the spiritual path of life...

But I hope I am not inputting a facade onto myself...

To force my heart to accept what's good...

Is that really good?

Take for example... A sacrifice for another is deemed as a good thing...

But is it really good? Or are the humankind just trying to manipulate people into sacrificing themselves and take advantage of these 'kind' people?

But there is always some truth to these profound statements... At least I hope it don't just try to take over my life by inputting ideas or suggestions into my subconscious mind without me noticing...

Negative suggestions can only harm you when you allow it to... Adapted from the book: The powers of your subconscious mind

This is a really good book, I would highly recommend it...

Hahas... It took me two weeks to fully digest and put the good book to use...

Or is it just I got over my mood swings...

How weird...

Think good and good will follow... Think evil and misfortune will follow...

Thinking really good now... Praying for peace, love, health, goodwill, right action and prosperity...

Just watched saw 2... Cool show... :D

Oh well... Hope I'm not thinking too much currently...

Tomorrow will be LA film day!!! Hope we will have fun man hahas!

Ok, thats all... Everyone: Be optimistic, and most importantly, be yourself!!!

tiring... phew...

Wah... Today is super tiring I must say firstly... School was the same boring stuffs except in the morning when the emocher ap me la!

Emo: What's your house number?
Jon: 634....
Emo: Why I call your house so many times cannot get through?! Do you know you are the only person whose giro is not approved?! You are causing trouble, bring the money tomorrow!
Jon: Okay.

WTH!!! I wanted to argue with her, but I was in quite a good mood and so I skipped it. Arguing with her doesn't benefit anyone, and I have to learn to forgive her attitude?

Maybe shes just stressed out? Hahas.

Oh well, to understand all is to forgive all... I will try my best to understand all! :D

By the way, didn't post yesterday as I wanted to leave the dream post as the newest post haha! And seriously Por Yee is not that cool! Only because I feel he's spastic at times, and so I had this spastic dream haha! Lol, Por Yee: Don't be mad hors!!! :P

Yesterday was super sad... Did not have a good farewell party with the prestige clarinet that accompanied me through SYF... Sad la! It was a good instrument! :(

Anyways, Audrey is spaz haha. That's all I shall post about her for being ap LOL!

Went Eastpoint today after school, cousin had to postpone her tuition till 6.30 and so I walked around Eastpoint for like 1h before going to BK to study hahas.

Went to popular to read on GP, quite cool la! GP is so literature hahas. Econs was also quite complicated but I know I can tackle it easily! :D

Finished my self-help/psychological book today finally and done jian bao... Phew! I can die from the workload la! Even brochures are stress LOL!

And so... I gave one hour of Maths tuition and proceeded walking back to Simei MRT and went home subsequently...

Ok... Time to wash up and sleep! Need to have 8 hours of sleep to be spiritually recharged for my new day tomorrow and find my pencilbox! Haha...!

And so... BE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D

SUPER COOL/WEIRD DREAM!!!

WOW... Last night was scary!!! I had the COOLEST/WEIRDEST dream of my life!!! (Clarification: After the squirtle dream I used to kill tons of people on the mrt with Magnitude 9)

Okay... Let's say I was in an adventure world!

So...

Location: Adventure world

Characters: Me! Por Yee (I least expected to be in my dream)! And X (A girl in DHS I just cannot seem to remember who she is, think shes in my class?)

And so, we started our journey hunting for food (Me and Por Yee) Then all of a sudden, X popped out say wanna travel with us... Which we agreed haha! (Like fu yu fan yun the 8pm showing now on chn 55!)

Next, py cleverly suggested to jump off a cliff to get food, and it was like kingdom hearts 2! After jumping down the cliff, we faced a cave, and there was words written at the bottom!!! ''Mysterious Cave''!!!

HAHA!!! And so we went in searching for food! But suddenly, there were monsters! And por yee said they were strong cause they are the sec 1 monsters and they have succeeded in forming a whole big colony! Quite crap... But cool! The sec 1 monsters have to be strong to control a place what (like maplestory haha)

And so, they discovered us! And we went into battle mode! Okay, I was a knight and por yee was holding a bazooka! He shot and killed dozens and I was like kill 1 by 1!

But due to a large amount of enemies, we had to leave asap! And so, por yee call us to run first like he protecting us haha so damn crap! And so the cave started to collaspe, and we ran down an escalator!!! But por yee remained to fight whereas still got many enemies ran away with us! (Quite weird they never attack us!)

And so, the alarm from my handphone rang! And damn it... I woke up with only one thought:wth!!!!!!

I don't even know py die liao mah! =x How cool of him to protect us with a bazooka haha!!!

And so I was pissed and went to sleep again quickly! But instead, I ended up in LT! And the teachers showed us a film of Foster's home for imaginery friends! And I was shocked, then for some reason, I argued with a teacher! (Some intellectual conversation initiated it!) And then, she scolded me and I whacked her head as hard as I could! Then Mrs Kang YB asked me to stop hitting the poor english teacher! (think she was ang moh yup and I was kind to hit only once!!!!!)

LOL! My sec 1 history teacher call me to stop and I did stop hahaa... and they continued showing foster's home for imaginery friends-.-

GRAH! Waste of my time! And so I woke up and went to watch star movies! Which was ----------- My favourite movie!!! --------

-----------Sixth Sense---------------------

WOOOOO! My favourite show who inspired me to become psychologist! YEA!!!

Okay gtg, spent long time blogging le! BE OPTIMISTIC!!! And you will have cool dreams like mine! HAHA!!!:P=P:P

kns...

Wah... Feel damn kns now... Seriously la...

Why can't I put my subjective beliefs into the way I do things, at least it makes me more sensitive to others... Instead, my objective views just make me feel like crap... Maybe I should just talk lesser sometimes...

But nevertheless... there are still happy things in life!!! I will not escape this sad trauma of mine and face it!!! If I don't, I will just be deemed as a failure who doesn't face reality!!!

Today's Geography test was WOW la! Super tricky!!! I got all the main concepts but I still got tons of questions wrong... Think I really lack concentration in studying... I must really work harder from now on man!!!

Band today was really fun... As we played queen symphony! But 3rd Clarinets damn ps as we forgot to bring scores! (Everyone left theirs at home la) Haha luckily we found it later dots... But all the cool parts was too complicated for me! To think o2jam is not complicated to me, and those small notes are! DARN!

Guess I must go for SP liao hahas... Must practice hard for rhythm!!! :D Everyone must jia you man!!! And speech day rehearsal was also, ahem fun in a sense I communicated alot with my juniors hahas...

---Coolest stuff - Yi Lin laughed till saliva pours/spits out of the mouth!---

HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! Sorry for typing it here lol!

ahhhhhssss... Blogging is real good as it allows me to remember both the good things and bad things in my life which I can really treasure as really valuable experience... Everyday is so new and I know that I will sleep in peace and wake in joy...

BE OPTIMISTIC NOW!!!

Weird...

No idea what happened... Things went weird yesterday and I have completely no idea what happened... Oh well, I would just lead on with my meaningful and successful life! :D

Today was Hong Wen's birthday! And we celebrated by buying him cheesecake... Hahas and also invited someone special to him to eat the last portion of the cake! But all the while, I felt it was really quite boring la... Zzzzzz... Why not we just suggest a mahjong session... although I have Geography test tomorrow?!

---And I'm still blogging away---

But anyways, just woke up from a lousy nap on the sofa while watching tv... Zzzzz... Can't I sleepwalk to my lovely bed instead-.- Hate the sofa...

Suffered alot of mosquito bites... Damn mosquitoes...

Anyways, I was senior builder today at NE quiz! And it was super spastic after the quiz as I tried to redo it a short while before it was announced we are free to go home... WTH! And I couldn't find the certificate! Luckily, I saved it and opened it as an image and ran away haha... (I saved it in C drive :D)

And so bleh bleh bleh, the lousy birthday party which I didn't even give a birthday present hahas... Why did I forget to bring again la booooo...

Okay, time to study Geography: Plate tectonics... Zzzzzz... This will be tiring...

BE OPTIMISTIC!!!




Why is it that I want to be alone when with friends, and wants to be with friends when alone... Wants to be me when with friends, and wants to be the other me when alone...

haha got over it :D

Phewwwww... After one whole day, I finally got over the trauma! Haha... And Miss Low still gave me one extra day to hand in binomial theorem cause I seem sad... Thanks!

Although it's still a long 5 months of practise, but we must be strong! Chemistry practical test tomorrow, what a big worry!

But oh well, I studied at Macdonalds with the stupid clefairy again! And SO COOL WORS, he performed magic tricks which disrupted the whole study session and made me fail in finishing my last last Friday Jian Bao! GRAHHHH!!! How stupid is that magic trick la?!!!!!

And so, I have not finished any homework except binomial theorem, and went home to watch tv till now! Haha... Quite wasteful day, although I watched the new 8pm show on channel 55 (It's lame but nice! Especially how they kill the plants by using them as weapons la!), followed by Xiaolin Showdown, The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, and lastly Hannah Montana LOL!

-Currently favourite show showing: The Gateux affairs (Nice cake show with people swimming in chocolate haha) -

But not gonna watch cause I must have watched one same episode 3 times in the past! LOL! Plus the fact that 2 people nudged me while I was brushing teeth and brought me here to the computer-.- Boo...

Oh well... Be OPTIMISTIC people! That's the way of life!!! :D

SYF

Oh well... SYF results are not pleasing, but once again, we have won spiritually! That's all that is needed! We have not let ourselves down! And also, we have gained so much and lost nothing but a title, and so I've decided to face it really positively! Smile!

Hahas... At least we have given it our best shot! The experience on stage was really nervous and fun :D Remember the last time I went, it was primary 5, and it was also really fun! Love this experience man!

And once again, Clarinets: We have done our best! Nothing to regret about!!! Love ya people!!! :D

And so, went for a game of mahjong to relax my nerves after school! And it sort of worked! :D

Quite sad on my way home, but once again, no point! Be optimistic to all!

-Took a long nap-

Woke up to watch shows and cartoons!

Loves: TVB shows, Ron stoppable, No. 3, Billy, Mandy, Omi, FMA, Zatch bell!

Hahas these rocks man!

Okay, that's all for today! Remember... There's nothing wrong with our playing, blame it on their hearing! (rhymes :D)

-WON SPIRITUALLY-

BE OPTIMISTIC!!! :D

Tomorrow : SYF!

Finally... After like 5 months... Tomorrow is the big day!!!

In this 5 months, I have changed alot but mostly to a better and happier person! But tomorrow, I believe and know that the results will make all of us even happier than before!

But once again, I must stress this to everyone:

The results we get is just a bonus only! The more we perform for the sake of the award, the more it will drift away... The only thing we need to do is to perform the best for us and the audience and give everyone a good time!!! Let's all have a fun time then!!!

After such a long wait of 5 months... I am starting to enjoy the music the band is producing! It's like everything is going so smoothly suddenly! This thought thrills me completely!!! Plus the fact that our clarinets are much more bonded than in the future, nothing can hinder our way to being the top band!!! :D

To all Clarinetists: I really had a good time with all of you guys! (Okay mostly girls except wei jie and chum bok and myself) , but anyways it was really good time spent! Really enjoyed my time! Especially the sight of everyone bonding together and wishing each other all the best! It just brings confidence all the way into my heart!

Just the thought of it... Reminds me of the nice incident yesterday! While watching tv, my phone vibrated! And the moment I read the message, I was thrilled...

Rui Ting: (Some good comments)

Followed by...

Yu Ru and Chen Ying : (Some good comments)

Followed by........................................

Jon Teo: ALL THE BEST :D!

What unity we have!!! Love my section man! And the postcards from everyone is just the best present! Its like Christmas is here already! (Okay I know that's quite absurd hahas)!!!

But anyways, I feel really glad that we're producing such fine music! All the best to all!!!!!!!!

By the way, I send neogreetings to all my partmates! Check your email! Maybe in bulk mail thoughs...

Okay... That's all!!! Be optimistic now! And play to our very best everyone!!! :D:D:D I just know we can do it! And also... Happy birthday to Nicole (tomorrow) !!! Become a mature 16th!!! :D:D:D

51th post!!!

OH YEA! This is my 51st post! All the emotional turmoils and sad stuffs are all gone with this newest post! Its time for me to start my new life :D And be optimistic till the end of my life!

Has it ever occurred to you that being optimistic is pointless?! But I would say: NO! Being optimistic is the way to go through your life happily! What's the point of a miserable life! As long as there is a will, there is a way!

No one's mind will be trapped forever! Today is freedom day of Jon Teo's life!

12th April - Memorable!

From now on, I understand fully that I, Jonathan Teo Wei Ting, will be able to lead my new life! Not with new friends or anything but a change in my destiny! I will strive even harder for my ambition and help others! Cherish the friends I have! And wish goodwill for everyone!

Currently, I can just feel the blood boiling in my body! The will to get into a new phase of my life! From now on, I will become even more sociable, more lovable, and more optimistic :D

By the way, I got back my Physic test yesterday! And to my delight, I got 17/35! Everyone thought I was mad to think it was happy getting this kind of marks! But I understand the torture of studying your heads off and still getting lower than others! And so, by failing this test, I am actually bringing materialistic support to my friends!

Plus the fact that I studied so slightly, it is never good that I get high marks as it will not be my effort but my luck! Equivalent exchange is one important aspect of my life!

Equivalent exchange - To obtain, something of equal value must be lost.

Yeah... It may be hard to accept this law... But its sincerely true :D The sense of satisfaction is only truly brought through by this law!

Just like people with good marks, they have lost certainly some of their personal time, but they have not lost those for nothing, instead I would label it as sacrificial! For their personal time, they get such good marks, is there anything more satisfactory than that?

By the way, it might be hard to believe... But everyone has the equal potential within them! Don't ever belittle yourself in thinking something is hard or the situation is impossible to be solved! As long as there is belief within one's self, nothing is impossible!

Therefore, believe in yourself! There is no such thing as something is unchangeable! Just look at how we humans have changed the world through global warming! It might not be a positive aspect but anything can be changed! And also reduce, reuse and recycle!

Message is brought through Audrey's group physics mini assignment! Global warming is seriously causing drastic effects according to Mr Lim!

But nothing is impossible to change! Just like how we changed the world negatively, we can do so positively too! One person less to support the journey to a beautiful world is equivalent to failure! Everyone must do their part! At least that's the least we can do for this beautiful world full of love and peace!

And so, this is the best I can do to promote the 3Rs to save the world from complete depletion! Don't go around believing that global warming might be due to whatever asteroids thing and try to escape the problem! The fact us proven that greenhouse gases emission is causing this drastic problem! Surely, we have gained much through technology! But the ability to help the world through technology is what we should really do! Have anyone of you any idea what global warming is causing?!

Currently, drastic weather changes have caused droughts and floods all over the world! And tons of people have lost their cherished mates and their cherished land! If we could just do our little part together, it would be truly equivalent to saving millions of life!

And so, do your part now! And bring a better future for others!

That's all for today! Be optimistic man!!!

50th sad post

This is my 50th post... Should be glad that this blog survived so long... But the SYF results today were very disturbing...

But I shan't make any further comments, we will still strive towards our goal of gold with honours!

Today, I learnt something new :D Just love it when I learn something new... Especially when it comes from inside...

Jon Teo's quote of the day - The best you can do is to stand in different perspectives, no one's stand is ever wrong...

Will try to exercise this in my life :D

Anyways, after listening to SYF at SCH, xiao you's parents fetched me and Jazreen to parkway all the way from Tanjong Pagar! Thank you!

Although I stayed nearer to xy's house, I still alighted at Marine Parade... Quite lame though hahas...

Okay, time to bath and do maths homework and portfolio! Not forgetting CME poster! Be optimistic!

That's the least I can say, to Wei Jie: At least this post is happy!

Zzzzzz....

Oh man... Wasted my holidays by reading comics and playing popkart! Grahh... Feel so stress now over Chemistry test! But luckily for me, I'm studying now... :D

Geography Assignment was a hassle, super hard to do! But I still went on with it, everything seems wrong though...

And so, I'm still studying Chemistry. But for goodness sake, who invented qualitative analysis?!!! It's so pointless to memorise those things! Once again, waste of my time...

But had an engaging conversation with my junior, the ghost kacheek yesterday :D She called me lupe lol! I have such nice juniors!

And also to everyone: Happy easter day!!! (Tomorrow) But do anyone understand why easter is related to good friday??? Haha (adapted from newest southpark episode)

Hope the easter bunny visits you! =X eating banana now!

Love to have good mood ((: Be optimistic! Cya!

Unable to face...

Haizzz... Becoming super sad now... Emotional distress... Mood swing... Test stress...

Currently studying for physics test... But with no concentration at all... Totally no mood... After watching nice shows... Even more no mood...

Decided to fail one test... Not like it has never happened before... Should have studied before I start on the computer games...

Oh well... How bad can failing a physics test be... The most, I might be at the losing end when compared to my friends... Zzzzzz...

Hate reflective shows... Swing my moods totally... Starting to lose my optimism... But surely I know I will be back to normal in no time... But is that what I really want?... Perspective problem again...

Guess I have no choice but to start preparing for the test... After all, it's my test I'm taking...

Anyways... Just wanted to share a story... Nice I would say...

Once upon a time... There was this fish that was kept in a tank with some prawns... But someone placed a ceramic tile in the middle... And so, whenever the fish was hungry... It would try to eat the prawns on the opposite side but would always hurt itself in the process... And so, after being hurt alot, a kind guy walked past and removed the ceramic tile... But the fish had ever since decided not to try to cross the line...

Just hope I will escape from being the fish...

Hate to compare... Hate myself... Detest weird perspectives... Detest myself...

Boring day... What should I say... Just another day in my almost meaningless life...

The most I can do is to support others throughout their life... That's the best I can do... And a clinical psychologist is just my way of going towards my dream and releasing it...

So... Be optimistic... Cyas.

Ambition/Understanding

Well... Wondering if I'm becoming anti-social... Maybe I watched too much teletubbies :D

Hahas... Today... It is announced that band members don't have to go for sports day... Arrghh... Another chance to suntan is gone... dots... Have to remain white :D

Well... I decided to be more self-conscious... Sorry for lying... But I guess I prefer to rush home alone than to hang out and not interact much...

And so... Went home alone after band... First time... And well it was quite enjoyable... At least I'm in peace with myself... Not being anti-social... But well... I learnt to rush home from some POKEMON!

By the way, checked out my ambition... Guess I hold the criteria to be a good clinical psychologist... But just have to become more mature and hold a more balanced state of mind and disposition...

Sort of sorted out my problems nowadays, learnt not to be trapped in the past... Look towards the future...

By the way, just wondering... Is it me or is more people trying to go towards popularity... Or I mean trying to hang out with popular people...

But Jon Teo will always be equal to all his friends... After all, I don't change my perspective easily :D

That's all... Be optimistic people... And realistic to... Pursue your dreams... Hahas...

As promised...

As promised... It's the weekend and I shall post... Well... This week has been a truly reflective week... Learnt lots of stuff mentally... Understood myself better... Learnt that being realistic might be really better than being optimistic... I can help people more by being realistic...

Oh well... It's March now, and every year, when it reaches the horoscope Aries, my mood will go up... But this year is just not the same... Most of my good friends are Aries, but things always change... Oh well...

Felt really bored today... Haizzz...

Detest lack of freedom...

Detest choices made in primary school...

Detest teachers who don't respect choices...

Detest teachers who give alternative choices...

Okay enough of detesting... Anyways, I bought fullmetal alchemist book 15 today and read it... Truly thought-provoking!!! I am seriously impressed, its not a comic book that provides comic relief or teaching very superficial stuff... But more of a political book... What I refer to as a good book...

By the way, my geography test also made me super down... 11/25... Super sad... But after feeling sad for a moment... Jon Teo went mad and hit lots of people... :D Happy after that... Laughter is the true way of bringing joy to every living thing... :D

Oh well... Guess I should end this post... Big thanks to my daily readers! Be optimistic/realistic!!! Cya!

wah super boring

Whole day spent at home... Super bored... Should be giving tuition... But sort of cancelled hahas...

What a slacky day... No homework done cause I lost my news article for the jian bao... And I have no idea how to do LA cross-cultural essay...

Summarised - Boring day

Currently - Just chatting on msn with Greg... BORING!!!

Oh well... I should wash up and sleep before 10pm... This way, I would be super energetic and start a good day tomorrow...

Sometimes... You just hate life's problems... But its the problems that brings life to you...

How I wish I could just go into some fantasy world... Nice eh...

Cya... Be optimistic!

Nice movie

Mmm... Band was quite interesting today... Went for lan with candice, por yee and yi xiu after band... Fun... That's about all...

Nowadays I really don't get whos telling the truth or whos telling a lie, it might even be a conspiracy to lie together... Or just they are truth from different perspectives...

Don't feel like elaborating...

Anyways, watched a super nice movie on star movies... Flightplan...

Currently rated as my favourite movie... Far surpassed Eight Below...

Movie summary by Jon Teo

Woman, lost her daughter on plane... Husband died... Hospital send report say daughter died... No one believe she came up the plane with the daughter... She did many absurb things... Only to discover later that it was all a plan... And the hijacker was the one who killed his husband and hid her daughter... Inside a cabin...

Well... I can say its the best suspense movie I have watched as yet... Nice... I recommend it... That's all for today... Be optimistic...

Dong Hang is mad!

Hmmm... The last few days was really much better for me... Guess it just feels good to be surrounded by so many good friends... Friends are more important to me than family... Being always in a house with no communication...

But this doesn't represent any negative love in the family, I still love my family as much, just that friends take a more important role in my life...

Talking about family, I was reminded of wild discovery on discovery channel... It narrates the life of a wolf, and how it howled when his master died, and the whole mountain was filled with howls from all the wolves all over the place... Isn't it just so touching to see the wolves sing a memorial song for their passed away master?

They seem so much more unique than human beings... Or should I say primitive...

By the way, today was fun as maths quiz was postponed to Saturday! Went studying with Dong Hang for 2 hours and went hunting for albums and I bought the tank 2nd album wahaha!!!

Dong Hang is seriously MAD throughout the studying process... Guess what he did? He repeated: Deado, Deada, Lala, Lolo, Haha... NON-STOP!!!

Haha hes seriously the only person who can piss me off by making me unable to study and just wanna laugh LOL!

And so, I beared with the pain of not laughing and finished studying Maths. Heard that Miss Low was super angry when she knew I skipped maths remedial, but I went to Macs to study myself, isn't that even better? Better concentration ba... =D

Also, just watched the law show again, its just so intriguing, and always ends when I thought the show just started... That's what I call a nice show, at least better than Hana Kimi's shitty ending!

O well... Lazy to continue... Cya people! Be optimistic! Listen to zhuan shu tian shi ba :D

Mood swing?

Both today and yesterday was quite enjoyable. Season 11 of south park is super funny, Jurassic Park 2 : The lost world is super horrifying and twitches is just so inspiring. But the best is the That's so Raven episode last night on Disney channel :D

Truly... Television has made a great impact on my life. It has enabled me to view things in more perspectives... maybe I'm just being manipulated by the television, or just addicted to the new stuffs... But nevertheless, it has made my life more interesting...

Today Por Yee said many things to me... And I would feel that partly of what he had said is true, maybe I should really fight for my own rights, but won't that cause more trouble? This needs more courage for me to face than to confess my love for someone else... Its just, I don't understand myself enough... Do I really have the courage to do what I think I should...

Jon Teo = Does not practise what he preach

One motto: Its better to try than not do anything about it...

But Murphy's law: If something can go wrong, it will go wrong...

But am I being too afraid of the outcome... Currently all I need is just more confidence...

Really big thanks to the people who cheered me up on my tagboard =) My nice juniors good meimeis!!!

I should seriously stop procrastinating... That's what I should do to live up to my own expectations...

And to all the people who niao me of my bad singing: I will only say reflect on your singing first man! I just lack practise! People just don't dare to niao you (If I say your singing is bad, remember the fact that I don't lie.)

By the way, today is the first day our form teacher made some sense seriously... The first time I agree with half of the things she said (mostly is 0%).

*** *Zuan shu tian shi* by Tank is really a good song! *Playing it on Window Media Player*

Should be studying for my tests now but who cares... What's the point of good marks currently too anyways... True... It may affect my final year GPA which could affect my future... But I have better things to do than that...

Also quite bu shuang just now, wanted to eat mee swa but my father ignored me and went on with rice! This made me super pissed for 30s as hes the one who ask everyday what I want and I always say anything!

Owwwww... Really feel like eating nice mee swa haha! But nevertheless, I don't blame him.

Oh and the law show today is super nice! Unable to explain here... Ask anyone who watches channel 55!

Lastly, Hong Wen is a big fat idiot who daos people on the phone cause hes typing the law show storyline to Javier. Stupid KENNY! Cya people =) Guess I'm more optimistic today... Hate my mood swings...

P or AP or M

Well... Today wasn't really a nice day. I mean how could it be a nice day... If it is... I am way too optimistic for my own good...

Just this morning, I forced myself to get out of bed to rush to Eunos MRT to meet up with Candice and Yi Xiu to once again, make our way to the band camp.

It was the last day, and was also made a half-day to enable more time space for us in this busily scheduled week.

After 3 hours of full band, it was the lunchtime concert, certificate giving ceremony, thanks to Mr Davis and time for me to finally go home for a good afternoon nap.

Had a lot of emotional turmoils in that 2h nap... Too much information being processed in the mind. Felt really kind of sadistic for that period of time... Didn't really like it... Maybe I'm just so insignificant to myself...

Luckily for me... I paid a visit to my brother's house and played with my nephew Lucas... That really brought me back to life... =) Kids are the only humanic creatures that have simple thoughts, which is what I appreciate most... Their innocence is just the perfect way of living...

But oh well... Better not overprocess my mind... I might just go out of control... Guess I should really take a good break from this tiring life of mine...

Hope you will be optimistic, don't learn from me now... =)

Reflection

Today has been a really self-reflective day, cause today's the day I have grown to understand a lot of things I have previously missed.

Firstly, I shall start off my post with a story.

Once upon a time, there was a soldier who fell for a princess. The princess found out and told the soldier that if he would wait for her at the bottom of the tower for 100 days, she would reconsider him.

And so the soldier waited patiently for her answer... No matter how bad the weather is, he still waited patiently and determinedly for her. But unexpectedly, on the 99th day, the soldier backed out due to the fear of rejection.

Judging from this short story, what exactly is this story trying to tell us? How useless the soldier is in his fear of facing the answer? Or the soldier's courage to understand that he would not be happy no matter what the outcome is?

Truthfully, I will never figure out the answer unless I was the soldier myself...

Maybe this is how stories convey messages to us... Through life experiences... Through others...

I am just a 16 year old. And yet, I am able to accept others for who they are. Maybe this is what people deem as a rough life experience, as I have gone through just so much that I am willing to accept others for what they truly are. Every one's personal growth is different, no two person are ever the same... But the capacity to accept and understand people for who they are is never an easy feat.

If I am optimistic, I would accept people for who they are out of pure optimism, in thinking there are always some good in them. But if I am realistic, the only reason I would accept them is due to the fact that I have no reason in denying them.

Denying others is equivalent to denying one's own self. Why would you ever deny a person? It all boils down to one's true heart.

Today was one tiring day, maybe fun? Or I am just trying to derive some pleasure from this band camp. Truthfully speaking, I would never dream of becoming a good clarinetist, as it has been a known fact to myself that I have no interest in the clarinet. All my interests in it are just thrown to me out of optimism, in the thought of how fate has put me with the clarinet ever since Primary 2.

But I have to bear with this clarinet still... and to try my best to help the band in getting the gold with honours award. I have never truly understood why my friends always wanted to achieve this award... But as a friend or just a band member, it would be my responsibility to do my best, just that...

Guess this is the reason why optimism is only an excuse, never the solution... Maybe my optimism has brought me to many mistakes in my life. But nevertheless, it is my optimism who brought me lots of happiness in my small life. Thank you, my personality... :)

There was just this chance that I took a test, and the results were my personality as a person who would become strong as long as I find an aim in life. But I have never truly found my aim in life, but who knows? Maybe becoming a psychologist would just be my way of life...

And also by chance, I just found out how heavy my workload is. Maybe this is nothing compared to a working adult, but to complete 5 assignments and have 3 tests next week is just madness. Does any teacher truly believe that we have lots of time during March holidays to rest?!!!

Monday-Leadership training camp. Tuesday-Physics Project. Wed-Sat-Band Camp. Sunday-Chinese project.

Wow! One whole week gone... I SERIOUSLY have lots of free time man!

Maybe this is still not getting to the teachers, but we are not trying to ask you to reduce the workload, but to organize them properly. How hard would it be for all of you teachers to meet up and just have a chat on what assignments you are giving the class?

By placing 3 tests in one week, the best results I could get would be some average marks, never any better... So does this still spell out that we can still score well if we organize our time, even if we have lots of extra activities?

So please, help us out in this small favour. Studying for three tests is never an easy matter, as teachers, you should be the best in understanding what we are facing now... Or do you just want to wait for stress to overtake us before you take any serious actions?

By the way, just wanted to stress about how people should go home faster after band. Sorry to say this, but I personally hate to wait after an active day.

End of longest post. Be optimistic but realistic too - Jon Teo's way of life. See ya, please tag.

band camp

Wah... Band camp = super tiring... And its only the first day... THREE MORE DAYS TO GO!!!

Zzzzz.... But still must go on haha sound so cliche lol! Anyways, now watching some wang min quan lawyer show haha super nice =)

Btw, today is pi day!!! 3.14 LOL!!! And its a real official day haha! How lame is that-.- but so cool still XD

Today is also quite meaningful, I read mo tong xiao zi book 16... And watched how ba di go back demon world!!! Super sad!!! But also SUPER TOUCHING!!!

One best line: Da4 jia1 yi4 qi3 shou3 qian1 shou3...yi4 qi3...

=) Publicizing the best comic in the world : Mo Tong Xiao Zi =)

Be optimistic. And someone told me this today: Optimistic is only an excuse to the problem, not the solution.

And seriously, I totally agree =) Remember carefully =)

Wah super busy Class Com Camp

Yesterday was one of the best moments of life... Especially during the night star-gazing time...

It was the class committee camp yesterday, and everyone of our class came (shitong replaced yihui), and it was really fun! We had lotsa games and protected the egg we brought throughout the camp!

It was really a meaningful camp, and one sentence i loved the most is by our dear facilator Clemence: It is never too late or too early.

Guess this sentence really touched my heart, I can still make changes to my life... Changes to be a better person and lead a more meaningful life.

Although we, band members left at 9pm and did not stay overnight, we had a really great farewell...

Nevertheless, I love my camp group!!! The NOOBIES!!! =))) Love ya guys man!!!

Hahas and i guess this leadership training camp really allowed me to learn alot, not from books or anything, but from real experience! This camp is really the best camp I had in my entire life!

Last night, I slept 11.5 hours and woke up to go jin wen house to do physics project... And here I am, publishing this post to my daily readers =) Time to hand in Maths File to miss low now! Cya guys!

Remember: Being optimistic is the best way to solve any problem! (Not overdose though)

haha cool day

Lol... Yesterday was super not-tiring! Band in the morning was not tiring at all, and afternoon tutorial was cancelled!!!

Arrggghhh... Stupid tutor (not gonna type his name out), he last minute call and say he not free and changed tutorial from 2-4 to 1.30-2.30!!!

And when we rushed back... he called at 1.20 to say hes not coming too busy! what the heck! and he did this to YCK band oso la puipuipui!!!

But o well... we had part outing to RJC concert which was super nice! Although before that... it was a long trip to vivo city to read on horoscope!!!

But I hate to go past any alarm system since yesterday!!! Whenever I walk past any alarm system... the alarm rings! wthwthwth!!! After a long time of investigation... it was my wallet causin it LOL... haha forced wei jie and yuru to test everything in my bag... even the thermometer in my pocket!!!

o well...and so went to bishan to eat at yoshinoya and went to RJC... (took taxi la so ex-.-)... but it was worth it! thou we missed 2 performance... First is we are late... Second is we went toilet lol! But it was a last minute choice I went for the performance haha... suddenly called charlene and reserved one ticket...

But the concert was super good RJC band is seriously pro!!! Everything is planned so smoothly la lol! and all the songs made mi more interested in music again... How i wish our band would play more music like theirs!

But since we playing queen symphony which is 1h long and is a super sad piece, i think thats enuff le haha... Imagine!!! 6 MOVEMENTS NON STOP!!!

btw took 32 pictures in vivo using wei jie phone LOL! vivocity is cool! and so at the end of the 1st half of the concert we gave charlene flowers lol... (bought from mini toons at seriously cheap price!) and i forgot to pay her money for tickets =X

and to some ppl... stop saying i drool alot at the end of their performance!!! i only felt drowsy and slept thru their last piece and the encore k! i took my medicine b4hand la thats why k! And so I went back home with tons of juniors lol!

Today wake up watch tv until now LOL! Time to end =) See? So optimistic! Be OPTIMISTIC!!!

Blog back =)

Yo everyone! Jon Teo's back! In a whole new show!!! Jonnn Teoooo!!! (haha copied from scooby doo)

Anyways please feel free to tag in this newly furnished blog which I have editted to a really nice blogskin. The 3rd best anime in my heart after fullmetal alchemist and zatch-bell...D.GRAY-MAN!

The plot revolves around Allen Walker, an Exorcist, in the end of the 19th century Europe. Allen is a member of the Black Order, which contains Exorcists, connected with Vatican. The mission of the Black Order is to stop The Millennium Earl, an evil ghoul intending to cleanse the world by destroying all the humans in the manner of Noah's great flood.

The Exorcists themselves are special people gifted with the ability to control and use Innocence, a divine substance created in the ages past to combat the Earl's minions, the Akuma. It is said that there are exactly 109 units of Innocence scattered around the world. Once an Innocence finds its compatible person, it will evolve to become a weapon to fight the Akumas.

This plot might not sound interesting but it sure is!

And today was really interesting, we had a band exchange with catholic high and YCK. And wow...they played really well...but really sorry as I slept in the middle of their piece as I have just taken the medicine for my fractured hand and was feeling drowsy. (Although I'm not sure if this is the main reason oops.)

O and I super bu shuang some people today... Keep niaoing my new haircut! Its got its advantages k! There will be no need to cut my hair for at least 3 months you know! I can save lots of money! So please! Peel your eyes wide open!!! Especially someone!

And to clarinets people... You can get ultra large pocky tomorrow! A present from the other bands! How nice are they man! But we gave two cards with most of MY drawings anyways so its equilibrum haha!!!

Wah... So long no post liao... Use this blog as an insight for your optimism and look into the life of an eternal optimist... This does not represent happy-go-lucky, but instead, this represents the ability to look at the positive outlook of life. =)

Be optimistic and lead a meaningful life...follow your dreams and fulfill them...What more can a life be?